#ughhh im so upset and angry

[bunnihearted]

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[taichouu]

Almost posted a whole ass rant on how I hate transphobes .. nevermind that, look at these girls being sweet.

[monowires]

i just had the first convo with kaidan in me1 that's restored with the same gender romance mods and i'm just. why did they cut this from the game. kaidan stammering because shepard called him a romantic????? WE DESERVED THIS????

[silantryoo]

as much as im annoyed by the potential implications of the mhj/hybe drama i do feel like theres way too much speculation rn ... rlly doesn't sit so well with me that everyone is bashing on mhj alone (im not supporting her either though) and not bang sihyuk too. some hybe stans rlly js worship the guy and idk why . its not like he's innocent too. like those texts from him are so annoying too. abt if she's satisfied that nwjns is so popular and also abt trying to rival aespa / bp alone ...

hybe has sm power and r known for their mediaplay so i rlly do wish people would keep that in mind instead of doing their own speculation to bash on mhj . we don't know fs if she's the reason behind seunghan, youngseo, etc .... it seems so forced that everyone just collectively is making stuff up on their own theories and pissing on her. like im all for it when everything's done with but it's giving misogyny to me ughhh idk how to explain it eitherr without sounding like a mhj stan I PROMISE IM NOT TAKING HER SIDE T_T i just cant help but feel like poeple find it easier to hate and bash on women sometimes. even me scrolling x nowadays feels so annoying. literally feel so bad for illit and nwjns rn.

personally i was a teeny annoyed that illit had a similar image to nwjns w their nostalgia/coquettecore (also though just seems like cute/youthful concept is making a cb in general in kpop) but only because their songs on super real me were the exact type of songs i liked most from nwjns (super shy, hurt etc. the softer less peppy songs compared to hybe boy) so it bothered me that there was an implication that nwjns might be forced to distance itself to a more differing concept to keep some contrast btwn the two ... but ik that's not illit's fault at all (literally love the girls sm im a runext fan ^^) i feel like i can understand the upset that illit was getting a similar concept when every other grp before illit in hybe had more defined concepts seperating each other. but once again that's all hybe's doing ...... seeing the choreographers supporting mhj too makes it seem like not even the nwjns team or even all the staff were on board with the references in the choreo either...

anyways i do hope this controversy doesnt impede on either grps promos :( and i rlly hope everything gets sorted out... im srsly hoping this doesnt turn into a 5050 situtation again but with nwjns i was so upset when that happened . was curious on what your thoughts were or if u were keeping up with everything?

the way im coming back to reply to this first thing after my exams is insane, but this nwjns thing makes me so angry for all the idols under hybe. both parties j cares sm ab money that they're blindsided by the potential of ruining their idols careers, mental health and images. mhj is being stupid and hybe does seem to be doing anything to protect nwjns (as far as we know. i could be wrong).

(yawl, jsyk i obv dont have ALL the information. from what ive seen online and the articles ive read, this is what I THINK. ME. youre free to think smthn else, whether i agree or not.)

i def thing that bang hyung sik (bhs) isn't innocent either. although min heejin (mhj), in my opinion, is more in the wrong j based on the treatment of other idols, bhs seemed to provoke her, and on top of that, the company seems to blindly support ppl and give them a platform so long as they make profit for the company. ive been seeing a lot of ppl saying hes j human but youd think theres a reason why mhj got kicked from sm, yk? and you j took her back in w open arms.

hybe is v good at media play fs. its their forte, and ppl seemed to stray from the from the main problem. mhj is using nwjns as a weapon. hybe probably is doing the same thing w their other groups too, dont get me wrong. ppl seem to forget that this entire issue isnt "drama", its a legal battle ensuing between a huge corporation and its subsidiary. hybe has infinite power compared to ador. its horrible on both ends.

the thing is tho, mhj has consistently been showing the public red flags. the lyrics of 'cookie (ik she didnt write the lyrics but shes the ceo. she got them approved)', the portraits gifted to her of naked underaged girls, her obsession w olivia hussey (who happens to look like minji), her treatment of sm employees, her past work w shinee (sexualization of underaged taemin), etc. not to mention her extremely (at least in my eyes) inappropriate relationship w nwjns. the gifts shes gotten them and how she uses their emotions as a weapon. if bhs did that, everyone would be up in arms.

i dont think (for the most part) this is misogyny. i think ppl alw had a weird feeling about her. at least i did.

idt its good to speculate on ppls departure tho. youre def right ab that. the lsfm hate train (esp the coachella one) most likely has nothing to do w mhj. and i do agree that hybe copied or was at least inspired by nwjns, but idt illit copied them. illit and nwjns have a very 'pinkpantheress' sound, the uk early 00's bedroom pop genre. however, nwjns is more y2k and illit is more dream-like, ykwim? hybe was def inspired by nwjns tho. i think a more fitting one would be tws tbh. their sound is v similar to me (emphasis on to me) than illit.

dont get me wrong, it's incredibly shady and the way that a lot of staff are on her side makes me think that hybe was leeching off of the success of nwjns. it referenced all girl groups under hybe tho, lsfm and fromis, but there was def more nwjns references.

what im worried ab the most are the groups, esp nwjns. lsfm has been going thru their own struggles and rn this isnt the best for them, but theyre not extremely involved in the situation, not like nwjns and illit. illit, from what ive seen, has majority of the success and recognition from overseas. however, their success in korea'll take a huge hit. itll def take a toll on the girls mental, considering they j debuted and this happened.

nwjns is the worst off. theres a chance they might leave w mhj if ador does pull away from hybe, which isnt in the groups best interest. mhj's press conference and overall attitude is gonna affect their upcoming release fs, and their proximity to mhj herself is worrisome.

hybe doesnt seem to be doing shit to protect their artists, they're j protecting their name. theres no statement on or for illit, no statement on malicious comments for any of the groups (that i know of).

tldr: min heejin and hybe are both at fault. dont take sides of either, take the side of the idols.

sorry, im j so passionate ab this. the shit ive been seeing online has been making me mad. after getting back from the lsfm hate train too... as mad as i am at mhj, hybe GAVE her that platform. if the things they claim is true, and if the speculation is true, they alr knew from her past employment that she was shady. its their fault for allowing that.

