I’ve been living with my boyfriend and his family for a while. Now I’ve haven’t really stuffed myself like before but these people.. they eat a LOT
So here’s a little feedee story from me to you ❤️
We were about to eat one day, and we got called to the table. As soon as I looked around, I saw on everyone’s seat, a massive ducking steak with potatoes, Caesar salad, the steak was medium rare, seasoned and there were ribs as well 😳 I don’t know how I did it but I managed to cram everything in my stomach
However, I was bloated, so much so that my shirt actually rolled up and I was trying hard to pull it down to avoid any awkward situations 😅 I am not joking when I say I felt PREGNANT. And looked it as well. I’ve always been told I look a couple of months along but this time? Like you could’ve swore I was at least on my third trimester
Anyways my mind started to race, and eventually because the struggle was too real, my shirt wouldn’t cover my belly button anymore, letting my piercing to be on display, I tried hiding under the table. At this point I’m red as a tomato. I had to say I needed the bathroom because I’m turned on, and I need to get something bigger to hide my food baby anyways. I got a hoodie, but this wasn’t even enough, it was still showing even under the hoodie!
Needless to say, when I say I’m being well fed, I mean WELL FED
Like these pictures right here, they’re tonight! I haven’t even eaten in a bit and i can already tell I’ve gained weight. So that 220 lbs on my profile is no longer accurate
The best part of it all is that I’m about to start hrt, and if you’re a trans woman you know that taking estrogen makes you ravenous, and I mean hungry 24/7. This means I’ll gain even more and probably a bit faster too. Not only on my belly but also around my body like hips, butt, chest. So I think I’m about to become a fully fledged fatty 🥰
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HELLO I HAVE FREE TIME NOW STUFF ABOUT MY COURIER
- Name is Spades!! Like the card suit :D
- trans man, mlm, and very anxious
- didn't know he was the kid of Caesar until the events of honest hearts
- originally from the capital wasteland!
- mom ran from the legion when he was going from baby to toddler
- around 18-20, doesn't remember
- learned how to make his own testosterone
- looks eerily similar to Caesar at the same age, but small differences
- wears a mask all the time to be taken seriously at his young age, look more masculine, and later because he doesn't want the legion to realize parentage
- remember the anxiety? Yeah, add paranoia to that too djdhjs (thanks, mom)
- mother is doing well! Gay with Madison Li back in rivet city, doesn't know he's in the Mojave :)
- barely remembers his mom or life, when waking up just knew he had to hide his face and find a way back home, besides y'know, the entire Benny thing
- Jokingly called Arcade dad one (1) time and decided to never again due to realizing he might actually see him as one
- doesn't understand social cues and instead someone talks people into doing/telling him what he wants by being earnest and honest
- autistic
- Boone terrified him at first, and after he learns about his biological father he avoids him for like a week from the guilt and shame. Besides that Boone makes sure he doesn't eat concrete because Spades is curious about the texture of it
- breaks down because not only does he look like Caesar he feels like he'll do one wrong move and turn into him
This is it for now so I won't give you like. 1,000 more words to read fkdbdjhd
Ohmygod I love him.
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—Time slips away!
Burn out, don’t fade!
Dance on my grave!
I will never be them!—
Indie multimuse, multifandom blog.
Canon and OC muses present
Currently mobile-only
Semi-selective, semi-active
Open to asks and messages
More info (link to OCs, list of canon muses, writer info, and rules) under the cut.
OC Links
*Note: A few characters’ appearances/voices have changed, so make sure to check out the tags on the blog. OCs are tagged with “; (name)”— for example, my character Myarel is tagged with “; myarel” (no quotations).*
Canon Muses
*Note: Many of these muses aren’t listed on my muse page due to being unable to update said page from my phone. Muse tags vary. Some are tagged with fancy tags but I may switch between those and regular tags. They’re listed here in alphabetical order by fandom.*
**Edit: I’ve also marked which fandoms/muses are most active. Very active fandoms will be bolded, semi-active italic, and dormant/needing some time before interaction are regular text. I’ll also put an asterisk after new muses/muses I haven’t played yet. I beg that if a fandom isn’t bolded or italicized that you discuss it with me before sending something in or making a starter— I have a lot of muses and it takes time to get into the swing of new ones when I’m not in the right mindset!**
The Arcana: Asra Alnazar*, Julian Devorak, Portia Devorak*, Faust
American Gods: Mad Sweeney
Assassin’s Creed: Ezio Auditore da Firenze*, Aveline de Grandpré
Avatar: The Last Airbender: Zuko*
Back 4 Blood: Karlee*, Evangelo*
Baldur’s Gate 3: Astarion*
Boondock Saints: Murphy MacManus*
Call of Duty: Simon “Ghost” Riley*, Johnny “Soap” MacTavish*
Chappie: Chappie*
Columbo: Lt. Frank Columbo*
Dead Island/Riptide: Sam B, John Morgan*
Detroit: Become Human: Connor, Markus*
Dirty Bomb: Vassili*
Disturbed (band): The Guy*
Dream Daddy: Damien Bloodmarch*, Robert Small*
Dying Light: Kyle Crane*, Rahim*, Karim*
FNAF: Cupcake
Hazbin Hotel: Alastor, Angel Dust, Charlie, Husk, Lucifer
Homestuck: Gamzee, Calsprite
I, Frankenstein: Adam
Into the Badlands: Baron Quinn*
Jet Set Radio Future: Yoyo*
Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure: Jonathan Joestar*, Joseph Joestar, Jotaro Kujo*, Josuke Higashikata*, Giorno Giovanna*, Jolyne Cujoh*, Caesar Zeppeli
Kingdom Hearts: Axel
Left 4 Dead 2: Ellis, Nick
Marvel: Nightcrawler*, Moon Knight*, Eddie Brock/Venom*
Monster High: River Styxx*, Operetta*, Frankie Stein*
The Nightmare Before Christmas: Jack Skellington*
Obey Me!: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Diavolo
Onmyoji: Yasha*, Hiromasa*, Susabi*
Pirates of the Caribbean: Captain Jack Sparrow*
Portal: GLaDOS
Red Dead Redemption: John Marston*, Arthur Morgan*
Rise of the Guardians: Jack Frost*
Skullgirls: Valentine
Stardew Valley: Shane*
Steven Universe: Garnet*, Ruby*, Sapphire*, Sunstone*, Sardonyx*, Rainbow Quartz 2.0*
Spiritfarer: Gwen*
Suicide Squad: Diablo
Undertale/Deltarune: Papyrus, Sans, Susie*
Until Dawn: Chris*
The Village: Ivy Walker
Walking Dead/Fear: Negan Smith, Daryl Dixon, Morgan Jones, Shiva, Victor Strand*, Qaletaqa Walker*, Crazy Dog*
Warframe: Excalibur Umbra*
Warm Bodies: R, M
What We Do In The Shadows: Nandor the Relentless*, Viago*, Vladislav*
Info About The Writer
Hi! I’m Alistair— you can call me that, or you can use my username for pretty much everywhere else, TheetyPie/Theety. I don’t mind either way.
I’m a trans guy, I use he/they pronouns. I’m panromantic/asexual, and I’m 27 years old.
I have 3 cats, they’re my babies. I also (as you can tell from above) have a lot of OCs, and the number is still growing. I want to turn my ideas into a bigger creation someday, still not sure exactly where I want to go with it.
I do more than write. I do art, I like video games, music, and just collecting stuff. Current obsessions are Monster High, Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure, makeup, crystals, and jewelry.
Rules
The most important: I do not RP smut. In the past I’ve used the fade-to-black method, but I’m not entirely comfortable with that with most of my muses.
In the same vein, DO NOT FORCE SHIPS. I love ships as much as the next guy, but I would prefer to discuss it first, or for us to agree on it. It’s cool if your muse has a crush, totally fine— mine get crushes all the time! But make sure if you want to ship, we discuss it first.
In a similar vein to that one as well, no god-modding/powerplaying. If your character is strong, an immortal being, or whatever, cool! I have some of those too. But there should always be a limit. Don’t say your character is moving mine unless we’ve talked about that. Attempt to move them. Usually I follow along as long as boundaries aren’t pushed.
Don’t kill or seriously injure my muse without permission. Fights happen, of course, but again: discussion. I’m up for threads where my canon muses are injured or killed, but not where it happens to my OCs, unless we’re getting into a backstory and another OC that’s already deceased dies. Non-serious injuries are alright to come out of nowhere with, but if it’s a first meeting, I’d prefer to plot it out.
I’m semi-selective. I’m kind of particular about who I follow and who I thread with. I prefer us to be mutuals to thread, but you don’t have to be mutuals to send me things.
I’m very bad at keeping up with people. If you message me and I don’t respond, it’s usually bc I’m shy, I forgot, or I’m busy with work. It’s not you, I promise. Usually I don’t message first bc I’m nervous.
Back to shipping: I’m also multiship. Usually my ships are in different universes, unless discussed with all parties beforehand. The exception is a few of my OCs that are partnered together— ask about their availability. I love random ships, just talk to me about them!
I love duplicates of my muses. Whether it’s “x meets self” or I find someone I share a muse with, I love RPing with just about everyone. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if we have a muse in common!
One of my other most important statements, not really considered a rule, but it’s still important: if you want to know something about any muse, canon or OC, please tell me— ask or message me! I haven’t been able to write down a lot of info about any of them because I’m on mobile, but I will infodump for you if you need/want to know something. I love talking about my children, they’re precious to me.
