#to ruin people’s lives for you 😍😍🥰 like see how useful I am to you don’t you love that praise me

[swordmaid]

was taking screencaps of shri’iia and astarion making out in the sewers like the little rats they are and I just caught shri’iia’s shy smile…..omg……what if I ended it all….

[khaleesiofalicante]

Hola Dani 😊 ¿cómo estás? How are things in your country? News reports are worrisome 🥲

Max Lightwood-Fucking-Bane

This is going to be amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh no this is Max's last POV 😯

Wait... what do you mean 34/40??? 😭😭

Oh no... my will to live!!! Is running out 😭😭

THE BEGINNING

Baby Max 😍😍😍

Because somehow – and to be very honest, Magnus doesn’t remember how exactly – Alec had ended up adopting the baby.

Is what he does... he's a 10 like that 😌

He wonders if his apartment misses him as much as he misses it.

Aww I feel bad for Magnus I know how bad sudden changes can make you feel, even if it's for the better 😔

“You have to make noises when you are in the stroller, so I know you are okay,” Magnus reminds the baby.

Max please, he's freaking out!!!

“Le Petit Prince,” Magnus smiles. “Of course.”

ALQLELQKW!!! Maxwell stop I already love you ❤️🥰

Ragnor 😍😍😍

If Magnus could only speak five words, he would want Alec’s name to be one of those too.

😍😍😍😍

Magnus screams and covers his mouth in horror. “Nooooo!”

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 it was at this moment he knew, he fucked up!!!

Alec lets out a tired chuckle. “One day, Magnus, you will realize that I love you more than anything in this world. I know that’s hard for you to believe and accept right now. That’s okay. But one day you will. I don’t know what I have to do to make you believe it. But I will. I will make you believe that you will never have to doubt my love for you.”

Alec takes a shuddery breath. “If you want to leave, I understand. This isn’t what you signed up for.”

And suddenly all the doubts vanish.

Dani this entire scene is a masterpiece!!!

Magnus chuckles. He looks at the baby wrapped in the cloth. He places a soft kiss on his head. “You look like a little blueberry.”

I'm so full of happiness right now!!

“Unacceptable! Shame!” Magnus says dramatically. “Our child has been ruined!”

THE MIDDLE

Mavid!!!!!!!!!!

Daniela how dare you hit me in my Mavid loving heart???? I was so happy and now I'm crying over a one-sided text conversation 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Okay I like Alex now 😅

How many Alexanders do you know?

Do you think all of them are a little 🌈

As you should!!

Not enough 🤣

And yes the name comes with the 🌈

Maybe he will kiss him and tell him he loves him and they’ll get married and have to kids and name them Alex and Henry.

Perfect baby names!!!

Some proper grownups Max would call if he needed to bury a body: Aunt Izzy, Aunt Cat. Gammy. Leslie.

Honorable mention: Shinyun.

Note to self: The fact that they are all women really says something about our society huh.

I am love everything EVERYTHING about this 👆🏼

“Master Max. You are destined for many great things,” Elyaas tells him. “Being a cliché is not one of them.”

I am love Elyaas!!!

Note to self: Elyaas supremacy only.

Noooooo!!!! No David don't cry mon petit prince charmant!!!

😭😭😭😭

Max doesn’t want to look at them from the distance.

No.

He wants to be there.

He wants to be there with them.

He wants to be one of those people.

Oh shit!! He's going to see Alec and Magnus and panic again isn’t he?? That was who they saw, it was Max 😭😭😭

Dad lets out a pained scream. It’s drowned out by David’s voice that’s echoing through the walls.

Oh no, this much worse!!

David doesn’t text him back after that.

David leaves for Cambridge three months later.

I hope you're happy swimming in the sea of my tears Daniela!! 😭😭😭

THE END

Ben!!! 😍😍😍

Dad put his face in his hand. “Max. Ben is my friend. Stop pestering us to have sex. It’s very disrespectful.”

🤣🤣🤣 yeah Max!! Stop!!

Max takes the piece of paper out of his pocket. “I have an appointment for a session.”

He is going to therapy!!!! What is this???? ALSLALSLA!!!!

