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me logging into this account is insane bc i forget just how much love i get on here :((((

i cant promise to update anything BUTT i can say that i have some pretty sick (finished) drafts on here that i can quickly revise and post at some point!

love y’all so much <333 and if any of you are into marvel/mcu or aot, i have just posted my very first aot fix on @spectorbear (it’s the account i’m typically logged into) <333

sending love & positivity! and who knows! maybe something will be updated or posted soon on here! i don’t want to get anyone’s hopes up :T

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tooru oikawa

Lol babe you look cold as fuck. Hell no you can't wear my letterman I just got this. I earned it.

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exes confront each other • kozume kenma

[ how did you meet? ]

you: 

kenma:

you: i think it was a couple weeks into freshman year of college?

kenma: i think so, yeah. 

you:

kenma:

you: 

kenma: i’ve missed you. you look good.

you: thanks. i’ve missed you too.

kenma:

you: your hair is longer. you’ve grown out the blonde.

kenma: yeah, yeah. i was thinking of cutting it, but i like how easy it is to pull back.

you: it looks good.

kenma:

you:

kenma: thanks. 

••

you: sorry, back to the question.

kenma: right. um, class. it was one of the gen classes we have to take.

you: i think it was some sort of math?

kenma: you were one of the only people writing their notes instead of typing them.

you:

kenma:

you: and you were playing games instead of paying attention.

kenma: [chuckles] yeah. 

you: 

kenma:

you: eventually, you started to turn your screen so i could watch.

kenma: i remember that! i would feel your eyes so i figured...

you: it was definitely motivation to go to class.

kenma:

you: well, what? i had to see you beat the game at that point.

kenma: 

you:

kenma: and you did.

you:

kenma:

you: and i did.

[ why did you break up? ]

you:

kenma:

you:

kenma:

you: i still think i made the right choice.

kenma: 

you:

kenma: i think you did, too.

••

you: i broke up with him. when he started to get big online, streaming or whatever, i thought it was better to... end it before it got too serious.

kenma: “too serious”...

you:

kenma:

you: you said...

kenma: i know what i said.

••

kenma: my focus drifted away from us, too, so i can’t blame you for breaking up with me.

you:

kenma: i...

you: kenma...

kenma: 

you:

••

you: you know that it was hard for me to do, right?

kenma: 

you:

kenma: i know, i know. you just made it look easy.

you: it wasn’t. i had to try really hard to get over you.

kenma:

you: 

kenma: me too.

[ what did you love most about each other? ]

you:

kenma: i loved how you always drank energy drinks.

you: oh my god.

kenma: what? you would argue with me about how water was bland! it was so funny to see you pop up anywhere we went with an energy drink.

you:

kenma: it was endearing.

you: 

••

you: i loved cuddling with you. it might be cliché, but i did.

kenma:

you: you always let me play with your hair. it was so soothing. even if we were just laying around, you would let me put little braids in it. 

kenma:

you: i loved that you trusted me that much, and that you were that comfortable with me.

kenma:

you:

kenma: see, now i want to change my answer.

••

kenma: i loved that you would watch me play games. 

you:

kenma:

you: what?

kenma: you would just sit with me for hours, watching me play and cheering me on. i loved that about you. you never complained once.

you:

kenma:

you: well, you were good at them. it’s fun to watch people be good at the things they do.

kenma: 

you:

[ what did you hate most about each other? ]

you:

kenma:

you: i don’t like this question.

kenma: i don’t, either.

••

you: you go first.

kenma: i went first last time, you go.

you: 

kenma:

you: okay.

••

you: i think i would say that... you got distracted easily.

kenma:

you: it was hard to feel important or needed when you would fall into your screen.

kenma: 

you:

kenma: i always knew you were there, though. i never...meant to make it seem like you were invisible.

you: i know. but you did. 

kenma:

••

kenma: i guess... i hated how easy it was for you to go.

you: i told you, it wasn’t...

kenma: but it was, though.

you:

kenma: you didn’t want to be a part of my online popularity. and i get that, i always have. but you could’ve stayed. i could’ve hid you from the viewers, could’ve just told them i had a partner without posting anything about you, could’ve had both...

you: but you know that i didn’t want that.

kenma:

you: i would’ve been miserable that way. to be yours but never be yours in front of those who matter so much to you.

kenma:

you:

kenma: i know.

[ do you think you could try again? ]

you: i don’t know.

kenma: 

you:

kenma: me neither.

