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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months

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boy in silly sitting positions compilation

#cats #I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol #I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh #I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day #so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the #writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird #to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in #it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something #''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way #you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj #Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up #with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just #stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house #in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty #that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn #There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not #even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy #birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public #ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take #anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some #things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like #2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were #playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my #evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas

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do-you-know-this-queer-character · 5 months

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Sorry i've been a bit absent from the management side of this blog (posts are queued and go out without my direct management), it's finals week and I'm very stressed lol, there's some asks in my ask box that are important topics that I want to dedicate the necessary time to respond to and I just haven't been able to yet. If you're one of the people who sent in an ask, just know that I'm not ignoring you, I promise I will answer when I'm not cramming for my O-chem final in a few days.

#not a poll #minor update!#i've been checking my notifs like 1-2 times a day to make sure there's no *major* issues but otherwise just letting things go #can't wait until I disappear from active management for three weeks and come back to hellfires but we'll deal with that then lol

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runawaymun · 3 months

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turning off spell and grammar check on Google Docs. It has gotten so bad. (Trying to replace hummed with hummel????? I'm sorry? Many such cases. I can't even remember all the ones off the top of my head but all of the suggestions now are nonsensical or just flat out incorrect. Half the time it's not even a real word that it's suggesting to me. I hate that they decided to replace it with dumbass AI machine learning rather than, you know, using actual grammar and spelling rules).

#like I don't pay attention to the grammar and spell check most of the time #but I used to use it because it would catch doubles of words or incorrect punctuation #and THE SPELL CHECK USED TO BE CORRECT #now it's gradually shifted from useless to actively incorrect and harmful #especially if I'm typing on my phone and it autocorrects to some fake ass word and I don't notice until later #I wish there was an alternative that let me write and edit in real time with friends #and access from all my devices #:(#google docs clone when

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carlyraejepsans · 1 year

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I’ve started watching Utena because of you. What. Is going on

HI. WELCOME TO THE CLUB, watch the trigger warnings. but yeah, revolutionary girl utena veers more and more towards surrealism the further you get into the series. it often and voluntarily forfeits narrative/logical consistency in favor of visual storytelling, metaphors and symbolism. i was just talking about it with nic the other day, and if the story weren't so harrowing, i would recommend it to everyone who wants to get into literary analysis, because it is SO packed with symbolism EVERYWHERE that it actually encourages you to try to decode it.

whatever you think utena is about, it is NOT. you can't go in and treat it like your 49293th classical shoujo. utena is a firework show of visual symbolism and it very rarely, if ever, explains itself to the viewer. it refuses to handhold you, but it never berates you for trying and getting it wrong either. there is SO much handholding in modern day media, but utena trusts its viewer to take away something meaningful from itself and to piece its message together on their own. it's one of my favourite pieces of media of all time just for that

#it's almost closer to a poem and to poetry than to a story in the sense that we think think about today #you see why ye standard transformative fandom was never able to take hold with utena?#my suggestion is try to actively analyze what's going on and the symbols presented to you as you go along #find recurring motifs. utena deals a LOT with cycles and repetition (they were playing into their budget limitations and did it brilliantly #what objects keep returning. what characters are they associated with. how do they relate to the irl systems of power the story criticizes #what does the white rose mean #^ had a lot of fun trying to figure that one out. i landed on something other people in the fandom also got but then nic told me his take #and yeah they basically pried my third eye open with a crowbar.#this anime made me want to try out symbolism and allegories in my own works #it's so fucking good #but hey if you finish it and still feel like you didn't get 90% of that you can go to nic metanarrates' blog and check out his rgu tag #basically 50% of the fandom posts are visual and narrative analysis. the other 10% is breathtaking art. the remaining 40% is memes #BUT! wait until you're finished..watch for spoilers #rgu #answered asks

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buddyhollyscurls · 2 years

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Personally, I feel everyone even Jane Austen herself is a tad bit mean when it comes to the character of Mrs. Bennet and should shift some on that to Mr. Bennet. Like yes she's a silly, neurotic woman but can u like blame her?