I'M SO HAPPY!!

Note to self: Why the fuck is everyone moving to England? What the fuck? What kind of reverse colonization is this?

🤣🤣🤣 maybe is a sign!! Go to England, kiss David while drenched in rain water and make all his RWRB fantasies come true!!!

“No,” he shakes his head quickly. “You’re just really pretty and I don’t want to accidentally say dumb shit. Wait. I think I just did that.”

My bisexual ass EVERY time I meet someone cute 😒

Note to self: Fuck the patriarchy.

👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼

“Oh, you absolutely do,” she nods vigorously. “But who says both things can’t happen at the same time?”

I am love you Ms therapists 🥰 I am love therapy!!!

Max chews on his lips. He shakes his head. “I’m going for brunch.”

“Thank you, Coraline,” Max smiles. “David and I will name one of our many babies after you.”

They will have so many children!!!

Wait is that who I think it is????

“I’m here to see David,” Max replies. “Where is the love of my life?”

Dad chokes on his wine. “What?”

🤣🤣 epic

“What do you mean where is he?” dad asks incredulously. “He is at the airport.”

Note to self: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

“Christ, Max!” dad laughs. “Stop monologuing and call David.”

I was literally thinking the same!!!!

Then he hears it.

The Harley Davidson.

“Hop on.”

ALSLQKWLQLQLW!!!! THIS IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED!!!!!

Of course it's white roses OF COURSE!!!

“I love you. I love you. I love you.”

He said it out loud!!!!!!!!

AOQHTBQOQL!!!!! I am so happy!!!! OMG!!! They finally... and then... it's like a movie and the airport and the roses and the kiss and RPQUNELALQKSLQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM LOVE YOU DANI!!!! 💚💚💚💚

This chapter is so beautiful is like yes! THIS is what all the pain was for to make this moment so perfect aaaaaahhhh!!!!!! Here *hands you my heart* break it again!!!

Thank youuuu!!!! ❤️ this story is beyond amazing!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

THANK YOU ALEX.

I'm soooooooo glad you liked it. 💚💚💚

Here is a nice mavid song for ya: Love Nwantiti by CKay (this is like a mavid theme song <3 )

[whatdoyouneedsugar]

(Answering a day later because I got busy :( )

Quick update for today: I called off of work with a friend so we could go shopping. It was initially just for her to get Christmas gifts for other people, but while we were browsing in Hot Topic, I found a really pretty dress that was 40% off and some cute stockings to go with it! Will I ever wear them in public? Probably not. But they're cute! And maybe I want to feel pretty some days. (Slowly starting to get over the whole "feminine things = bad" mindset and more into "clothes have no gender, wear what makes you feel good")

I haven't tried them on yet, but I can't wait to!

Okay, back to yesterday: Yes Mommy, I kind of like the rush I get when I'm trying to hide that I'm looking at/reading/writing naughty things at work. It makes my pussy so tingly and my face so warm.

Thank you for being so understanding, mommy <3

Thinking about humping something while mommy kisses me makes my brain melt a little hehe

You promise?? Yayyy!!! 🥰

Oh, I'm not into the whole "keep me in a cage, make me wear a puppy mask, feed me with a dog bowl" sort of puppy play. I do like the nicknames, collars, and leashes for sure, though. As for the praise and worship: I don't mind receiving praise at all! And receiving worship isn't a hard limit, it's more just...I wouldn't know how to react? I think? It's just a gray area, I guess :>

Ooh, that actually sounds like a great idea! You're so smart, Mommy! 😊

Hm...I don't know about the filming part...Rewatching it while you tell me everything you liked and why does sound fun. I wonder if the embarrassment would turn me on or just make me want to hide haha

- 🐸

Thank you for your update, lovely, I really enjoy you telling me what you're up to. I hope you had fun with your friend and I am so happy that you got yourself clothes you love. I went a good chunk of my life not buying clothes that I enjoyed/not thinking I should or could even have my own style and enjoy how I looked (for different reasons, more to do with weight and body image, some body shaming from someone i lived with, anyway, just a lot of time wasted on that sort of thing) and I remember when I first started looking for stores with a good range of plus size clothing and when I first bought a couple flowery dresses (i also had an issue with dressing more "feminine") I literally started crying because I had actually chosen then, I didn't just buy whatever fit, and I felt so pretty and so good about myself. I know the reasons behind it are different, but I just wanted to say I partly understand how exciting it is to have bought yourself those clothes and I couldn't be happier for you. I hope one day you feel comfortable and safe to wear whatever you want inside or outside.