If you send something in or make something for me when we haven’t even spoken, I might not feel comfortable responding. I’m very shy and nervous about not having any discussion beforehand. 😭
If there’s anything I left out or you need to know, just ask!
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What’s your thoughts on how Bill got his powers?
At first, I thought that he had gotten them AFTER he destroyed his dimension, but that doesn’t really make any sense because he used his powers to destroy it in the first place.
Do you think he was born with them? Or something else?
Funny you should ask that, because Back In The Day i actually had a full Bill backstory fic planned- never written, but planned.
But in my fic, he was born with them! I forgot what my explanation was, or if I even had one. I guess.... have you seen Nope? The movie, y'know? Or at least heard of it? It's like they said in that movie- what does a bad miracle look like?
I suppose Bill's powers were a bad miracle.
I have my old notes somewhere, all I remember was that he was an Irregular in a family of Equilaterals, he had a twin (equilateral) brother named Caesar, he got corrective surgery to make him look "proper" at some point... uuhhh.... Flatland was divided into two "halves" a la the Berlin Wall, where one side was a lot stricter with the laws and a lot more prejudiced, while the other side was laxer with irregulars and the such, and Bill was on the strict side.
He was also adopted, because I remember a scene where he meets his biological, Isosceles father. His birth mother had since killed herself- tendencies like that ran in her family. I guess his Equilateral family just, adopted him with the intent to get him surgically fixed up once he was of proper age. But Bill, as a "genetic Irregular" was not allowed to have kids.
Bill rarely ever used his powers growing up, and his life with Caesar was fairly mundane, honestly, which was the point. They eventually moved out and lived together? Bill was a prostitute for a while with some irregulars who were being harbored by the guy in charge and it ended with his, uh, "boss" being blinded by him.
There was this subplot where Bill and a wealthy couple make a deal that benefits both of them- Bill, still angry at not being allowed to have kids, wanted a kid. The couple was societally expected to have a child, but didn't want one. So Bill was gonna impregnate the line woman, she was gonna have the baby in secret and tell everyone it was a stillbirth. And that she was so torn up over it that she can't bring herself to try again, no, not just yet, the loss, the wound, it still stings. You get the idea.
It ended very not well.
I swear this all connected WAY better back then. I'm 22 trying to remember 16, man, it's not gonna be a clear image.
ANYWAY point being, Bill was born with his powers and he did destroy his dimension with them in a semi-accidental fit of rage, i.e. he meant to burn stuff, just not everything.
And yes, he killed his brother in this incident. I remember that scene, it was fucking rough. You all should be glad I didn't write this.
And then a bunch of other stuff happened. There was a canon trans character. It was gonna be canon that the caesar cipher was named after Bill's brother, by Bill. He did that.
It probably would have been very not good but who knows? It's not like I was godawful back then. But there's my extremely long-winded answer~
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Oh also here’s my notes from reading TTI chapters prologue through four hehe I don’t remember what any of these mean:
Prologue:
•Oh the baby teeth detail I love that
•He would drink white chocolate mochas
•I genuinely like that the show isn’t scripted but is still treated like a show, like that’s a nice touch
•Peter! :)
•I feel you sha-mod
•They’re holding hands thats so wholesome
•McLovin and Micheal beef?
•QUIRKED UP WHITE BOY
•I already like Joner and Jules
•AUSTIN!!
•Courtney and Patrick narrative foils?
•Scary is so silly
•Frollo stepping away from the women is killing me
•Is Kitty okay. Girl are you okay get out of the water!!
•Mal and Courtney beef???
•Bonnie 👍
•Scruffy is just like me fr
•I like Ass but their name being Ass is giving me psychic damage
•Max is already going to be babygirl I can tell
•Alex jumpscare
•Trans Staci? Just spitballing here
•O and Kelly friends? Please?
•Austin got fucking blown away??
•Caesar has this fruity little swagger about him that I love
•McLovin’s all alone :(
•Peter my beloved
•Do possums lay eggs?
Overall: Really enjoyed this, I think it’s a really good introduction to the characters, I’m super excited to learn more about them and the writing is really good!!
Chapter 1:
•I do not trust Mal what is she doing
•Is McLovin okay
•Fren?? Buddy?? Are you good??
•Get his ass Patrick
•Austin don’t do that
•I love Joner so much dude
•Julia my beloved
•Bibble real??
•The Staci bit is genuinely so funny
•Max is so toxic this is great
•If anything bad happens between Michael and Joner I will lose it
•Thinking abt an Ass and Patrick alliance
•Courtney deserves better man
•Okay Max is actually kind of slaying rn
•Max and Julia are already giving me mlm and wlw hostility energy
•Did he just call him a Square
•Why wasn’t Patrick on the chopping block he’s such a bitch lol
•Nooo I liked Fren :(
Overall: Another great chapter, I think the dynamic developing between Courtney, Mal, and Ass is super interesting! I’m also excited to see where Max and Julia’s characters go
Chapter 2:
•Max is such a hater
•Mal and Ass moment
•Bonnie and Caesar solidarity
•The fucking high five that’s so good
•The red face on Sha-Mod’s cutout too god holy shit I love this
•I’m a Patrick lover first
•I want breadsticks too
•Never change Mal
•McLovin and Courtney talking is healing me
•Wait Austin and Kelly are kind of cute together
•Get his ass Joner
•Oh that’s so cute
•Them turning to Max 💀
•Patrick is a Madonna enjoyers holy shit
•I like this alliance. I really like this alliance dude /gen
•I’m punching the floor I love Joner so much
•Dude what the fuck happened between Mal and Courtney and should I be afraid
•NOT LEVITICUS 18:22
•How have they been up for 50 hours what the hell
•Nooo Joner
•HE JUST CALLED HIM GAY??
•This is so funny oh my god
•YO THATS FUCKING AWESOME
•I really like Caesar now dude thats a choice move
•He’s sleeping on Bonnie’s shoulder 🥺
•NO
•NO WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK
•JONER?? OVER FROLLO????
•I’m going insane I’m gonna spit I’m gonna throw up I’m gonna cry
•JONER??????
Overall: The relationships and dialogue in this episode were super fun, I felt like we got to know a lot of the characters better. Joner leaving made me incredibly sad but I think that just reflects how well built-up and likable his character was in a short amount of time
Chapter 3:
•Caesar :)
•Patrick is so real
•Tfw your teammate gives you candy because you lost a lawsuit??
•Kitty is such a Cryptid I love them
•Whoever hit Frollo ily
•GET IT PATRICK
•Mal is so cool??
•How is Staci so good at this what the fuckkk
•Bonnie lore!
•Fujoshis are serving cunt in this challenge
•Peter’s autistic eyes
•Is Mal trying to sabotage them?
•”Prove my worth” Oh Peter :(
•KELLY YOU’RE GOING TO KILL THEM
•Is throwing from the ceiling legal
•YOOO SCARY IS SLAYING THATS SO NEAT
•Poor Peter :(
•Yo that is a big ass alliance also Kelly and Austin are so cute
•Staci and Scary friendship!
Overall: Another banger episode, Mal especially was super interesting, I have no idea what her intention was but regardless sabotage is always interesting. Also the Kelaustin(?) is fire and all the characters are just really cool and fun
Chapter 4:
•Scruffy is like Millie and I mean that in a very good way
•Don’t be a hater Court
•”Intelligence is always impressive” yea ok Max just kiss them already
•”Under 30 minutes” dude
•Patrick and Kitty is making my brain Work
•GET IT MCLOVIN
•GET IT SCRUFFY dude that’s insane
•Nooo Patrick!! I liked him :(
Overall: Dude I love this chapter so much, Courtney and McLovin’s friendship and the mounting issues with Mal are both so good. Also Scruffy’s spelling skills, mwah, god tier detail and win. I’m sad Patrick’s gone, he was my babygirl, but him finding Kitty of all people to be impressive and then losing because of it was like surprisingly cute and tragic? Autistic alpha male tsundere x full-on cryptid is a god tier dynamic that I’ve never considered before. I want good things for them
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You said that Cherry was designed after Barbie, now I wanna know what the others are designed after. Especially Xaje, her brother, and Afia
Xaje was designed to be a bit of a mysterious female character with short hair, I had a specific trope in mind but I don't really have a name for it. Also, for her visuals, I wanted a black-and-white contrasting color scheme. I also wanted her to mostly appear to be soft.
Xavier basically piggybacking off of that idea but also like the opposite. Where Xaje was soft, he was rough and sharp. It's also why he's relatively tall since she's pretty short. He's lost some of his edge from his character concept because I've grown entirely too fond of him.
Afia's design went through many changes as she initially was not in the same story as Xaje. Her character concept was definitely always brown. Her clothing style was soft as well but flowy. I couldn't decide if I wanted her to be black or south Asian (Indian specifically) which is how I decided she should be both. Later I decided she'd have a religious aesthetic with influences from charlie brown and late '50s to '70s fashion.
Lee Ann has far too many inspirations for me to count tbh but she was designed after an idol/sex worker concept that was supposed to be bright and make use of neon colors. So she bares a lot of resemblence to the memes from MEMEME!/GIRL protagonist, Kami-Sama. Her red star earrings are a direct reference to Jerrica Benton/ Jem from Jem.