[pettydollie]

talking about each of rory's boyfriends

dean: ugh. ik EVERYONE says this, but s1 dean was just like soo perfect. too good to be true. he was cute, charming, and kind. i think he was a good 1st bf for rory. besides the fact that he freaking dumped her just because she wasnt ready to say "i love you back" and didnt respect her opinion on donna reed. and theres more. s4, took advantage of her and took away her virginity (im not fully blaming him, rory made me really mad too). like dude, he was MARRIED. poor lindsay didn't deserve being treated the way she was also. she just wanted to be with her husband. and then he based their (rory and dean) little relationship on sex. LIKE HUH?? when he was drunk the night before his wedding, he was saying how rory could fix the world, he loved her, and how she was so smart. what happened to that like what.. overall, i think he was great for a while until he wasn't. he also didn't have any character development at all. jess: in case you haven't seen any of my other posts, i am 100% team jess. i could write an essay about why he was the best bf, but i wont. and im not saying he was perfect at all. like ofc not, no one is! but the little things he did were just soo cute even when they weren't together. like buying rory's basket for $90! ughhh i love that episode sm. anyways, i love the fact that they were genuinely great friends before lovers. AND LETS TALK ABOUT SEASON 6. "wHy did you drop out of yAAleE?" iconic. okok so i absolutely adore that he was being totally honest with her. he was just real. like "rory, wtf are you doing?" he got her head back in the game. omg i saw this one post that was saying how when logan bought rory that birkin bag, she thought it was nice but didnt really know how to respond, but when jess gave her a copy of his book, she was really happy. because she has something special with him. ALSO did anyone else notice how jess was the only bf she didnt have sex with?? not really too important, but just wanted to say that. in AYITL, he gave rory the idea to write a book. i feel like he was always there for her. always. as a friend, bf, ex, and then friend again. through her ups and downs, he was there. fight me all you want, they shouldve been endgame. i was a upset when he got all angry when rory didn't want to have sex with him in another person's house. ik that he was moody or wtv but still. AND THE FACT THAT HE JUST LEFT WITHOUT TELLING RORY. im not saying he shouldve stayed (well i kinda am) but i was so mad that he just left her in the dark. also totally not necessary, but here are some of my fav quotes from him. "ernest only has lovely things to say about you", "i love you", "an innocent boy like me should not be raised in an atmosphere like this! i wanna be good, life's just not letting me", "i like this shirt. it brings out my eyes", "it feels like im with rory and youre not", "wanna push me in the lake?", "22.8 miles. do you YAHOO?" i have more in the dungeon logan: 2nd fave bf. he was meh. sometimes he was an absolute jerkk but i do like how he pushed her out of her comfort zone a bit. AND how he tried the whole boyfriend-girlfriend thing because he liked her so much. and personally, when jess went to visit rory in s6 ep8, i think he had a valid reason to be upset. like he literally pulled up to richard and emily's to see rory with a random dude going out. and the first thing she said to him was "when did you get back? i thought you were coming home tomorrow?" i mean i could totally see why he thought something was going on. (but he did overdo it a little. at first it was understandable but as the night went on, he was just being plain rude). on the other hand, he was kinda boring to me. i feel like he didnt really have much of a personality besides being rory's bf. BUT I HATE HATE HATEEEEE that he was hooking up with rory and ENGAGED TO ANOTHER WOMAN in AYITL. its like dean all over again smh. tbh im glad rory didnt end up with him. BUT HES HER BABY DADDY (im pretty sure) LIKE NOOOO anyways, these are just my opinions and feel free to disagree just dont bash me please <3

[ninthhousesteel]

(s4 vol2 spoilers)

ughhh yea i need to vent about vol 2 like what the fuck????? vol 1 was so good and now this?? what happened to all the group chemistry, the depth? also eddie’s death felt so empty?? i have so many complaints but like the fucking vickie stuff hit me the most! like she’s just the same character as robin except like bi or something. honestly i would’ve been at least a little more okay with a random love interest for robin if they didn’t do the laziest job writing her!! she’s just a mirror! they have no chemistry as a couple whatsoever, it feels like a never-ending, stalemated game of pong! robin deserved so much better, i am so angry about this!

st4 spoilers

i agree it all felt so empty and meaningless

like stancy revival i guess but that reverses 3 seasons of character development not to mention the whole 6 kids thing was so out of character for steve like Why in the world would he say that

im the most upset about vickie because She Has No Character outside of "love interest for robin" and oops i guess the writers weren't paying too much attention or havent ever talked to a gay person because she ended up being just a carbon fucking copy of robin. her only trait is talks too fast. that's it

and eddie.... we all knew it was coming because stranger things is fucking repetitive with the introducing character and killing them bullshit . they knew we were all going to love him and they killed him

AND NO ONE ADDRESSED IT??? other than dustin and it was just???? weird????

[delliques]

even tho my dad didnt do hard liquor it was still a lot of damage and careless wasteful frustrating shit he'd do breaking things and getting mad and having to see your father in an angry dumb state like that for most of your life just ughhh...

had a dream i still lived there and i came downstairs to find he bought a bunch of food for himself (no big deal im not hungry) but he clogged the kitchen sink trying to clean something (no big deal i'll fix it) and i had to hide fixing it (it'll make him upset) and i found he shoved a bunch of paper towels and rags down there and my clothes down there (it's ok i'll pull it all out) and he'll get mad at me or feel bad if he sees me pull them out or if i'm upset. (he cant help it)

i used to hide when he was drunk. and he'd come home and just get drunk. just better that way to hide. i wouldnt have to see the dumb stuff he's do or say that i didnt know how to reply to. or deal with it. just better to clean up the aftermath.

in the dream i put all my clothes and rags in a bag and snuck out (could never do irl) i thought i was going to my mom's friend's house but it was the wrong house. a friendly old woman was living alone making a recipe. she invited her other old friend to make it with her. they offered to help me too but i was on the verge of tears and didnt want to talk to them so i declined and stumbled into an olvera st type place. i ran, i didnt want to be perceived, stopping to look at candies and scenery on the way. i was just angry and sad and wanted to run.

sometimes i want to run from my current life but things are so much better these days. i dont feel the need to hide from anyone. i'm more at peace.

