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#was thinkin abt her today <3
monsterbisexual · 1 year
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things have been scary n hard n a lot but i do feel good sometimes..theres good things too they might not seem like big things or as meaningful but it still matters n makes a difference! things might get scarier n harder etc overall n probs will at least sometimes.. even when it feels like things shld be easy theyre usually not but im trying ! n thats smth i suppose
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babeysart · 1 year
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i did a lil rough sketch of my kitty <3
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cybrs4pphic · 5 months
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camgirl pt 2!!
camgirl!reader x abby
afab/fem!reader, squirting (:p), full nelson (:0), abby yearns to be inside you, fuckin on the first date, reader has no idea abby knows abt her sex work, kinda awkward first-time sexual tension lol, abby has a fat dick (:D), this is so long???????
18+ mdni (goodbye minors)
it’s the next day and abby is still trying to work up the courage to text you. she doesn’t want to sound boring, but she also doesn’t wanna overdo it. she’s laying in bed, your number typed into the chat, her fingers hovering over the keys.
‘hey, you gave me your number at the coffee shop yesterday and i thought you were really pretty so… i’m abby,’
her thumb was now just hovering over the blue arrow to send the message before hitting it, eventually sending the message. abby immediately shuts her phone off tossing it on the bed trying to find something to distract herself with while she waits.
abby decides to just turn on some show she’s seen a million times. a few hours later you text her back with a ‘hiii abby!! thank u!! sorry, was at work :( i’d love to do somethin w you sometime soon if ur down :p,’
she’s almost, almost, embarrassed at how fast she replies. ‘you’re okay, how was work today? and i’d love to. what did you have in mind?,’
‘well, if u wanted to hangout today, i wouldnt mind just gettin to know you like at mine or somethin, i’ll cook u dinner too whatcha want :3,’
abby’s gonna blow up. ‘i’m not picky, surprise me. and that sounds great, how does 7 sound then?’
‘perfect, i’ll see you soon!’ you send her your address in a separate message with a little heart. abby could actually pass away right now.
2 hours later it’s 7:05 and abby’s standing outside your door, not wearing anything too special— just jeans and a shirt taking a deep breath before knocking. a few second later she hears the door unlocking and opening.
she sees you, looking cute as ever. she then hears the sweetness of your voice inviting her in, abby mustering up a smile through the nerves.
“okay, so, i‘m makin’ chicken alfredo if that works for you?”
“s’perfect,” abby slurs out, practically soaking her underwear watching you cook, mainly your ass in those stupid leggings. is she wearing underwear? floods abby’s thoughts.
“almost done. if you wanna go sit down i’ll get everything ready,” you turn around giving abby a quick smile before returning to your cooking.
abby’s in heaven right now. you sitting across from her, just getting to know each other. finding out you both actually have so much in common makes her feel ecstatic. you guys are having such a good time talking you both nearly forget about the food.
“you’re a great cook,” abby says as you, blushing, take her plate from her placing it in the sink after rinsing it off.
“thank you! tried really hard on this one actually,” you say, giggling. yeah, abby’s obsessed. she needs to be inside you, making you a mess on her cock-
“wanna watch a movie ‘er somethin’?” you interrupt her thoughts.
“what kinda movie?”
“was thinkin’ something scary, if you’re down?”
“works for me,” abby replies, moving to sit next to you on the couch as you scroll through the vast amount of horror movies on whatever streaming app you picked.
“oh! how ‘bout the new texas chainsaw?” you don’t even give abby a chance to reply before you hit play— not like she really cares what you guys watch anyway.
abby has her arm around the back of the couch manspread while you have your knees tucked under you half sitting on your butt half on your heels next to her. within the first five minutes of the movie, she has her arm draped over your side mindlessly drawing patterns into your hips and thighs while you lay on her chest.
you guys get about halfway through the movie before abby breathes out, “hey.”
“yeah?” you reply, picking your head up to meet her eyes.
abby glances at your lips, before asking, “can i kiss you?” to which you just nod a bunch.
abby leans in meeting you halfway to finally kiss you. not long after, she’s grabbing your hips pulling you onto her lap so you’re straddling her, deepening the kiss.
you pull away first, gasping for air. abby’s also gasping for air, but she could kiss you til she passes out, honestly.
“tell me if you want to stop at any point, okay?” abby breathes out as she toys with the hem of your shirt. you nod as a reply.
“words,” abby says bluntly.
“yes,” you breathe out, still catching your breath. abby wastes no time pulling you out of your shirt and bra before taking her own off.
“god, fuck, c’mere,” she’s pushing your hips up so that your tits are eye level with her before she immediately latches onto your tit. one hand is groping your ass while her other hand is toying with your other nipple. jesus, her hands are so fucking cold you’re practically shaking under her touch.
your hands run down her chest, stopping to play with her tits before sliding down to the button on her jeans.
“take ‘em off,” you whine out. abby happily obliges, gently grabbing u by the hips before laying you down on the couch. she gets up undoing her pants sliding them off. she’s immediately on top of you, thumbs under the waistband of your leggings breathing out a “can i?”