For Artemis, there were a lot of concepts for him but his design idea was that he'd wear a fur coat smoke cigarettes, and have long hair. He was supposed to look a bit tired and unkept. As his character evolved I decided id really exaggerate his hair and make it longer. The night I first drew him I also spontaneously decided to give him blonde tips based off of the musician Towkio.
Morris's character concept was entirely to feed into the character archetype that was being poked fun of at the time which was the man with blonde hair and blue eyes who you have to guess if he's: a) Jack Morrison aka Soldier 76 (Overwatch), b) Joseph Christiansen (Dream Daddy Dating Simulator), or c) Steve Rogers aka Captain America (Marvel, duh). Though I will also say his concept started with the main character of the dating simulator, Coming Out On Top's main protagonist, Mark. The main idea is he is a clean-cut white guy who's gay.
Caesar, who was pretty much created exactly around the time as Xaje bc I wanted two characters to come in a pair and be a duo, the concept was probably a mix of a lot of things. His design and personality take a couple notes from Fuyuhiko from DanganRonpa 2. but the idea for him was that he'd be aggressive but not necessarily burley or tall. In fact, I liked the idea of him being baby-faced. What's been pretty consistent in his design though is that his clothing style is a bit flamboyant and that he should look like he's made of gold.
I’m not sure when I decided Joyce would have long silver hair? To be honest it was something I probably decided when I was making her look for this post but Joyce was supposed to have a very distinct look every time you saw her but eventually I wanted to make her character more relevant and fashionable so I decided she’d have an insta baddie/ influencer look to her more than anything.
Evol and Etah were based in appearance after Aikurō Mikisugi from Kill la Kill (in both his nudist form and his everyday form) but honestly I’m glad they got a race lift because I’m not very fond of that character in retrospect. They’ve had many appearance references in the past years.
Travis was based off of someone who used to run this tumblr blog I followed a long time ago. They’ve long since left the site. I definitely wanted him to be a trans masc character who didn’t entirely fit everyone’s concept of masculinity since he shouldn’t have to! My decision to make him blasian was also in reference to an old OC I had that I’ve since retired.
Clarrissa’s appearance takes inspiration from seductive characters and old comics of the like. Her idea was that she was a promiscuous character with a vintage aesthetic that was definitely rooted in rockabilly and pin-up art.
Clover’s was based on the art of Kiwi-Byrd and their OCs. I’ve been a long time fan of their work.
Ferris was based off an older concept I had from a character which i suppose means his design takes cues from what alternative or indie men of color were wearing back in 2015.
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Russia playlist
Gorbachov! Tear down that wall.......and turn up this Russia playlist!
The Cossacks are dancing to this one and the yaks are singing.
Russia, Siberia, Moscow, St Petersburg and a cold war.
It’s all here in this Russia playlist.
Hit play: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-iHPcxymC18F7oDKY8zH1IOplzHM05MY
We begin the journey in Siberia and make our way across Genghis Khan territory towards Omsk and beyond. We have a look at Chernobyl, Ukraine for a look around and make our way up to Moscow,
We finish up this playlist in St Petersburg.
Hope you enjoy it.