••

you:

kenma:

you:

kenma: i was in love with you.

you:

kenma:

you: what?

kenma: i loved you. still do, i think.

you:

kenma: 

you: can i have a minute?

••

you:

kenma: i’m sorry. for not telling you before and for telling you now.

you:

kenma:

you: i loved you, too.

kenma:

you:

kenma: you did?

you: i did. 

kenma: and...

you:

kenma: do you still?

you: i think i always will.

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Tooru Oikawa x F!Reader ( part 2 )

❝ it would be a crack in a cup, always leaking and never holding ❞

description: you hate tooru oikawa, with good reason. the world is against you, it seems, because after a night of hate-fucking the man… you find out that he’s your new roommate. but, soon, the two of you strike a deal. you would get your crush, daichi, and he would get the apartment after the semester was over.

genre: angst, smut, college roommate au, enemies to lovers

word count: 3.1k

warnings/notes: a rewritten/edited version !! mentions of death/killing (you wanna kill oiks), mentions of sexual content, but other than that this is just a chapter that leads into the set up for the whole story <3

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“ better make it fast before i change my mind “ - cold cold cold, cage the elephant

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The landlord never picked up any calls. You must’ve sent hundreds of texts and called double that, Oikawa doing the same. Endless messages, emails, letters. 

There was never an answer.

Not a reply. Not even a “seen”. Not an “this address no longer exists”.

Nothing.

The two of you sighed, surrounded by the boxes that littered the apartment. You were seething, exhausted, and hungry. This was fucking ridiculous.

The world was laughing at you.

“I say we just deal with it.” Tooru Oikawa said.

It was nearing the next morning and you hadn’t given up with contacting the landlord. He just sat at the circle table that came with the place, shrugging and nonchalant. 

You sighed, putting your phone on the floor beside you. “What?”

“I say that we just… deal with it.” He shrugged again. “It’ll only be for a semester, then you can find a different place and I can keep this one.”

“Why do you get to keep this apartment while I have to search for a new one?” You looked up at him from your position on the floor. The insinuation that you had to move out almost made you choke him out then and there.

“Because I make the school more money.” Right. You almost forgot how much of an asshole he was. “Being on the volleyball team and all.”

“I got here first.”

“Tsk.” Oikawa rolled his eyes. Like a child. “Fine. We’ll both look for places to go. Then we can both move out. Happy?”

You sent him the fakest smile you could muster. “Not even a little bit.”

The rest of the night consisted of you unpacking your bedroom. Both of the bedrooms were the same size, so you didn’t have to hear him complain about the room you picked. In fact, you didn’t hear much from him for the rest of the night. Which you were very happy about, thrilled even. 

You felt better once you had unpacked all of your knickknacks and things, you started to feel a lot better. It felt more of a comfortable space. As long as you didn’t leave the safety of the bedroom.

With your room almost fully unpacked, you felt your stomach growl. A smell wafted through the air, perking your senses. Confusion masked your features as you sniffed again, smelling the wonderful, delicious, gorgeous smell that aired through the apartment.

Opening your bedroom door, you watched as Oikawa paid the delivery man. You heard your stomach growl again.

“You bought pizza?” You asked from behind your newly appointed roommate.

“For me.” Oikawa sent you a fake smile. “If you’re hungry, order your own.”

Rolling your eyes, you huffed. “You’re a dick. It’s the asscrack of dawn, who’s open?”

“The 24/7 pizza place.”

You wanted to rip his tongue out.

“Or are you hungry for something else?” He wiggled his brows at you. You really wanted to rip his tongue out.

“I think I’ll starve.” You turned around and closed the bedroom door, locking it behind you.

You fell asleep thinking about how you could possibly be this unlucky.

“There’s no way!” Hanamaki laughed through your screen. You had facetimed him as soon as you heard Oikawa leave for practice the next morning, ranting and raving about everything that happened in the last day. He immediately laughed. “You’re lying!”

“I wish I was.” You sighed, plopping down on the couch with your laptop. “He even ordered pizza last night just for himself to piss me off.”

“And you’re telling me that you dry humped his leg yesterday?”

“Oh my god, don’t say that out loud!!” You looked around your empty apartment as if someone could hear. It was embarrassing enough as it was. “Is Matsun with you?”

“Of course.” followed by a faint “Hi!” in the background.

“This is terrible. Awful. Absolutely horrendous.” You sighed. “And I’ve been searching for new places or places opening up next semester near campus and I can’t find anything at all.”