[kitten4sannie]

Hiii BBY how are you??? Hope everything is well ❤️‍🩹

First of all I'm so sorry about your fics being flagged :((( that sucks so much (sorry if you were feeling better about it and I just reminded you but ughhh it makes me so angry 😡) your work deserves all the love and attention because it's top tier, I wish there were more ways I could support you (if there are lemme know ofc apart from reblogging and commenting <333)

But also I saw you saying you were seeing cravity!! I'm seeing them soon too, and ateez at a festival they're doing here 😍😍 I'm so excited. AND SHINEE. Bruh I've been a fan of SHINee for sooooo long my mind can't process that I'm seeing them??? Probably between seeing them and ateez at the same place I'll pass out but oh well ✌🏼

Here's a Sannie pic (should I end all my asks with a Sannie pic? I think yes)

hi nyannn :3 im okay i was really sad and upset earlier but i felt a little better after talking to my friends about it! aww it’s sweet of you to get mad on my behalf you’re so cute ;-; seeing this ask made me feel even better too uwu your support means the world to me <33 top tier omg plsss i will shed a tear rn 🥺 aww thank you for asking darling if you do feel so inclined to tip me this is my kofi <3

yess it was really funnnn here are a few pics :3 <3

sidhfhf ateez, cravity, AND shinee at the same festival??? omg that’s so sick!! i’m so happy for you i hope you have lots of funnn can you send me some pics if you take some? only if you’re comfy with that ofc. i’m also seeing ateez soonnn at kcon la ^^ i’m gonna dieeeee. ahhh princess sannie ;-; 💞 so cutee and omg yes pleaseee 🥺

[abandoned-ax]

Im on the team pt - 4

Pt 1 Pt 2 Pt 3

Haikyuu x ftm reader

Summery: 1st day of the training camp

When we came back for the longer training camp I was much more relaxed. Last time it was only one night but just a few weeks later and were back. Everyone’s been starting to try new things, I think last training camp had everyone realizing we don’t match up at all. Iv been working with Noya a bit more on receiving and everything a libero does as well as working with Tanaka on spiking. But the most interesting thing Iv been doing is helping Kagayama out, he’s working on a new kind of set and asked me if I would throw for him one day after practice, I was hanging back a bit myself just not wanting to leave the gym and so I decided to help him out. I’m seeing a new side to him I didn’t know, I’m used to seeing him as the perfect setter like he could do anything, but seeing him struggling and frustrated is new. The day before we left for training camp we were practicing his set and he got angrier then I had ever seen him, he threw the ball and shouted.

“Ahhhhhh! Why can’t I get it!”

I’m immediately on the ground trying to figure out what to do to help calm him down, but the only thing I can think of that he likes is volleyball. Sooo

“Kageyama!” He pauses to look at me, “umm I was wondering if you wanted to take a break from your set and maybe help me with mine instead.” I guess that got him to pause since he was now just looking at me, “is just Iv been wanting to work on it for a while now but it’s just, your so good at it and I just wanted to ask for some pointers, and it just seems like you could use a break so.” His breathing has started to even out a bit more, he looks a bit caught off guard.

“Ughh yeah I can do that.” So for the next half hour we worked ok my set, I made sure to praise and complement him on his set to make sure he knew how talented he was, I’m sure working so hard on a set and not being able to get it is really frustrating. After a while we were both tired so we moved to sit down drinking our water in silence.

“Thank you for helping me out, and you know for calming me down.” His voice got quieter as the sentence went on but I understood what he was getting at.

“It’s all good kageyama. I bet it’s frustrating.” He looks over at me and we make eye contact, it’s nice.

“Iv always been able to get it, and I just haven’t had to do something new like that in a while.”

“I know it’s frustrating, and I know I don’t know a lot about volleyball but even I know your one of the most talented players, you’ll get it, it’s just going to take a bit of time.”

“Thanks (Y/N)”

I smile over at him happy I could help in anyway, he pulls out his phone to check the time, “holy shit it’s late.” I look over at his phone and realize it’s 12:30 already!

“Oh wow.” Kagayama looks over at me and we start laughing, both realizing how wild it is that we stayed here for that long, “oh my god our buss to head to training camp is going to be here is like 4 hours!” Kagayama starts laughing louder.

“Holy shut we should head home huh?!” Both of us calm down our giggles before moving to walk home, we walk mostly together till we half to part ways, “well I’ll see you in a few hours Kags.”

He smiles at me a little “yeah I’ll see you in a few hours.” And with that we split ways.

It’s before the sun comes up that we have to be at the busses so naturally everyone is very tired. I meet Tsuki and Yams there but once Kagayama shows up I move over to him, he’s looking through his bag and so I ask “making sure you packed everything?” He look up startled but his gaze softens when he sees it’s me, “yeah after how late we got home last night I didn’t really have time to pack properly.” I giggle at him, “lucky I pack like a week in advance.” He chuckles “maybe I should start doing that to huh.” Coach gives a little speech and tells us all to get on the bus, I was originally planning on sitting wish Tsuki and Yams but they ended up sitting together and Kags asked if I wanted to sit with him so that’s what I did. Not long into the drive I ended up falling asleep with my head on Kagayamas shoulder, and he fell asleep with his on my head. But we were rudely awoken by Daichi “come on idiots were here.” I know I have a massive blush in my face so I get up and move to get off the bus quickly, I hear Daichi chuckle at us but ignore it and move quickly, one off the bus I move to find Tsuki and Yams, “so I see you’ve become friends with the king?” Tsuki says skeptically, “oh shut it Tsuki.” Yams laughs at us as we see Nekoma come out to greet us.