RUSSIA
001 FROM RUSSIA WITH LOVE 007 OST - Main theme
002 Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train
003 The Beatles - Back in The USSR
004 Iron Maiden - Mother Russia
005 Sisters of Mercy - Dominion / Mother Russia
006 Ramones - Cretin Hop
007 Sting - Russians
008 Russkaja - Peace, Love & Russian Roll
009 Robert Simon Thomas - Troika (balalaika)
010 Jello Biafra, The Guantanamo School Of Medicine - We Created Putin
011 The Cult - Siberia
012 Mastodon - Siberian Divide
013 Yes - Siberian Khatru
014 Pesnokhorki Barnaul - Cossacks songs of Siberia
015 Diablo Swing Orchestra - Siberian Love Affairs
016 The Kills - Siberian Nights
017 The Night Flight Orchestra - Siberian Queen
018 Altai Kai - Traditional Siberian music
019 Vallenfyre - My Black Siberia
020 Skyhooks - Jukebox In Siberia
021 MISERY INDEX - Siberian March
022 Wooly Mammoth - Mammoth Bones
023 Grumbling Fur - Siberian Priest
024 Iron Maiden - Genghis Khan
025 Trans-Siberian Orchestra - Night enchanted
026 The Locust - Live From The Russian Compound
027 ACCEPT - Russian Roulette
028 Cavalera Conspiracy - Genghis Khan
029 Diaframma - Siberia
030 Renaissance - Mother Russia
031 Echo & The Bunnymen - Siberia
032 Dschinghis Khan - Genghis Khan
033 Bad News - Warriors Of Ghengis Khan
034 The Hu - The great Chinggis Khan
035 Shah - Escape
036 Ray Stevens - Surfin USSR
037 Ramones - Locket Love
038 Heirs - Russia
039 The Dillinger Escape Plan - Hero of the Soviet Union
040 Natalia Albychakova - Takhpakh
041 Svetlanas - Go Fck You Self
042 Maloletka - Irkutsk Path
043 Kuban Cossack Choir - The hat all around
044 The Lords of the New Church - Russian Roulette
045 Paul Lay Trio - Irkutsk
046 Elvis Hitler - Rocking Over Russia
047 Russian Circles - 309
048 Thylacine - Irkutsk
049 Valeriy Voloshin and gruppa Pyatiletka - Irkutsk
050 DEVO - Cold War
051 Güiro Meets Russia - It's Not The World, It's You
052 Powerwolf - Nightside of Siberia
053 Altai Kai - Oilo oilo altai
054 Arkona - Yarilo
055 Depeche Mode - People Are People
056 Gorky Park - Bang
057 Igor Stravinsky - The Rite of Spring, Part 1- 3 Game of Abduction
058 Martika - Toy Soldiers
059 Transvision vamp - revolution baby
060 The Stranglers - No More Heroes
061 Gari Gari - Russian gypsy music
062 Russian Sailors - Dance Yablochka
063 Manic Street Preachers - Revolt
064 Elton John - Nikita
065 Krokus - Russian winter
066 Prince - Ronnie Talk to Russia
067 Soviet SOunds - Baikal-Amur Railroad
068 Genesis - Land of Confusion
069 Duran Duran - Planet Earth
070 Today Is The Day - The Russian Porn Ballet
071 Nytt Land - Ballad of Gjallarhorn
072 Rotting Christ - Ветры злые - (featuring Irina Zybina)
073 Metallica - Blackened
074 Anneke van Giersbergen, Árstíðir - Russian Lullaby
075 Der Kommissar - After the Fire
076 Czas relaksu - Andrzej i Eliza
077 korobushka - Folk Russian
078 Peter Gabriel - Red Rain
079 FEAR - Bomb the Russians
080 Rush - Heresy
081 RUSSKAJA - Energia
082 Megadeth - Peace Sells
083 King Crimson - One More Red Nightmare
084 Sodom - Nuclear Winter
085 Bruce Cockburn - If I Had A Rocket Launcher
086 Talisman - Hey you Horses!
087 Styx - Cold War
088 Grateful Dead - Throwing Stones
089 Gimines - Kai armonika tyliai užgros
090 EXHUMED - Coins Upon the Eyes
091 Mastodon - The Czar
092 CCCP - American Soviets
093 Sapce Rockit - Supersonik Elektronik
094 Septic Flesh - The Eldest Cosmonaut
095 Quicksand - Cosmonauts
096 Arkona - Zimushka
097 Abracadabra - Damned Dances
098 Pink Floyd - Two Suns In The Sunset
099 Prince - 1999
100 Trololo Guy - Sean Sell Duck with Fake Subtitles ( Buffalax Style )
101 Armonika - Gromatele Parašiau
102 Diablo Swing Orchestra - Vodka Inferno
103 Accept - Balls to the wall
104 Killing Joke - New Cold War
105 UB40 - The Earth Dies Screaming
106 RAMONES - Bonzo Goes To Bitburg (My Brain Is Hanging Upside)
107 TCHAYOK - Zavarka - Mi-minable
108 COH - Soii Noir
109 Vircator - Tunguska
110 Scorpions - China White
111 Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World
112 The Stalin - 解剖室
113 KAIRA - OХ РA
114 Alexander Robotnick - Ce n'est q'un début
115 Tunguska Electronic Music Society - Alpha Kawu
116 Arkona - Odna
117 Cist - Antisceptic
118 Sabaton - Nuclear Attack
119 Leningrad Cowboys - Katjusha
120 PRONG - Rude Awakening
121 Imperial Age - And I Shall Find My Home
122 Так - пела метель
123 Fear Konstruktor - Nonexistence
124 Oneohtrix - Russian Mind
125 Police - Every Breath You Take
126 dEpEchE modE - Two Minute Warning
127 Ultravox - Dancing With Tears In My Eyes
128 Sigue Sigue Sputnik - Love Missile F1-11
129 Metallica - Fight Fire With Fire
130 David Bowie - Heroes
131 woven hand - my Russia
132 Survivor - Burning Heart (Rocky IV OST)
133 Forest - As a Shade Above This Land
134 Tesla - Modern Day Cowboy
135 Colossus Form - Son Of Nature
136 The Flying Lizards - Russia
137 Djivan Gasparyan - A Cool Wind Is Blowing
138 Iron Driver (feat. Pasha Mrachek) - Prisoner of time
139 Pussy Riot - CHAIKA
140 Boris Alexandrov - Катюша (Katyusha)
141 DEVO - Going Under
142 Motor - Yak
143 Nuclear Assault - Nuclear War
144 Edward Artemiev - Station (Solaris OST)
145 Soviet Valves - Puritan Blues
146 Verasy - Polet
147 FAVALLI - Yuri Gagarin
148 Wolfmother - Cosmonaut
149 Yuri Gagarin - Psychological Discontinuity
150 Witchfinder General - Soviet Invasion
151 Korrozia Metallah - Russian Vodka
152 Russkaja - Kosmopolit
153 Dio - Gypsy
154 The The - slow train to dawn
155 Blues Pills - Gypsy
156 Rush - Red Lenses
157 Corey Hart - Komrade Kiev
158 Master - Metal Doctor
159 Howlin Rain - Phantom In The Valley
160 ARKONA - Liki Bessmertnykh Bogov
161 Pitchblack - IHATEU
162 Ozzy Osbourne - Killer of Giants
163 Scorpions - Wind of Change
164 Yat kha - Chorumal Bodum
165 Nadezhda Babkina, Russkaja Pesnja
166 Ramones - Here Today, Gone Tomorrow
167 Russian radio - red flag
168 Manicure - Atomic Summer
169 The Dillinger Escape Plan - The Threat Posed By Nuclear Weapons
170 Love Among Freaks - Berserker
171 ARIA - HERO OF ASPHALT
172 Temnozor - Fatherland
173 Walknut - Motherland Ostenvegr
174 Weird Al Yankovic - Now That's What I Call Polka!
175 Underworld - Underneath the Radar
176 Skyclad - Polkageist
177 Helloween - Russian Roulé
178 John Coltrane - Russian Lullaby
179 Julian Cope - russian revolution blues
180 Rodrigo y Gabriela - The Russian Messenger
181 Kate Bush - Babooshka
182 ВИА - Чаривни гитары
183 Mastodon - The Last Baron
184 Hovert – Omyt
185 Minsk - Consumed by Horizons
186 Kypck - Stalingrad
187 Def Leppard - Gods of war
188 Black Country Communion - Big Train
189 Sabaton - Stalingrad
190 Doomsquad - Russian Gaze
191 Soviet Soviet - Human Nature
192 Murray head - one night in bangkok
193 The Korgis - Young n Russian
194 Chelsea Light Moving - Communist Eyes
195 Helix - Champagne Communist
196 UDO - Train Ride In Russia
197 Mr Weebl - Russian Dancing Men
198 Jamie Jones - Siberian Express
199 They Might Be Giants - Sold My Mind to the Kremlin
200 Ed Khuild - lolololololololol
201 Sepultura - Itsari
202 Vy Pole - Enormous
203 Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Fifteen Feet Of Pure White Snow