Her husband failed to do anything for their children. He stopped being involved in their education probably around Mary's childhood, did not save or plan for the future of FIVE women at all, and not only that he's so unbothered by ANYTHING at all like Mr. Collins - the heir to his estate and fortune - stops by and he doesn't even tell his family?????? until he's about to arrive?????? Not only that it's kind of cruel the way he does it like haha u guys know how yall are women so u don't inherit shit? well, the dude that can come and turn u all out on ur asses - which is mostly my fault bc i didn't do shit to make sure u all are provided for once I'm gone - is about to arrive so hehe.

Like in what other way is Mrs. Bennet supposed to behave in that era where her daughter's futures were entirely dependent on the wealth of the man they marry. And honestly, i think Mrs. Bennet was almost too kind to Mr. Bennet I'd have been very bitter knowing that even tho we tried for a son - hence all the daughters - he still did nothing to ensure their financial security. Like these girls could have ended up destitute and it'd be entirely his fault. I always saw Mrs. Bennet as a mother who was just trying to do the best she could to look out for her daughters given the circumstances.

#like don't get me wrong #i love that he loves lizzy hes funny but tbh he is overall a piss poor dad #like he did not give a shit about the wellbeing of his family until his youngest daughter was near social ruin #pride and prejudice #jane austen #and like ik a lot of the reason Mr bennet isn't an active figure in the family is bc hes unhappy in their marriage #mrs. bennet did not turn out to be the partner he wanted for a wife mother #but their relationship shouldn't affect his involvement with his children #like i feel like their marriage was painted as poor Mr bennet married a silly woman and that made him unhappy #but i also feel that mrs. bennet didn't exactly luck out for a partner as well #i'd have a lot of resentment if i realized that bc my husband is unhappy with me he checks out of being a parent to the kids WE createdi #idk i have a lot of thoughts on their relationship

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sipsteainanxiety · 2 months

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mha nation how yall doin

#in light of recent leaks… ahem. im gna keep my damn mouth shut and take pro hero bkg to his therapy #anyways… heyyyyyy #so. one year later.. yes i am alive. some updates on my life:#fell out of mha fandom and into one or two others #graduated uni and am now in my gap year aiming to start a md program next spring/fall #made a twitch account not too long ago to be silly and play video games. i only got 18 followers LMFAO #if any1 wants the user u can dm me or send me an ask or smth. might drop a link on the blog later down the line. moots im staring at u #recently went over some bkg wips and i miss him so bad #will i finish my bkg wips? someday yes. dragon bkg is my baby and i WILL finish it #but at the moment i am rotting <3 #i see all ur asks and while i will not reply to all (so that i dont clog dash) i appreciate those of u who reached out! i rly do!!#i havent really been in the mood to write recently for some reason #tho i have been writing for um. redacted fandom over the last year #‘but shay whats redacted’#well if u really want to know check out ‘lunarmoves’ on tumblr/ao3 #and dont judge me until u’ve read some of the stuff ive written/art ive rbed #and if u r curious as to how i ended up in that fandom……….. i read a fic on ao3. it was so good it rerouted my entire brain #the rest is history #anywayz sorry for disappearing!#it will happen again /hj #im more active on that other blog at the moment #go to sleep shay it's late o'clock #might answer some asks tn idk #feeling whimsical tn i guess LOL #i wouldve dropped my alt blog sooner but i truly thought it would be a short phase #it was not #1 year later im still there. partially.#it is a very nice fandom c: i didnt want to leave LOL #also i didnt want to mix that blog with this anime one #you;ll know why if u peep at my alt blog. it is two very VERY different fandoms

