#ughhhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyy i just wanna be happy for this one friend | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mecub · 8 months

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Is it normal to feel angry when the people around you fall in love? Like, I love my friends and I’m happy and proud that their crushes worked out and they have partners, and it’s not like they’re leaving me behind at all, but I’m angry for some reason?

Maybe it’s because they have something I literally can’t have? I’m ok with not having a romantic partner ever, but maybe less ok than I thought?

#aroace #aromantic #ughhhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyy i just wanna be happy for this one friend #and then i see that their partner has something about how much they love my friend on their social media #and i’m angry????#WHY #why am i angry this is not a reason to be angry #i don’t want romance #i know that #BUT MAYBE I DO WANT ROMANCE EVEN THOUGH I’M OK WITH BEING ALONE AND ROMACELESS FOREVER?#i guess i want the security of a romantic partner #and the feeling of having something “special”#stupid “more than friends”#I hate how romantic partners are treated as the ultimate relationship #one special person who nobody else can compare to #if that’s the case then all my friends will end up leaving me right?#if that’s the case then i’ll never matter to anyone fully #anywayyy that got depressing real fast #thank you to anyone who read all this #vent #rant

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