#u jinxed him jade

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

ONOT THE NEXT ONE “BETTER THAN WE FOUND” IT LAST PART I’M NOT READY BUT I SO AM

Ngl tho better than we found it is kinda a nice last title it has an air of lightness to it

.

it better hecking be reflected in this episode if it ends on a cliffhanger or angsty note i’ma lose it

okay here we go

(s4 special pt 4 spoilers ahead)

STARTING IT UP HECK BREAKS I’M JUST SITTING HERE

OOP

MK COMPASSION COMING THORUGH AGAIN

WELP THAT’S EVERYTING

SHIFU JUST WATCHING IT

OH ITS THE LITTLE GIRL

HI LITTLE GIRL

OH CHANG’E HI LOVE

HAHA PENG TRYING TO DIP

MEI

MEI’S NOT GONNA LET THEM

SHE WANTED TO FIGHT

AHA

AHAHAHAHAHA

TURNING WORDS BACK ON THEM NICE ONE THAT’S FUNNY

HAHA

MEI AND MACAQUE TEAMING UP IS SO GOOD

HELPGN;LDKMDS

JUST CHOMPS HIM UP

YELLOW TUSSKK COME ON BUDDY

SANDY

ABSOLUTE BELOVED

THAT’S NOT REALLY HOW WE ROLL HERE

AWWWW

YESSSSSS

LETSGOOOOOO

THEY FUN

I LOVE THEM

B TEAM MOVE OUT

MK JUST

QUIET

I LOVE HIM

HE’S SO GOOD

HE’S SO KIND

AFTR BEATING THE GRAP OU TO FHIM BUT Y’KNOW

OOP

THEM LOOKING AT WUKONG AS HE GOES PAST HECK

JUST STOP

HECK DUDE

I PUT YOU IN THE UNDERWORLD MYSELF?

HE WAS DEAD?

OH SHOOT

OHHHH

YEAH SOME OTHER THING HAPPENIGN

CACKLES

OKAY

YEAH RIP DUDE JSUT RELAX

IS HE GONNA DIE MAKING IT BETTER?

PROBABLY HUH

YEAH I GET THE FEELING WHOEVRE THIS IS IS AFTER YOU MK

OH YEAH THERE HE GOES

WUKONG STOPPING HIM

HECK DUDE

WHY DO YOU LOOK SURPRISED SHIFU

OH WOW HE’S

HECKING DISINGTERGRATING

YEAH OKAY BYE BUD

I’M

I DON’T REALLY FEEL SUPER BAD FOR YOU BUT

OH HECK UH

WHATS THAT WHO’S TAKING IT

IS THAT THE JADE EMPERORSPOWER YEAH

UH

SO WHO’S GONNA HANG ON TO THAT

OH NEZHA TRYING TO GOT THIS

I DONT’ THINK YOU WILL BUD

UH WHAT ARE THOSE CHAINS

HECK DUDE

oh nice hair tang  very fluffy we love that

OOP

TANG U GOT THIS

YES FRIEND GROUP POWER OF FRIENDSHIP MOMETN SURE YES

AND YELLOW TUUUUSK ILY

YEAHYEAH WE KNEW MAC WOULD HELP

ARE THEY GONNA LOCK THE JADE EMPERORS PWOER AWAY?

OH WOW NEZHA NICE

BRO

NICELY DONE

FFM IS NOT DESTROYED TAT’S AWSOME

HAHAHGHDFJKSDAF

UYEAH CHECK ON HIM ITS THE LAD

OH MAN DUDES BEEN THROUGH IT

HELPGN;LDSKFMAE

ILY ILY YOU PIGSY

ILY SM

DADSY REAL

TANG CALM DOWNG;LSKMF

SANDYGDS;FKAMGWEFIMAWF

MAAAAN

THEY SURE ARE FAMBLY MOMENT

GO ASK BUDDAH NEZHA

YOUR’E GONNA GT ATTACKED BY WHOEVER WANTED AZURE OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE

SEASON 5 IS TERRIFYING ME RN

ngl compared to the lbd one so far this felt a little anticlimactic and i porbably just jinxed myself but i dont care. that one also had 3 seasons of build up tho so… yeah hjGKL;SJADF MK THO

DANG

HELPGMSDFK

PUSHING WUKONG AWAY YUP

GOOD MOVE NEZHA

DESERVED

RED SON RED SON RED SON RED SON

OH THEY ARRESTED HIM HUH

AWWWWW

WELP

WHERE ARE YOU TAKING HIM MAN

JADE EMP IS DEAD

WHERE’S THE FUN IN TAHT

ALL THAT

SO LONG AS WE LEAVE THE WORLD IN BETTER SHAPE THEN WE FOUND IT… THEN ITS ALL GOOD RIGHT?

