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opens-up-4-nobody · 15 days ago
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#is it so strange to like nuance and complication? i feel like in the last year ive realized im much more contrary that i thought#but i just feel like nuance is a good thing. ideas can be black or white on specific points. is blank bad? yes. next question. but issues#are often more complicated than that. are groups of people out there in the world doing bad things? yes and you shouldnt let them get away#with it but painting them as evil and inhuman is unhelpful if you want to solve social problems. people dont just behave#badly for no reason. and its not even just social issues. science is complicated. almost everything is more complicated that u would expect.#especially when ur working with whole systems. is that frustrating if ur trying to make a point or solve a problem? yes. but i thats what#makes it interesting. if the solutions were simple it wouldnt be as fun. maybe im alone in that. ive had that argument before. or in the#media i consume. the most complelling stories to me are the ones that r imperfect or fundamentally flawed. it makes them much more#interesting to talk about than something thats just good on all fronts. or in the fics i read. i dont want empty fluff where everyone's#happy. i want it to b fucked up and messy. its more interesting that way. media is more interesting when it gives me complicated feelings#does it make me sad that bad things happen to good ppl? yes but the world is certainly more interesting bc that is the case. its just#strange to watch ppl struggle with nuance as a concept. the internet is not a place of nuance. so its fun when u see someone who is#interested in having difficult and at times contentious conversations and has a willingness to admit when they make mistakes. and#its frustrating to watch internet dip shits attack them and try to hold them forever to misspeaks or uninformed statments that they condemn#after they inform themselves. and seeing it happen at a mass scale is like genuinely disorienting to me#as an outside observer. i cant imagine what its like to b at the center of it. but thats just how the internet is. full of freak behavior#that would b considered deranged if it happened in person face to face. Anyway. maybe im wrong but i think u should listen when ppl r upset#and not tell them theyre delusional when even if u disagree with their position u can see how they came to have that perspective#unrelated
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fuckingbraingizzards · 6 months ago
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Okay so late night thoughts that will be incoherent but whatever
I remember from my Wisdon tutorial in Uni where we cover Judaism, Catholic and Christianity in the first class. Catholic and Christianity branching and originating from Judaism and such
But then the professor that Catholic being Greek(?) and Christianity being Roman(?)
OR the other way around I’m not entirely sure (this was now 20 ish weeks ago) so I was thinking when it came to fandom talk about Percy Jackson and the gods of different mythologies technically are related to The God, Jesus and Judas. (More God than Jesus and Judas as from my understanding those two are more like demigods and messengers for gods will)
I did ask the question on the belief of the Greek gods, the professors respond that the belief of The Creator is that their is one, that there is no continuous cycle of creation (example, our parents were born from their parents, their parents were born from their own parents and so up until Adam and Eve kind of thing) and that having the mulitple gods is personification of an idea. Which ok god point, but technically the gods came from one sole thing. Chaos which is from brief google search and quick reading I’m obviously not surprised where the Big Bang theory came from.
So far we have
Chaos, big bang theory, God from all three previously mentioned
How does this have to do with anything
WELL I was thinking on how Allah, the Buddha are intertwined.
After again VERY BREIF reading of Google. Islam is quite “there is no God but god.” As well with Muhammad being a messenger for him
DOES ANYONE SEE A PARTNER YET??
Obviously you’re currently going to “how the fuck does this correlate to anything Greek mythology related. Well (I have no idea) BUT Greek and Roman mythology are quite intertwined and have similarities that cross over in both (as I’ve seen Apollo is still named Apollo in both sides)
I was thinking, It’s got to be the same with the rest??
THERE IS NO WAY ALL RELIGIONS BELIEVE IN ONE SEPERATE GOD THERE IS NO WAY.
It’s got to be about the same god and same messenger. God and Allah, Jesus and Muhammad.
Further research has been done. Islam is recorded to be the oldest religion in the world but Judaism is the grandparent of Islam…
They have the same prophet Abraham mentioned.