A distant shout from his end. “I’m so sorry, but I might have to text you instead of facetime. Family is coming for our goodbyes and they’re finally leaving us.”

“Oh, that’s good.” You smiled. “Then you two will be safely in your own place.”

“It sucks that you somehow ended in this position.” Hanamaki sent you a look. “But I promise you, he isn’t as bad as he seems. He just acts like that to get under your skin. And who knows! Maybe he’s different now that he’s out of high school.”

“Doubtful.”

“You’ll get through it!” Matsukawa interrupted, appearing next to his best friend. “I’ll talk to Iwa and see what shit Oikawa has talked about you.”

“Ah, you’re the best friend ever.”

“I try to be.”

“Okay, go.” You told them. “Text me!”

“Of course.” Hanamaki sent you a smile. “Oh! Before I forget! Do you know who else is going to your school?”

“Please dear god, who else?”

“I heard Karasuno’s ex captain is going there.”

Your heart sank. Your high school crush, Daichi Sawamura, went to your university? No way. There was no way in hell. 

“Don’t play with me, Maki.” You warned.

“I wouldn’t dare.” He winked. “Heard he’s a criminal justice major or something.”

“I’m seriously jumping off of a bridge.”

The both of them started laughing, saying their goodbyes as if they didn’t throw a huge knot in front of you.

The first time you had met Daichi Sawamura was at a Karasuno vs Seijoh game in high school. You were supporting your team, a couple of your friends with you in the stands. Volleyball was a huge accomplishment for the school, so it wasn’t uncommon for most of you to end up at the games or go to tournaments.

The second your eyes locked onto Karasuno’s captain, you knew you were in trouble. It was unreal how you instantly felt the world freeze as if he were the only person alive.

You didn’t know what it was about him, honestly. He was incredibly handsome for sure. But you think that it was the way he controlled his team with little force, simply speaking and them immediately following. The encouragement despite being down. The smile that never left his face, even though he reeked of determination.

You found yourself crushing the instant they called the starting line up, announcing his name and title.

“You’re not even watching our team.” Your friend nudged your side when she caught your stare. “I know you hate Oikawa, but your two best friends are rocking it.”

“I know.” You apologized. “It’s just” You paused, not taking your eyes off of the other team’s leader. “… look at Karasuno’s captain.”

“He is kind of cute, isn’t he?” She looked at him too. “You should go up to him after the game.”

You spluttered. “Why… why would I ever do that? Especially if they’re going to lose.”

“Hey, you guys did really well today no matter the score!” She mimicked your voice. “Especially you, Daichi~”

“I hope you get hit with a fly ball.” You rolled your eyes at her teasing, yet you were smiling. 

But, you did what she said.

After a pretty good game, Karasuno ended up losing. Most of them were visibly pessimistic, upset, angry. As you would be, too, if Oikawa’s bitch ass was the one to beat you.

As your team celebrated, you headed down the stairs and caught the Karasuno captain by himself. He was picking up some left over garbage by the chairs and grabbing his jacket when you appeared in front of him.

“Hi. I wanted to say good job today.” You said as he lifted his head to meet your eyes. He definitely wasn’t expecting anyone from Seijoh to congratulate him. “You guys did really well, especially considering the young team you have. You did really well yourself.”

“Oh, thank you.” He sent you an award-winning smile and you nearly melted. “Congratulations to your team, we really tried to put up a fight.”

“And you did.”

He laughed, still smiling. It made you smile, too. Over his shoulder, you met Hanamaki’s eyes. At first he was motioning, “what the hell are you doing???” But as soon as you gave him a glance and looked back at Daichi, he gave you a smirk.

“I should probably get back to my team, lift them up a bit.” Daichi told you, bowing a little. “Thank you for your congratulations.”

“Oh! Of course.” You bowed back, only really with your head. “Do you have an instagram or something?”

Why would you ever ask that? Now he knew…

“Yeah, yeah.” He told you his username casually. “If you’re ever around Karasuno, we can get some lunch or something!”

Your eyes widened. “Oh, perfect! Yes. Definitely.”

He waved goodbye, heading to the visitors locker room, and you felt yourself relax. Like you had been posing for too long and you needed to take a breath. He was far too handsome to stand too for a prolonged time. And too kind to be that handsome.

“Are you done flirting so I can invite you to our celebratory dinner?” Hanamaki asked as you headed to that side of the net.

“Oh my god, shut the fuck up.”

You did end up getting lunch with Daichi. But it never really went more than that.