And I'm so proud you're able to work on your mindset in that way, it's so important for you to not let it keep you from enjoying yourself and wearing/doing what makes you feel more you, without needing to label it connected to a certain gender or a certain way to perform that gender. It's not easy to work on our perspectives in that way, especially when the world around us is so strongly shoving us in the opposite direction. I hope you're proud of yourself for that too, baby <3

And I don't even need to see it to know you're going to look gorgeous, please let me know when you try them on, I wanna hear all about it if you wanna share 😍

And about our tastes: they seem to align very well, honey, I wish I could get to know you in person, I bet we could have a lot of fun together, baby. Just imagining you in a collar and leash, splayed out on a bed, all at my mercy for me to use and ruin... makes my brain melt, baby.

And I understand that some things you're not sure about how you'd feel because you never tried them. I don't have any experience with kink, and I really hope to one day find someone to try out things we're interested in and find out what we like, so thank you for always telling me what you're not into, what you're not sure about. Even if we're just talking and fantasizing about it, the idea of figuring out these things with you is also so hot to think about, baby.

[sweet-teeth-mfs]

you and Bee are friendship goals ngl 🥺❤️

Accurate depiction of @feedmeramyun and I (she’s Soo): 

I thought I’d let @feedmeramyun respond to this anon as well, she hasn’t had as many opportunities as me to do so - you should all follow her!From Bee: 

“Does this mean I’m finally cool? 😍

Hahaha. I will admit, it’s a good friendship, I’m quite happy with it: we are essentially friends because Edie came to give a paper at a conference I was hosting, and I thought she has hella cool and I decided we should be friends. As we discovered as we got to know each other, we have a lot of shared interests. I am essentially a black hole when it comes to fandom and interests: I consume media constantly, and if I’m interested in something I just absorb everything about it like a sponge. Luckily she found this endearing, and actually enjoys discussing the finer points of Star Wars and Final Fantasy for hours on end. As she’s mentioned before, a few months ago I’d started working on an academic paper analysing the Monster MV and asked if she’d watch the video for me to see if my arguments checked out. (I’d been silently mass consuming kdrama and kpop for a few years by this point and it had gotten lonely… kidding, I knew she’d love it.) And the rest is history!We have a lot in common, but we’re actually very different: Edie is warm, expressive and very tactile, and I am very much not that. But I think we balance each other out, and it makes us a really good pair. She’s great at getting emotionally engaged and thinking about the feelings of a thing, and I can remember verbatim how tall every member of Exo is. And how wide Sehun’s shoulders are.”

From Edie: Bee and I have been friends for a couple of years now and she’s such a cool friend to have. She’s really patient and kind, but can also flare up like a firecracker and get really focused on TOTAL DESTRUCTION, and I always love that in people! If someone hurts a person Bee loves she will DESTROY THEM. She’s very protective and fierce and that makes you feel very loved when you’re the person she’s protecting. She’s also like, insanely cute, (she probably hates me saying it) so it’s fun watching people assume she has a ‘cutey pie’ personality to match her looks! Hahaha surprise suckers! As far as our Kpop relationship, I had tried to get into Kpop several years earlier, through my accidental discovery of Suju’s SPY (and then D&E’s banger Oppa Oppa), but it hadn’t really taken. Then Bee asked me to look at Monster at like 11pm one night while I was in London at a conference, and boy, lack of sleep and the sheer power of that MV just ruined me. Within 24 hours I’d memorised all of EXO and made cheat sheets on the train home of who was singing at what point in the song: 

I fell into kpop hard, and it’s totally her fault. I often tell her I love her for getting me into Kpop, and alternatively tell her I hate her for getting me into kpop (you know what its like!). 

