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[ghostboyjules]

I posted 14,507 times in 2022

That's 4,532 more posts than 2021!

90 posts created (1%)

14,417 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@feraligatr

@lemememeringue

@cry-4-judas

@wantnothing

@hxh

I tagged 4,619 of my posts in 2022

#the sandman - 519 posts

#hxh - 305 posts

#dream of the endless - 234 posts

#dreamling - 215 posts

#my beloved mutuals ✨ - 144 posts

#hob gadling - 115 posts

#prev - 81 posts

#jjk - 80 posts

#killua - 53 posts

#gon - 48 posts

Longest Tag: 113 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

tagged by the ever iconic @hxh, thank you bestie :3c

rules: tag people you would like to know/catch up with

Last song 🎵 : Nothing Else Matters (Metallica Cover) by Phoebe Bridgers (I, of course, love the original as well but this is just gorgeous)

Last movie 🎬 : Everything Everywhere All at Once (if you have mother issues™, do not watch this until you are mentally and emotionally prepared. I'm fucked up. and will be so until the foreseeable future.) [thanks @wantnothing and @halflove 🙄]

Last book 📖 : hmmm.. I'm of the opinion that manga definitely counts, so like. technically Vol 14 of jjk, if we're talking physical. or like, the neat lil booklet that comes with my tarot deck 😅

okiieee I'm gonna tag @wantnothing and @halflove, if they wanna do it. since they have helped emotionally damage me 💀

I'll also tag @watermelon-mafia, @caprisun-overlord, @rabooots, @croakings, @queen-alluka, and @queen-eevee (woah that's two royalty in my mutual circle, love to see it ajfjsjfn)

y'all have a good day, and ily 💙😘

9 notes - Posted August 10, 2022

#4

hi yes hello it's me again. so I'm working on my dream of the endless™~ playlist.. and I was looking through this BROODS album that I liked a lot and... just. just look at this.

uugghh Dream just being so overwhelmed after everything and going to Hob.. and Hob's just. Over the moon that Dream feels safe enough with him for comfort.. the bridge is especially destroying me cause like - of course Dream would beat himself up abt needing comfort in the first place and he can't stop thinking abt all that needs to be done and- AAHHH Hob just gently pulling him out of all that, if just for a moment...

I love fics with this premise and now I have a SONG to go with them???? I'm in shambles.

here's the song btw :

BROODS - Bedroom Door

10 notes - Posted November 10, 2022

#3

hey um. i am genuinely so unwell about this song & dreamling

See the full post

11 notes - Posted October 26, 2022

#2

beloved @hxh tagged me in this and I am not gonna lie this was kinda hard. mostly just because I'm v indecisive 🤦‍♂️ also this will absolutely say something abt me as a person, feel free to roast me abt it ajdjajfnf

10 characters, 10 fandoms, 10 tags

1. Megumi Fushiguro (jjk)

2. Cloud Strife (ffvii)

3. Kurapika (hxh)

4. Dream of the Endless (sandman)

5. Kaeya Alberich (genshin)

6. Ling Yao (fmab)

7. Thanatos (hades sg)

8. Shinobu Kocho (kny)

9. Allen Walker (dgm)

10. Mae Borowski (nitw)

okay okay stopping here before I change anything else 💀 I don't think I'm gonna tag a full 10 ppl, but we'll see sjdjfj

okay let's gooo @watermelon-mafia @croakings @caprisun-overlord @lemememeringue @eel-divinity @queen-alluka @queen-eevee @rabooots

almost but not quite 10, good enough for me 💀 ily my beloveds, hope everyone is having a pleasant time (if not I'm wrapping you in a blanket and giving you cookies okay gn)

14 notes - Posted October 13, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

It appears the last two (2)….times I’ve tried creating this post, tumblr thought I was too wordy, so I’m going to attempt to get in and get out before it eats itself again

this playlist (a Dream of the Endless™ character examination via my silly brain and sad ass music) took me entirely too long and I'm going to throw my laptop out of the window if I have to look at it any longer so pls pls take it and I hope that if you listen or even read the lyrics that you find something new, or hear something you like.