You followed each other on nearly every social media, and had some casual conversations about random things. Sent memes on occasion and liked each other’s posts. But your crush remained inside of you, and you were pretty sure that Daichi just figured that you were being a friend.

You weren’t going to ruin that.

So, you maintained your silly, stupid crush to yourself. And he never seemed to notice said crush in those fleeting moments that the two of you would talk.

You hoped that you wouldn’t see him on campus. Or, at least, not talk to him in person. You hadn’t spoken to him in a while, so maybe he wouldn’t initiate conversation if you happen to run into each other. 

Hopefully.

Because of all the people on campus, he would be the one you wanted to cum on in the middle of a club.

You were going to kill Tooru Oikawa in his sleep. You were going to murder him in cold blood and then grind him into bits so no one could find his body.

Because, as you tried to sleep that night, all you heard was banging from his connected bedroom wall.

There was no way in hell that he brought a girl to his apartment. There was no way that he had knocked over every thing possible on the way to the room. And there was no way he was fucking her that loudly with you on the other side of the wall.

Absolutely not.

This was your villain origin story, you seethed.

He hadn’t been home all day. You assumed that he had practice and then decided to meet up with some friends or whatever he did. And as it became dark, you got ready for bed in peace in the empty apartment.

It wasn’t until you were lying down that you heard the door open and close, followed by little mumbles and giggles and the knocking over of something, followed very quickly by his bedroom door being slammed and bed creaking and girl moaning.

“Oikawa~ Fuck! You’re so big!”

Yup. You were going to commit several accounts of homicide.

You put in headphones and some rainforest sounds, hoping to drown out the noise. Instead, your body seemed to hyper-fixate on the noise outside of them, because the poor girl’s moans got louder.

You made a mental note to move your bed to the opposite wall in the morning. And another one to have Oikawa’s body in a bag.

“Tooru, we need to put some rules in order.” You told him as soon as he emerged from his bedroom the next morning.

You had already been up, unable to sleep. You even heard the girl leave before the sun creeped over the horizon. You were cooking yourself breakfast when Oikawa came out, shirtless and messy and gross.

“Rules?” He asked, stealing one of your pieces of toast.

“Yes, rules.” You snatched your piece of toast back despite a bite of it being in his mouth. “Number one. No fucking while the other is in the apartment.”

To his credit, he seemed surprised only for a second. “I didn’t think you were here.”

“It’s my apartment and it was past one in the morning. Where else would I have been?”

“Good point.” Oikawa sat across from you. “Did you enjoy the show?”

“Did I… What?”

“Enjoy the show? Did she make you fantasize about anything?”

“Oh, I fantasize about a lot of things.” You smiled at him. His eyes perked up. “One of which is killing you.”

He only smirked, taking the piece of toast again. “How’s this for rule number two? Telling each other when we’re in the apartment. That way we know if we can bring someone up here. Or, I bring someone here.”

“Text each other a house emoji if we’re here, an x if we leave.”

“Easy enough. Hand me your phone.”

With a quick exchange of numbers, you snatched your toast back. You might as well have given it to him, but you were petty. “And rule three. No eating each other’s food. You established that one on your first day here.”

“And can I add a rule number four?”

“What is it?”

“No falling in love with me. I know it’ll be hard to resist.” He motioned to his shirtless body.

You laughed. Like, actually laughed in his face. “And that goes for you too, you arrogant ass. No falling in love with me, either.”

“As if that’s even possible.”

“Don’t you have a practice to get to?”

“I do.” Oikawa patted your head in the most demeaning manner he could possibly do it. You closed your eyes to try and focus on positive energy and not the thoughts asking you to punch him in his pretty face. “But I feel it will be a bit harder for you, since you’ve already cum on my thigh all by yourself.”

You sent him a deadly glare, letting anger take over embarrassment. He sent you a fake smile, a false puppy dog eye.

“One day, your head will be on a stick.”

“And one day, your head will be on my stick.”

You jumped up to finally smack the shit out of him, but he was already grabbing his practice bag, slipping on his shoes, and out the door.

You were walking home with Liv when you got a text from Oikawa: a house emoji. At least he was following the rules. But the house emoji meant more than just “I am home”. It meant he had a girl over.

“Why’d we stop?” Liv asked, nearly running into your back as you stopped walking.

“Let’s go eat!” You suggested. There was no way you wanted them to know you live with the devil himself, they’ve heard enough stories as it was.