I walk over to where Kenma is talking to Hinata excited to see him again since we talked a bit at the last training camp and he seems super cool, “hey Kenma!” He looks away from Hinata and smiles at me “hey (Y/N), I was just talking to Hinata about the camp.”

“Oh yeah! It’s in a different place, do you know why?” Kenma chuckles at that question “yeah it’s a bigger space and a bit cooler here, but there’s a lot of bugs.”

“Fuck I should have brought bug spray.”

“It’s ok you can use mine if you wanna,” he says smiling a bit.

“Are you sure that would be ok?”

“Yeah I don’t mind!”

“Thanks Kennma.” I smile at him but the moment is cut short by a super tall guy yelling over at Hinata “hey did you grow taller yet?!” The two start bickering and I give Kenma a surprised look,

“that’s Lev, he’s the new kid for us.”

I giggle at the distressed look he gets looking over at the tall kid.

“I’m guessing he’s...a lot.”

“How’d you know?”

“I mean he did interrupt our conversation by yelling at Hinata about his height.” Kenma laughs at that.

“So (Y/N) you play any video games?” Me and Kenma talked the entire walk to Karasanos room, finding we have quite a bit in common, from our love of the same video games to our inability to sleep most nights. He’s nice to talk to, his calm and quiet tone is relaxing to listen to and his more subtle demeanor is cute.

We all put our bags in the room and got ready for our first game today. I didn’t play in the first few, but after a couple they switched me into the libero spot for a while and then I played middle blocker. We aren’t doing too good tho, haven’t won a single game, and after the 8th time doing the run for the loosing team I think I’m gunna die. When the end of the day came around we all collapsed after our last run.

“Ughhh I don’t think I can breath” I hear tanaka yell.

“We lost every game, how’d we lose every game.” Suga asked

We looked into the gym to watch the one game that’s still going, we are nowhere near that level. Daichi sits up and says he’s going to work on the synchronized attack, so everyone started to scatter.

I look over and see Tsuki walking away from the gym most of our team was using and Yams yells over at him “you aren’t going to practice Tsuki?” Tsuki turns around “no, we practice enough already.” And starts walking away, I knew Yams was probably itching to go practice his serve so I tell him, “go, I’ll follow the giraffe.” He smiles gratefully at me and I starts chasing after the blond boy.

“Tsuki wait up!” He doesn’t turn around so I start running faster till I catch up with him. “ughhh why are your legs so long!”

“There not that long yours are just short.”

We pause for a moment, it’s awkward. Me and Tsuki have never had an awkward moment, I don’t like it.

“Aren’t you going to practice?”

“No, we do that enough, everyday for hours we practice, I’m done for the night.”

I’m so lost on what to do at this point, I want him to come practice but I can’t force him too,

“Hey glasses kid,” I hear a voice say and turn around Tsuki stopping in his place, “oh and (Y/N)” it’s Kuroo from Nekoma.

“You guys wanna come practice with us? We could use another blocker!” I look over to Tsuki hopefully, maybe this will be the opportunity to get him motivated. Tsuki looks up and with the fakest smile on his face he says “sorry, I’m all done for the night.”

Kuroo and one of the other guys I think from Fukurodani are both appalled by his response,

“You know he may not look it but he’s one of the top 5 aces is Japan.”

The owl looking guy stands up taller and puffs out his chest looking proud. It’s cute!

“Yeah I think he’s still upset he’s not in the top 3 anymore.” I chuckle, there fun, you can tell they all joke around a lot.

“Well I’m in.” I say walking up to the gym and yelling back at Tsuki “don’t make me do this alone.” The three others stay in the door continuing to try and convince Tsuki to join.

I’m walking through but jump when I her “oh hi” from the floor, looking down it’s the tall kid who was talking to Hinata earlier. He looks like a baby dear before it can walk!

“What happened to you?”

“Kuroo did.” I laugh back at him. He sits up more going over to sit agains the wall and I move to sit next you him.

“Your a first year right? How long have you been playing?” A guy like him is clearly a powerhouse, I assume he’s been playing for years.

“Oh I just started!” He says with a goofy grin on his face,

“You just started!!”

“Hey! How long have you been playing!” He says in an amusing accusatory tone

“Well, I kinda just started too!”

“Haha were tied.” I smile over at him, he looks kinda intimidating but he certainly doesn’t act it as he giggles at our interaction. I think back to when I first saw him earlier he was with Kennma, I wonder where he is?

“Hey your on the team with Kennma right, I just talked to him earlier today and haven’t seen him around much since?”

“Oh Kennma?” I hear Kuroo yell jogging over to us “he went to go play some video games, he’s not really the type that needs to practice, nor do I think we could get him too!” He chuckles.

“Oh that reminds me! Did you get Tsuki to join?”

Kuroo gets a cocky smile on his face looking over his shoulder to see Tsuki looking angry. I get up but before I Kuroo I say “great, you made our tall guy with glasses angry.” I laugh at him sarcastically, he laughs back loudly and we go to start our first practice game of many.

An: hey guys sorry it’s been too long, I’m currently thinking I’ll make this a Kenma x Reader X Kuroo or maybe a Tsuki X reader not sure yet!! Let me know what you think!!!

[cottoncandy-jester]

✨Lie down darling it's time for a dream✨

Faking it pt 2(mom squad)

Thought i would do a part two except with the mom squad cause...yeah i like the thought of this scenario plus yaku makes my heart race

This is very much 18+ also like before reader is a girl

Sugawara koushi

Okay so starting with sugamama

he knows something isn't quite right when you guys do it mostly cause he knows your body

He knows your soft spots and little twitches during climax

Hell he knows the exact moan you maie when cumming

He is the type to catch you redhanded

Like when you guys do it and you claim to cum

He just stares at you for a looong time before giving you a look that just oozes with "you sure bout that?"

Honestly he is pretty upset that you would just lie right infront of him

He calls you out and when you try to come up with some excuse he doesn't want to hear it

"c-cumming! A-ah koushi!"

Your loud whine and arching of your back made the male above you grunt lowly as he cummed inside you but something wasn't quite right. There was no tight clenching feeling around his cock and the way you looked under him made him question the words that just spilled from your lips

"you came?"