YOU ALL ARE FIGHTING OVER THE SAME GOD THEY JUST HAVE RECORDED DIFFERENT NAMES BECAUSE THE MESSENGERS WERE GETTING ATTACKED
That also being said the messengers also spread different names, maybe Gods plan? Different aliases to have the world as it is because of His plan?
Anyway I’m going to bed my head can’t handle another thought
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loverboybrightsideghost · 6 months ago
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re my last post unfortunately i think viktor is pretty so he is my weakness in this show. i still do wanna throttle him and jayce though
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empty-blog-for-lurking · 2 years ago
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if i can get even one person to listen to The Mechanisms i would have fulfilled my purpose
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the-blossica-fan · 7 months ago
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Hi I'm new here but you're Evil!Kakania/Evil!Isolde post broke containment for me and I just had to say my thoughts on it.
I think Evil!Kakania would be indifferent (if not downright dismissive) to the suffering of others and (unlike Canon!Kakania) be very averse to drawing attention to herself. Rather than wanting to improve mental health awareness and better its treatments, her arcane skill made her incredibly jaded and anti-social since everyone is hiding something (even if it's subconsciously) and their "true selves" are always marred by tragedy and trauma. She'd be a massive nihilist who gets annoyed that people ignore just how bad the world really is.
I agree that "Evil"!Isolde wouldn't go into art. I think she'd be an unemployed rake, using her families name and status (as well as her pretty face) to go where she pleases whenever she pleases. Unlike Canon!Isolde I think she would have been on the outs with her family because she was too willful and too opinionated. Rather than an empty vessel to be filled, she would wear her heart on her sleeve and resist being made to act a specific way to please others. Which means she is incredibly direct and expressive, an extrovert to the core (you will know what she is thinking and feeling at a glance).
That's all for now cause if I go into how "and this is how IsoKania can *still work* and *still* be toxic as heck, we'll be here all day. Thank you if you decide to read this 😊
BWAHAHHAHA I'M EVIL?? Well there is enough evidence supporting this claim so, yes, I'm evil 😈 (evil laughter)
Also, hi there!! I'm so glad you liked that post, I love making my children suffer in different ways.
Yes yes! Kakania wouldn't care for the people around her, unlike her normal self. I do think she would be dismissive, not wanting to waste time with unimportant people since her time is too valuable. Taking into consideration what you said (you're so true), since Kakania can see other people's inner wishes and secrets, she goes out of her way to avoid them. Probably uses flashing with her mirror to people who get too annoying to her.
And perhaps she even avoids getting in contact with others, prefers being alone and not saying anything to anyone (I would exclude Isolde in this). It's kind of uncanny to see a silent, non-cooperative and uncaring Kakania.
Also, she would 100% wear some pretty boring clothes like a shirt and pants and let her hair down. She no longer cares for professionalism or fashion.
As for Isolde, goddamn my girl became a good for nothing! It seems I'm not the only one with some ideas for them 😈
Well, I still think she would be normally sane, have her own ideas for her life and trying to work herself out of the hole she has dug by making herself just another Dittarsdorf who uses her name to her advantage.
Really kind and feels a lot of emotions, even if she tries not to get too involved, she always ends up helping other people with what she can help. She's a sweet heart even if she doesn't work for anything most of the time.
And since she doesn't get along well with her family (Maybe with Theophil) she finds herself a new place to belong.
I can imagine people going like "How's Isolde?" And then collectively turn to a teary eyed, pouting and pitiful Isolde. "She's sad" "oh I wouldn't have noticed if you hadn't told me"
Isolde probably avoids Kakania because of how opposite they are but accidentally took her heart with that charming face and genuinely kind personality. I'm sorry girl your actions to use your beauty got you a girl that doesn't know how to control these feelings growing in her heart.
