#was so busy with uni i forgot abt my tumblr lol

[ilikerosesalot]

forgot to upload this here lol

[rrxnjun]

hiii I'm sorry it took me sm time to reply i miss sending you these asks and talking to you 🤧 my hols have been going crazy with just tution class after tution class hh i did go on a 2 day trip last weekend tho and it was a nice break <3 (minus the part where we got drenched in the rain for like 2 hours straight. weather forecasts are scams.)

also screw uni for giving you a hard time :( just so you know I'm so proud of you for having the courage to move to a new place and to work on whatever you're studying right now despite not liking the city <33 manifesting sm fun moments and things to look forward to for you 🕯️🕯️ the weekends coming so hope that makes you feel better !!

help i had to Google up fire and air signs my astro knowledge = pinterest memes lol hfhfj all ik is I'm taurus. so after extensive research I've learnt that I have a thing for * drumroll * aquarians and capricorns (and the occasional Aries and cancer <33) hfjjf i had to search up all of my biases' zodiac info. i literally remember only hoshi's gfdhj He's not my bias (yet ??) but i find it funny before he's like, the Gemini of geminis 😭😭

YOO SEHUNS RAPS ALWAYS, LIKE ALWAYS, GET ME 'thats right my type' from his part in monster is stuck in my head rn. monster by exo <333

(OMG also you can drive ?? THATS COOL i wanna learn it so bad i can only drive a bike rn lolll bc you can only learn to drive cars from when you're 18 here)

HFJKDJFBJ i have a couple more exo memes (half of them are cursed hope no one checks the gallery in my phone) but for sm reason I'm not able to send pics or link things here Tumblr do be getting nastier by the day

the ncit coding thing was jungwoo the mechanical engineer and the others era LMAOO but that concept was 🥴 ngl college aus are a guilty pleasure for me and the shit they did just made my imagination go wild lol THE SPIDERMARK AGENDA THOOO DIDNT THINK HED ACTUALLY DO IT but again mark is the most likely to do smth like that

Do not talk to me about Lee donghyuck from that era. Just. Don't. He hot. HEWASINSANEFORTHATLIKETHECABLESTHINGWASFINEBUTTJFHRHKFCOLOURPALLETTEANDTHELOLLIPOPFUUUUUUHFHHF.

2 baddies is the catchiest song there exists the title makes me crack the fuck up its so funny DJFKLA i love it tho!!!!! havent checked out the whole album yet but designer's been on repeat its so good!!!! if you listened already, tell me your faves and ill make sure to get to it soon so we can talk abt it :pp

2 baddies 2baddies 1 porsche stil makes me giggle ngkf i haven't checked out the album yet hh (damn i have this and brand new by xiumin but i chose 28 reasons by goddess seulgi over both of them shhh) but i did listen to designer and hmmm <333

p.s. ily bar take care !! and stay safe 💕

its okay!!! we are both busy and mentally tired, send asks whenever you want to! i miss talking to you too tho and i wish life wasnt such a bitch to both of us lately 😡😡 im glad to hear u had fun on the trip!!!!! I got drenched last week as well bc my dumb ass forgot to bring an umbrella with me so im kind of sick ever since and its getting on my nerves 😭

thank you!! i am really fortunate that for the first time in my life, im interested in what im studying and im actually having fun in classes, so thats whats keeping me going tbh <3 also i think im slowly making new friends so i feel a bit better now :')

AHAHA VALID im only like a 30% astrology hoe i only know the very VERY basics. and omg youre a taurus!!!! my best friend is a taurus :) i seem to be getting a lot with tauruses AHAHA also aquariuses 😭 90% of the kpop scene is an aquarius so its very valid but i get it bc i am weak for them as well.

SEHUNS RAPS >>> also BRO my tiktok suddenly decided im in my exo-l era i keep getting exo tiktoks on my fyp and its so funny bc its so random but i also love it ???? 😭😭

i cant drive! 🥰 thats one of the main problems bc im supposed to have the driving exam in like 2 weeks and bro am i not doing well. i keep making stupid mistakes and im so scared im not gonna do it AHAHA here u can get your licence at 17! they let u drive with someone 18+ with at least 5(?) years of experience until you turn 18 and then u can drive on your own :) i actually waited longer to get my licence bc i was scared LMAO but its weird that at 19 i was the oldest in my course

SEND THOSE EXO MEMES ANY OTHER WAY PLEASE I AM IN NEED OF SOME FUNNY CONTENT. LITERALLY DM ME OR GET MY DISCORD I DO NOT CARE

college aus!! my weakness!! jungwoo and hyuck in sticker era 🥴🥴 but also 2 baddies jungwoo?? i lowkey think him and yuta are my 127 biases now if we exclude markhyuck bc im a devoted dreamzen LMAO

also THECABLESWERENTFINEISTILLTHINKABTITSOMETIMESANDIGETALITTLEFERALBUTALSOYESTHECOLORPALETTEFUCKIMSOCRAZYFORHIM

i did listen to the whole album but only in the bg as i was doing an assignment so i wasnt really paying 100% attention 😭😭😭 bUT designer has been on repeat its so good!!! other than that one i really enjoyed time lapse, gold dust and black clouds! Let me know which ones u like when u listen to it!!