His question made you shudder as you looked into his eyes only to see darkness staring back at you, he was dead serious and it was a little scary. As you wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned up kissing his lips quickly a soft laugh escaped you

"of course I did koushi! What a weird question"

Your playful tone made him relax but something still wasn't right, he knew your body almost better than you did. He knew what you having an orgasm felt like and that did not feel like that, as he stared at you a feeling of embarrassment and pain flooded him at the thought of you faking an orgasm, was he that bad at sex now?

"sweetie, did you fake that orgasm?"

He noticed how pale you got from just a question and that was the evidence he needed to confirm his thoughts. Without thinking the male rocked his hips now slamming deep into you earning a shocked gasp from your lips.

"k-koushi what ar-"

"shhhh I'm going to make you cum, then we can talk about this but for now I need to see you at least squirt so it seems we are going to be here a while"

Akaashi keiji

He likes to think that you enjoy having sex with him

He doesn't brag or anything but he feels confident in his sex life

You never complained to him so he didn't think anything was weird

Sure sometimes your moans sound a little overdramatic and weird at times but maybe it's cause you really like it

One day after a session and a ton of aftercare he decided to jump into the shower

You two normally shower together but today you two decided to take separate showers

You were desperate for the orgasm that keiji failed to give you so you figured you would use a toy while he showers

You were not expecting to be caught

A shaky sigh escaped you as you shoved the toy deeper inside, the vibrating feeling driving you close to climax. You felt a little bad for telling keiji that you cummed when you really didn't but you honestly didn't want to hurt his pride so you would usually just make yourself cum afterwards when you're alone.

"so close, ah..I'm going to cum"

Your needy little whines that escaped you only got louder but before you could even do anything someone gripped your wrist tightly, you flinched only to be face to face with akaashi who had a curious Expression.

He slowly pulled the toy out of you before dropping it on the floor. He honestly didn't know what to think, you two just had sex and you were using a sex toy right after either you were still horny or not satisfied

"tell me, what exactly are you doing?"

You glanced down to see the male was still a little wet from the shower, you must have been too busy to notice the shower stopping and him getting out. A gulp came from you as you decided to confess the truth

"i-im sorry keiji, I didn't quite cum so I decided to just-"

"tell me you did and handle it yourself? That's quite rude. As your partner you should tell me these things"

His tone was brimming with pain as a large sigh came from him and he settled between your legs his tongue now trailing along your thigh.

"guess I have to make you cum over and over until I feel better about this"

You looked down and could see the light smirk on his face and honestly that scared you. You two spent the next hour fucking so hard that you were sobbing and shaking

Iwaizumi hajime

Okay so it takes him a while to find out

You keep it a secret pretty good

You two don't really talk about sex much except for when you want to try a new kink

Oikawa thought it would be funny to get you drunk and make you spill all your secrets

He learned your breast size, your favorite songs, and another interesting secret

"h-hajime is always sooooo busy and we barley fuck it's sooo awful"

Oh? Yes do tell more you drunk cutie

"then when we do have sex he has his moments where he just can't hit it right..ughhh I have to fake it sometimes..isn't that the worst tooru?"

Oikawa is SHOCKED

And offended like iwa chan how you neglect this poor girl of her proper needs

The idiot talks to iwaizumi the next day telling him everything

Iwaizumi is not pleased no he's pissed that you went to oikawa and blabbered about how unhappy you are

Jealousy is quick to set in and before you know it you find yourself in the back seat of iwaizumi's car facing his wrath

"did you tell shittykawa so he can fuck you? You think he can fuck you better than me?"

Iwaizumi's harsh tone as he pumped two fingers in and out of your wet cunt watching your body writhe in pleasure again the leather seats.

He had asked you out on a date but during the date he was cold and distance the entire time and you just realized why. The male pulled back only unbuckle his pants whipping his hard cock out as he looked down at you with a look of pure rage before he took out his phone and started to record you

"you're gonna soak these car seats with your juices and prove to shittykawa that I'm enough for you"

You two fucked for hours and when done iwaizumi sent the video to oikawa with zero explanation.

Yaku morisuke

Okay for this one yaku is a little mean but...I mean it's yaku.

Okay so yaku is terrifying when angry

You honestly didn't even mean to fake it the first time but he didnt catch it and you were way too scared to say anything

After your third time faking you were wondering what to do

He is really good at sex but there are just some times where he doesn't quite hit the mark

Like the dumbass you are you asked lev for advice

Lev honestly said to just talk to him but you decided you rather die than do that

So lev did it for you- AND BOY

You hummed as you cut up carrots for the curry you were making for dinner while yaku was gone, you definitely wasn't expecting him to show up early and by the slam you heard you can guess that he was very upset.

Before you could turn around you felt arms wrap around you locking you in place, a hand swiftly reached and gropes your breast. You tensed before glancing back and seeing angry eyes glaring at you

"h-hey, sweetie what's-"

"so, I can't make you cum huh? That's what you think yeah? What did you and lev laugh behind my back about it?"

His tone was sharp as he calmly reached past you to turn the stove off before pushing you against the counter bending you over it and quickly exposing your already wet pussy with a low growl

"fuck you, fuck both you and lev for making a damn fool of me."

When you tried to speak he simply wrapped a hand arounf your throat before giving it a firm squeeze while his other hand quickly released his cock from his pants.

"shut the hell up, do you know how fucking embarrassing it is to hear that you told lev that you faked an orgasm or two with me? Damn it that really sucks to hear but I suppose it makes sense"

Yaku lined himself up before shoving himself inside you with little to no warning, he pulled you back against his chest his hand still around your throat as he started to mercilessly fuck you in the kitchen.

"it's fine, just means I gotta break you a little..all you're going to think about is how good I make you feel. I'll make sure to make up for those times you didn't cum by making you cum all over the floor, you'll be my littlw dumb cock whore once I'm fucking done with you"

Yaku did make good on his statement and fucked you while whispering filthy words and Insults in your ear til you started to cry. You wounded his ego so it was only normal for him to be your self esteem just a little bit.

