for the past few weeks i've been saying "ugh I'll deal with xyz after I hand my last assessment in"
my last assessment is due tomorrow
this post actually isn't about the incredible buildup of shit i will soon have to do (I'll think about that after I hand my last assessment in).
it's about how i had a dream last night where i was bleeding out considerably and i looked down at all the blood and said "ugh. I'll go see a doctor after I hand my last assessment in."
send help it's gone too far
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Remember when all we had to worry about leading up to a new pack was whether it’d have enough content to hold us off until the next one… but recently it’s been more like, will it have enough content, and most importantly, will it actually work?
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@rosa-geminae continue from here
A smile passed Francis’ features at the compliment. Much like the line by Lewis Carroll, mother, everywhere, haunted Francis phantomwise for the past 8 years.
“There are only so many places I can sneak away during a ball, so perhaps I shall go to your manor next time I need to escape from dancing.” Although, he had no doubt the rumor mill would get picked up once people have noticed his habit, and thus his peace away from social obligation will once again be compromised.
He was not surprised with the Earl, although Francis couldn’t help but think how the sorrow must’ve been greater for the boy. Francis wasn’t sure what he’d do if he were in Phantomhive’s position.
“You said that you’re in no rush. So you mean that you have no other plans aside from my visitation, then?”
Ghosts were left in the shadows, where sympathy of his compliment stayed understandable. At some point, even though he cannot be assured where, his features would betray about how much he could be horrified of ghosts --- tourmented inside an repetition of an shadowing presence behind his back, of associated regrets, of conflicted feelings, where one terrible boy remembrances would still tourment him. He did what he could for learn what kind of person was the real Alois Trancy, who had no respect for him, who hold a grudge to had almost his imposter --- only be saved to be murdered on sight for had befriend the main concerned and was trying to save him … when he had been happy to had let down his stubborness … when he had gratefully blessed an inner decision to be honest about saving him --- … and realizing in comparison how harmless Alois imposter was. More emotionally understanding, less bossing people, less … incredibly harsh and mocking …. but his ghost will follow him. The Earl Trancy wanted to becoming that kind of boy. Internally, he pushed behind the thoughts. He would remaining tourmented about that, and someday, he would better digesting the kind of reality he was living. It had been his fault. He hadn't been able to protect the Earl Trancy enough, hadn't been able to be a king in front of the real Alois, hadn't been able to embracing entire responsabilities of current circumstances … It wasn't something Sebastian can fix.
❝ I can manage for a sort of agreement between us if you need to sneak away. Quiet the rumours, avoid problems on your family name. ❞ He proposed naturally. It was something he could handle by himself. For many months, he had to justify his absence inside noblesse society and his unavailability for the Queen, had also to express the Queen would be removed of her Spider for a some time … and always bring reassurance over circumstances. Justifying inside various letters why he cannot show up in daylight. Some other ally helped him to just focus over current mission of the time, where he could eventually breath partially, having still to handle his compagny, and that, no matter how circumstances were. He wasn't sure anymore how to take the underground's reaction to his situation. He never dared asking Lau about how relationship had been with an certain organization who must have hanging around … meanwhile some man had bring terror inside noblesse spheres. The underground didn't have reacted. The big one didn't, until very late … and it was going to show up physically one more time. ❝ I'm accustomed to host other nobles. I won't be surprised if it's suddently became an second home to you. For some, it has become it. ❞ There was an pleasant expression towards his confirmation request. Outside eventually show up at Trancy's doorstep and regretting his decision one second later, no, nothing. ❝ Not to my knowledge. I've managed to give myself quieter weeks for a while. I will have to visit some nobles in a few weeks, though that can wait. ❞
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i always find it funny seeing other retail workers say they hate All I Want for Christmas is You by Mariah Carey. i fucking hate Christmas music bcs of retail but i love that song. hearing that song on Walmart radio was the one time that the Christmas music they play on loop from Nov 1 to Jan 1 doesn’t make me want to fucking kill everyone around me
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If anyone wants a good true crime youtuber, check out Kendall Rae! Her videos are always well researched and you can tell she truly cares about the victims and their families, she even does a lot of videos with the victims families so she can really understand the victim and get a better understanding. Kendall Rae is one of the best YouTubers out there.
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image of shanny begging for a chicken strip for sizing. wrestled my ficus audrey out of its pot in order to trim the roots + stick it back in with a more well draining soil :-)
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