MK’S INJURED GET HIM TO THE HOSPITAL

AND UH

OKAY WHERE’S THE OTHER BOOT DROPPING

I LOVE THEM SM

THEY ALL SO FANCY

HUG

SIDE HUG

.

HELPGN;DSAFKLMAWE

BEACH DAY

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

I’M WAITIN FOR THE BOOT DROP BUT I’M IGNORING IT NOW I HAVE TO APPRECAITE ALL OF THIS RIGHT NOW

THE SHIRT

THE HAT

THE SUNGLASSES

THE SHORTS

HE’S THE UNCLE THAT JUST GOT BACK FROM PICKIGN UP THE SNACKS

THE MEI MK AND RED SON, THE WAY RED SON’S STANDING, TANG WITH HIS UMBRELLA DBK AND PRINCESS IRON FAN STYLIN PIGSY IS THE DAD AT THE BBQ I’M GONNA CRY

PLEASE TANG’S FIT I’M CRYINGNS;LDKFM;AOWEF

NEXT FRAME MEI WITH THE WATER GUN RED SONGHL;KFAJ;OWIEMFASFD MK DECKED OUT IN SWIMMING GEAR I’M CRYING

PLEASE PRINCES IRON FAN PLAYING VOLLYBALL WITH THEM I’M SCREAMING

MEI LOOKS LIKE A DUDEBRO GAL I KNOW AND I’M LIVING FOR IT RED SON’S FACE PLEASELKMGOASDF I NEED THESE ALL FRAMED

PLS SANDY GETTING BURRIED TANG CARVING HIS MUSCLES OUT OF SAND PIGSY GIVING HIM A DRINK MO DECKED OUT IN SAND GEAR, RED SON’S SUNGLASSES ON A SAND SNOWMAN AND LOOKING ANNOYED ABOUT IT MK’S SMILE I’MGN;LSDKFM

I’M SCREAMING NEXT FRAME IS DBK AND SWK THE DADS FISHING THE BROS FISHING TOGETHER I’MGN;LSDFMAOWFIMSADF

SUNSCREEN

BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD

YOU’RE GETTING SO SUNBURNED

SUNSCREEN NEEDS TO ABSORB FIRSTN;LDKMSD

yeah that’s parent energy

.

i didn’t know sunscreen needed to absorb first-

OKAY MOVING ON G;LSDFNAB;OGAI;WEOFIM

PIGSY IS SUCH A DAD

UYUP THATS HOW WE ROLL

you don’t understand the moment i’m having here with MACAQUE AND HIS PINK SHIRT AND YELLOW PANTS AND PROBABLY LOW HANGING TANK TOP I’ SCREAMIGNDF;LAMEF;OAIWEN;OIAFM

“cute” WOW WHAT AN ANGLE

art for this show is so nice tho m a n

this is gonna make me cry

Wukong with his

overdramatic sarcasm

and Macaque just seeming kinda tired

and

hECK LEAVE IT A LTTEL BETTER THAN YOU FOUND IT

HECKING

PEACH POPSICLE

NOT THE SAME BUT

SO FMAILAR

THAT CAN BE A TOMORROW PORBLEM

MACAQUE DOESNT’ QUITE SMILE BUT

WOW HE SURE DOES PLOP HIMSELF DOWN RIGHT NEXT TO WUKONG

MAN

MK IS SO SUNBURNED

HE IS SO SUNBURNED

RIP MY DUDE

RED SON SOAKED AND THERE’S A FISH IN HIS HAT

I’M SO SAD WE DIDN’T GET TO HEAR HIS VOICE BUT I LOVE THAT THEY UNCLED HIM HAVING FUN WITH THE DUO THEY ARE EVERYHTIGN TO ME

OKAY YES, OTHER SHOE, HIT ME WITH IT

OKAY WHO THESE GUYS

WHO’S THE PARTY

WHATCHA DOIN

K

KAY IS THAT IT??

REALLY THAT’S ALL YOU GIVE US??