"I would do anything you wanted me to"
"Please I just talked to you for five minutes because I wanted your seat"
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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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bananya-blep · 4 months ago
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I just want to achieve my goals and do a lot of stuff and learn things....but I cant, I just want some discipline 😭 but it feels so weird idk my brain just cant work, pls can someone save me from myself? 🤠
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earl-grey-crow · 4 months ago
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lurking comes naturally
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seaofreverie · 5 months ago
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Just wrote my "reflections on this year" post and it's a 5 paragraphs long essay, so I'm not posting all that
#yeah this one can stay in the notes app on my phone instead i think. so here we go. short and more laid back version now#i have many thoughts and feelings but the main point is#that suprisingly being at your worst doesn't have to mean not being able to achieve any great things#however achieving great things also doesn't have to mean finally feeling great. it might mean feeling weird and empty for no reason instead#so yes i'm proud of how much i've grown this year. and that i also did anything at all that's an achievement in itself#in a way it's incomprehensible to me still. that yes i can do many things. however it's also okay if i can't do other things#there's no easy solution or easy explanation to any problem but THIS MUCH i do know now:#that if you want to do a thing and it terrifies you you have to do it 1000 times and it will suck and feel awful each time#but eventually it will no longer be much of a big deal at all. and there's no workarounds with this#you have to make that first step or it will never get easier and will always feel like the unachievable thing that only others get to enjoy#and also that there's no end goal after which you can finally enjoy life as it is or be happy with who you are#i guess the realization that it was okay to be who i am all along and i didn't have to make up for it in some way#was the biggest shock of them all. it will take a long while to really bring this mindset into life but you know. we can get there#and here it is. the same essay but only a bit shorter and in the form of tags now#weirdest year ever both the best and the absolute fucking worst. but there were many things to be happy about and feel grateful for still#so. happy new year! thank you everyone for the support this year and i hope we can all finally catch a break in 2025. it's about time#goosepost
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orcelito · 1 year ago
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Oh yeah, I never actually posted about the Lego sets I've been building here
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This is the one I have finished ^
It's very pretty. And it was fun to build. I love the nature stuff with it, tho I had more fun with the structured things (nature means more variable placements means less regimented fun) so for the 2nd set my sister got for me, I got...
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This Thing.
I feel like a #FakeFan getting such a fancy star wars thing, but it was the most recognizable ship for me (having seen the movies... Ages ago) and most importantly. It is Cool And Fun.
I feel like I should try to rewatch the movies sometime. It really has been forever. Most of my active knowledge actually comes from the PS2 Lego star wars game that I Loved in middle school. Really, I Do have some low-key star wars interest, but it's almost entirely distant memories. I don't really care about the newest movies, but I should rewatch the original ones sometime. At the very least to feel more deserving of having such a fancy star wars toy 😂
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jackleopard · 1 year ago
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my first thoughts after one listen: i think this one is a grower BUT I quite liked the songs??? I don't know if that makes sense to anyone but me
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akai-anna · 2 years ago
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Hello to Everyone on this Beautiful day, my brain is full of Kudou Shinichi and his cute little nose, his soft features, BIG PRETTY EYES, and the very fact that his looks he mostly inherited from Yukiko.
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thedvrkurge · 2 years ago
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My rancid blood whispers to me: kill, kill, and kill again.
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natugood · 2 years ago
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I love just sitting and working in small, local coffee shops for hours at a time. Even though it’s hard for me to sit still, it’s really fun to get to see all the people who come in and to get a better sense of the community as a whole. I love half listening to conversations, seeing how people interact with each other and with the baristas, and who even is drawn to the location in the first place. I don’t usually feel like paying $2 - $6 for a coffee or tea is really worth it except on special occasions, but the value of getting to be around people in a pleasant, safe, open environment like that really adds so, so much value to the experience. I like to feel connected to the people around me, so it makes me happy!
