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3k word fanfic. Since his father killed himself, Kakashi has wrestled with his own suicidality. These feelings threaten to overwhelm him from time to time as he gets older. Fortunately, he has the most annoying companion on the planet to pop up and interrupt at the best possible moment. Say what you will about Might Gai, but unlike Kakashi, he is always on time.
warning for suicide and suicidality, self-harm, OCD (obsessions and compulsions), pills, grief, death of a family member, death of a friend, blood (briefly), unreality, anxiety, and dissociation. canon character deaths do apply (Sakumo, Minato, Obito, and Rin, in this case).
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I know the full arsenal update is out and hype for that but I just found the gutterman's poem in 7-2 and I HAVE to type about it because its night where I am and I cant wake up my friends to rant about Ultrakill.
Anyway, absolutely indescribable how we have the thoughts of a machine just laid bear in a secret for the first and maybe last time. The fact that a machine made for merciless slaughter could not only feel sadness for the person powering it but also WRITE a POEM? A machine made art??? The knowledge that they understand how cruel it is to make a human a blood battery, recognize it as torture, but also feel gratitude for the life they've been given?? It was known that machines had a sense of aesthetic from Swordsmachine and Mindflayer's entries but. Goddamn. The gutterman refers to the human as their mother and it states it CRIED when it crushed her skull as it hoped it would redeem its life.
Also the excerpt, "I know I know you would hate me so, and mother of me, I do too." Does this mean the Gutterman hated itself as much as the human? Did it hate the human instead along with the feelings of love and gratitude? Probably the former. Gutterman angst is so in.
V2's mannerisms and Swordsmachine's data entry are intresting, but a gutterman's eulogy for its prisoner and its attempt at redemption is another level. Actual machine thought process recorded!! Sapient lifeform that knows only war and death! The fact that the gutterman crushing the human's skull seemed to be out of mercy. Ough.
Noone has to interact I havent proof read this I am just RANTING this is CRAZY HAKITA HOW COULD YOU AND THE TEAM DO THIS
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The bots found me again…
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A little something I started this morning and finished tonight. I would love to maybe make this a sticker if possible. ^^
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thats him. the boy
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idk why im getting so many men messaging me here asking me to be their sugar baby but i am not interested unless you are matthew mcconaughey as rust cohle
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YO INBOX COULD U PLZ STOP EATING MY ASKS
WHOEVERS BEEN TRYNA CONTACT MY WISDOM (/j) MY APOLOGIES, THE GREMLIN IS SAYING NO AGAIN
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This is so fucked up why do so many people use what is happening in Palestine to scam people out of their money
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HI i literally have never used tumblr before. I made an account specifically because of how mych I love your hunger au. Like actually dying over it.
Your fic is actually the best thing i’ve read. Pls. Lots of love
THE POWEERR OF HUNGER AU....... AW MAN THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS SO SWEET WTF /POS
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hey yall, internet fundraiser post for me and my toddler to cross country move in with my best friend, 1.2k needed
I'm trying to move out of a shitty living situation, and into an amazing one. I'm a single parent with a toddler and that makes moving alot harder. i have to rent a uhaul, and convince someone to drive me and it. thats approximately 1.2k dollars, as im moving across state lines. (im 21 but i don't know how to drive, bc the family i live with refuses to teach me.) it's impossible for me to get a job, both bc covid and bc single parent, and my family that i live with only gives me 120 a month. that makes saving up very hard. if they find out im planning to move, theyll probably stop giving me money entirely. i hope to move around February, but i can not move until i hit my save up goal. absolutely anything helps. reblogs, five dollars, anything. my c/sh/pp is $ alecfae27
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I fucking hate bots lol
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i’ve been getting a lot of spam messages with weird porn attached tumblr please clean up your platform i’m so tired
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After seeing the recent II episode, I've seen ND fans discussing how Cabby is treated in the episode. I also saw Justin comment his thoughts on the discussion as well.
Part of me want to share some insight into how I rewrote a scene in my script for Rise of Relics to remove an ableist implication of Nicodemus' behavior towards Nikey (see this post here about it). There's also another scene I plan to rewrite as well that has a few ableist implications and I want to show how to improve it with research and listening to those with physical disabilities.
I'm not sure if it's alright for me to share this, as some of the II fans have similar symptoms to Cabby's memory issues, I do not want to speak over them as I do not have any memory symptoms as they do. What I do have, in reference to the scene in Rise of Relics, is anxiety and (possible) undiagnosed OCD, and Nikey is written with the implication of having both of these. The other scene I want to later rewrite is also in reference to how Nikey finds comfort in others, sometimes invasively due to having poor coping skills, and Nicodemus is often the person who helps ground her.
I think it's best for me to listen to those who are most affected by the episode before I say anything. But, one thing I say is that condemning a character's aids and accommodations they use to cope with their symptoms is wrong. Showing unhealthy coping mechanisms is okay (carefully saying this while keeping in mind my own experience coping with anxiety), but I do think this episode should have been written with more care.
To Justin and the Inanimate Insanity team, please consult sensitivity readers for your scripts in the future, please.
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Just some positive critique. Your writing is really good I would say just maybe work on the transitioning between scenes/conversations to make it a little smoother.
Oh why thank you, and thanks for your input, I know it is one of my main headaches, that's why I'm rummaging trough all of the demo and trying to fix some.
I'm a highly visual person, so sometimes I seem to forgot to include it all I've see, so sorry guys for that, anyway, I am going to practice more on my new semester with this, I used to work with just scripts but now I'll have Russian literature so I' hope to get better.'ll actually will write stories and hope not to die.
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update: i am alive :]
but a real update on hufflepuff!tzuyu, the second chapter suddenly went from 3k to 7k and i don't know what to do with it. i've added stuff which is good, but also thats not the word count i wanted. also it goes into dynamics thats not exclusively tzuyu and reader, so idk how people feel about that. so i was paralysed,,,,and then i left it and didn't come back to it. the chapter is written, i just have to edit and split the chapters,,,,,which is the most boring part of this hobby. i can't really promise when it will be posted bc im unreliable like that, but i am working on it again :]
sidenote: untitled blogs, please add your pronouns or reblog a jiu gif or just change untitled to momo's dog or whatever. i come here with around 10 follows only to find that all are them empty untitled blogs and thats an instant block from me. if you've posted or commented on my posts then you're fine, bc i can discern you're not a bot ·_·
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