She didn’t question anything. “Absolutely. Classes start tomorrow, anyway. Might as well take a day off and treat ourselves.”

Liv, who was aforementioned, was a friend you met online. She was from America and a year older, yet still spoke informally and didn’t care for much. She scared you a little bit, despite being shorter as she walked beside you.

If she found out that you rode your enemy turned roommate’s thigh, she would tear you to pieces. She knew of your hate for the boy. She didn’t know of the underlying lust that randomly appeared in your tipsiness. 

Hanamaki sent you a video of an apartment tour, completely decorated and lived in. You smiled, showing it to Liv as the two of you sat in a diner. 

“They really made that place a home.” Liv commented.

You couldn’t help the feeling in your stomach. Your first apartment as an adult doing Adult Things... it would never be a home. 

That night, Oikawa had another girl over.

You texted him a photo of a house, though he never sent you an “x” to show his exit. You figured that he was in his room when he didn’t reply to your announcement of “I’m home!”

As soon as you walked through the door, you heard the moaning. The knock of his headboard against the wall. The smell of sex was in the air. 

You sighed, thinking about just going straight back out of the door. But it was already pretty late, and you had an early morning class in the morning.

There would be hell on earth before you would allow Tooru Oikawa the pleasure of seeing you uncomfortable in your own apartment.

You sighed as you entered your room. Maybe he really didn’t hear you come in?

Laying in your bed (which now laid against the other wall, near the window), you found out how thin the walls truly were. He was very much railing her into the next week as her moans echoed through your own bedroom.

You were pissed.

It had been hours since he sent the house emoji. Hours. 

So pissed, in fact, that you got up and knocked on the bedroom wall. The one he was definitely right next too, according to the sounds.

Your knocks did absolutely nothing. You were pretty sure they got louder.

“Oikawa~” and “Oh~ Fuck me!”

You looked out of your window and wondered if the jump would kill you.

“You like that, princess, don’t you?” Oikawa’s voice grunted.

Princess. Now that went directly to your legs. It was the same nickname that he had used towards you as you writhed against his thigh.

You felt your hands drift to between your thighs, but stopped yourself. What the fuck was happening? Why would you…

Rolling your eyes, you laid back.

Living with Tooru Oikawa would be harder than you thought.

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exes confront each other • tetsurou kuroo

[ how did you meet? ]

you:

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo: you look great.

you: thanks, i thought i would dress up for this interview.

kuroo: 

you: you look good too.

kuroo: thank you.

you:

kuroo:

you:

kuroo:

you: this is a bit awkward, isn’t it?

kuroo: [chuckles] yes, yeah. it is.

••

kuroo: we lived next to each other in our dorms.

you: the first nights on campus, it’s tradition to have “open doors” night. basically everyone who is in their rooms leave their door open to invite other’s in and meet the people you live with. it’s pretty cool.

kuroo: i left my door open. me and kenma were playing jackbox games on our tv.

you: i thought it was cool that you stayed in the dorms for a second year to live with him.

kuroo: and i thought that it was cool how you laughed at every joke we made.

you: you were hot. i had to laugh at every joke.

kuroo: 

you:

kuroo:

you: stop staring at me like that.

kuroo: 

you:

kuroo: i always look at you like this.

[ why did you break up? ]

you:

kuroo:

you: we, uh, grew apart. i think that’s the best way to put it.

kuroo: yeah.

you:

kuroo:

••

kuroo: i got an internship in a big corporation in tokyo. it was a huge opportunity.

you: 

kuroo: we were together for almost two years by then, and i was a senior. but we wanted to make long distance work.

you: and it wasn’t like you were moving countries or anything. we were just... on opposite ends of japan.

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo:

you: it just kind of...

kuroo: faded. after a while.

you: yeah. exactly.

•• 

kuroo: we really did try to make it work.

you: we did.

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo:

•• 

you: i heard you got a promotion. 

kuroo: yeah, i am actually a coo now. hopefully by this time next year, i will be ceo of my own business.

you: wow, congrats! really proud of you!

kuroo: 

you:

kuroo: 

you: 

kuroo: i, um, i heard that you’re still traveling! 

you: yeah, i actually just got back from scotland a couple of days ago. 

kuroo: looks like we’re both doing everything we’ve wanted.

you: yeah.

kuroo: 

you:

kuroo: almost.

you: 

kuroo:

you: almost.