“please,” your voice barely above a whisper, but abby’s already peeling your leggings off realizing you, in fact, were not wearing underwear.
“s’like you wanted to get fucked tonight,” abby lets out a small laugh.
“by you,” you shoot back as you spread your legs in front of her making abby blush as she leans forward to kiss your inner thighs, seeing your glistening cunt clenching around nothing. she starts sucking like she’s about to leave a hickey, making your legs shake from the sensitivity.
“abby, please,” you breathe out.
“please what?
“fuck me, abby, please need to feel you,” you whine out reaching out to wrap your fingers in her hair.
“don’t have a strap, ba-”
“i do,” you cut her off. “come with me,” you pull her up by her hair giving her a quick kiss before getting up, taking abby’s hand, and practically skipping to your bedroom. once you open the door abby immediately recognizes it. your bed in the center of the room against the back wall, a desk across from the bed, probably where you set up your camera. what’s new to her is all the decorations that she didn’t usually see when you were live.
“cute room,” abby states as you’re digging through your closet for a dildo.
“thanks! what kinda cock you want?” you ask her it so casually abby nearly.
“how many do you have?” abby questions you back.
“a bunch,” you giggle.
“what, are you some kind of pornstar?” abby smirks and you can practically hear the smirk in the way she asks the question. you have the dildo in your hand, but you freeze at her question. you know it’s a joke, a rhetorical question, so you just laugh it off bringing her the dick.
“you seem like a fat cock kinda girl,” you smile handing abby the harness and dildo.
“and you seem like you love taking fat cock,” abby fires back sliding the harness up her legs, securing it. “now where were we?” abby says, sliding her hands up your stomach to your breasts watching them spill out from her fingers. you lean up to catch her lips in another kiss, quickly deepening it by tilting your head to the side and allowing abby’s tongue access to your mouth. she’s grabbing your hips and placing you on your bed before attacking your neck and chest with kisses.
“fuck, these tits are perfect,” abby says as she slides two fingers down your cunt, teasing your entrance. “you can take two fingers, right, baby? gotta get you ready for my cock,” you practically moan at her words and she’s barely touching you. is she even real?
“yes, yes! please just touch me, abby,” abby responds by sliding her middle and ring finger into you searching for that soft spot. she’s fucking her fingers back into you,, eventually finding your g-spot, hitting it with the tips of her fingers making you let out a mix between a gasp and a moan.
“found it,” she smirks to herself. she really can’t believe she’s actually touching you right now; this is like a dream come true for her. countless nights of her watching you touch yourself and her finally being the one to make you shake and moan under her touch. she has to fuck you.
“do you have lube?” she asks to which you nod telling her where it is. abby gets up squirting some lube onto the cock you gave her, taking her hand making sure it’s covered.
“are you ready?” she asks looking up at you, her hand still on her cock, stroking it like it’s attached to her. you give her a few eager nods followed by a ‘yes’. abby walks over to you, pushing you on your back before asking if you’re ready again like she’s scared she’s gonna hurt you
“please fuck me, abby,” you get right to the point and abby nods before pushing the dildo into your weeping cunt with her hips. the way you’re gasping and whining just from her putting it in makes abby want to absolutely ruin you. abby needs to fuck you so well every time you touch yourself on camera all you can think of is her.
abby begins rocking her hips back and forth at a pretty slow pace, nearly pulling out completely before pushing herself right back in, where she belongs, you letting out little whimpers every time she pushes back in.
“faster, please, abby,” you whine out as she’s pulling out.
“gladly,” abby takes your legs, throwing them over her shoulders before leaning forward to properly fuck you. abby’s fucking you faster like you requested but it’s still not deep enough for your liking.
“abby abby deeper, please please,” you plead for her.
“can i try somethin’?” abby questions to and you, obviously, tell her yes. before you know it abby’s completely pulled out of you, whining at the empty feeling, before she’s leaning her upper back on the bed frame, patting her lap for you to straddle her.
“face away from me, baby,” abby says.
“what’re you plannin’?” you giggle out, smiling at her.
“‘ts a surprise,” she smiles back before patting her lap again to which you throw a leg over her lap (abby definitely slapped your ass) before settling right in front of the dildo.
“now what?” abby put her feet up on the bed and threads her arms underneath your thighs beginning to pull them up towards your chest.
“relax f’me,” she says quietly from behind you causing you to relax into her hold, your back to her chest. once you’re fully in abby’s grasp, you take her cock sliding it back into you.
“you good?” abby questions to which you nod and abby’s hands snake around the back of your neck, forcing you to watch you take her cock.
before you can comprehend it, abby’s fucking you like you’ve never been fucked before. you can feel how tight it is, how deep she is, all of it— you practically feel her in your throat and all you can do is take it and watch.
abby’s grunts mixed with your whines and moans is making abby soak through her fucking underwear
“fuckfuckfuck abby, y’re too deep! please please,”
“you can take it— know you can,” abby replies not letting up on her assault on your cunt. you’re a fucking mess of moans and tears and drool and you can barely handle it when abby’s hand snakes to your clit rubbing it in fast tight circles with her two fingers.
you’re practically fucking sobbing with how she’s stimulating your clit and constantly fucking up into your g-spot. your eyes closes shut as you’re so close to coming.
