"I cross my t's and dilate my eyes, I live with her in mind. They say living life is free, I'll have to deny, cause every day I pay the price"
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When I wake up
Look over to her, she doin' her make up
I'm her blessin' and her curse
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I wake up
Still could see the Perc in my eyes, fucked up
I know satan's here but he's in disguise
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I see her face every day
Sometimes, I'm lost in her maze
Sometimes, I'm lost in her space
Sometimes, I don't know what to say
Plus the drugs that she takes, so happened to be my favorite
The Percocets make me late
Every day, every belated
I was younger than young, when I wanted drug love
Now it's not what I want, I care too much about her
But I can't front, I still pop, sip, roll my blunts
Three drugs at once, wonderin' if I'll make the risin' sun
I'm worried about you
You ask me if I'm high, I say: Yeah, I took about two
Plus two, bet I still fuck you
Prayin' I make it 'til the mornin' by the end of the night
When I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fucked up, I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
Did I say thousand? I meant million
Shorty tryna have my kids, gettin' her Billie Jean on
But I just want the brain like Jimmy Neutron
Thinkin' back when I was xanned out on a futon
Coulda OD right there, when a bitch had a couple nosebleeds right there
Juice WRLD, Billy Idol midnight owl, I'm gon' yell, yell, yell
Too many drugs in my system, I need help, help, help
I only keep people around if they gon' wish me well
'Cause negative energy literally could bring you Hell
I'm worried about you
You ask me if I'm high, I say: Yeah, I took about two (oh)
Plus two, bet I still fuck you
Prayin' I make it 'til the mornin' by the end of the night
When I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fucked up, I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
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"When I wake up in the morning, I lean over and kiss my baby she kill my torment, but some of it is inside me, it's hurting and hiding, that's why I get high, so high that no one can find me"
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My heart racing
Feels like I'ma die every second of the day
So I gotta get high
Ain't no coming down, ain't no coming down, why?
My anxiety bring me down, that's the fucking downside.
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girl from the white light, demon wears a halo, that girl my type, she doesn’t have it now but she use to have a dark side 🪬
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