This absolutely would not have ever seen the light of tunglr.hell if not for the beautiful souls of the Sandman fandom, and a few of my new friends and mutuals. So special internet cookies and hugs to these inspirational, encouraging, and beyond talented individuals; @wordsinhaled , @weirdfishy , @wizardofgoodfortune , and @xx-vergil-xx - i love y'all dearly and I hope this is even HALF of what you would have expected, or a quarter of the amazing content y'all have bestowed upon my lil eyeballs. Now Onward! to words that personally injure me!

Florence + The Machine -Too Much Is Never Enough

And the crown, it weighs heavy

'Til it's banging on my eyelids

Retreating in covers and closing the curtains

One thing's for certain, oh

A year like this passes so strangely

Somewhere between sorrow and bliss

~I first encountered this song in it's source material FFXV, and there it destroyed me. Now, wearing my dumb lil blorbo glasses yet again, it is back with vengeance..goth royalty sad wet cat flavored (gross), vengeance. "too much is never enough" .... oh sweeties...

Oh, who decides from where up high?

I couldn't say "I need more time"

Oh, grant that I can stay the night

Or one more day inside this life

VIRA - God Complex

God, I could try

To be the one

To be the one

I'll tear down the sky

What do you want?

I'll do it all for life

My love, my alibi

Tonight, tonight

I'll try to do it for you

~pretty sure this is the angriest sounding song on this thing? but it is fitting.. and desperate.. and wanting and... painful. when she grits out 'try' and 'sky' the way she does.. god the emotion. this just brought to mind Dream and falling for someone hard enough to the point of destructive devotion...

I'm gonna be where you are

Doesn't matter how far

Because we are meant to be

I'm gonna be what you need

Darling, please worship me

Unless you prefer to plead

AJJ - Body Terror Song

~ I love seeing people explore the idea of Dream just...not vibing with being fully corporeal. At least not in the way he is while in the Waking.. what a mood, and especially after the fishbowl...whew.

It will betray you

Be used against you

Then it will fail on you, my dear

But before that, you'll be a doormat

For every vicious narcissist in the world

Oh, how they'll screw you all up and over

Then feed you silence for dessert

Philip Wesley - Lamentations of the Heart

[Instrumental~]

~I wanted to include a few instrumental tracks in here and this one felt apt because I used to fall asleep to this album all the time. Like it was one of the only ones I could fall asleep to with any certainty. The feeling and title for this one tho struck me with Dream specifically so I went with it. The rest of the album is so nice though, highly rec.

Iris Lune - Paper Mache

~ this song!! it sounds so so ethereal and her voice is GORGEOUS but the lyrics!! have mercy the lyrics! big ole owwie! "save me from myself" , "make me believe that I can change, make me believe that I'm not strange" hhhh (also if y'all couldn't tell, this will be dreamling flavored, I think I'll tag them too jic but. yes...)

Save me from myself

I've been in the dark too long

Paper mache love

Make me believe that I can change

Make me believe that I'm not strange

At all

Penny and Sparrow - A Kind of Hunger

tremble, recognize the distance

Go try and murder every preference

I’ll keep hangin' ‘round for reference

come care about me

come care about me

~this is... such a heavy song. hadn't heard it before starting this playlist but found it and immediately had to add it.. just. come care about me. changing, watching you with wonder. Dying is just a kind of hunger. that line specifically. -lays on the floor for 3hrs-

changing, watching you with wonder

you’re less and getting even younger

dying is just a kind of hunger

come care about Me

come care about Me

Carly Rae Jepsen - Gimme Love

~originally was gonna be a joke song to lighten the mood but haha! nope! I mean it is lighthearted but it still absolutely, in my mind, fits Morpheus. beautiful babygirl of the endless...smooch

Gimmie love (Oh)

It's the way we are together (Oh)

Wanna feel like this forever, forever (Oh)

It's the way we are together

And I never thought I'd ever say forever

Jon Bellion - Stupid Deep (Acoustic)

~this song fucks me up! 😀 for real though, I highly suggest watching the acoustic performance of this that he has on youtube cause the vibe is so.. intimate and dreamy and gorgeous.. and the lyrics.. jon bellion, sir.. smh.. the ending..

What if who I hoped to be was always me?

And the love I fought to feel was always free?

