POV. Peeta
A story about Rye Mellark.
I never expected a second child...
Willow had just stopped wearing diapers. She was a happy and laughing girl. She ran around the house with loud footsteps and jumped into my lap when I came home from work.
She was a miracle. Katniss got pregnant after almost a year of trying, after more than a decade of planning. The pregnancy was slow and difficult. Katniss looked completely destroyed every time I looked at her. I thought she would be the only one.
One day Katniss looked at me and said:
"I'm ready for one more."
And I asked "one more what?"
"Kid!" She answered me in the most obvious way possible. She spoke as if I had asked for one more. She always thought I wanted to have a big family. But I never said that. I think she was the one who wanted it, but didn't have the courage to admit it.
She started having dreams about a girl with blonde hair. She told me that this time she would be just like me, since Willow was so much like her. She was sure she was going to be a girl and we were going to name her Pearl.
In her first pregnancy, she craved wild berries, game meat, and forest roots; all the food she got in the forest, but she couldn't go and get it because of her huge belly and the harsh winter before Willow was born.
This time, even before she got pregnant, she wanted sweet and soft things. Like orange cakes, cinnamon rolls and gingerbread. She made me happy when she asked me for something that she was capable of doing. I cooked everything she wanted.
It didn't take long to finally become pregnant. Pregnancy was very different than the first time.
She was constantly smiling.
Her sexual desire was uncontrollable. She would drag me into the bakery storage room or onto the living room couch when Willow was taking a nap. She vocalized like she never did. She called me names or said things I never imagined would come out of her mouth.
She hunted almost every day and always made new dishes for us. She had much more strength than before. Once she dragged an entire deer from the forest to our house. I worried about how much effort she was putting in when she was nine months pregnant.
Rye was born at almost 42 weeks, her birth took a whole day and night. He was born on one of the hottest days in August. He was so fat and chubby that Willow's newborn clothes didn't even fit him.
Katniss thought he was a lot like me. Everyone talked about how Rye was my copy. Especially when he turned into a tall, burly, blonde teenager. But I always thought he looked like his mother. Even more so than Willow, who had Katniss's long, black hair.
Rye had Katniss's brave, silver eyes. They both had eagle eyes. Suspicious and attentive to everything. He had her sharp ears. And he had his talent for hunting. His hands were definitely like mine though. Thick fingers and large palms. Great for kneading bread.
At 14, he was already taller than his sister and mother. At 16, he looked 20. I didn't want him to help me at the bakery so soon, but I was old. Carrying those bags of flour all day with just one leg was too much for me at almost 50 years old. I was too weak for that. Rye started helping me when he was 15 and was much stronger than I was at his age. He had a talent in the kitchen. His breads were always perfect.
He was handsome but shy. He looked like my brother Bran, without the heartthrob charm. The girls seemed to like him. They always showed up at the bakery and bought a single cookie just to talk to him. Even though Rye looked older, he was still just a teenager. He would shrug his shoulders, get red in the face and flee to the kitchen as soon as he could.
He never had many friends. He spoke little. He would run away from school to go to the forest like Katniss used to do. She couldn't stay mad at him for that.
"He'll learn much more in the forest than at school." she said
I always warned him, but he said it was just this time. And he ended up coming home with a basket of berries and a fox again.
Rye was growing up and different from Willow, who went to study nursing far from District 12. He didn't want to leave our side. He kept carrying the heavy bags of flour for me and going into the forest to hunt with his mother.
He was always very kind, even too much.
He always let his sister have the biggest piece of pie for dessert.
He always helped me up the stairs, my legs becoming weaker as I got older.
One day I saw him talking at the back of the bakery. He whispered and a voice whispered back. They were giggling. She was a short girl with short brown hair. She started coming almost every day. Then they talked, giggled, and she left.
Until one day, they decided to get married. They were never engaged, and no one even knew that they were seeing each other. If Katniss liked to be secretive from the world, Rye was even more so. He didn't have a wedding and only invited me, Katniss, and Willow.
He just asked me to make a small cake with white icing and raspberry jam inside.
Rye's wife, Piper, was quieter than him. She had big brown eyes and got along very well with Katniss. The two used to sing. Piper knew how to please Katniss in a way I've never seen anyone else do.
The two moved to a cabin in the middle of the forest. 20 minutes walking from our house.
Then came the first granddaughter. A girl with black hair and honey eyes. Willow delivered her niece, there wouldn't be anyone better than her to do it. Since she had been a midwife for over five years at that time.
I remember the day Piper arrived at the door of our house with her belly too big for her. Rye hammered the door with his heavy hands, almost knocking it down. She moaned and cried until Katniss held her in her arms and carried her upstairs. Willow ran out with washcloths and basins of water. We never talk much about it, but Rye said she didn't have any family besides us.
Piper was so scared. She didn't seem to scream in pain, with each contraction she screamed in fear.
"Don't worry, Piper. All births are the same." I heard Willow say.
The girl asked me and Rye to wait outside. She didn't want us in there. Me and Rye sat outside and he put his head in his knees and didn't move until the baby cried. When she screamed from there, he moaned from here.
"Daddy, do you think she's going to die?" He asked me.
"She's much stronger than you imagine." I said.
And it was true.
They were parents at such a young age. Rye was 23 and she was 22. Such a hairy and chubby girl was born.
I later discovered that Katniss's black hair was the dominant gene in the family. They had four children. All with black hair.
Katniss lived more in the cabin they had in the forest than in our own house.
She taught our grandchildren songs and songs. She told about sewing and coal mines. She talked about her father. She talked about Prim. She talked about her late Great-Grandmother Ruth, who Rye's children never got to meet. She talked about her goat Lady Di.
"Where's your leg, grandpa?" the youngest boy asked me.
"I lost it in the Games."
"What games?" He responded.
They didn't know about them. That was something I could never get used to.
When my oldest granddaughter turned 12, we cut a cake and celebrated. That year marked the 50th anniversary of the end of the war.
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I've been reading some things about Katniss' pregnancy and the possibility that maybe she didn't want children.
I think that is not the case, because in all the series she's quite sure of it (because of the world they live in and bla bla) so it would not be a problem for her to say no to Peeta if she really didn't want not one, but TWO kids.
Now, the thing I always found a bit strange when reading ff about her being pregnant, is when it's so easy for her to get pregnant.
Starting from the fact that she's 35, so not so old but not that young. The most important part is that she probably never had a normal menstrual cycle all her fucking life.
My girl never had a single period of peace, she was nearly dying from starvation at age twelve, which is the time when a girl is expected to have her first period. And then she goes through two fucking death arenas and she's sent to war with the love of her life that was trying to kill her, so I don't think that she could have a regular cycle at that time.
The war ends, she's 18 so now she could - NO! BECAUSE HER FUCKING SISTER DIED AND HER MOTHER LITERALLY ABANDONED HER.
What I'm trying to say is that, for me, the most absurd thing about the epilogue isn't the fact that she decides to have children, but the fact that she actually manages to get pregnant immediately when she decides that she wants to have kids.
It's sweet to think that they don't struggle while getting pregnant, but it's not realistic.
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