FINEEEEE FINE OKAY

I’M FINE

.

all in all i actually really enjoyed that special like  A LOT

give me like two days and i’ll process what i saw in pt 3 and

ehre and

there

and everywhere

actually i kinda enjoy how vague it is 10/10 the montage of them on the beach hanging is so nice Mk applying sunscreen is so cute he’s so good he’s so fast I love how wukong’s Shifu energy of just like cause mk is monkey like him so its “yeah that’s how we roll” n stuff

Macaque’s style is killing me

Wukong’s is just dad

Macaque’s is just

I don’t even know how to categorize it and i’m okay with that

WELL

JADE EMPERORS DEAD

AZURE’S DEAD

PENG STILL OUT THERE

YELLOW TUSK IS ARRESTED

MK IS MONKEY

MACAQUE IS VIBIN WITH THE CREW

WUKONG IS BETTER AT COMMUNCIATING

I’M CURIOUS IF THEY EVEN HAVE HIM HAVE THE SAME POWER LEVEL AS MK

OKAY

UH

THAT WAS ALL A BLUR

I NEED TO WATCH IT SIX MORE TIMES HAVE A GOOD ONE

KNOX OUT

[strawbrryrush]

♥ event starter call !! ♥ lemme know who u want a starter from or we can just plot some things out !! tw: for murder, insanity, violence and all the fun things.

lettie hatter- not participating.. will most likely be hiding, because who wants to deal with this insanity?? 2/4 josh, calcifer

malcolm bright - w/ dani.. listen he’s usually the manic one, the mentally ill one.. but now dani is after him, and just the tables have turned..  2/4, dani, elliot

rapunzel - w/flynn .. trying her best to fight it, wouldn’t want to hurt anyone. especially flynn . 1/4, apollo

eric northman - w faye : dealing with faye trying to kill him, doesn’t want to hurt her.. since he’s soft and loves her now.. also he’s like 1000+ he could definitely fight this magic i’d say he’d be able to. 1/4, enzo

elena gilbert- w elijah : fighting for her LIFE :) if anyone wants to help protect her idunno. most likely dead and will come back without memory AGAIN :( 1/4 bonnie, kiara

homura akemi - w madoka: trying to harm madoka though that’s the last thing in this entire world she’d wanna do. 1/4 madoka

nami- w peggy carter: going thru insanity, might unalive peggy.. watch out for her weathering abilities.. u might get electrocuted 2/4 peggy, mq

diana meade w/jeremiah: trying to fight it, will most likely go haywire with her witch abilities. 2/4 jeremiah , melissa

faye valentine w/spike: trying her best to fight it, she knows how to work a gun and how to fight.. if anyone wants to be injured- or to injure her?? we can discuss.. idunno. 0/4

amy santiago w/jake: running for her life; fighting the magic, last thing she’d want to do is kill anyone, especially jake.. if anyone wants to team up w her or protect ..2/4, rosa, jake

charlie griffiths w tadashi : i’d like to say he’d fight his best, he’d be gentle towards others.. he doesn’t wanna hurt anyone- though if u hurt marie it’s free for all.. js. 1/4 tadashi

tifa lockhart w chu wanning: doing her best to fight it off, though might fall victim.. she’s extremely blessed in combat; will kick some ass.. 1/4, addison

richard gecko w sabina: man has the weakest mentality, is off the hinges. stay weary of him. 0/4

glimmer - not participating:.. will be SO confused.. she’s gonna be like ?? wtf is going on.. whatd i miss.. so if anyone wants this confused angel lets go 0/4

jinx w/ morticia addams : we all already know jinx without magic is insane, so this is going to make her that much more off the rocker.. she’ll be dashing everywhere; hallucinations at all time high... no explosions here because uh i guess she’s behaving but she’ll have some other nonexplosive gadgets.. 3/4 zoya, silco, vi

jade west w/beck : simply put shes trying to stab this man w scissors. 1/4 beck

[dastardlydandelion]

"...except Dewey pretty much, because Dewey's basically unkillable."

Jade Daniels, My Heart is a Chainsaw

and yet....

pfffffft. 😂

[sizhuyu]

Can u write a Xicheng fic in which Lan Quiren supports Jiang Cheng please? I just think our angry purple uncle deserves some validation

Sure! I agree! Anyways.. The topic was not specified so the topic is about in the cultivational conference Jiang Cheng is Xichen’s lover and is being looked down upon by the Jins and then Lan Qiren steps in and supports/ defends Jiang Cheng and this is when Jin Guangshan is still alive! ^^ Here’s to your request! ( yes the title is silly like me ) ✪ ω ✪☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆

☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆ Defend the twin pride! ☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆

The Cultivational Conference was held at Lanling like before. Jiang Cheng was the first then second came Gusu and then the other clans, “Ah! Jiang Cheng.. You’re here early.. You are aware of the topic right? Unless it is too sensitive for you.” Jin Guangshan (<- I despise your existence ) puts his fan up to hide his smirk “How is it that your clan was destroyed and your brother betrayed you? Not like we have that kind of sibling.” Jin Zixun ( <- I hate dislike YOU )comments to Jiang Cheng with only the least disciples after his whole clan was destoyed and burned to the ground. Everyone laughed at him but Lan Qiren had no right to step in “Shufu..” He hears Xichen softly whispering to him and he knows he want’s to interfere.. “Jin Guangshan, Is this how you teach your disciples?” A cold glare by Lan Qiren is rare so he must treasure Jiang Cheng Jin Guangshan thought to himself he never saw this side of Lan Qiren! “Hm? It’s just a joke Qiren!” “Doesn’t seem like it.” Lan Qiren and his angered tone with a cold glare?! He is pissed off that’s what he is! Xichen never saw this side of his so he must like Jiang Cheng. ( like as in like him for Xichen ) Everyone was shook even Jiang Cheng himself! “Hmph!” Jin Guangshan looks away from the Lans and glares at Jin Zixun telling him this is your fault! As if he understood telepathically.. After the bullying Jiang Cheng just managed to hold his tears to the very end  and went to Lan Xichen and cried softly ( HOW DARE YOU MAKE THE MAN CRY?! ) Lan Qiren approached the couple and the rubs Jiang Cheng’s back “I noticed your father did the same thing when you were younger.” “Thank you ( idk what does Jiang Cheng call  Lan Qiren so ima let him call Lan Qiren Shufu also. ) Shufu..” “No worries Jiang Cheng.” 

☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆ End  ☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆

other version if the other one wasn't what you wanted ( modern and idol AU :

☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆First debut for Yunmeng! ☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆

The first debut of Yunmeng duo! Aka Twin prides of Yunmeng! Everyone was excited, they will do a collab with the most well-known idols Twin jades of Gusu! or the Twin jades! Jiang Cheng was already dating the older twin jade while Wei Wuxian was dating the younger jades so it's even. "Jiang Cheng goodluck! It's me and Lan Zhan's performance first then yours then the group-" "Yea yea I know!" Jiang Cheng cuts off Wei Wuxian "Go before the guy calls you-" "Here comes.. WangXian!!" "You jinxed it Cheng-Chengg! Anyways bye!" They hear the crowd cheer for him loudly when they sang their first song ( ofc it's wangxian ). "They're really good.." Jiang Cheng feels like his performance will be a laughing stock.. "Jiang Cheng, You will do great." Lan Qiren appears from behind to support his nephews and soon to be nephews-in-law. He pats Jiang Cheng's back and with that gesture he did his first performance as a success "Encore! Enocre!" "Do it again!" "Xicheng rules with Wangxian!!" The fans shouted praise at them and threw roses then they went backstage to change outfits "Mann even they didn't throw roses at us!" Wei Wuxian pouts with crossed arms "Jealous?" Jiang Cheng smirks at his older brother "Just go change." Jiang Cheng has his victory and is celebrating by defeating his older brother with the song he and Xichen sang.

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if you're doing arcs for tlcstuck DVD commentary, maybe john's? but if you don't have a lot to say on his, kanaya?

Sure, I can talk about John! If you don’t mind, I’m going to sit on the Kanaya request - we have several upcoming Kanaya updates that are relevant, and I’d rather not go through a whole arc review without those to draw on. (I still need to code the darn things too.)

As per usual, this initial post will talk about John’s situation at the start of TLC and our goals for his progression throughout the story. Future posts will skim quickly over relevant scenes with the occasional foray into specifics as I see fit and/or have a funny story to share.

While Jade intentionally conceals aspects of her personality or emotions she thinks are “bad”, John seems to unconsciously repress a lot of negative emotion. Also, despite being named the group’s leader, he takes a lot of orders in their first session. His tirade about Con Air and criticism of how John Cusack doesn’t do anything useful except “operate some heavy machinery at the end” (aka initiate the Scratch) is thinly veiled self-loathing. His issues with being pushed around only increase when he sticks his hand into the juju and gets sent spiraling out of control through the story. So, a big goal of TLC was to give John a sense of control and agency over his own experience. We also wanted to have him take a look at his own repressed emotions and begin to deal with them.