We’re both very similar to our ults/biases so she often has to ‘put up’ with me, as I’m quite energetic and lively (as well as being quite low/cynical at times) so I owe her a lot for suffering me on the daily. She’s also CRAZY GOOD at predicting people’s biases. She told me from day 1 that I’d like Minseok and about 2 months later I had to come to her, hanging my head, admitting that yes, I’d changed biases again and had decided I loved Minnie the most. She just smiled and said “I KNEW IT”. I never had friends in fandom growing up and whilst we have a quite large friend group between us, I love my 1-on-1 kpop time with Bee. She’s just the best. 🥰

[tsukidrama]

hii!!

even if i’d prefer to see all aot at once i think it’s better for everyone to have episodes that way (almost) everyone can see it at the same time you know? movie means released in cinemas which means having to wait for your country to get the movie or for someone to leak the movie and it takes waaayyy longer and spoilers get impossible to avoid. also it means dub version in cinemas and armin and eren’s voices are way too irritating in french for me to watch 2 hours of it lmao but what you said is true and more important imo!! mappa has so much work to do this year (and has already done a lot these past years) and people are always asking them for more, so if they can get it done with the story easier that way then this is what they should do. the only thing i’m excited about for the ending are the titans fights, for the ending ending i think i’ll just watch how my favorite characters look like and don’t even read the subtitles aksjsdkjhd thirst only.

yep, okay, i hear it. i forget that you're in the EU and they've got so many online viewing restrictions. i take for granted my US American ability to look up whatever i so desire on the internet and watch it on my laptop. also to be fair i can't watch any dub either... idk if this is a controversial thing to say or not so don't roast me but. in English, Hange's voice doesn't match up with her voice AT ALL and it bothers me so much that it ruins the entire experience. i watched the first few episodes and tapped out 30 seconds into her introduction. the actress who does Annie is great tbh and i never had too bad an issue with most of the rest of the cast. but i can't get past Hange's voice.. i'll never ever again watch the dub. plus the japanese cast is really iconic anyway and their performances are a big part of why i enjoy the anime as much as i do.

ALSO YEAH LETS BE REAL I'M JUST GONNA THRIST OVER ANNIE IN THE FINALE AND THATS IT. SHE'S GONNA BE SOOO PRETTTTYYY😍🥰

THE OPENING OMG i wasn’t expecting to see annie out of the crystal, mappa got very generous 🙏, pieck and reiner were also very beautiful in that episode i feel so blessed. also i saw this tiktok after watching the episode and it made me think of you lmao

SAAAAME I SCREAMED BC I JUST WAS NOT EXPECTING TO SEE HER. i love the LIVING FOR IT. everyone is TOO beautiful... mappa had no right to make everyone look so damn sexy like what am i supposed to do with this ?!!!@?!?@!!??

lkasjdfhkdjf the tiktok is me and @marsbutterfly for real, i'm the one busting the door and she's coming behind with the camera hfmcs;kjn

NOW THE NEW CHAPTER

WHAT A GOOD CHAPTER (as usual) but the difference between the beginning, annie getting better and feeling alive again, and the ending, reader and annie not communicating anymore…. you really love hurting us. this is needed for the story but damn it still hurts. (dw we still love you). on top of that annie getting better while reader is still struggling and keeping it to herself to not hurt annie is not helping. “She's fine so you’re fine”, right in the feels!

hehe *blushes* stop it... also a mandatory apology. it gets better i promise it gets better! (thank you thank you 😭). i'm glad you noticed reader isn't okay either, bc that gets lost in the chaos sometimes. both of them are struggling and both of them need to deal with their individual issues before they can get anywhere.