#I had to get a new key for my car and my headlight replaced so I walked to a random coffe and boba shop in a shitty looking strip mall#that was about 10 mins away from the car dealership. I was there for 2 hours and two small groups of people came in during that time#first over the first 15-20 mins I was there three or four men in their 30s -50s came in and were talking with the barista#I discovered that the barista (also a 30-50 year old man) and all of the men were part of the local Slavic community#cause they were speaking what I think was russian (I only know how to say yes and no in russian and I heard those words lol)#they talked for about 30ish mins before each man left individually. the shop was empty for about 15 mins before an elderly couple came in#their friend Jim joined them - they seemed to be regulars possibly - and they talked for about 20 mins and were still talking when I left#when I took a phone call it directed to my hearing aides and they thought I was taking to them so after I was done I apologized#they were very nice snd chatted with my briefly about my aides and people thinking I must be talking to myself with them (which DOES happen#but also I do talk to myself out loud all the time lol) and when I left the coffee shop I said bye to the barista and the elderly group#they all said bye back. it was such a pleasant experience#it was also SO different than I expected cause the coffee shop not only does coffee but also does bubble tea and matcha???#so I assumed it would be an Asian owned business not a Russian/Slavic one lol#overall a great experience. 10/10. a wonderful way to start the morning#googoogajoob
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m0e-ru · 2 years ago
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annual realization where this gas station’s operations and my life owe it all to visualive i’m serious
#kommento#// thinking if i should put all my thoughts in the body of the post instead of tags like these but oh well it’s a quirk of mine#// friendship is so important to me cca is so important to me that one skit with that mention of cca is SO IMPORTANT TO ME friendship is so#// without vl i would have never think of adachi as affectionately as i do right now like no dojima hangout times are going to save me in#// any alternate timeline there’s no going back#// i would still love mimi yes but just in a different flavor#// i really don’t how how to describe that fork in the road but yeah i just /waves hands around/#// unlike most adachinators i develop adachis super weak and sad sympathy and basic morality with a gas station attendant instead#// of detective yaoi and family fun times#// you thinking adachi would win the idgaf war but those two skits in vl blow that all out of the water#// i mean there’s the rest of the game but like i commit favoritism crimes okay#// LITERALLY JUST TOSS HIS SOCIAL LINK AWAY for a second think about what adachi is think about him in the ps2 context#// LITERALLY JUST READ THE MANGA PLEASE i’ve had my theories tested and confirmed on how much you can care about tohruadachi#// at the bare minimum information you have on him and experiencing him as organically as possible IN THE ORIGINAL NON GOLDEN CONTEXT#// you could even go through the drama cds and see how genuine of an adachi he is like seriously forget the golden era and fanservice#// get bancho out of the equation and think about who is right now at that moment#// okay i’m tired now i’ll stop here but i wish people could just enjoy adachi more without the sentiment hes a fuckable antagonist#// dont romanticize his emptiness and hate for the world Like That but rather as human as he already is before you learn he’s a pawn for god#// adachis a special character to me genuinely i wish i could talk about him more often if i didn’t have chronic Not Like Other Girls diseas#// such a fun brain excercise sometimes just wish that i wasn’t poisoned by fandom and that fact they gave him a rep like this that makes me#// so embarrassed or even ashamed to say his name out loud and admit i like him#// LIKE close your eyes and forget hes the villain and he’s the murderer just look at him and think how and why he’s a fucked up guy underne#// underneath the goofball facade he pulls. now think and wonder how much of a genuine goofball he is#// it’s like thinking about ichinose except everyone else is a mysoginist that’s why they take don’t take her seriously#// okay adachi tag most used tag blogger is signing out goodnight guys mwa
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sed-official · 2 months ago
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i saw this post and decided that i had some time spare, i could give AI another go. (link to post https://www.tumblr.com/dibelonious/778852078032404480/now-that-ai-made-troubleshooting-ridiculously. dont harass the poor old sod obviously.)