I GOTTA LISTEN TO SEULGIS ALBUM AAAAAA i havent had the time to yet!!! but i did hear the title track on tiktok and the "i kiss your brother" is all i needed to hear to know that this will be lifechanging and i need to listen to it soon

I love you a lot! :) thank you for always finding time to come here and talk to me. take care and tell me all about how youve been next time!! hope you have a good week <3

[linos-teeth]

[1/?] Hhhh sorry for disappearing for a week too it's been a (mentally, but i can sense the howework is coming for my ass soon) busy time ig?? God it went, idk, better than i expected but at the same time worse? Idk im just mostly alone all the time except when i can hang out with friends in the higher grade (we dont have the same schedule so it's rare) but in my class? Fuck, your boy got no one JDSVKS but i think i made a friend today but im not sure?

[2/?] We exchanged numbers and she was nice but she seems too cool,, for me,, idk how to act around new people anymore,, so yeah basically how my week went, alone in my sadness and already crying because of school lol so i feel you, i reallly want to just run away from responsibilities :) my new school is ugh idk, i’m not used to be this free with basically everything so it’s weird for me? Schedule’s kinda ok, ppl in my class are (for now) rather normal, teachers are ALL jdh BOR I N G– anyway!!

[3/?] It’s sad you’re not going to see your friend before next year, god :(( i hope you’ll get good friends at uni,,— and well not stress too much abt real life eiTHER and erm i cant offer advices or anything obviously but fuck yeah i’m (for the 373929th time, i’m sorry for ALWAYS repeating myself) here to listen :(((

[4/4, finally] + dont apologize abt not gif-fing (??) anymore, really, your mental health is way more important!! Take all the time you need to figure things out n all, and understand im not saying we dont care abt your gifs (i personnaly rlly like them!!), but its toTALLY OK AND UNDERSTANDABLE YOU TAKE CARE OF URSELF FIRST anyway i may have forgot things i wanted to say? But its getting rlly long so ill stop here but basically ily and wish u good luck with finding a place and all that stuff! 💕

HELLO FRIEND guess who disappeared for over a week i’m the one who’s sorry :// i feel you soso much wow my mind is just like.....dead i was away for 3 days this week to sort stuff out with the other uni in person like i had to hand in a document to receive another and bus connections are disgusting so i had to stay 2 nights but!!! it went well the counsellor was rly sweet (good bc i felt like i’d offended her when we were exchanging emails rip) and now i’ve got all my documents on the way and i just need them to arrive on time aka monday which is the deadline for applications aND THEN I’M GOOD TO GO!!! i also have a rly nice place to stay temporarily with a family and their baby randomly loves me and the guy and i share the same favorite football club so life‘s quite alright (just the wifi uh....kinda sucks so.........idk what that means for this blog yet)

bUT!!! i hope hw is treating u alright and school too! sucks that the ppl you get along with don’t share classes with you but i’m glad you have them still!! and the girl too i hope she’s still being good and i don’t have to beat anyone up bc wtf nonny i rly don’t think she’s too cool for u!! like coolness rly is subjective and maybe you’re her brand of cool! like i don’t think i’m cool but ppl say i am and i find ppl cool who think they aren’t you feel me?? but yeah anyway i hope that is going well ♥ i get the freedom part i cried sm when i started uni bc they don‘t rly tell you shit any more and me as someone who needs detailed instructions for everything i was like jhaskfjahskfjahskfas

also sue me but i think boring teachers are the best the fun ones usually turned out to be fake for me tbh bUT I DON’T WANNA BE NEGATIVE

but i don’t like the sound of the sad :/// are u feeling better?

bUT YEAH THE PLAN IS TO SHARE WITH U AND MY FOLLOWERS (even tho i don’t wanna rant too much without rly contributing to the community you know) except i’ve been kinda hating tumblr lately esp with birthday season i got some big blog crisis again (ha look at ur part 4......i failed u again sorry) BUT I’M RLY TRYING AND I GOT SOMEONE TO HIT ME WITH A LITERAL STICK WHEN I TALK SHIT ABT MY BLOG SO!! DW

but yeah i’ll try to reply quicker from now on!!! i hope you had a good week pls know that i love you and i’m sending you hugs always ♥♥♥

[goldenmilkstudies]

~Question Tag~

I was tagged by @fsstudies to answer these questions about myself.

I’m sorry it took so long for me to answering (holidays and introduction week of uni), so thank you for waiting patiently :).

 Since I’m quite new to all this I am keen to know more about y’all. I’m tagging the following to do this question tag. (If you’ve already done this, pls send me a link!) (If you aren’t tagged but still want to participate, do! and say you are ghost-tagged by me (I guess I just invested something – tell me if I’m wrong lol)).