(gonna put the rest under a read more as i feel myself rambling)

and pieck was here!! the reason of her visit was not very welcomed but it’s still good to see her. she was acting smart as usual and even planned a strategy, it was such a good characterization! my girl always knows what she is doing. oh and jean and connie were unexpected! it was a bit of fun before angst coming at full force. though even during the argument connie was trying to make things easier and it was really cute (like with the bits of grass). moments like this really show the work you put into your writing.

i know 😥 it's not a one-and-done appearance! pieck will be a major player throughout the story. thank you ❤ people seem to really enjoy the boys and i love that! i'll find a way for them to come back, i didn't realize i'd love them as much as i do now. connie is SO underrated he's really empathetic and he gets pain because of his mom.

i also think that Connie, Jean, & Armin would be pretty protective of reader since they've had so many of their friends die, and Mikasa is ??? genuinely not sure what happens to her post canon, i'm still deciding how i'll write her into the story. some of them like Connie come to realize it more quickly than others, but in the end they're just happy she's 1) alive and 2) relatively easy to visit. he's a good boy.

about the situation, i tend to agree with reader, this is not their responsibility to fix what eren did, even though it’s probably just me wanting annie and reader to live a happy life in peace asjkhe. but then annie accepted to go while reader was so sure she would refuse and i think i was as shocked as her. i have a bad feeling about this trip, you’re not going to let us relax next chapter either uh akshfjhjfd

i'll go into a LOT more about that, it's a whole ass plotline. Annie also wants Annie and Reader to live a happy life in peace. in time it'll become clear why she doesn't just say "no, and go fuck yourself" from the beginning. communication isn't happening so reader is just having to come to her own conclusions.

next chapter is probably gonna be a little bit sad, but it's also going to be mostly about Papa so. you'll catch a slight break?

annie cuddling so easily is such a change from cold hands cold heart, it’s nice to see her so comfortable with someone. making reader feel safe and remembering the years in the crystal was such a soft moment betweens two storms (lol).

there are intentional parallels in chapter 6 with cold hands !! yes! to illustrate that now Annie is comfortable with reader and willing to open up about everything she never did. except for, achieving that communication hasn't been the emotional fix-it reader wanted and expected. nothing is 'fixed' or 'better' yet but at least now they have the tools to figure out what's wrong in the first place.

when reader talked with papa and he said “At least I know she’ll come back this time, with you here” the fact that he thinks she wouldn’t come back just for him is heartbreaking. i know it was a way to be comforting but it sounds like he thinks that if annie didn’t come back the first time was because he wasn’t a good enough motivation, it is really sad, even if justified as annie has a complicated relationship with her father. they need to put their stubborness aside and have a father daughter talk.

oh it shatters me. i've actually already started writing a scene where he and reader talk about what it was like for Papa the first time Annie for Paradis, so we'll definitely see that addressed.

oh they'll talk. and you're gonna be so mad at me when you see how it happens...

then, the whole storm/weather doesn’t seem to announce something good. considering how annie is acting and feeling right now i really hope pieck will be true to her promise and keep an eye on her. or that one of the other warriors do it.

on the same note, i hope annie sees that reader isn’t doing good either and that both of them need help, and what she is doing might not be the best for reader. but it’s a delicate situation for everyone involved.

our girl is really going through it right now 😩😓 i don't think Pieck would make a promise she couldn't keep.

you're so right. i wish that i could tell you i wasn't gonna take the story in the angstiest direction i can think of to get them there! 🤪

there were so many nice details : like the weather being different in a different country and the characters not prepared for it fully, annie wearing flannel (gay), the car arriving and the black smoke in a way of showing bad news coming in a perfect setting, characters still interacting during dialogue (like connie and the grass again), papa being suspicious going just “in town”, and how the cats were acting during the storm! well some of them aren’t really details but you know.

i know what you mean! and again thank you, you nailed it with your interpretations and i love hearing your commentary you beautiful soul. it's interesting that you to say it read as suspicious for Papa to be vague about where he was; you may be onto something there!

finally, the ending… i would just be repeating myself and this ask is long enough but everything hurts in this chapter. thank you for providing us such a long, well written and beautiful chapter.

i hope you have a good week! -j

THANK YOU AND YOU KNOW I LIVE FOR YOUR SUPERLONG MESSAGES ! AND I FUCKING LOVE PLEASE THEM NEVER CHANGE. and also so sorry that i hurt everyone so early in the year but if y'all stick around i swear it'll be worth it

it's off to a nice start already! you too 💕