#to stop apologising for everything sm and to stop being emotionally unavailable lmao | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ssoupcup · 1 year

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sometimes i feel bad for posting too much of my interests to my tumblr and like im annoying my friends. then i realise this is my fucking tumblr?? a place to engage with my interests? maybe. maybe i think i need to get over myself and realise that people dont just automatically dislike me for existing. and that perhaps, my friends like me and aren't annoyed at my every move and if they were they aren't meant to be my friend.

#friendship is a hard thing to navigate when u have had numerous bad experiences #but that doesnt mean that every friendship is gonna turn out like those did.#and that is something that I need to come to grips with because it just. damages friendships in the long run bc of withdrawing yknow #I'm just glad I now have friends that genuinely like me and like spending time with me. it makes me very happy #yes this is probably abt u if ur reading this #also ik I post a lot of my deeper thoughts on here but I literally dont talk to anyone abt my feelings or experiences so theyve gotta go #somewhere and I need you to know that I do really appreciate you. and im trying.#to stop apologising for everything sm and to stop being emotionally unavailable lmao

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