@colorfulstudiess @rad-study @studioussummi @smallbeanstudies @hufflepuffsstudies @studyfeather @the-girlygeek @ubestudies

 Last

Drink – water

Phone call – a girl Andrea, bc I didn’t know how to get to her apartment

Text message – 8008, that’s a service in the Netherlands which sends a text to the number you texted them saying that you’d like to call them but you don’t have enough credit(?)

Song you listened to – Notion by Tash Sultana

Time you cried – Yesterday

Have you

Dated someone twice – I guess not

Kissed someone and regretted it – nah

Been cheated on – idk

Lost someone special – no

Been depressed – not diagnosed but I’m pretty sure I was a few years ago

Gotten drunk and thrown up – once the following morning with my first hangover :/

List 3 favourite colours

Forrest green | Burgundy | Yellow

 In the last year have you

Made new friends – yass, especially last week during my intro at uni

Fallen out of love – yup and fallen back in love (with the same person)

Laughed until you cried – I don’t remember so no

Found out someone was talking about you – sadly

Met someone who changed you – I think I met someone during the intro that is changing me

Kissed someone on your Facebook list – my boyfriend

 General

How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life – all

Do you have any pets – three cats and one doggo

Do you want to change your name – I want to move to an English speaking country so I would maybe change my last name

What did you do for your last birthday – cooked dinner for my friends and family

What time did you wake up – 4 pm (went to bed at 8:30am) (bc this was the last night of the intro)

What were you doing at midnight last night – at Andrea drinking and playing picolo

Name something you can’t wait for – to see/touch my boyfriend, but also uni to start

When was the last time you saw your mom – on Sunday

What is one thing you wish you could change in your life – not stopping with French and German at school

What are you listening to right now – the wind going through trees, myself typing and cars passing by

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom – yass, a friend

Something that is getting on your nerves – the mess in my sister’s apartment (which I made) (where I’m staying for the intro)

Most visited websites – Instagram, Facebook, Tumblr and YouTube atm

Mole(s) – A lot, they tend to be in groups (idk why this happens lol)

Mark(s) – inside my left arm and on the left side of my back

Childhood dream – can’t remember oops

Hair colour – blond / dark blond / brown, it’s kinda all over the pace

Long or short hair – I have medium long hair but really want long hair

Do you have a crush on someone – nah

What do you like about yourself – outside, my eyes | inside, I have a pretty diverse personality & I am down to earth & I am accepting of all beings and expressions & I want to do a lot for the world

Piercings – two in both my lobes & helix in my left ear & industrial in my right ear

Blood type – the most common one (I forgot lol)

Nickname – family, Belle | boyfriend, Isaak | best friends, Belski

Relationship status – boyfriend

Zodiac – virgo (I read horoscopes and things but they never describe me….)

Pronouns – she/her

Favourite TV show – Grimm | Orphan Black | Dragons (from how to train your dragon)

Tattoos – none but want one

Right or left hand – right

Surgery – yas

Hair dyed in different colour – purple :0

Sport – rn nothing but at uni I plan to do yoga & strength training & boot camp and maybe dance if I like a class

Vacation – this year to Athens with friends and to Berlin with my boyfriend

Pair of trainers – black puma trinomic and salmon coloured asics

 More general

Eating – vegan, I aim for a whole foods diet | atm I’d like to eat Mexican food tbh

Drinking – water | rooibos & camomile tea | chai latte

I’m about to – eat bc the kitchen was occupied with people from the hall

Waiting for – the wifi to have a chill so I can actually be productive for once

Want – FOOOOOOD

Get married – I don’t necessarily want to, but I’m willing to compromise

Career – my dream is to have a vegan lunchroom, but I’d also like to write a blog or books or own a shop or a business

Hugs or kisses – kissing while hugging (?)

Lips or eyes – I think that eyes can almost never be ugly but lips can be, so eyes

Shorter or taller – I’m okay with my height (wow we are the same height @fsstudies)

Older or younger – I don’t mind growing older, I do mind not using the time I got

Nice arms or nice stomach – idc as long as it all works together

Sensitive or loud – sensitive

Hook up or relationship – relationship, tho I’d like to be able to have hook ups from time to time

Troublemaker or hesitant – neither (?)

 Have you ever

Kissed a stranger – yas

Drank hard liquor – gotta love the 43

Lost glasses / contact lenses – I don’t own them so no

Turned someone down – yas, a friend :(

Sex on the first date – nahhhhh

Broken someone’s heart – probably

Had your heart broken – can’t remember

Been arrested – no but I got a warning for driving (lol trying to) without a license

Cried when someone died – All. The. Time. I get really emotional abt other people’s deaths

Fallen for a friend – sorta

 Do you believe in

Yourself – too little

Miracles – no

Love at first sight – no, there can be a connection but I wouldn’t call that love tbh

Santa Claus – urm yeah…

Kiss on the first date – depends

 Other

Current best friend name – I don’t have a Best Friend, just a close group of friends

Eye colour – hazel

Favourite movie – atm, “I, origin” and “Mad Max”

 Thank you for coming this far :0,  enjoy your day ♥