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i hear a lot of people irl at uni and some online say ai is great for coding, and so every couple months i try it out. sometimes with a very small project in a popular language (python or c, usually. though im forgiveful with c as everyone fucks up c.), sometimes with something simple (i.e. a couple lines tops with a naive approach if written idiomatically) but in a more unusual language with full documentation online. (like sed! yay!)
but every single time i come to the conclusion that even with being handheld chatgpt could not do what it was asked to do. even if someone tells it every issue in its outputs, itll remember for only one prompt. even if someone tells it the solution, itll find a new way to fuck it up.
below the cut is me trying to get chatgpt to make a working sed script that prints "meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..." (long post warning)
(if anything reads weirdly, this was originally a reblog to the screenshotted post, then i decided to make it its own post. so that may be why.)
i cant remember the last time i ran into an issue that i couldnt fix in like ... 5 minutes. but knowing what chatgpt is like, any ask i give it will give me issues to troubleshoot. (yes this example is code, not linux proper. but its more of the same doing that.)
the other day i decided to write "meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....." in many different languages, after seeing @brainfuck-official do it in BF. (link to post https://www.tumblr.com/brainfuck-official/773510105608192000) as is my blog, i asked it to do this in sed.
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great! this script doesnt work! it doesnt even come *close* to working, giving me plenty to try out chatgpt's troubleshooting skills! it also just doesnt make much sense. why the shebang but not making it executable? and why are the flags different (ones -f, ones -nf). also a counter? why though? thats not what im asking for? (you can see tags for a brief explanation on how to add a counter)
after telling it the script doesnt work (and why, something someone troubleshooting likely wont know) it just adds in a P. a command that prints a damn newline. but it lies about it printing a newline.
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(if you dont believe it prints a trailing newline and believe the AI instead, just try echo -n foo | sed -n 'P ; P')
anyways it alternated between no print statements and printing with newlines for the next ... 8 prompts, by which time i felt sorry for the poor bugger and told it to use e to print without a newline.
all the while it was trying to be more useful and add a count - making it print my string after n repeats instead of the infinite that i asked for. it was trying to subtract 1 with effectively s/[0-9]+/&-1/ which just appends the string "-1" to a number!
anyways, i tell it to use "the e command". there are three different versions of the e command in sed, and only one of them makes sense here. which did chatgpt use? none! it used the e regex modifier! which executes your pattern hold, then turns the output into the new pattern hold. and does not print anything.
ill just screenshot the last couple interactions minus only the useless exposition it adds to every response so you can see how stupid it is
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ignoring sed's requirement for an input this is equivalent to the python
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to be fair i never said there shouldnt be infinite meows, and this does have infinite Ws. but come the fuck on. this is clearly not whats being asked for.
#linux is best - yes. but learn to troubleshoot properly.#blindly copying code online without understanding it isnt troubleshooting.#regardless if that code came from stackoverflow or chatgpt.#anyways maybe it wouldve been better to write the equivalent in C with gotos and labels?#but at least everyone knows python#and i dont need to write c this way#also decided to see if it could find any info about me if i give it my name and county of origin#which is identifiable information but its outdated as ive changed my name (trans :3) and moved away.#anyways it thought i was from l*nd*n.#i told it where i was from (West Country. Very Much Not london.) and it thought i was a londoner. what in the hell.#yes if i said the name of most counties to an american online theyd probably think its in london.#but thats before they google the damn place! and this bot has access to the whole internet!#(for the yanks: it did the equivalent of calling an appalachian a californian)#(or at least i think thats close enough. im not really all that sure about what happens over the pond. and i like my ignorance here.)#wait the documentation tells you how to make a counter. at least twice.#IT COULD COPY CODE FROM THE INFO PAGES FOR THE COUNTER AND IT STILL GOT IT WRONG EVEN AFTER BEING TOLD WHY ITS WRONG#oh my god.#anyways in the docs they wanted to print the number. you can just hold n chars and remove one each loop#then break the loop when your hold is empty.#thats the easiest way ive found of looping n times (if you need the hold do this on a prepended line)#(not efficient but you can make it more efficient if you want. the docs explain how to! but its more effort and easy to fuck up soooooo...)#printing n ws though? just use e printf like it bloody demonstrates itself#no need to do inefficient shit in sed when someones written it in c for you.
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