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manasurge · 3 months

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bleh

#blabbering #rambling/whining/complaining/venting ahead:#I think the horrors have finally caught up to me and the depresso is starting to take hold #i don't usually experience this until winter but I think the sudden drop of activity and people going on hiatus and such -#has triggered this early for me #basically I can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long or i start spiraling REALLY badly.#i don't really handle change very well haha...#i have the notorious curse of second guessing anything and everything and putting it on repeat in my head and then amplifying it #which sucks bc I don't have any more escapisms that work now bc this was already my escapism and I have no human connections irl #(I'm not kidding either. I've failed time and time again to make friends irl and was always the proactive one about it. But alas... ugh)#my only source for connections is online bc i struggle to make friends (especially at my age and how my energy keeps depleting and depletin #might lowkey be sharkweek but usually I just get more agitated and not this (this is very specific to the winter horrors™ for me)#i guess I may as well check out the spears while they're around still (tho in between me making dinner). I'm just feeling super bummed out #and not excited like I was the other day about it (ofc I blame the depresso™).#I don't even know what to do for my beta characters. Head empty. Head gone. sigh.#also it sucks bc next week is gonna kick my ass at work (canada day/july 4th/july in general/5 DAYS and long shifts in there too)#i'm going to be so tired and so alone and with nothing to look forward to. Idk what to do bc none of my usual distractions are effective no #No escape. No seretonin. No company. Nothin'. I notice I when i start getting bad like this when I fall back hard into pokemon #(because it was my childhood escapism and I was a neglected only child who was left alone a lot; hence the connection lol)#i'll probably just have to suffer through it and be an absolute wreck of a person i think. I don't really have any other options #watch me get sick again bc canada sucks to work bc everyone has it off and they ALL GO TO THE STORE I WORK AT AND IT SUCKS.#gonna try to draw more too but the depresso is eating my brain worms (the healthy brain worms)

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radaverse · 2 months

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AYYYY

Blog update!

As you guys can see my Tumblr is eeping for a while.

But it's not because I'm eeping myself, but because I'm going absolutely crazy on this year's Artfight!

So things got a bit busy with the event, once it's over we'll go back to more SJ Paws of Magic and soon after the PT Tower of Mistakes remake!!!

Meanwhile, go check all the stuff I'm uploading on artfight! And join if you want! ✨

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twitterdotcom · 6 months

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Shout-out to everything that went wrong with ofmd s2 from production issues to bad pacing to killing Izzy because that effectively drained almost all of the creative energy out of my side of the fandom because now Im reading books again!

#izzy hands #the witches curse is broken #fanfic got me back into reading #but afterwards I couldn't get myself to read anything bc I was too busy reading fic lmao #but i got into audiobooks while at work and listened to those #but when I checked out physical copies to read of the sequels I still didn't read them #but yesterday during my lunch break i was like I wish I had a book to read...#because no-one (including me) has the desire to really make anything new to patch up our sinking ship #ofmd critical #i guess im only tagging this bc I know things get twisted #the down side though is the books Im reading dont have active fandoms or if they do they are small #or the series is overrr and any fandom interaction that i do is impossible until I catch up #but 90% of my fun comes from speculation

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sisterdanielstits · 4 months

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i haven't been on here much the last few days and probably won't for a few more, just on this blog, because twenty one pilots dropped a new album and i have been spamming the shit out of my twenty one pilots side blog. this band has been my hyperfixation for YEARS. it's one that never goes away

stream clancy!

#i say this as if i haven't been reposting things #but i honestly completely forgot i did #until i checked and added these tags in #i guess i'll be less active than normal #because i still get dnp stuff in my feed #but i am mainly focusing on twenty one pilots right now

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cowboy-robooty · 6 months

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my beautiful... meeeuu-tuals (weak rhyme.. bruh) know that i may not show it 100 but i am desperately trying to be your friend at all times. im sorry i suck so bad at initiating anything or keeping a convo or interacting i live in a cardboard box like squidward

#ive been actively trying to become friends with a mf in a discord server for over a month now and i havent talked to them directly once #and i want you all to know i am actively checking the server and trying hard every day- every other day #im just terrible at speaking to people until im Close.#im the worst messeger ever until you break my threshold and then i send you a pregnency scare at 1 am to show u a pic of a scary caterpillar

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daddyplasmius · 2 years

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okay, so, I've collected a bunch of DP fandom stuff that I remember off the top of my head, specifically in chronological order & colour coded here in this post (fics/comics, tumblr posts, important imo) for no reason other than I saw a post asking for Phandom history & it triggered my biggest, most long-running hyperfixation & now I'm curious if anyone else remembers stuff.

this link is going to be the permanent version I will be updating, but I'm posting what I currently have (gonna go through my old laptop later for more) just to let people know. you can also find the link on my blog, but only on desktop. It isn't colour coded there, sorry.

please share more if you got anything else cuz I'm 100% sure I'm missing a lot of stuff & am too interested now. the biggest reason a lot of stuff isn't here is that I simply can't find it. second biggest reason is i forgor. things not included here aren't "unimportant," this is just the first stuff that comes to mind.