[ what did you love most about each other? ]

you: oh, i loved so many things about you.

kuroo:

you: the thing that i loved the most... and the thing that i miss the most... is your constant references. you always seemed to have a funny reference to some movie or game or anatomy or something. it always made me laugh even if i didn’t want to laugh.

kuroo: in high school, they always complained when i did that.

you: they weren’t in love with you.

kuroo: 

you:

••

kuroo: i loved your voice. i’ve missed it and i didn’t even realize it until now.

you: tetsurou...

kuroo: i’m not done. i could hear you talk for hours. and i want to hear you talk for hours, and hear about your travels and what you’re doing now. 

you:

kuroo: i’m sorry for never returning your calls when i moved.

you: 

kuroo:

you: it’s okay.

[ what did you hate most about each other? ]

you: 

kuroo: 

you: i really didn’t have anything that i hated. i had complaints, like most do with their exes. but nothing i actually hated about you.

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo: not even when...

you: not even then.

••

kuroo: i did hate that you were always right.

you: [laughs] i am not always right.

kuroo: yes you are. it’s annoying how you seemed to always know everything. i’m supposed to be the smart one.

you: 

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo: 

••

you: i did hate how we never had closure. but that isn’t about you, specifically. we just...

kuroo: i know.

you: it just...

kuroo: i know. 

you: 

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo: i’m...

you: i know.

[ do you think you could try again? ]

you: 

kuroo: 

you: i...

kuroo: i...

you: wait, sorry. you can go first.

kuroo: no. no. you go first.

you: 

kuroo:

you: i would.

kuroo: you would?

you: i mean... yes. i would. spending almost four years with someone... those feelings don’t just go away. 

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo: 

you: 

kuroo: i love you.

you: tetsurou..

kuroo: i do. and i always thought that i would never see you again, and when kenma told me about this interview and how he got ahold of you to do it, i genuinely thought that you wouldn’t show. after we... fell apart... i picked up my phone a million times to call you up and ask how you were doing. but by the time that i gained the courage... you changed your number.

you:

kuroo: like you said. there was never any closure. and that love doesn’t go away.

you:

kuroo:

you: 

kuroo:

you: you’re staring at me like that again.

kuroo: you’re smiling, how can i not?

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taglist: @paradisebabey @seaofemptygold @katsulovee @zhaixiaowen @daylghits @haikyuusimp91​ @darknessyournewfriend @sharkbb @samwise-though @lunarvanilla @kkeke99 @aonenthusiast @manq-fandoms @dwcljh @xxsilverwingxx @megumidulce @qualitygiantshoepsychic

[tooruluv]

thank you bae for the tag!! i actually have two main kins sooo

you're fun to be around/you need people's constant attention

you're energetic and the life of the party! you always suggest fun adventures to go on with your friends. you always need other people to be around you, or else you don't feel like you have anything in your life. you overthink things in the moment and don't get to actually enjoy them.

tagging (feel free to ignore!): @castleoikawa @beaubokuto @paradisebabey @phr0gie @calpichoe @k-ageyamas

new tag game !<3 

show your top kin and your result from this quiz ! 

click here 4 quiz :3

you’re fun to be around/you need people’s constant attention

you’re energetic and the life of the party! you always suggest fun adventures to go on with your friends. you always need other people to be around you, or else you don’t feel like you have anything in your life. you overthink things in the moment and don’t get to actually enjoy them.

tagging!: (feel free to ignore ^_^) @tooru-luvs @tojis-wisteria @m3gumiis @sklycan @qui-02 @theatre-miriko @flushphoria @toges-wife @katsuumi @love-amihan @laiiiin @b-beesechurger​ + anyone else who wants 2 !! no rlly pls do this ples

[tooruluv]

in case anyone’s been wondering where tf i’ve been !!!

hi hello sexy individuals !!! i cannot believe the immediate feedback i got logging back into this account (holy shit)

i am not dead ! i am not discontinuing this acc !

i’ve been studying abroad and focusing on my studies !! over the past year i’ve been to england and scotland, and now i’m in italy!! focusing on school has been such a liberating thing.

but! i have been writing a lot more recently. it’s my form of comfort and a way to make me not feel homesick (lol).

i have been writing on my marvel/mcu account (if you want my username dm me! it’s mainly moon knight hehe)

so it may take me some time but i do plan to revive this acc!

what to expect:

more of my “exes confront each other” (i do believe i owe you guys some characters!)