What if all the things I've done

Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah

'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

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48 notes - Posted November 11, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[mtski]

tagged by @teruuki for top 5 songs rn :3

anxious - crj

heated - beyonce

yucky blucky fruitcake - doechii

valentine texas - mitski

love again - crj

tagging @ofallthefallenstars @wantnothing @signalstag @h0neywheat @peachcrisp @stephenkings-dreamcatchers

[avianempire]

I didn't know you had your own Tumblr blog, Tommy

If this is who I think it is ... Can you leave me alone ? You walked out of my life for good. I wantnothing to do with you .

[systems-thinking]

Asking a child what they want to be when they grow up is like asking me what I want to do after I die. I don't know but it begs a bigger question, "I'm I supposed to know" freedom is the right to be able to choose a path but nobody tells you that freedom is also the right to not have to choose a path and not be punished. If you don't know what you want to do with your life, hold on to that. fight for that freedom and the chance to wonder if you feel like it one day. If people start to pressureing you about what you want from life say, "i just want life, I'm content with just being alive" it's okay to just eat, and sleep, and love and be loved and supported for wanting nothing else in life. A friend once told me fahiym, "if you don't stand up for yourself you let all of your kind down." That rings true no matter what kind of person I think I am. . . . #free #c #freedomfighter #lazy #nogood #highschoolsucks #adulting #chicken #stuffed #cashmeoutsidehowboutdat #peace #life #wantnothing #millennial #dreams #wakinglife #advice #music #musicfestival https://www.instagram.com/p/BszwYM7nSdh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2mugz2149jn8

[lovesutras]

Mention Them💗 Tag your friends! Type "Yes" if you agree Follow: 👉🏼 @lovesutras Follow: 👉🏼 @lovesutras Follow: 👉🏼 @lovesutras ⏰Daily Motivation and Mentoring for your Mind🔥 ___________________________________ 📍 Comment Last Post & Follow 📍 Double Tap if you like This 📍 Turn on Post Notification to see content ___________________________________ #success #successtip #successquotes #successful #quotes #goodquote #thegoodquote #motivation #determination #inspiration #lovesutras #motivation #life #millionairementor #beautiful #wantnothing #company #couples (at Jaipur, Rajasthan) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsffXPBgkBf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yquxg796wlzq

[lamiasluck]

I MEAN IT MAKES THE MAN HAPPY AND I WANTNOTHING MORE THAN HAPPY HOST

[ashes-of-roots-and-bones]

I never thought I'd have any ancestors looking out for me. Many are shitty or Puritan or would wantnothing to do with my queer pagan ass. But I was asking questions on my pendulum with Loki and evidently I do have some dísir looking out for me and happy to see a descendant worshipping their Gods again.

[investhelp]

You can't have everything, where would you put it? @investhelpbyalpla

#qo t d

#stoicism

#happinessequation

#wantnothing

[ssunspoiled]

i wantnothing.

i need no thing.nothing will kill me

[korracrat]

:( I'm sorry that you're getting all these threats

It's fine friend. People apparently think it's immature to report to the police when you get death threats on this website and I wantnothers to know that that's not true.

[ghostboyjules]

music asks: 22, 33, 55, 66 💕

FISHY!!! sorry this took so long, these questions were apparently SUPER hard for me to answer aifjsjfjg okay, prepare for a long one 💀

22. What’s your favorite song or album from the year you where born?

okay GOD this took the longest time to figure out... whew.. okay. my goodness.. 98 was... a banging year for rock music it seems. (like, SOAD's self titled.. Korn's Follow the Leader.. Blind Guardian had a really good album out that year too... Godsmack's self titled album???? hello??)

so fave SONG. just one.. Inside Out - Eve 6 (this song is so important to me. I sing it so loud in the car).. WANNA PUT MY TENDER HEART IN A BLENDER WATCH IT SPIN 'ROUND TO A BEAUTIFUL OBLIVION... ugh good song.

33. Your favorite artist from your city/state/country?

mmmmmm.... so here recently I found out that a metalcore band named Gideon that I started listening to were from Tuscaloosa, AL which... basically that's the area I grew up in, not to get too specific. but I only found that out AFTER I went bananas over their most recent album.

55. An album you learned to love after listening to it again and again:

ARGG this was also really hard DAMN.... Hm. Surprisingly enough! I think it was Hozier's first album! cause I think at the time I wasn't like, super into that genre, but the more I listened to it I firmly became obsessed, obvi.

