#understood and reassured me???? ducking insane. but i still do have a giant gaping abandonment wound and am feeling deep despair so. 🤪✌️
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i say this every week but this has been the most emotionally intense week of my life. or at least it’s up there. lol
#i had a massive breakdown today in the middle of the work day. also i might’ve repaired my relationship w my mom almost entirely and she#gets that i have abandonment trauma AND TOLD ME THE FULL STORY OF WHY bc of things that happened to me literally when / while i was being#b*rn so. and all of that realization and pain and change has been at the surface and i have been extremely sensitive. plus there was the#election and also the renovation is starting on monday 🤪🤪🤪🤪 so. there is a lot going on rn. i ugly cried today though like lol. i was so mad#from the moment i woke up abt something so petty and then i just snapped and ugly cried in front of my mom and sister and it was ok and they#understood and reassured me???? ducking insane. but i still do have a giant gaping abandonment wound and am feeling deep despair so. 🤪✌️#delete later#ask to tsg#I’ve posted abt my mom on here so much and she knows somehow which is scary. but if you’ve seen me complain about her on here it’s bc we#didn’t understand each other and i think we do now and i am going to make a conscious serious effort to not demonize her anymore#purrs
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