204 Gogol Bordello - Gypsy Auto Pilot
205 Buffalex - Horse Eat My Nipple
206 Municipal Waste - Wolves of Chernobyl
207 Drudkh - Cursed Sons II
208 Chernobyl - A song for the fallen
209 Russkaja - Hometown Polka
210 Toxic Holocaust - Out of the Fire
211 Hail Caesar! Soundtrack - 19 Soviet Man
212 The Blow Monkeys - The Man From Russia
213 The Devil's Blood - The Anti-Kosmik Magick
214 Orchid - Cosmonaut of Three
215 Vergeltung - Cold War
216 KYPCK - Alleya Stalina
217 Cabaret Voltaire - Calling Moscow
218 Red Army Choir - Polyushka Polye
219 Iron Curtain - Ready To Strike
220 Porcupine Tree - Russia on Ice
221 Sigue Sigue Sputnik - 21st Century Boy
222 Al Stewart - Roads to Moscow
223 The Rolling Stones - Sympathy For The Devil
224 Soviet Soviet - ecastacy
225 KREMLIN - Will You Feed Me
226 AC/DC - Heatseeker
227 ANJ - Gorbachev
228 Katyusha (Катюша) - Aleksandr Marshal & Valeria Kurnushkina
229 ARKONA - Stenka Na Stenku
230 Black Obelisk - The wall
231 Skyclad - Catherine at the Wheel
232 Pussy Riot - Kropotkin-vodka (Kill the sexist!)
233 Brian Eno -- Stedelijk
234 Zola Jesus - Siphon
235 Insect Inside - The First Shining of New Genus
236 MR. ZIVAGO - Little Russian
237 The Real McKenzies - Midnight Train to Moscow
238 Red Army OST - KGB
239 The Toasters - Night Train to Moscow
240 Thy Catafalque - Urania
241 The Apogee - Hieronymus Bosch
242 Sabaton - Panzerkampf
244 RUSSKAJA - Barada
245 Oneohtrix Point Never - KGB Nights
246 Faith No More - A Small Victory
247 Mike and the mechanics - A Call To Arms
248 Michael Jackson - Stranger In Moscow
249 Blondie - Contact In Red Square
250 Rammstein - Moskau
251 Pseudogod - deathwomb
252 KGB - Subway Sleepwalker
253 Igor Butman Big Band - Moscow at 3am
254 Genghis Khan - Moscow
255 Demon - Blue Skies In Red Square
256 Type O Negative - The Profit of Doom
257 COH - Red Square
258 Cougars - Red Square
259 Ray Conniff - Moscow Nights
260 INDIANS IN MOSCOW - Indians in Moscow
261 Radio Moscow - 250 Miles
262 Kingdom Come - Crown of Moscow
263 Powerwolf - Moscow after dark
264 U.D.O. - Decadent
265 System Of A Down - Störagéd
266 Closure In Moscow - Pink Lemonade
267 VIBRATORS - DISCO IN MOSCO
268 IRA PETROWA - MOSKAUER NÄCHTE
269 Visage - Moon Over Moscow
270 Farmers Market - Red Square Dance
271 Wonderland - Moscow
272 Courtney Pine - Red Square Gagarinesk
273 Stray Cats - Storm The Embassy
274 German Shepherds - Communist Control
275 Moloko - Radio Moscow
276 March of the defenders - Moscow
277 Takako Nishizaki - Podmoskovnye vechera( Moscow Nights)
278 Simple Minds - Moscow Underground
279 The Spotnicks - Moscow
280 The Russian Jazz Quartet - Journey from Moscow
281 Bob Crewe Generation - Miniskirts In Moscow
282 MODERN TROUBLE - FLY TO MOSCOW
283 Gorky Park - Moscow Calling
284 BB Gabor - Moscow Drug Club
285 Doe Maar - De bom
286 Manicured noise - Moscow
287 Russkaja - Ras Dwa Tri
288 PLANET P PROJECT - Armageddon
289 Clan of Xymox - Muscoviet Musquito
290 Gogol Bordello - 60 REVOLUTIONS
291 Uriah Heep - Gypsy
292 Living Colour - Cult Of Personality
293 The Hollies - Russian Roulette
294 Kenny Ball and His Jazzmen - Red Square
295 Frank Chacksfield - Under Moscow Skies
296 Thomas Dolby - Eastern Bloc
297 The Redskins - Kick Over The Statues
298 The Alchemist - Moscow Mornings - Sunrise
299 N.O.T.A. - Moscow
300 Svetlanas - Where Is My Borscht?
301 Against Me! - Russian Spies
302 James Horner - Gorkij park (Gorky Park 1983) OST
303 Hetalia Russia - Moscú
304 Roberto Jacketti & The Scooters - Moscow Nights
305 Ram J Holder - The Blues in Moscow
306 Ivan Rebroff sings Russian folk songs - Moscow nights
307 Jethro Tull - Crest Of A Knave Said She Was a Dancer
308 Men At Work - Its a Mistake
309 Skeewiff - Moscow Mule
310 The Clash - Ivan Meets G.I. Joe
311 Captain Sensible - Glad its all over
312 Ulfdallir - Steel Armor
313 Arkona - Oi Ti ne Vecher (Oh Not That Evening)
314 Lena Katina - No Voy A Olvidarte
315 JOHNNY M5 - Moscow Nights
316 Eddy Huntington - U.S.S.R.
317 Selsius - Moscow
318 WINTERUS - MOSCOW
319 Mr. Zivago - Love in Moscow
320 Brutto - Moscow Calling
321 Udo Lindenberg - Moskau
322 Aliza Kashi - Moscow Nights
323 Angelic Upstarts - Last Tango In Moscow
324 ASIA - Russian Dolls
325 Blaze Bayley & Thomas Zwijsen - Russian Holiday
326 Kate Bush - Breathing
327 Roger Waters and David Bowie - When the wind blows
328 Roky Erickson & The Aliens - Sputnik
329 Moscow - Orange Juice
330 Ivan Rebroff - Cossack Patrol
331 Alexandr Gradsky - Как молоды мы б��ли
332 James Horner - Gorky Park - Following KGB
333 B.T.R - Moscow City
334 Gogol Bordello - Hats Off To Kolpakoff
335 CCCP - Sputnik [Cosmos]
336 Russkaja - Go Sputnik
337 Red Spektor - Cosmonaut
338 Bald Red Lady - Cosmonaut
339 Ulver - Russian Doll
340 Hawkwind - Sputnik Stan
341 Bad Acid Trip - Putin Fears Pussy
342 Queensryche - Operation Mindcrime
343 Dark Tranquillity - Arkhangelsk
344 TOTAL REJECTS (This Night) I'm Going To Be Destroyed
345 Manic Street Preachers - The Next Jet to Leave Moscow
346 Billy Joel - Leningrad
347 Victor Smolski - The Heretic
348 Boney M - Rasputin
349 Type O Negative - Tripping A Blind Man
350 Leningrad Cowboys - Leningrad
351 Accept - Stalingrad
352 Russian Folk Music - Russian Winter
353 Cavalera Conspiracy - Rasputin
354 Kontrust - Rasputin
355 Bersarin Quartett - St. Petersburg
356 Folkearth - From Volga to Bosphorus
357 Anastasia - Rumor in St. Petersburg
358 Retox - Soviet Reunion
359 Fireside - Let Rasputin Do It
360 Mastodon - Oblivion
361 St.Petersburg Ska Jazz Review - Volga River Boat Man
362 THERION - The Khlysti Evangelist
363 The Mountain Goats - Evening in Stalingrad
364 Rage - Soul Survivor
365 Indigo Girls - Closer to Fine
366 ARKONA - Slavsia Rus
367 Russian Folk Music - Kalinka (balalaika)
368 Catch 22 - The Decembrists Song
369 Joanna Stingray - City of Lenin
370 Aria - Attila
371 KAUAN - Khurum
372 Balalaika Ensemble Wolga - Cossacks Dance
373 The Liminanas - Russian Roulette
374 Vasiliy Shumov - Porridge
375 U.D.O. - I GIVE AS GOOD AS I GET
666 Russkaja - Change
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-iHPcxymC18F7oDKY8zH1IOplzHM05MY
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It’s pride month! And as the dumb pansexual that still is in the closet I’m going to show y’all my headcannons of the JoJo’s characters.
Phantom blood:
Jonathan: he is straight (as much it hurts me to admit) but I think he would be a good supporter
Erina: same as Jonathan
Zeppeli: I’m going to be honest they gives me an asexual vibe, I even dare to say they are nonbinary and use they/them
Speedwagon: is gay, and probably asexual
Dio: bi or pansexual
Battle tendency:
Joseph: this dude is bi, he gives me the bi vibes
Suzy Q: she is definitely bi
Caesar: this one is pansexual, but he doesn’t know yet definitely a trans guy too
Liza Liza: she is bi, definitely
Kars: they are pan, and are nonbinary
Wammu: gay af
Eisidisi: bi vibe
Santana: he gives me straight vibes
Stroheim: this one is straight
Stardust crusaders:
Jotaro: an asexual that needs a hug
Polnareff: straight but such a good friend, if someone tries to makes you feel bad he will definitely protect you
Avdol: this one is a proud pan!
Kakyoin: he gives me bi vibes but I’m pretty sure he is asexual and definitely a trans guy
Joseph: still bi and a jerk for cheating on Suzy Q
Dio: poly and pan
Diamond is unbreakable:
Josuke: definitely bi
Okuyasu: this one is pan, yeah he is pan
Koichi: definitely straight but a nice one like polnareff
Reimi: she is a lesbian
Rohan: he is gay and asexual
Yukako: I think she is bi and a trans girl
Tomoko: she is bi too, yeah she is bi
Mikitaka: they are genderfluid and definitely pan
Shinobu: she is definitely straight
Kira: this one is so asexual you have no idea
Tonio: definitely straight
Aya: definitely a lesbian
Golden wind:
Giorno: is asexual, he gives me the asexual vibes and trans guy vibes too
Bucciarati: this one is gay
Abbacchio: definitely gay, you have no idea
Mista: this one is a musty bi
Narancia: my baby is bi, definitely a trans guy too
Fugo: this one is an angry bi, also asexual
Trish: she is pan, definitely
Diavolo/Doppio: GAY and nonbinary
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On my way to headcanon every jjba Character as trans and almost every jjba ship as t4t to achieve maximum comfort and to effectively piss off every cishet dudebro in the fandom.
Especially Speedwagon. And Joseph. And every JoBro. Tomoko and Yukako too. Hazamada and Santana are non-binary because I said so. It's canon now. Hol Horse isn't trans, but he treats transwomen like the queens they are. Suzie Q isn't trans, but she's Caesar's and Joseph's biggest supporters.
Death 13 baby is homophobic tho :/
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30 days of Autism Acceptance: Day 3!
April 3: Talk about special interests. Do you have any? What are they? How long have you had them? What does it feel like to have special interests? What does having special interests mean to you? Talk about your past special interests
HOO BOY! Ok, I’ll try not to go on too long about my special interests, but I have a lot to say about them! Also, some of my special interests are in this weird grey area of “are they a SpIn or a hyperfixation?”, so I’ll cover those as well, and make it noted when that’s the case for one. Also, this will be VERY LONG, so I’ll put it under a cut.
SpIn #1 - Pokemon
Pokemon has been my main special interest since I was 9, I believe! Black was my first game that I got for my birthday, and I was super happy to get it since all of my friends at the time would talk about it! I’ve gotten (almost?) every major release since then, thought I usually only get one out of the two versions.
The Pokemon games that I have are *inhales*: Black, Black 2, HeartGold (got a few years after it came out), X (I have the limited edition 3DS), Alpha Sapphire, Moon (first completed Pokedex!), Ultra Moon (haven’t beat and probably never will), Let’s Go, Eevee!, Sword (still trying to beat), Conquest, Art Academy, PMD: Gates to Infinity, Picross, Rumble World, Battle Trozei, Pokemon Quest, Pokemon Playhouse (for when I’m regressed), Poke Park 1 & 2, My Pokemon Ranch, and Battle Revolution!
I also used to play the TCG competitively, and in my first competition, I placed 9th in my division! I stopped playing about a year after that though because the cards I used in my strategy when I would practice with my Dad were too old to be viable.
I have a growing stuffie and merch collection as well! I have a lot of Unova stuffies, and a print of the Unova map that I got at a ren faire when I was younger (it currently hangs above my dresser)! My two favorite stuffies at this time are Baby my Eevee Build-A-Bear (named after my Eevee in Let’s Go, Eevee!), and Lily my Wooloo! I have a couple of Pokemon sketch cards that friends of my Dad’s drew, and some prints and figure-y things I’ve gotten in Artist Alleys over the years!
I also own a couple of different Pokemon books (not the manga, though), and 2 of the movies, along with the OSTs for B/W, X/Y, and ORAS! I don’t have much as far as clothing goes though, except for my “Gotta Catch ‘Em All” scarf and a Pikachu hat I got at an old anime store at the mall that has since closed. That’s probably all I can remember right now!
SpIn #2 - Steam Powered Giraffe
SPG has been a special interest for about 4 years now? Anyway, they’re my #1 favorite band and have literally saved my life. Watching Bunny Bennett’s (who plays Rabbit) vlogs about her transition, along with listening to the song Transform that she wrote (waaay before they just made it a single) really helped me accept myself and come out.
They also came at a time where I was struggling emotionally a lot, and I remember being stuck in the ER hooked up to an IV, and my mom played some of their albums for me to keep me calm and grounded. More recently, I saw them perform at Anime Midwest last year, and when they performed Transform (which neither me or my friends expected), we were all hugging each other and crying tears of joy (my friends are trans as well, and have also been touched by Bunny’s vlogs).
Their songs (not including the sad ones) make me really happy as well, and Make Believe makes me stim a lot in particular! I also got to sing Honeybee as part of a voice coaching summer camp I took last year, and it felt really good to do it! I really recommend listening to them, especially if you like steampunk and/or you’re looking for trans artists to support!
SpIn #3 - Little Shop of Horrors
So this is more of a fairly recent one, compared to the first two. This special interest mostly applies to the 1986 movie, but I’ve seen the stage musical as well! The music, the cast, the plot, it’s all *chef’s kiss*. But for real though, my two favorite things about the movie are the practical effects and the endings.
With the CGI fresh hell we got with CATS, you may thing, “wow, special effects were so much better back then”. Except here’s the thing, they were practical effects. Audrey II is (I believe) entirely puppetry, not CGI. The same applies for the musical as well! It really culminated at the end of the film during “Mean Green Mother from Outer Space”, when Audrey II is at it’s biggest and most elaborate. Speaking of that scene, I much prefer the director’s cut over the theatrical cut. I know that the happy ending is much better for Audrey and Seymour, but “Don’t Feed The Plants” is an absolute banger, and I get a good cry out of it too.
I heard they might be making a remake of the movie, which I’m hesitant about, again, seeing how CATS turned out. We can only hope that they listen to the fans, and make the right decisions when it comes to making it.
SpIn #4 - Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure
Ok, so this is one of those aformentioned “is it a SpIn or a hyperfixation” moments. I’ve been hyperfixated on JJBA for the past 6 months and I’m physically unable to shut up about it XD
I’m about to start watching part 4 of the anime, I just need to set aside time to do it. I watched it a tad out of order, my ex told me to skip part 1 and watch a synopsis of it, so I started with part 2 (I’m a huge part 2 stan btw), got to part 3, was confused by everything going on with DIO, so I went back, watched part 1, and then resumed part 3.
As I mentioned, I’m a huge part 2 stan, so I currently have several part 2 character cosplays in the works. This includes (but isn’t limited to) Caesar, Suzi Q, Playboy Bunny Caesar (inspired by a piece of art that @tinypalettes drew), Tequila Joseph (but like,, actually decent drag), and Cleric Suzi Q from the JJBA D&D session me and my friends are having. I also want to do a drag/latex DIO look, along with maid DIO inspired by an old JUMP cover and a fanfic I read the other day.