Another thing I’d like to bring up is John’s tendency to filter stuff through media. Part of that is connected to his repression. He’s shown playing games or watching movies in both battleship intermissions, because it’s a good distraction from their situation. As I mentioned already, he vents some of his frustrations by ragging on John Cusack. In an earlier intermission, when he’s not quite ready to openly admit to his feud with Davesprite, he expresses it through the game by insisting that Jade shouldn’t talk to him because he is “the enemy”. In fact, a lot of that Ghostbusters MMORPG scene is John attempting to re-establish himself as a “leader” in a game that doesn’t really need that role, because it’s a safer environment to try to do so. Once John sticks his hand in the juju, he’s given authorial control over the story and how it goes. Since he zaps into the whitespace a few times, he might even be vaguely aware of his existence as a character in a narrative (something usually Time players are most cognizant of). John’s primed to use his vision of his life as a story in some interesting ways, and we do get into that, especially with the narrative prompt sequence. But we have to get there first.

Since that’s pretty short, I’m going to blow through A6A6I4 in this same post. I already went through this with a previous ask but I’ll touch on some details of John’s arc specifically.

ROXY: nix made it sound like u always have to pay some kind of priceJOHN: typheus said the same thing.JOHN: he insisted on being cagey about it, but it sounded like i may have compromised my existence in some mysterious but significant way.

This will get revisited when we get to the walkaround (if I lay down foreshadowing I will pick it back up again, who do you think I am) but it’s mostly a joke. By making the decision to change what he did, John is no longer canonical, which sure compromises his existence. However, going by his situation in the Credits, it’s probably for the best.

Instead of being told what to do by Terezi, John gets to decide how to use his new powers to help fix the timeline, giving him more ownership over both his powers and their success. Then he bangs right into Davesprite, who is not thrilled that there are now more idiots with time powers on the loose.

I think John’s hangup with Davesprite comes from several sources. We saw early on with his freakout over his dad’s room that he comes up with ideas of how people should be, and when those ideas don’t match reality, he’s not happy about it. Dave was never going to be the same irl as online, and Davesprite’s additional heaping of trauma didn’t help. Also, John resents his failings as a leader in the first session, and taking Terezi’s advice and getting himself killed was a big one. He doesn’t know the details of what really went down (that the timeline was already doomed, and it’s implied doomed John sacrificed himself on Typheus’ advice) but what he knows is that he fucked up and got himself and Jade killed, and Davesprite is an inconvenient lingering reminder of a mistake he’d rather write off as something that didn’t really happen.

Now, face to face with the walking reminder of his biggest error, John tries to reassert control. Earlier, he complains that Davesprite tries to take credit for his existence all the time (again making John feel guilty, even if it’s Davesprite trying to scrabble for some sort of continued relevance) and John turns the tables by repeatedly announcing that he’s responsible for their survival, betraying similar insecurities. He also for the first time directly says he’s upset about the way he’s been pushed around instead of being allowed to lead.

JOHN: everyone’s always telling me how to act.JOHN: no one thinks i can handle things on my own.JOHN: i’m the doofus sidekick who makes mistakes and gets in the way so the REAL hero can save the day.JOHN: but i brought back an entire session, and i don’t think that’s only a punch line.

For John, even admitting something is progress.

Ironically, although John will not verbally acknowledge this until their walkaround log (gotta learn the whole self-awareness thing) they’re now in a similar situation, turning back time after their session fell apart.

John brings everyone back to Roxy, where he quickly gives her a complex. John’s attempts to write off everyone from doomed timelines as not real goes back to his repression. He doesn’t want to think about those events or dead friends. He’d rather push it all away, because it’s not real. It doesn’t matter. He’s surprised earlier that Roxy wanted to remember, and now he’s surprised when she suggests reminding everyone else. However, Roxy points out that sometimes remembering bad stuff is important for learning and moving forward, and so he reluctantly agrees.

The conversation with Rose is more important for her arc, but John then has a silly idea and ends up accidentally freeing Jane. Sometimes being silly and impulsive can work out. Soon after, he runs into Jane’s dad, gets upset, and immediately stomps that emotion down… only to run straight into Rose freaking out about doomed Roxy’s death. It’s dead parent flashback central in this castle tonight. Good job specifically mentioning that incident beforehand, John. You jinxed yourself. Earlier, John tries to cover when Rose gets confused about Jane saying Roxy is in jail. He knows what has to happen and agreed to try to conceal it from Rose on Roxy’s request - again, he’d rather think of that set of people as “not real” and figures it’s better for everyone to simply not know. Instead, that leaves Rose unprepared for the shock and makes her even madder when she finds out what’s going on. Consequences, John.

