#tma kyu

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a new challenger (tma version kyu) steps into the ring

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So this is how elias was in court before he was placed in prison right

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"jon wouldn't wear that outfit" but consider: what if he did. second consideration: what if he served cunt

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I keep thinking about this jmart exchange and how like... of course Jon would know the way out of the Lonely. He's been experiencing such alienation, such loneliness all throughout his life and especially in S4, where he was stripped away of what he used to know and became one of the very monsters he was so afraid of and hates.

And yet because he loves Martin, he found a way out of his personal loneliness. He knows the way out, and the way out is through love. I don't think Jon would have been able to get out of the Lonely if Martin wasn't around, because Jon wouldn't have an anchor (in the parallel of Martin leaving tapes for Jon to navigate out of the Buried) nor a reason to ("Yes Martin, you are my reason.")

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Jonathan sims is truly A Character of All Time. He was almost fed to a spider when he was a child. He took up the position of archivist without any clue what it's supposed to do. He got moisturized by a mannequin clown for a month straight and all he said was that his skin has never been better. He got kidnapped three times. He stared straight into the void and the void lost. He died but got better. He became the antichrist. He's asexual. His boyfriend has actively encouraged him to murder and he did. Said murders were him looking at monsters so hard they exploded. He would go around making people relive their trauma for a snack. He had two ribs removed by choice. He trusted a pyromaniac to NOT burn him when they shook hands. He had worms make holes in him. He tried to explore a tunnel maze but after it said leave he did no questions asked. He was accused of murder, unrelated to prev mentioned. When accused of murder he went to his ex girlfriend cause he had no other friends. His grandma hated him. He trusted a pyromaniac to NOT burn him when they shook hands. He would send his assistants to do illegal things. I'm obsessed with him

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So i found out that listening to tma so much made me tune out the tape recorder click cause i did NOT catch it until i read the transcripts

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*bullies your archivist*

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Something about the lonelyeyes interpretation that it's Peter that ends up Yearning for Elias just doesn't seem right to me, tbh. For one, Elias has always been the more sentimental type (see Barnabas), and Peter has never seemed to be the type to chase the loneliness that comes with yearning (literally sent a man to the Lonely for smiling at him)

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just realized in every single one of my sketches i've never drawn jon happy

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Thinking about how in season 5 martin said he probably couldnt kill jon when it comes to it and jon thinks he can but when it came down to it jon damned their world to save martin and martin had be the one to kill him

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jon, getting kidnapped by trevor and julia: this is going to ruin the tour

trevor: what are you on about, lad

jon: the world tour

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i think he should smile forever and ever

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woah S1 archival crew designs.....

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literally no excuse other than my own self indulgence

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don't you ever tame your demons, but always keep 'em on a leash

ref

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privy to a ruined world

reference under the cut!