I get a little nervous about doing/going to JJBA events at conventions because I’m worried about running into my ex, but knowing that I have supportive people with me helps a lot.
SpIn #5 - Homestuck/Hiveswap
So this is another one of those “SpIn or hyperfixation” moments as well. I’ve been into Homestuck since late 2016, but I’ve never been super involved in the fandom. Like, yes, I have a moirail and I’ve been in and hosted panels at conventions, but I’ve encountered some toxic people in it, so I try to distance myself.
I will say, however, that Homestucks are loyal to their fandom, and will buy merch if they like it. When I say that, yes, I mean myself, but it’s mostly about my Etsy customers. If you look at my sales history, the majority of it is quadrant necklaces, almost always the moirail ones. I get some orders for horns and pillows too, but not as often as the necklaces. When it comes to exhibiting at conventions, it depends. I normally don’t put Homestuck stuff out on the table because it’s such a niche, but when I do, people will usually buy a lot at once. For example, at Wizard World Madison in 2018, one guy bought $50-60 worth of Homestuck sprites from me. That weekend was the best I’ve ever done, and I haven’t come close since. My Etsy store started out as just me making Homestuck sprites for me and my friends too, so I’m glad that I was able to expand and give others what I like as well.
I’m also involved in a Hiveswap YouTube musical, and I’ve made a lot of good friends through it! We’re on hiatus right now, but we should be starting up again soon! I also have a lot of Homestuck cosplays! I’ve done Karkat, John, Jade, Nepeta, Trickster Nepeta, Karkat Peixes (a bloodswap), and I have a lot more that I want to do!
SpIn #6 - Danganronpa
So Danganronpa is (probably) one of those last “SpIn or hyperfixation” things. I’ve been into Danganronpa since 2018 (I think?), and DR:AE is my favorite (mostly because I’m a Kotoko and Toko kinnie oof-)!
Right now, my only Danganronpa cosplay is Toko/Syo, but I’m working on a couple of j-fashion (particularly menhera and fairy kei) inspired looks to do with my moirail (who was the one who got me into j-fashion), and just some Amazon/eBay cosplays as well! I’m also working on a Future Foundation Toko cosplay to do with my moirail so we can do Tokomaru together (though most of it is thrifting and clothes I already have)!
I own DR1, SDR2, and DR:AE on my computer, but I don’t play them much. The second trial in DR1 gives me panic attacks because of the whole breaking of trust thing (I’ve heard the audios and I just,,, break down), I haven’t touched SDR2 yet, and I’m sucky at the controls for DR:AE. However, I’ve watched the anime and I’ve seen let’s plays, so I have a feel for what’s going on, though I may not remember it all correctly since I haven’t watched them in a while.
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So that’s most (if not all) of my special interests! I probably forgot some, but it’s getting late and I need to pack for my Mom’s and go to bed. I hope you all have a good night!
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1-50 for Sarsaparilla?
ohhh my god skfjskdf sarsaparilla has no development whatsoever this is gonna be a blast and a half
1) which faction did they side with (NCR, legion, yes-man, or house)?
she sided with the legion from the time she saw vulpes in nipton bc Romam Armor Look Cool, cured caesar of his tumor & everything, and then just before the battle of hoover dam, assassinated caesar and sided with yes-man. she realized about halfway through her work for caesar that siding with the legion was never going to pay off and decided to Fool Him TM and then take vegas for herself
2) preferred armor?
OOF probably like… leather armor sdkfjsdk i dont know. she wore the tribal raiding armor at the very beginning of the game. she doesnt wear the legion uniform but i imagine her w some Legion Accessories TM like a mark of caesar on her chest or something
3) melee, guns, energy weapons, or unarmed?
melee babey
4) highest skills? secondary skills? lowest skills?
her highest skills are melee, stealth, and medicine (she polishes that up real nice when she realizes caesar has cancer). secondary skills are explosives and lockpick. lowest skills would have to be barter and survival :/
5) SPECIAL stats?
im just guessing at this point bc i dont remember them skdfjkd but i would say ST:5, PE:6, EN:4, CH:4, IN:6, AG:9, LK:9
6) what are their perks?
black widow, cherchez la femme, friend of the night, cannibal, scrounger, ninja
7) favorite companions? least favorite companions?
literally no one will hang out w her bc she’s legion ksdfjsd. she takes boone as a companion at the very beginning of the game and then she has to kill him. her fave would probably be cass, or raul, who is the Only Mf who will talk to her
8) any romantic partners? how do these relationships begin and end? are they healthy?
she thinks vulpes is hot for 0.2 seconds but she also thinks that about violet, gloria van graff, and some securitrons so i wouldnt worry about it
9) gender / sexuality / ethnicity / species / etc.?
cis female / bi / asian / human ((i just realized all my couriers are cis even though im trans as hell sdkfjsdkfsdj yikes))
10) where were they born/raised? when/why did they leave?
she doesn’t remember anything from b4 the bullet but she’s from new reno. she left because it’s new reno.
11) when, why and how did they become a courier? how long did they remain a courier before benny shot them?
she needed work after she left home and delivering packages didn’t seem terrible. she did it for like 2 years max before she got shot
12) how did the bullet affect them?
took out most of her memories (including her name) and sort of scrambled her good sense. she doesn’t feel very much fear, restraint, or remorse anymore, which is why she’s been doing All This recently
13) how did they deal with benny?
seduced him, slept with him, killed him in his sleep, and took his roomba yes-man
14) what’s their reputation with the ncr / the legion?
the ncr - fucking horrible she can barely go on the strip sdjfskdsd. pile body upon body babey. / the legion - superb. sparkling. if she weren’t a woman they’d even stop insulting her
15) what do the people in freeside think of them? the followers, the kings, the garrets, the van graffs?
the followers aren’t a fan of her because of all that legion business. the kings like her because she takes care of rex. the garrets generally dislike her. the van graffs like her a lot because she let them kill cass & did all their quests
16) what’s their reputation with goodsprings / novac / primm? (i know primm reputation was cut from the game but like let’s pretend for a minute sdkfjd)
goodsprings: bad bc she sided with the powder gangers kdsfjs / novac: she did come fly with me so its lookin alright! / primm: very mixed bc she’s pro-powder ganger but she also got them a new sheriff (meyer)
17) what’s their reputation with the khans / the brotherhood / the boomers / the powder gangers?
the khans: she’s a Legion Ambassador… a shining monument of their new allies… Excellent and yet they know fuckall about her / bos: well she did blow up that whole bunker. / boomers: i dont remember / powder gangers: as i mentioned before she sided with them at goodsprings and made meyer a sheriff so they like her a lot. boxcars is happy to see her
18) what do the people on the strip think of them? the omertas, the white gloves, the chairmen, ncr military police, mr. house? do the gamblers like them?
the omertas: she did cachino’s quest so it’s pretty good / white gloves: idolized / chairmen: hey that’s the fink that killed benny / ncrmp: BAD / mr house: well considering the fact that she killed him, not excellent
19) what is their motive for taking vegas?
literally just ‘she wants to’. the whole point of this courier was that she’s a no rules run, she’s lost a lot after the bullet scrambled her brain and she’s literally just doing whatever she wants to do
20) do they have a theme song?
no :(
21) what do they look like? how tall are they? are they attractive? any piercings, tattoos, scars?
she has black hair in the “blast back” style. pretty short, like 5′4″. no piercings or tattoos (but she probably gets a legion brand at some point w like the mars symbol or something). there’s of course a bullet scar on her head, and a few around her arms and torso.
22) how old are they? do they know their birthday? if so, what’s their sign?
she’s in her early-mid twenties, very young. im not sure if she remembers her bday (probs not) but she’s a Sagittarius
23) do they speak any languages other than english?
god no. she doesnt even try to learn latin jhjhkjgfkj she pronounces all of it wrong and caesar’s like please shut up,
24) can they read, write, do math, sing? did they ever receive an education?
she went to school in new reno so she can do all that. maybe not sing.
25) what were their parents like? are they still on good terms with their parents?
i honestly havent given it much thought. her parents were probably Just Okay TM. she doesn’t remember them.
26) what’s their d&d alignment? (bolded bc i really like that one ksdjfksd)
chaotic neutral, leaning into chaotic evil.
27) how’s their karma?
not great
28) how do they feel about killing people? do they try to avoid it?
like i said, the bullet messed w her remorse a lot, so it doesn’t particularly bother her anymore.
29) do they take chems? if yes, when and which ones?
yes, sometimes! usually mentats, buffout, med-x, or psycho.
30) do they gamble? where? is their luck good?
she likes to gamble. usually at the ultra-luxe. her luck is pretty good!
31) where do they usually sleep? do they have more than one home location? do they live with any other people?
she usually stays in the lucky 38, in her hotel room in novac, or in the tent Big C TM hooked her up with at the fort. if it comes to it she’ll sleep in the ncrcf. no one else really lives in her 38 save for the securitrons
32) what are their favorite weapons? where did they get these weapons?
her caesar’s fall collection legion-brand machete babeyyyy, one n only! she’ll also use a pistol (a light shining in darkness most of the time since u know she sides w joshua graham) or a police baton if that’s appropriate
33) do they flirt a lot? is it well-received?
yes she does and no it isnt! she licked vulpes. just. right on his visibly ugly face. one time she tried to climb yes-man
34) do they goof around a lot? do other people find it funny or do they just entertain themselves?
once again yes she does and no they do not! she’s doin it all for her, baby. chaotic neutral here we go
35) what do their companions think of them? are they close? have they done any companion quests?
the companions,, obviously dont think very well of her most of the time bc she’s legion. cass thinks she’s a Real Wild Card and respects her for that at first. raul doesn’t like her very much but he’ll still travel with her from time to time just to see what she Does TM.