[bunnihearted]

🪞😓🌧️

[becomingbts]

OMG PLZ TELL ME SHE WONT END UP TOGETHER WITH THEM😭😭😭(literally crying rn like not laughing crying but literally crying,,, very angry and partially sad tears) PLZ AUTHOR PLZ😭😭😭 ,,I HATE THEM,,THIS CHAPTER JUST BROKE ME🥺🥺 like I don’t have sympathy for not one of them especially jimin, jk, namjoon, and tae,, Yoongi is the only one who I feel like deserves rights or I feel like I could stand a little at this point still dislike him a lot but at least the dude is self aware and understands the level of wrongness they did her, I’m loving how he is accepting the truth that he’s a piece of shit and not making it about himself like jk or feeling and acting like jimin, jimin is just so ughhh *chokes the air*,,and I like how hoseok and Jin just being quiet and not saying shxt, as they should, they know their place and it needs to stay that way if only the others could take some notes😭😭😭,,,but yeah they can all truly go to hell,, they literally made me so angry bro I think I hate jimin the most, that flashback literally broke me like I hate him he does not deserve any happiness in life like ever and he had the nerve to go up to her and try explain and save face and I was like NO ITS TOO LATE FOR THAT BUDDY UR GOING TO HELL LIKE THE REST OF THEM STOP THE ENTITLEMENT AND THE FALSE HOPE like I hate how he has the nerve to go to her concerts and feel like he should be heard out like does he rlly feel like he could fix this and have her listen to his side and all will be right and forgiven??? IS HE SERIOUS ????HES SUCH A DOUCH😡😡everything he does just irks me like he has no right,, NONE OF THEM DESERVE HER SHES BEEN THRU SM AND IS SO GOOD AND TALENTED😡😡😡 SHE DOESN’T DESERVE SCUMMY PEICES OF SHIT LIKE THEM IN HER LIFE😡😡😡,, plz I’m begging u🥺 I would rlly love it if u let her fall in love with raya or something & let her have the happy ending she deserves by herself or with someone or ppl other than the boys & find happiness without the boys, it would make such a beautiful story and lesson, lol fuck redemption and forgiveness and second chances at love,, or I would rlly love if she just forgave them and moved on but didn’t get together with them maybe they just went back to being strangers or became friends and that would just be the end of that, after what they did I just think she deserves better and they rlly don’t deserve to be with her,, especially after seeing what jimin did and reading jimin’s and Jks thoughts, it’s just not it, after that bitch gave her hope and left her for dead he has the nerve like wow what a fool🙄,,, but anyways,, most importantly this chapter was amazing💜, Ur literally so talented, THANK U THANK U FOR SHARING THIS STORY WITH USS LIKE IM LITERALLY IN LOVE AND LOOK FORWARD TO ALL UR UPDATES💕✨

I MEAN JKSDKSHDJ HELLO ANON HAHAHA

I kinda already spoiled that a redemption arc would happen;;; IM SORRY THO, I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT NONETHELESS! ksjksj

Yoongi a precious bean, he's just dealing with trauma as best as he can to be honest TT NO BUT I AGREE THOUGH, THEY DON'T DESERVE HER LOOOL Jimin can rot , JK is well, a soft bun, BUT STILL SELFISH LOL Namjoon and Tae can leave, idc, Seokie and Hobi at least know to remain quiet, we can give that to them.

Jimin is entitled asf, he knows that what he's doing is wrong but he cannot help it, he's just,,,, frustrating asf LOL

On a side note though, I did ponder a lot before starting this story because I personally believe that what they did is not forgivable. Like, would OC be me, I'd probably never forgive them, whether they meant to hurt or not. However, as I started writing it, it made sense to me that I truly wanted to have traumatized characters while they also have a heavy history, and this history doesn't make them good people. If anything, it makes despicable and really raw. Maybe when you'll hear more from some of their sides, you'll understand how I came to feel that way, but I truly thought of making her fall in love with Raya (actually, my very first draft was that Raya and her were both together when the bonding with JK happened, but it made way too much drama with Raya being jealous, Raya needing to accept JK whether she wanted it or not etc.)

I'm pretty happy with the ending I have in mind, and I do hope that even if it doesn't really fit your idea, you'll come to like it nonetheless TT Though I'm also thinking of maybe doing a spin-off with a Raya ending, so we'll see if this happens one day!!

Thank you so much bub, I can't explain how happy everyone's enthusiasm makes me TT I really hope you won't be too disappointed with OC's choices, I'm trying to find a good balance between her character and my own personality because I don't want to give her the same ending as the one I chose for myself.

I LOVE YOU TAKE CARE ✨✨✨ PLEASE DON'T BE TOO UPSET WITH THE ENDING KSLJDKSJ

[elvencantation]

gyadl ep15 liveblog

-wow ok we just started and i’m already annoyed at xxc

-not that it takes much fo me to be annoyed at him 😂

-he’s a dick

- oh my god shut up literally nobody cares

-let. go. of. her.

-‘as long as i can help you, i’ll do anything’ dude u think ur romantic, but ur just being a creep

- THE FUCK?!?

-DONT LOOK SO FUCKIN PLEASED WITH URSELF HONG LAN

-poor gremlin didi waiting out there alone...

-oh no lfs looks so happy when lc comes back cause he thinks he’ll bring tianying with him 😭

-oh no worried lfs

-my hearttt

-ughhh i don’t want tianying to blame herself for xu dad being a dick and xxc being a judgmental noodle!!

-oh no gremlin didi saw them together

-wait did xxc take advantage of gremlin didi’s honesty to fuck with his literal best friend and the girl he likes??

-ughhh ofc it is

-i hate xxc and hong lan conspiring 😒

-SHAME ON YOU XXC

-awww gremlin didi lied about seeing tianying so as to not upset his da ge 😭

-ughhh no don’t call him tianying!! he’s creepily fondling ur photo!