putting it under a cut 'cause it got kinda long

Mars by JadeRabbyt (2005)

Checkmate by pearl84 (2006)

Conversations of a Ghost Gabber by Cordria (2006)

The Foley Maneuver by bluemoonalto (2007)

One Thousand Years by Nylah (2008)

Lab Rat by AnneriaWings (2009)

Lost by Cordria (2010?) [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]

Phantom of Truth by Haiju (2011)

Ghost Deaths (2012)

Through Coals and Rain by Kakawot (2012)

Shadow of a Doubt by Haiju (2013)

Pink Pants (2013?)

Wes (2014) [original] [1] [2] [3] [4]

this "I'm Inevitable" gif (2014)

Space AU (2014)

Treading Water by The Full Catastrophe (2014)

Danny, you dead IDIOT!! comic (2014)

wash away the darkest days by anthrop (2014)

Reverse Trio (2014)

Inverse Trio (2014-2016) ALT

Halfas are "feral children" (2015)

Burn the Streets, Burn the Cars by anthrop (2015)

It's Not Gay if He's Dead by phantomrose96 (2015)

You Smell Like Death by starfleetrambo (2015)

Ghost Bird AU by @rest-in-peachs (2016?)

Things I Can(not) Do In Amity Park by RedHeadsRock1010 (2016)

KEtTLE by Cordria (2016)

Deeper, Darker by Silvermoonphantom (2016)

Danny Phantom Punches Butch Hartman In The Face by MistressVintage (2017)

Dannypocalypse (2017)

Ghost Train (2017?)

Ghost Physics by jayrockin (2017)

Ghost Infographics (2018)

The Taxonomy of Ghost Cores: An Observational Study (2018) Communicating with Ghosts Professionally: A Study (2018)

Species in Danny Phantom (2018?)

Diddles Piddles by diddly-darn-ghost (2018)

Broken Ectoplasm by ghostanimal (2019)

Ghost of Heroes by Enigmaris & ScarletNightFury (2019-2020)

do not stand at my grave and cry (i am not there, i did not die) by blueh (2020)

Undercover Phantom by artistfingers (2021)

Corruption is a Two Way Street by datawyrms (2021)

Things That Bleed by artistfingers, kkachis, & Perfectly_Inconspicuous (2022)

10,000 works on AO3 (2022)

Ghost Speak:

Danny's handwriting (2015?)

Cordria (2015)

Fiver-Rivers [1] [2] [3] (2019)

Rubber Chicken Sounds (2019)

#Danny Phantom #Phandom History Archive #do you even understand how hard it was to find the original Wes post????????#i spent like 2 hours on that alone #Wes Weston why are you so hard to find #just realizing that a lot of shit happened in 2014 #like. 2014/2015 ish #i joined somewhere between 2014 & 2016 so i guess i literally came here right at the peak of phandom activity #the height of tumblr's paranormal activity. you might say #i think i'm just biased though #should i put my own fics on here. Phantom is pretty important to me being my first DP fic #& also the thing that got me back into writing #it's not very good but by god if i dont love it. & anyways i put Bird AU on here lol i think i can put Phantom up at some point. as a treat #also if any links are broken tell me cuz i'm not checking them again. it's 4am #reminder: gotta find those Bird AU fics i read & put em here. there ARE actual Bird AU fics. i know there are. i did not hallucinate that #it just might be the hardest thing on earth to do since that was years ago & i have no idea what they were called #anyway gonna add a fuckton of fics & (hopefully) tumblr posts when i go through my old laptop. i got everything bookmarked on there #like. so many fics. i had them organized too based on what kind of fic it was. but they all have stupid names cuz i was like 15 #me: i should do my stencil art today. just to be a bit productive & also maybe make money #my brain: what if you organized Danny Phantom fandom posts into a big archive for people to look at? for free. until 4am.#me: you know what that sounds so much better let's do that

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angered-box · 4 months

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#love how my friends always have each other's backs when one is struggling with anxiety #except for me apparently. i can be having a episode and actively begging for someone whose active if they can just have a small chat or #atleast say a single thing so i don't think they hate my guts and they ignore me ^^#they ignore me until I've exhausted myself and feel better and then they check on me. all while having multiple other conversations #whatever I'm being bitchy and needy I'm such a horrible fucking person apparently