“i knew” tooru oikawa x f!reader (post break up, angst)

“peppermint (part 3)” edited/revised version

thank you all for your patience and i hope that i am welcomed back with open arms !!! it’s been a long while, but i hope that it was worth the wait <333

-tooruluv 

[tooruluv]

hi everyone ! how is everyone doing lately <3

[tooruluv]

Atsumu Miya x F!Reader

❝ that is what we will always be; an unfinished lyric in an unfinished song ❞

description: you and your boyfriend of years, atsumu miya, had a terrible break up. your matching tattoos would always be a reminder that he was no longer yours.

genre: angst, post break up

word count: 1k

warnings/notes: strong language, lots of angst, suggested depression, based on a request/ask that i received, and also i am using this as a writing warm up as i haven’t written in a while <3

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“Been looking for something...”

The lyrics inked incomplete and stung into your skin. The tattoo itself had been there for years, healed and slightly faded. Yet the pain was still there.

An effortless reminder of memories that were no longer shared.

It had been years. Years of friendship turned romance. Years of soft kisses and date nights, of school dances and volleyball games, of late night walks and early morning jogs. Years of love and adoration. 

Years of memories turned into ones of a stranger. Years to wipe away and pretend never happened.

The tattoo seemed to stare, to glare at you from its position across your arm.

“Let’s get those cool couple tattoos!” It was a joke. It was to tease you and gauge your reaction.

Instead of giving into him as you usually did; instead, you said “Let’s do it!”

Atsumu was never one to back down from, well, anything. So the two of you discussed what tattoo to get. 

You ended up on a lyric. Yours would start the line, and his would end it. 

By the time the two of you graduated high school, you both had plenty of patchwork. Getting a tattoo together was nothing special, you had gone with him to get his first one anyway. (He would never admit it, but he had a relatively low pain tolerance. It made you laugh the entire time as he cringed.)

After you got it done, the two of you stood next to each other to see the result. With your arm next to his, it lined up perfectly.

Atsumu smiled at you. “We are the coolest.”

“We are, aren’t we?”

“Been looking for something...”

You wished things had been different. You wished that there was no such thing as bitter endings, of sad endings.

But everything must come to an end, right?

You told yourself that on a daily basis. It was a new thing, to be by yourself. You and Atsumu had been together since your first year of high school. Most days would consist of each other.

Now you were alone.

Going through the motions without him felt like a task.

You would have to remind yourself to eat, feeding an empty stomach without feeing hungry. You would shower, cleaning the grime from not doing anything all day. 

It was a purgatory that you were hovering in.

Atsumu Miya had been there for every day. He would giggle and hop on your couch, talking nonsense. He would make ramen for himself and make you a cup just because. He would kiss you and ask about your day.

The apartment was empty without him.

“I gotta move on, yanno?” Is what Atsumu told you. He had a single bag of his thing that were at your place, and he was standing at your doorway. “I’m gonna be traveling and stuff for volleyball and I think it’ll be best if we just... go our own ways.”

You came home to see him leaving, catching him as he tried to leave without telling you. He would have just.. left... if you hadn’t come home when you did. 

“I gotta go. But maybe some day, huh?” Like he was just going away for the weekend. Like he wasn’t breaking up with his girlfriend of years.

He gave you no time to respond. He gave you no time to argue, to protest. He gave you zero context, zero sadness laced in his voice. 

He just pressed a final kiss to your forehead and made his exit.

Atsumu Miya left you standing in your kitchen, arms at your sides and tears in your eyes. 

“Been looking for something...”

It had been months since you broke up. You almost forgot about the tattoo, heart just starting to mend the broken pieces. It almost blended into the others around it.

You could feel your heart sink and familiar ache in your chest.

It would always be a reminder, an agonizing and excruciating sentence that served as a reminder. That you were left with your heart in your hands. That years meant nothing to the love of your life. 

That you would always be half of a missing whole. An incomplete lyric.

“...I finally found it right here.”

taglist: @paradisebabey @seaofemptygold @katsulovee @zhaixiaowen @daylghits @haikyuusimp91 @darknessyournewfriend

the lyrics are from “poetry” by wrabel. it’s my favorite song and was my most played on spotify all of last year (and is probably keeping this title fhudslha)

[tooruluv]

wouldn’t it be crazy if i posted smth soon…

here’s a hint

[tooruluv]

❦— before you enter know that i am 21, so please do not interact with me if that makes you uncomfortable. i am also a naturally flirty person.  ⇢ i do not use tw or cw on casual posts! i do, however, use warnings for my works.