-uhh… i see this going one of two ways. and both i don’t like. if xxc stands up to these assholes and gets them arrested, she’ll be proud of him. if he gets beat up trying to get them arrested, she’ll also be proud of him but then theres the added benefit of him being injured

-ah yes, let’s throw cabbages that’ll totally help

-(wheres everyone getting all these cabbages is my question. are they just- carrying them around? like yes i must go buy dumplings. don’t forget to bring a cabbage dear!)

-why are they thanking him??? he told the policemen not to follow the assholes??

-IM SO ANNOYED THATS ALL IT TOOK FOR HER TO FORGIVE HIM

-MAYBE POLICE ARE NOT AS BAD AS PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE???

-DID YOU NOT SEE THE LITERAL BRIBERY GOING ON IN FRONT OF UR NOSE??

-hhhhhh im so annoyed

-POLICE AND DOCTORS DO NOT HAVE THE SAME MISSION YOU KNUCKLHEAD!

-I JUST WANT HIM TO SHUT UP

-ugh and it’s back to hong lan babying lfs. and not in a cute way

-and xxc coming to team up against him 😒

-don’t smile at him like that xxc HIS HANDS ARE FINE NOW!!!

-UGHHHHH I HATE THEM BOTH SM

-UR MAKING MY BOY LFS SAD AND I CANT FORGIVE THAT

-wtf did she burn herself on purpose so lfs would feel bad for her??

-my boy qikai is here!! and looks so good!

-also i thought he liked xu meimei, not hong lan! stop giving them these moments then!

-NO DONT SUGGEST HE BECOMES HER BODYGUARD WHY ARE U LIKE THIS LIN DA GE

-YAY I GET TO SEE XU MEIMEI AGIAN SHES A SWEET GIRL

-ugh xxc here to ruin the scene. why can’t it just be xu meimei and tianying??

-OH NO I WAS A PROPHET WHEN I MENTIONED PUBLIC LIVE TV PROPOSALS WHY DID I JINX IT

-now i’m straight up angry

-when i said i was pissed off earlier i was incorrect

-I HATE HIM. SO MUCH

-FUCK AND LFS IS THERE???

-IM CRYING. IM CYRING AND IM ANGRY. WHICH IS A CONFUSING FEELING I DONT THINK IVE FELT BEFORE

-SURPRISE MY ASS. THATS STRAIGHT UP CRUEL WHAT THE FUCK XXC

-THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS FOR THIS

-oh mY GOD I RLY DONT WANT ANY MORE SCENES OF HONG LAN AND AND XXC PLOTTING TO MAKE PEOPLE MISERABLE CAUSE THEY THINK THEY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT

-I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I DONT WANT IT

-NOBODY WANTS TO LOOK AT UR STUPID DRAWINGS XXC

-i literally yelled that

-(i feel a bit bad i wanna gif hong lan in this scene tho cause she looks cute af)

-time to post a very loud video to finish off this liveblog

[hxseok-honee]

Hey it's the new manager ask person , It's been three days and I'm still hurt that they just left , I even ate a pint of ice cream before work trying to ease the anxiety and shit , and idk why I'm so upset and emotional over it :( I've only known that person less than a month, so I can't understand why im feeling so hurt over it , and I'm still angry and my energy is really depleted and ughhh

honestly this is totally understandable -- thats just a lot of pressure and responsibility to put on someone so last minute ://// im sorry youre going through it rn 

[thesesoftboys]

goodcan for @krazy-noona! sorry it took so long, but it’s finally done: i hope you like it. also, i ship goodcan and im not sorry.

so, my official otps are: aipete, technotype (sorry, tharn, nothing personal but idk you at all), and goodcan! whoooo all cute and soft and positive ships <3

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In a clatter of loud footsteps and even louder cursing, Can stormed into Good’s dorm room and fell face-first into Good’s bed. He was still mumbling into the mattress, occasionally hitting it with his fist (accidentally catching Good on the knee once), and Good debated on whether he should let Can flail whatever it was out of his system or interrupt before he hurt himself. It took a while, the pros and cons piling up in his head, but he eventually decided to reach out and hold one of Can’s hands down.

‘Can, stop,’ said Good.

Can turned his head a bit so he could pout at Good with half of his face. ‘Good! GOOD! I hate my life! Do you know what just happened? Well, let me tell you because you’re not gonna believe it, it’s so embarrassing I think I could die!’ His foot kicked in the air and he tried to squirm free but Good had a pretty firm grip on him. ‘I’ve literally never been so - can you believe it? I bet you won’t! Ugh! UGHHH!’

Good blinked at Can. ‘You haven’t told me anything yet, Can.’

Can pushed himself up to sit cross-legged with his right hand still in Good’s clasp and the other free to wreak havoc. ‘It was that asshole from the IC Department! You know, the one I punched? Still worth it. Anyway, he - he - he - ‘ Twin spots of red colour bloomed on Can’s cheeks and he clenched his fist and glared down at it.

‘...He?’ Good prompted softly. He realised that Can was really upset about this. He softened his hold on Can’s wrist and slowly drew circles on the underside of it. A long time ago, Good found out that being unhurried and quiet actually helped Can be the same. It was Good’s natural state, anyway.

Can lifted his gaze and met Good’s. ‘He kissed me!’ Can burst out, waving his fist above his head like he was going to hit someone. ‘It was my first kiss, you know, and he took it like it was his fucking right! I don’t even know him. I don’t like him. And he did it just to get back at me. What kind of person does that?’ Can slumped down and rested his forehead on Good’s shoulder. ‘I know it’s stupid but I wanted my first kiss to be special. Ugh, I get even more upset every time I think about it. Good, you understand me, right? Right, Good?’

A strange feeling swept through Good, sharp and prickly and like he wanted to punch someone. Good placed a hand on the back of Can’s head, petting him like a cat. Good tried to think through his tangled thoughts and get them past his lips but found it impossible to do, so the silence stretched out longer than usual. Can seemed to find it soothing, though, his little twitches and impatient fidgeting fading away with every second that ticked by.

Someone stole Can’s first kiss, someone he already had a problem with. Understandably, Can was upset. Good was upset, too, because this jerk messed with his best friend, but there was something else that dug its thorn into his chest. Good didn’t know what to call this unknown feeling but he did not like it one bit.