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eternalglitch · 2 years

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Hey, this is the person who made the blooper post a day ago! Would it be okay if I continued to make those based off your story (kinda like an actor au), or would you rather I not? I wouldn’t want to ruin the illusion of the story and all that

Love lfls! It’s incredible and you’re a wonderful writer! Cant wait to see more (:

You're totally free to! From the reblog tags I think others would want to see more of that, too :}

#glitch answers #also heads up I will be offline until the new years #trying to do a reboot of my brain so i stop checking tumblr and twitter so much #I'll be active again soon <3

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 4 months

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I found my relatives who are estranged because they left the cult (among other, much more complicated things)… and through their friends list I found my creepy uncle who I saw exactly once in person, walking through a foyer at a funeral.

Now, I bear a striking resemblance to my late grandmother so I could theoretically scare the living bejeezus out of him… 👀 but I’m not going to do that or talk to any of them right now in any way; because I don’t want to open that can of wormssssssss

#I guess it’s in that side of the family’s DNA to scheme and be evil and covertly cause as much mayhem as possible #I’ve inherited a double dose of whatever that is because I’ve been dying to cause widespread mayhem in disguise #hungering for it even— THIRSTING AS IF MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT #But there are no healthy or morally correct ways to Do That right now; so I guess I’ll suffer until I find an opportunity #I have no problems with my relatives. I like my relatives and would love to speak to them #However uh… the uncle #And of course the man’s profile picture is with him holding a toddler… fucking yikes #I mean maybe he’s reformed #He’d better be #Otherwise I will put on my rain boots #pack my bag with granola bars #and with a compass in my hand walk eighty miles north to beat his skinny ass into a seething pulp #[Caligula voice] “Get a dog who’ll eat a dog.” I am that dog. I am now #going #to bark at you #Woof woof barkbarkbark woofwoofwoof bark bArk—#Just imagine me jumpscaring him at his door absolutely drenched in sweat like “Hello uncle I’ve never formally introduced myself to you #My name is [Tarrie]. Prepare to die.” and then I immediately fucking pass out and impale myself on my folding scissors #because I’ve been walking for 80 miles straight only eating granola bars birch bark and dandelions #That would be horrifying and extremely embarrassing… so this is proof that this is all a joke and I would never do that #because I value… [checks notes] my health. Yes. [nods emphatically]#No the real reason is because I have no viable way to figure out any reason why he hasn’t reformed from many decades ago #which sucks because I prefer to deal in absolutes but that’s the way it is and my resources would be better spent observing other things #which I KNOW are actively harmful to others in order to fix them #[Caligula voice] But fear not dear uncle (derogatory); I’ll still stalk you from afar

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leatherbookmark · 3 months

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also i'm team rinharu for the record. obviously

#shrimp thoughts #thought i started from nitorin and kind of... disliked rinharu. i don't remember if it was because i simply found some shippers obnoxious #or something else BUT i was team nitorin until... man i don't remember if i converted pre-s1e12 or even later... i started writing #(redacted) like... right before s2 started airing. i think a good chunk of why i was a nitorin person was my spite protectiveness of #nitori AND the way people kind of idk. assumed he would be a shrinking violent uke to rin's big rough seme which i took delight in flipping #god. i remember how popular aggressive top rin was pre-s1e12 AND THEN... AND THEN #during s2 i don't think you could find many rinharu shippers who thought rin topped lol. ach! the times of top bottom discourse!#ach... i lost contact with everyone from that time #ACH... THINKS BACK TO THAT ONE CATFISH SITUATION #there's still an artist who used to post cql/md/zs art whom i know and i think was once mutuals with? in the free! times #or maybe i just followed them because they were a great fanartist? idr OTL anyway i'm really happy seeing their art now because #it was already lovely and full of personality but now it's just. literal perfection AND it's still recognizable as theirs :')#omg i checked the url of a friend i had back then and not only are they still active on tumblr they have EXACTLY the same url blog name #and bio... obviously i won't reach out because WITH WHAT but i'm happy they're still here aaaa.... i hope you're happy.....

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