66. Share your favorite playlists that you or someone else has made!

oookay let's see.

the empty home of a heart in trouble

this is an absolutely beautiful instrumental character playlist made by @wordsinhaled. geeenuinely had such a huge emotional reaction to it ajfjskfkgk. it's so well put together and thought out, I had the absolute pleasure and joy of listening to their thoughts on it while listening. like a cool lil director's commentary or sumn 🥰

in a hundred years' time

another fandom related playlist that I'm absolutely OBSESSED with by the lovely @wizardofgoodfortune. the songs Alex chose for this are simply brilliant, definitely introduced me to a few artists I'm gonna add to regular rotation.

For Jules

as the title implies, this was made specifically for lil ole me by my beloved @halflove. the length of this playlist is so pleasing? and the mix of songs?? this playlist really introduced me to a few songs that I've had on repeat since I was gifted this work of art sjdjskf

for jules

I can't add Ori's and then Not add Drew's (@wantnothing) this one SLAPS SO HARD. also one with songs that are now in my every day rotation, like.. the AllieX, Brockhampton, Chloe x Halle... bangers.

For Jules

anotha' one. this time by @watermelon-mafia, I'm pretty sure this was your discover weekly one time and just wanted to share it with me so I said to put 'em all together? but still the vibe here is so.. specifically hype, in a way?? it's complicated. just a good playlist!! lots of upbeat songs which generally aren't my jam, but these were *chef kiss*

OKAY i'm done now, jfc. I'm obviously a little bit of a freak about music, so, never a shortage of things to say 😅 thank you so much for the ask Fishy, hope you like the long ass response ajdjakfkg 😘

[supersandwichchaos-blog]

Want nothing but see you happy

我们打了电话 我说我害怕，你让我回去后 就不再理我了 你说，你从来没有想过不理我

原来我们都从未想过离开对方 所有做的都是希望对方开心 我只要看到你开心 我就放心了 无论你做什么和谁一起

也不知道这些所有任性的行为 是不是为了吸引对方注意力 或者证明还被对方爱着 所以我耍耍小脾气 你耍耍小脾气 混淆在工作里 就有些不正经，浪费时间

我不会胡乱猜测任何事情 也不会生气你不告诉我你怎么样 因为你想我了会想分享 不想分享，用炸弹也不管��� 我们两个太相似我告诉你 是你太宠爱我了 让我变得粘你 我承认和你在一起很依赖你 但是我可以改变 其实你何尝不是 我这么宠爱你 你这么任性

你不喜欢我 我就会站的远点 你根本不要怕怕 我走近你是因为我们是战友 不是陌生人

我爱你得不到你的时候就会不看你 对不起 我忽视了你 这段时间 因为我们太久没有亲密了 所以有很长一段时间我都比较难过生气 因为不可以说：我想你 否则你会拉黑我 我爱你 想和你睡觉觉 你不要害怕 我不会离开你 我知道你想我们一起回去

哥哥，好想上帝告诉我 我们是互相吸引、互相爱恋？ 还是我想象力太丰富了？ 你极力否认你喜欢我 可是我又一直深深感到你的行为都是爱我 你可不可以成熟点 我可不可以面对现实 你给了我最残酷 我不得不接受的现实 可我却一直不相信 你不是一般人 你是我的天使、男神、王子、哥哥呀 我是你的天使、女神、宝贝呀

我希望上帝彻底抹掉我对你的记忆 我就不会再浪费时间了 可是哥哥，你好帅，帅帅的样子就足以对我有一辈子的吸引力

或者，我可能只是比较通解人性 所以解读你那么清晰 你并不爱我 你从未爱我 我不知道你爱什么 可是你这么优秀可爱 怎么样都可爱

我很棒 你看到吗？ 我很棒 你看到吗？你看到吗？ 我只想要你一句 C，你很棒，你知道吗 我也只想说一句 哥哥，你很棒，你知道吗？ 你是我最棒的哥哥

我希望每天都和你说一句，我爱你 我想念你， 天真笑的样子 安静看书的样子 认真工作的样子 吃零食的样子 咬笔头的样子 静静吃饭的样子 专注看我的样子 人群中找我的样子 焦急关心我的样子 我们没有谈过恋爱 可是，上帝给我了最棒的恋爱体验 因为，我知道我可以这样一天一天更爱你，一辈子

It's not i don't talk to other people

The problem is us not talking You are not talking recently And you knew it You said so many times not communicating well recently But what happened and why not try better?