❦— do not interact please do not come into my garden if any of the following applies to you ⇢ if you are homophobic, racist, sexist, support trump, sexualize minors (-18), or fit the basic dni criteria �� if you plan to send hate, wish to argue, or complain about what i post/write

you can always follow and not interact with me, i just want everyone to be aware and content on my blog <3

[tooruluv]

i wanted to do this !! :D

a little backstory !! my quirk would be super speed but my major ability would be dual swords <3 imagine being ran up on without warning and sliced in half after a little joke ;)

I got bored and made my hero costume with this picrew. There’s things like horns and wings on there so use it however ya want!!

This is just a little backstory but basically I’d want to have the quirk shadow manipulation. The swords are just an extra precaution and they look bad@$$ so

[tooruluv]

❦— about me

my name is mya! i also adore pet names, so please feel free to call me them <3 ⇢ she/they ⇢ 27/06/2001, 21 ⇢ cancer ☼ virgo ☾ cancer ↑ ⇢ entj-a ⇢ cis & omnisexual ⇢ 5′5.5″ / 166 cm

⇢ likes: anime, mcyt, villains, musicals, art (drawing, writing), greek mythology, romance, reading, anything horror/paranormal, comics, rain, asmr, kpop, dark academia, victorian and time pieces, creating ocs

⇢ dislikes: ignorance, hardcore stans, loud chewing, gatekeeping, playing the victim, tomatoes and pickles, cupcakes, mountain dew

❦— favorites in anime

⇢ tooru oikawa (haikyuu) ⇢ juuzou suzuya (tokyo ghoul) ⇢ tomura shigaraki (bnha) ⇢ l (death note) ⇢ kozume kenma (haikyuu) ⇢ mary saotome (kakegurui)

[tooruluv]

key: ⌲ ongoing ✓ complete

the way they say “i love you” one shots | request list here ! |

tooruluv1kparty list  | check  #tooruluv🍄1kparty tag for all posts ! |

mya mae’s mindless excerpts | check #tooruluvs🍄mind tag for all posts ! |

exes confront each other 

tooru oikawa 

a love like winter ✓ | friends to lovers, angst | teaser | pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4 | pt 5 | pt 6 | pt 7 | pt 8 | pt 9 | pt 10 | pt 11 | pt 12 (final) |

peppermint ⌲ | roommate au, enemies to lovers, angst, smut edited and rewritten | updates every weekend | teaser | pt 1 | pt 2 |

hajime iwaizumi

rivalry ✓ | hogwart au, enemies to lovers, angst | one shot |

kozume kenma

heartbreak girl ✓ | unrequited love, angst kenma x f!reader x kuroo  | teaser | pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4 | pt 5 | pt 6 | pt 7 (final) |

tobio kageyama

hate the sin, love the sinner ✓ | past lovers, cheating, angst | teaser | pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4 | pt 5 | pt 6 | pt 7 | pt 8 | pt 9 | pt 10 (final) |

kei tsukishima

tainted colors ✓ | soulmate au, angst | teaser | pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4 | pt 5 | pt 6 | pt 7 (final) | 1k special |

tetsurou kuroo

heartbreak girl ✓ | unrequited love, angst kenma x f!reader x kuroo | teaser | pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4 | pt 5 | pt 6 | pt 7 (final) |

broken ✓ | angst 26 & 32 | one shot |

atsumu miya

incomplete song ✓ | angst, post break up | one shot |

katsuki bakugou

raindrops ⌲ | soulmate au, enemies to lovers, angst katsuki bakugou x f!reader | for the winner of my 2kparty contest <3 | teaser | part 1 | part 2 | part 3 |

tomura shigaraki 

touch ✓ | angst 35 & 39 | one shot |

juuzou suzuya

home ⌲ | friends to lovers, angst coming soon! | teaser |

[tooruluv]

if i did a wlw fem x fem fic who would y’all want to see? (any anime any character) let me know in my asks!

[tooruluv]

omg congrats my darling 🥺🥺 i’ve been in and out of being active lately but seriously i adore you sm & i cannot wait to see more of your brilliant ideas come to light <3

milestone!

we’ve reached 100+ followers! even a month ago i never fathomed actually making a writing blog, much less 100 people following me! i just wanted to say a big thank you to everyone who gave my writing a chance and enjoyed it enough to follow me <3

if anyone is interested in me doing a milestone event, i.e., sleepover event, ask game, requests for flash fics, please send in a suggestion in my inbox/dms/comments! i’ll probably do the one that is most suggested!

and now for a couple special mentions for the friends i’ve made along the way:

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