36) why did you create them?
i wanted to do a no rules run! like i thought it would be cool to just. do the craziest things i could think of in fnv and do it all with one courier. and thus sarsaparilla was born
37) do they draw, paint, play any instruments?
hell no
38) how do they deal with injuries? do they use stimpaks, healing powder, med-x? does a companion help them? can they bear a lot of pain, or do they need to attend to injuries immediately? when they do have to see a doctor, do they have a preferred doctor, or do they just see anyone?
she uses all 3 depending on how bad the wound is. for minor wounds she uses healing powder because she has an abundance of it from the legion, but since she has fairly low endurance she often just has to use stimpaks & med-x. she’s not very tolerant to pain all of the time? but if she has a lot of adrenaline (which she comes by very easily) she can all but ignore it entirely. she doesnt have a preferred doctor
39) have they ever been irradiated? how did they deal with it? did it have lasting effects?
probably a few times but she just threw up and then took a bunch of rad-away and ended up fine. she’s never been damaged by radiation permanently
40) in conversation, are they kind? gentle? sarcastic? rude? do they speak warmly and openly with people, or are they more guarded? do they talk a lot?
she’s somewhat talkative, she mostly says whatever pops into her head whenever it comes to mind so her talking is just. a big mess of Thoughts She Had. she likes making a lot of jokes that are mostly for her
41) do they like long journeys through the mojave, or do they prefer to travel more quickly? do they prefer using roads or travelling through the deep desert?
she likes to travel quickly. no time to waste! she’s almost always using the roads
42) name a random fact about your courier.
she thinks it’s really funny to blow vulpes’s cover whenever she sees him undercover on the strip & she almost gets killed every single time. oh holy shit it’s vulpes! vulpes inculta! spelled v-u-l-p– oh my god its the ncr mp quick vulpes take your dick out in this gift shop
43) do they watch movie holotapes? what are their favorites? least favorites?
yes but shes literally only seen blazing saddles, gladiator, and we bought a zoo
44) what do they do with the lucky 38? do they like being there? do they leave their companions there? if they’re a yes-man courier, do they open it back up as a casino?
she doesn’t leave companions there too often, like i said. she likes it pretty well bc of the robots and the hot water? but i think that she really prefers staying in hotels except for special occasions. she doesnt open it back up bc yes-man kills her sldkfjds great transition
45) what do they do after hoover dam?
yes-man says fuck work and just absolutely murders her. hes like ok enough of this and finds a new human to do what he needs done skdfjksd
46) how do they die? how is their death received, by the mojave and by their companions?
yes-man fucking KILLS her ass! the mojave takes a great big breath of relief knowing they wont have to watch her shenanigans anymore skdjfds
47) what are their vices? are they an alcoholic, a thief, a hoarder?
oh boy literally all of them. she definitely steals a lot but thats literally just. a part of her “do whatever you want” complex that Is TM her greatest vice
48) can they cook, and if so, what do they cook? what are their favorite & least favorite foods?
she absolutely cannot. she likes pizza from the tops dskfjkds
49) did they kill caesar? vulpes inculta? what about prominent ncr figures, like kimball and colonel hsu?
yes she did kill caesar! her securitrons killed vulpes at hoover dam and she was power-tripping so hard she didn’t realize they’d already gotten to him. she probably didnt think about him again before she died. she didnt assassinate kimball herself but she definitely assisted in making the assassination go smoothly, and im sure her robots got to hsu sometime before she had yes-man throw oliver off the dam skdjfskd
50) what’s their happiest memory?
not to be fake deep but all this shit she does obviously causes more adrenaline than happiness. you could say that it’s when yes-man threw oliver off the dam, because that was her most exhilarating moment, or you could say that it was when she woke up in goodsprings, because it was the last time she was calm and being taken care of.
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thank u so much if u read all this and thank you for sending me this ask. it took a long time but its a good exercise like i said skdfjsdf. send me more if these if yall have the heart, maybe not a whole 1-50 but like ! & please reblog my fnv courier questions post because i do think its nice, bye
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My Top 10 Movies Of 2017
So this was hard because I saw a lot of good shit this year and I thought 2017 was a way better year for films than 2016. Here’s my list:
1. Baby Driver
Is Edgar Wright capable of making a terrible movie? The answer so far has been a resounding no. The man who gave us The Cornetto Trilogy and Scott Pilgrim vs. The World continues his unstoppable streak as one of the best film makers of the 21st century and gives us a fantastic hybrid of heist movie and jukebox musical. Baby Driver is an excellent example of great character study, technical prowess, and scene geography. I adored every second of it. It also has the best soundtrack of the year. Oh, and a film that finally knows how to use Jon Hamm correctly!
2. Guardians Of The Galaxy Vol. 2
Are Wonder Woman, Logan, and Thor: Ragnarok technically better movies than this? Probably. But I don’t care. GOTG Vol. 2 is still my favorite comic book movie of 2017 and holds the most emotional resonance for me. It deals with themes of losing a parent, toxic fatherhood, and making a family of people who aren’t blood-related to you and it had many moments where I wept in a movie theater openly. It’s a tearjerking heartbreaker that still manages to deliver the laughs and satisfying space battles. I can’t wait to see what James Gunn has in store for us in Guardians 3.
3. Blade Runner 2049
Easily the best science fiction movie of 2017. Absolutely gorgeous to look at, fantastic performances all around (including one of the best roles Harrison Ford has had in many years) and manages to ask a lot of poignant questions about what it means to be human. There are things about it I like even more than the original and that’s saying a lot. Unfortunately this didn’t do well at the box office, but I hope more people do see it. Denis Villeneuve is one of the most gifted directors working today.
4. Thor: Ragnarok
The best movie in the Thor trilogy, the most fun I had at a movie all year, and it has some subtle anti-colonialism messaging to boot. Marvel lets Taika Waititi loose on their product and he gave us a cosmic party adventure that wouldn’t look out of place in the Flash Gordon universe. It’s drenched in 80′s - the colors, the costume design, and Mark Mothersbaugh’s synthy score, but it doesn’t feel cynical like the upcoming Ready Player One. Also, hearing the term “devil’s anus” in a superhero movie will never not be funny to me.
5. I, Tonya
Darkly funny, well acted, and an almost feminist call-to-arms to reevaluate Tonya Harding in the pop-culture landscape. This is a star-making turn for Margot Robbie and I hope she wins all the awards she can for it. We also see strong acting from Sebastian Stan, Allison Janney, Paul Walter Hauser, and Bobby Canavale. The cast is stellar. I only saw this a couple days ago as of typing this out and I can’t stop thinking about it.
6. Star Wars: The Last Jedi
My favorite Star Wars movie since The Empire Strikes Back. I loved The Force Awakens but you can’t deny it played it quite safe. This, on the other hand, does not. I love the weird, bold choices it makes in terms of storytelling and the Star Wars mythos, the characters, and the stunning visuals. Mark Hamill has never been better as Luke Skywalker and Rey, Kylo, Poe, and Finn continue to be fascinating. I also really loved Kelly Marie Tran as Rose Tico, a fangirl who loves Finn but doesn’t shy away from pointing out his faults. Plus a lot of MRA and Reddit choads hated this movie which gives it a ringing endorsement, as far as I’m concerned.
7. Logan Lucky
Holy shit. A movie about working-class people that doesn’t condescend to them. Steven Soderbergh’s return to the director’s chair sees him going back to the well for a heist movie but I liked this way better than any of his Ocean’s films. Adam Driver’s quiet dignity as Clyde and Channing Tatum’s likable Jimmy make for a great duo. Though Daniel Craig steals the show as Joe Bang. He’s terrific. There’s a scene in this movie where a little girl sings “Country Roads” by John Denver at a beauty pageant and could have been corny as hell and laughable. But it’s not. It’s a show-stopper and an emotionally effective moment.
8. Get Out
The best horror movie of the year. No contest. Smart and genuinely scary. It has a lot of intelligent and relevant commentary about race in America but never comes across as preachy and heavy-handed. The fact that this is Jordan Peele’s first time as a director is astonishing. Oh, and I will never look at a spoon tapping against a teacup the same way ever again. *shudders*
9. Logan
So if you’re Fox what do you do with the X-Men franchise after the disappointment of Apocalypse? Why, you do a Wolverine solo movie, make it R-Rated, and turn the universe into a dystopian western. Nice. Logan isn’t for everyone - it’s violent and bloody as hell and there are no happy endings. But I fucking loved it. It’s certainly the best X-Men film since First Class. Dafne Keen is a revelation as Laura Kinney (X-23) and one of my favorite female characters in recent memory. When her claws came out the first time I literally squeed in the theater. Please give her her own movie as soon as possible. Logan is a fitting send-off to Hugh Jackman’s signature role.
10. War For The Planet Of The Apes
The third entry in the second best trilogy of the 2010′s (the first being Captain America) is a different breed of summer blockbuster and one I hope to see more of. It’s thoughtful, ambitious, and emotionally devastating. The themes of slavery and genocide and the allusions to militias and the white power movement are pretty clear and it definitely puts you on the side of the apes. Andy Serkis is still amazing as Caesar and the motion capture used to create him is astoundingly realistic, Woody Harrelson is genuinely frightening as the main villain, and Amiah Miller as the mute Nova is one of the best child performances of the year. Oh, and that last shot is killer. I’m hoping they make more of these films, but if they don’t this is one hell of a finale.