And that brings us up through I4! Good place to stop.

[mellifxuous]

OKAY FIRST DAY OVER BUT ILL PROBABLY MAKE ANOTHER POST AT THE END OF THE WEEEEK. SO im gonna switch out of my act prep class bc i really want that ap study lab and i know thers one during that period so it should b an easy switch AND I got the math teacher that sucks and everyones tellin me to switch out but i have a lotta chingus in that class so i think ill stay for this semester and if it gets rlly bad ill switch out for second semes. I GOT JULIAN FUCKIN LEEEE IN MY APUSH CLASS LMAO ITS GONNA BE A GOOD YEAR😩😩 aND me jessica and alex have all our ap classes together so I HAVE AN AP STUDY GrOuP. ALSO JUSTIN STAMARIA IS IN MY AP ENG CLASS AMD WE SAT NEXT TO EACH OTHER AND WE TALKED A LOT AND I THINK WE GOOD FRIENDS NOW YALL THIS YEAR IS RLLY LOOKIN UP. And i passed justin olsen in the hall and we looked at each other and he gave me that head👏🏼👏🏼 nod👏🏼👏🏼 thanks justin ma boi😩 OHHDUDHSHS AND ME AND MY UTAH SQUAD ARE ALL TAKING APUSH SO WE CAN HAVE THOSE SKYPE STUDY DATES IM SO EXCITED I MISS THEM AND ITLL HELP US A LOT BC WE ALL HAVE DIFF TEACHERS SO THEYLL TEACH US DIFFERENTLY AND WE CAN SHARE WHAT WE LEARNEDED I BET WE ALL GET 4S ON THE AP TESTYST. OH and im switching out of my painting class for ap design and marcelas doin it with me so i alredy have a friend in that class amd its the same period so its also an easy switch yeeyeyeyeye. I got lunch w jade for B days and im so excited also erica is finally here and i showed her to her classes this morn and im rlly excited shes gonna have such a fun highschool time. I got like 3 classes w ariana and i think we culd be better friends this year bc we wont be hanging out that much after school its just gonna stay in school except for tevakanui days. Psych is gonna be such a fun class the teacher is so chill and thers gonna be a lotta jokes told in there i can tell. I got physics w kristen and biz and seth but seth is switchin out to ap (lame) and the teacher said there would be a lot of group stuff so im excited to work w kristen and her friend anika. HOW DID I NOT KNOW ANIKA SHES FRIENDS W A LOTTA MY FRIENDS AND SHES REALLY PRETTY AND NICE WTF. And after school i wend to mcdo w erica and jade and it was rlly chill and fun im glad we did it. N while we were waiting for my mom to pick us up erica introduced her new friend to us and he started a streak w me so i think we friends now plus we had a mini convo on sc about how dumb remmington is SO i think i made 2 friends today wooooottt. U know i think this may be the best year of highschool i got some cute dudes in my classes FOR ONCE OHMYGOD I NEVER GET THE CUTE DUDES BUT ANYWAY if god was rlly listenin mayb he’ll send one my way on his free time #LIVINONAPRAYER AND YOU KNOW WHAT. ITHINK. I THINK IM FINALLY 100% OVER JON. I POSTED ON MY STORY TODAY WITHOUT SECOND GUESSING IF I SHULD POST IT BC JON WOULD SEE ANDDDD I LOOKED AT HIS STORY AND JUST WENT ‘stfu jon’ BC I HATE HIM AND I CAN FIND SOMEONE BETTRRR. Egeheh but watch december roll around and idk we’ll see im thinkin about just ignoring him if he tries to contact me. BUT FR i think this year is actually going to be the best one but i dont wanna jinx it so FINGERS CROSSED. idkk why but whenever i think about junior year being the best i think abt allisons post where she was like '12/13 and the best one yet’ and she was like holdin jons hand or smthn but u couldnt see idk it just reminds me of that BuT i dont wanna be allison 2.0 bc im pretty sure thats what i am to jon we’re jus wayy to similar so im lowkey prayin junior year wont be the best bc i dont wanna be like allison but i also want junior year to be the very best bc i can feel its gonna be lit. Idk fcuk allison im gonna make junior year the best. AND PLEASE JESUSY SEND ME A SIGN WEN UR REDY TO SEND A BOIJ MY WAyyyYyyy