‘Can,’ he said, patting the back of Can’s head to make him pull away and look at him. The pout was still there on his lips. ‘Are you mad because your first kiss got stolen or because it was this IC guy who did it?’

‘Both! I want to forget all about it but how can I? Argh, I hate his face so much.’

‘OK.’ Good stared at that pout. ‘Then, can I kiss you?’

Can blinked at him, whatever rant he was about to let loose abruptly cutting off into a squeak. ‘What?’

They were still holding hands so Good tugged on it gently. ‘Well, you said you’re angry because someone you hate stole your first kiss. You don’t hate me, right?’

‘Of course not! I like you a lot, Good!’

Good nodded. ‘Then, you can have my first kiss.’

Can chewed on his thumbnail and stared intently at Good’s lips. ‘Do you even know how to kiss someone?’

‘My first kiss, Can,’ said Good patiently.

‘Oh, right, you said that already. Um. OK, I guess?’

Good smiled suddenly, eyes crinkling at the corners. ‘Don’t sound so excited about it.’

Can laughed and let go of Good’s hand to slap his cheek a few times. ‘No, sorry, I am excited! It’s just, is it weird? It’s weird, right? You’re my best friend.’

Shrugging, Good took his time to twine their fingers again. ‘Not really.’

‘I guess you’re right.’ Can suddenly brightened up. ‘OK, I’m ready.’

Suddenly, Good’s heart was racing. He looked at Can’s familiar face which was inching closer to his own, lips puckered kind of hilariously. A giggle bubbled up Good’s throat and it was about to break free when something soft and slightly dry touched his mouth. Good thought about the time he and Can practised kissing on their elbows, making faces at each other over their arms and Can laughing so hard he fell off the bed. It didn’t feel anything like kissing his own elbow, and Good wondered if Can felt the same way. The touch sent something bright and electric down his spine and all of Good’s focus narrowed down to the small space they both occupied. Good had always been a little slow, taking his time to process things, but his brain felt like it had been kicked into overdrive, cataloguing all of these old and new sensations in lightning speed.

Sensations like how different Can’s chapped lips felt but he smelled familiar. The way their hands grew sweaty as the kiss went on, exchanging puffs of breath as Can tilted his head to the right and Good instinctively went the opposite direction. The touch of Can’s knees against his own as Can shuffled closer, the bed dipping under their weight. The way Can tipped into him as if he was throwing himself in for a hug, something he’d done a thousand times before, but this time there was a bed under them and Can ended up sprawled on top of him.

All of these things threatened to blow up Good’s head but he didn’t want to let go.

Eventually, the need for air forced them apart, Can pushing himself back dramatically with a gasp. ‘I need oxygen!’ he cried breathlessly. His eyes were wide and his mouth looked as red as the blush on his cheeks.

Good was panting, too, and reached up to touch his lips. Can’s gaze followed the slow movement with an intensity that made Good’s heart skip a beat.

‘Was it, was it nice?’ Can asked hesitantly, looking down at Good. ‘It was your first kiss. I didn’t mess it up too badly, right?’

‘It was - ’ Good licked his lips and bit back a smile when Can lowered his head a little before jerking back guiltily - ‘nice. More than nice. Thank you, Can.’

Can broke into a hugr grin and he fell down on the bed next to Good, snuggling happily into him. ‘Awesome. You’re the best, Good. Seriously, how will I ever survive without you? Hey, are you hungry? Because I am. I just remembered I haven’t eaten anything in two hours! Can you believe that? We should go out and eat. Ooh, but I don’t get my allowance until next week. What do I do, Good? I’m broke!’

[theythemsam]

spn 1x16, liveblog, collected posts (all 10 of them) or as i like to call it: Meg’s back and she’s worse than ever before:

on the one hand: yeah babey more meg

on the other: i think thats the episode where she assaults sam, so die mayhaps?

#i hate that i love her so much #but shes such a terrible character and i hate her for that so much!!!

“these outfits cost hard earned money.”

“whose?”

“ours. you think credit card frauds easy?”

I mean Dean’s not wrong there

Meg immediately attacking Dean for being a dickbag to Sam… same, girl, same

#like shes an evil demon whose super evil and i hate her i do #but besides the sexually assaulting people and also being a demon and stuff #she me

gooood, i forgot how nice that episode is as like a lore reveal episode

#like hmmm yes now were getting to the meat in this story #yummy yummy

the fact that Dean can’t comprehend that Sam could potentially settle down, go back to school, live a normal, happy life and still be part of their family makes me sad

#like i get it last time he was kicked out #but... they could work with that #god both of those boys are so damn damaged it breaks my heart

honestly, once again, i forgot how immensely upsetting the scenes are were sam is sexually assaulted

#like: my stomach turns and i feel bile raising upsetting #most i think its cause you know he gets assaulted #and then its ignored #buried #never talked about or mentioned again

at least I like the instructions of how to deal with people who sexually abuse others: throw ‘em out of a window

also i think that’s the first time Sam is betrayed by someone he trusts and the fact that Dean then has the guts to say “next time you wanna get laid find someone whos less crazy” (paraphrase cause im not gonna rewatch that scene for the quote lmao) as if Sam hadn’t just been sexually assaulted and betrayed by someone he at least for a little bit thougt he could trust. As if he hadn’t already told Dean from the beginning of the episode that he didn’t trust her, whereas Dean was just pushing him to “have some fun”.

#deans asshole factor #like you know instead of: wow sam you were right she is evil sorry for that #he blames him immediately #when sam knew from the start that there was something off #fuck you dean

asdfgh I’m still so upset by the rest of the episode, I can’t even enjoy the John reunion, which is very touching for sure, but I’m just so angry

Also: “I don’t want you caught in the crossfire” Johnny boy, you fucking idiot, they were just nearly killed just cause they are your sons. The demon isn’t going to leave them alone, just cause you’re not with them. UGHHH.

#im... angery

sam is so smart though

#like he immediately thinks about brightening the room so theres no shadows

#i love my smart smart boy