Some honorable mentions:
Spider-Man: Homecoming
Huge thank you to Marvel Studios for saving our favorite webslinger from the awful Amazing Spider-Man franchise, two movies that turned Peter Parker into Edward Cullen from Twilight (ugh).
Wonder Woman
After the cinematic wrongness of Man Of Steel, Batman v. Superman, and Suicide Squad (three of the worst big-budget movies of the decade that are not Transformers films), I had really low expectations for this one and was pleasantly surprised by how good this is. Three words: No Man’s Land.
IT
Another film that surprised the hell out of me. A horror movie released in the beginning of September has no fucking right to be this good. But it is!
Dunkirk
Christopher Nolan at the peak of his powers. This almost made my top 10 list for its technical acumen alone but it didn’t quite make the cut.
Atomic Blonde
Probably the best pure action movie of the year. Is the plot convoluted as all hell? Sure. But it has Charlize Theron kicking major ass in well-choreographed fight scenes and making out with Sofia Boutella. What’s not to love?
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My pastime has always been creating overpowered and too-special ocs for each show I get into but they were always kept in my head
This time imma put one on paper (a lot of ideas might get cut tho, I just wrote down things that appeal to me)
Transcription is under the cut
What if... JJBA OC... except theyre OP... just for funsies...
Shit I already have in mind:
Vamp (bc theyre sexy)
Stand user
Trans bc why not??? self projection baby
Italian would be nice... Zeppeli? 🤔
Is a fan of Rohan bc why not
Loves croptops and short shorts but can’t wear them bc vampire
Rebel against DIO? hell yeah
What if... Caesar’s relative (like William’s sib or smth?)
OH TWINS would be very tasty
Twin is a prankster gangster in Passione 👀
BiSexUal !!
Stand has smth to do about shapeshifting
Or what if it’s not twins and rather the same person except Vacation in Morioh or smth of the sort
Ah but bubbles stand would be nice too... I might keep the twins part and tweak them until it feels right
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ok i dont know if this sent so im gonna send again: fav jojo (idk all the versions so pick ur Fav) or luke skywalker (typed his name as kule)
it did not send! hello friend thanks for the ask i’m gonna do BOTH
joseph (my fave jojo) First impression: He Has Ritsu HairImpression now: he’s a terrible terrible child and i love him so MUCH Favorite moment: ok so obviously NIGERUNDAYOOOOOOOO but also when he meets santana and boops him that’s incredible. and his first ever OH N O !!!! and when he pretends to be dio when he wakes up holy shit ok i have a lot of favorite joseph moments Idea for a story: caesar doesn’t die and they’re gay the end that’s the story OH or what would also be funny is him coming home from morioh with an invisible baby and having to explain to suzie like “hey so i know you’re already really mad at me for having an illegitimate child but here’s another child she’s invisible sometimes” like. Unpopular opinion: i do not know what the popular opinions of joseph are so idk. Favorite relationship: him and caesar obvi but also tbh the weird relationship he has w josuke is also v good Favorite headcanon: he’s TR ANS ! and has adhd bc. Impulsive
First impression: i don’t remember the first first impression but when i was a kid i like…didnt rlly care abt him Impression now: my dramatic gay fashion son i lov him Favorite moment: in episode six when he does that badass flip off the sail barge and catches the lightsaber in midair HELL YEAH i used to rewatch that scene CONSTANTLY Idea for a story: au where he doesn’t run away after the kylo fiasco and instead stays and supports his friends and works to help because that’s what…he would ..have done…Unpopular opinion: he has a lot of important similarities to padme i think ..he’s his mothers son….Favorite relationship: i think he and wedge should date tbh…but also the luke and leia sibling dynamic ? iconique Favorite headcanon: he’s trans …………..
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I'd love to know more about your ocs! Would you mind sharing them? -Luna
Haha well, I have a bunch and a whole story world I’m very slowly developing with them, but I’ll try and give some basics? If you want to know more specifics you can certainly ask!!! Under read more so people who don’t really have any interest don’t have to deal with my rambling haha
It’s a very fantasy world based idea. The ‘time period’ I’m planning on being a weird mesh of like slowly Industrializing but heavily mixed with magic and what might seem more older, like medival. Like I said, it’s a work in progress I’ve only just started adding elements of being Industrialized haha
But there’s a few basic “species” (races? not sure which terminology to use in it). There’s castors (humans), fae, trolls, and winged. (And sirens in a way but that’s a whole Discussion). Humans are as you’d expect, Fae are similar to Elves but very colorful (and don’t have wings) [also Fae don’t really have genders??? Like certainly don’t have any sort of gender binary system haha]. Trolls (who i really need to rename) are smaller creatures, think dwarves but rougher skin, grayer skin. Very homey creatures but sweet. Winged are like angels minus the holiness and smaller than humans as well.
Anyway, the Main Characters:
Lina and Leo. Twins. Castors. Immortal. They had gained their immortality after defeating a very powerful dragon together, the exact reasoning for gaining it was Pure Magic that they had discovered in doing so. Pure Magic is like a small pocket of very strong magic that has somehow clumped together. The reasoning for it clumping together is unknown and heavily debated. But that’s besides the point. Leo is King of his land, having worked his way up to there after he became immortal. But despite this is slowly making his kingdom more of a democracy than anything else.
You wouldn’t think Leo a king at first because he’s kinda overly friendly. Always happy, confident, excited for one project or another. He’s very full of life and seems as young as he looks (as he’s forever stuck at like 20). He’s also very pan and has had many relationships during his immortality, including multiple people at once. He’s also a very kind soul, doing whatever he can to help people. Despite all of this he has a tendency to be a bit cocky, sometimes full of himself. But he knows how powerful he is and won’t handle people not respecting that.
Now Lina. Lina is much quieter than her brother. While he’s taken to ruling, Lina has taken to recording. She’s taken to recording people’s stories, recording and observing history as it occurs. She helps individuals, traveling wherever she wants, meeting and befriending people along the way. She seems a bit colder, though really she’s just not as immediately friendly. She’s also the ultimate Mom Friend. I’ve giving her a bit of a sad history with others at times but it’s constantly changing as I’m developing things.
Now there’s one more immortal, Blair. She became immortal at a much later time than the twins, making her younger. She has recently risen to the throne of a kingdom of her own. Her backstory is a bit of a sad one. She’s a Fallen Winged, meaning she was banished from her home, wings taken from her. Being both bi and trans in a home very, well, strict in their views on that subject (at least at the times, since she had been banished things have improved), they were quick to kick her out. She spent times traveling, nothing else to do in her life. She started a search for Pure Magic, hoping to use it somehow to get her wings back. She does find it, but things went wrong and it granted her immortality instead. She’s a very rough person, very set in her ideals and a bit brash. She’s crude and aggressive but truly is trying to do good. She truly does care for those she’s trying to help. She’s just a poor misunderstood baby.
God this is getting long so I’ll try super short version of important mortal characters:
Ember. Castor with fire specifics. AFAB Bigender (she/he pronoun switches). Bi as fuck. Knight in Leo’s castle. Very loud and aggressive but fucking hilarious to be around. Think like. AH Michael in a way. Swears almost more than she says normal words. She doesn’t have much family but had met Lina when she was young. They’re good friends because of it and Lina is the reason Ember even became a knight. She also has a massive crush on Davy.
Davy. A girl siren who has gained legs with a run in with Pure Magic. A huge Gay. Very quiet, not just because she can’t speak. (Sirens can’t talk like people, can only communicate with their songs which imitate emotions. She and Leo have developed a sign language esc way of talking and Davy can write). She has one of the more tragic backstories which I think I’ve written somewhere before... Shy, studious. One of the sweetest things in the world. Has a crush on Ember.
Mikaängela. aka Angel. Winged. Pan af. Girl. She’s a very happy, friendly person. Always happy to meet everyone. Very nice to everyone she meets. She’s the messenger of Leo’s kingdom, travels places often. Makes friends everywhere. She left her home to see the world, also maybe because she just didn’t fit in as well with the rest of her family. It was never anything bad, never a horribly banishment or disowning. She just. Wanted something different from what they wanted and decided to make her own path. She’s just my happy character who everyone loves.
Caesar. Fae. (uses he/him pronouns tho). A HUGE Gay. One of Leo’s High Advisors. He’s a bit upidty, likes things organized, likes things neat. Very studious and quiet, keeps to himself but seems to have an air of authority around him. He can be sweet but you gotta dig through like three layers of cold and another layer of pretentious to see it. A bit fucked because of his massive crush of Leo, which is NOT ALLOWED (at least to him it isn’t. An Advisor shouldn’t have a crush on the King, that’s ridiculous)
Last one bc this is getting long. Quinn. Fae. They/them. The blacksmith of Leo’s kingdom. They’re tough, doesn’t put up with anyones shit, and would like to just be left alone to do their work. Though they also enjoy hanging out at taverns with the King and his friends. Dating two other people of which are not named or have any importance really. Considering making one of them the royal scientist who is a Troll girl. Is not named as of yet. Quinn is just for the great dialogue they have with the King, as they’re very informal around each other.
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