You are spoiling a clingy C Which is my mistake and you are so nice I admit i am very dependent when with you But can change

What's the problem if i just like you Or what's the problem if you don't like me You don't need to I want nothing from you I have limited imagination and fantasy

Can you help me to be better not worse or kill it

[ghostboyjules]

tagged by the ever iconic @hxh, thank you bestie :3c

rules: tag people you would like to know/catch up with

Last song 🎵 : Nothing Else Matters (Metallica Cover) by Phoebe Bridgers (I, of course, love the original as well but this is just gorgeous)

Last movie 🎬 : Everything Everywhere All at Once (if you have mother issues™, do not watch this until you are mentally and emotionally prepared. I'm fucked up. and will be so until the foreseeable future.) [thanks @wantnothing and @halflove 🙄]

Last book 📖 : hmmm.. I'm of the opinion that manga definitely counts, so like. technically Vol 14 of jjk, if we're talking physical. or like, the neat lil booklet that comes with my tarot deck 😅

okiieee I'm gonna tag @wantnothing and @halflove, if they wanna do it. since they have helped emotionally damage me 💀

I'll also tag @watermelon-mafia, @caprisun-overlord, @rabooots, @croakings, @queen-alluka, and @queen-eevee (woah that's two royalty in my mutual circle, love to see it ajfjsjfn)

y'all have a good day, and ily 💙😘

[ghostboyjules]

hehehe @leave-me-alone-doctor tagged me in a thing HI ASH ILY 🥰🖤🖤🖤💙💙💙💖💖💖

I'm supposed to post 5 (five) songs I actually listen to, so I'm gonna post 5 that I can't stop thinking abt recently.

1. Spiritbox - Rotoscope (Hysteria is an honorable mention because tbh that whole ep drop is everything. as per usual with Spiritbox tho, they ain't EVER MISSED)

2. IVE - ELEVEN. (this song slaps so much ass)

3. Darkher - Moths (this song is haunting and gorgeous and so atmospheric... hhhh fall vibes)

4. Rico Nasty - Gotsta Get Paid (RRIIIICCOOOOOOO her new album is so good, but this one specifically has been stuck in my head since I HEARD IT. the vibes.. impeccable.)

5. James and the Shame - Believe Me (yes this is rhett from good mythical morning. he's doing a side project about his religious deconstruction and shit and also coming from a southern baptist upbringing THIS HITS FUCKIN HARD. teehee religious trauma 🤪 right after the vibey Rico song.. that just how it be.)

Okay y'all if anyone listens to these, be prepared for the drastic genre changes between them all, but that's just how my brain has been playing me recently ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ this is gettin a lil wordy so imma tag my babes now

@watermelon-mafia @halflove @wantnothing @hxh (we had that dgd overlap, I simply must know what u listenin to rn 👀) @mothmanns @caprisun-overlord @queen-alluka

oh shoot Pan, I think Ashes already tagged you too but oh well, just post 5 more if you wanna ig, I'd love to see em

y'all know I'm absolutely weird abt music so if you post any I'll most likely be on em like a starvin animal, so have at ye!! if you wanna 💖 love y'all 😘

[ghostboyjules]

aahh I was tagged in a cool song thing by @queen-alluka (thank you ellie ily 💖) honestly this was hard if I thought abt my entire library, so I mainly just used my On Repeat playlist Spotify put together 💀 with a few changes, tho

rules: list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist, and then tag 10 people to do the same

1. Over and Over Again - the Used

2. Over Yet - Hayley Williams

3. holy terrain - FKA twigs, Future

4. Spillways - Ghost

5. Lo Vas A Olvidar - Billie Eilish, ROSALÍA

6. Winter Song - Rosegarden Funeral Party

7. Love Me More - Mitski

8. Man of the Year - Dance Gavin Dance

9. Circle With Me - Spiritbox

10. Been Like This - Doja Cat

decided to make a separate post rather than reblog, didn't want the post to be too long 😅 thanks again ellie, I love stuff like this 🥺 💖✨ here's a few besties, if you've already been tagged/don't wanna do it, feel free to disregard <3

@watermelon-mafia, @rabooots, @halflove, @wantnothing, @mothmanns, @hxh, and @howlittleweare (hi y'all ily ✨)