“eyes open, breathe,”
“can’t— i can’t s’too much, ‘m gonna come,” you’re shocked you can even get out even that much.
“‘m not stoppin’ you,” abby says, not letting up in the slightest. you do your best to keep your breaths steady, but the way your orgasm is building up, it feels different.
“abby… abby abby,” you chant her name, whether it’s a warning or a plea, she doesn’t care. all abby cares about right now is the way her hands and thighs are being soaked right now. your mouth is hanging open in a silent scream just watching the way you gush all over abby’s cock.
“did you just fuckin’ squirt,” abby’s giddy right now.
“are you even human?” you breathe out to which abby just lets out a laugh, releasing you from her grasp causing you to practically collapse on top of her.
“so the answer’s yes,” abby smirks, brushing her fingers gently along the back of your neck, where she knows she definitely put too much pressure on while fucking you.
you feel her slide out of you as you roll onto your stomach eyeing her up and down. you freeze as you hear her say
“i know you’re a camgirl,”
“what?”
pt 3 maybe :3 this is the longest thing ive ever written
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sweet-little-dude · 1 year
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TUMBLR DIDN'T NOTIFY ME THAT YOU RRPLIED TO MY ASKS I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD WHAT THE HELL TUMBLR ???
okay anyways the akkuya thing is finished at 1.2k now which is longer than i expected but i'm not complaining fr. will probs post it later today hehe
aaalso i read akkun's wiki article and remembered that he has a wife in that one bad toman timeline in which he dies... so. what are we thinking about poly akkuya + akkun's wife? she'd be takuya's gf too i think. bc i like my love triangles being actual triangles not just angles- and i think it would be cute okok. also uh i definitely haven't brainrotted abt them in that timeline too much already haha no i just called her kasumi bc she doesn't have a canon name and figured that she has wavy black hair that's shoulder length, is between 1.65m and 1.70m tall and has brown eyes that are so dark that they appear to be black. but hahaha i am so normal about her & them wdym /j
also kasumi definitely had an alt phase in her first two years in highschool and akkun's been head over heels for her ever since then. but he was to scared to talk to her and they went their seperate ways but eventually met again at like 20 or 21 and then went from there with akkuya already being bfs. ig kasumi & akkun just got married bc gay marriage was forbidden idk or mnaybe it was tax benefits or smth haven't figured that out yet but takuya def isn't lesser for not being married to either of them that's important
uh yeah. uhm. i might write an angst fic about them :))
NO BCUZ I THOUGHT YOU WERE IGNORING ME/TAKING A BREAK FOR MENTAL HEALTH PURPOSES LIKE I GOT SCARED FR... BUT HELLOO!!
yayyy!! can't wait to check it out later :3
i agree!!! btw i love it when you pull out kinda like character blanks (characters that are mentioned that have no story or no actual character at all) and just take it upon urself to make them come to life its so fun to read abt everytime. agreed actual love triangles are the best, and kasumi seems pretty!! IDK I JUST STARTED IMAGINING HER W A TOOTH GAP AND ITS CUTE I CANT STOP THINKIN ABT IT NOW.
STOP THEY'D BE SUCH A GOOD LOOKING COUPLEEE. alt kasumi n stylish akkun, and then since takuya doesnt rlly have a style they dress him up omg skksksnjsnjre but yes ofc!! its perfectly understandable.
IM EXCITED FOR THEIR ANGST NGL
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heavyhitterheaux · 1 year
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“Well, I mean there’s pros and cons to both. Pro, I can keep an eye on both of you and kick Jack’s ass as needed and the con? Well, living with your baby daddy who at one point wanted nothing to do with you or his child.” NO LIES WERE FUCKING TOLD!!
“A title that I embrace. I can’t stand his ass and how he did the both of you. Wait until I get my hands on him. Send me the time and place I WANNA WHOOP SOME ASS TO!! & and I’ll even record 🤭
“Okay Harlow, you listen and you better listen good. Y/N is my best friend and I swear on everything that is within God’s green earth that if you even think about going back on your word that I have no hesitations to kill you even if you are my goddaughter’s father.” YESSS JESSS PUT👏🏽 A👏🏽 WEAK👏🏽 BITCH👏🏽 IN👏🏽THEY👏🏽 FUCKIN👏🏽 PLACE👏🏽
“Hmm, you are tall. She wasn’t lying about that part. But I will bring you to my height if I have to. Anyway she’s still sleeping, take care of my girl. Nice meeting you in person finally, I guess.”I love how she told his ass off before they even met IRL 😭 like YESSS BITCHHH LET THAT HOE KNOW U AINT PLAYIN ABT YO GIRL!!
“Well if things had gone a bit differently, she wouldn’t have had to do that. But anyway, moving on.” TELL HIM!! Jess took it lightly HE LUCKY HE AINT GET HIS WHITE ASS BEAT!
"You've seen the latest sonogram. Only thing she might have is your forehead.” God bless YN’S VAGINA 😌 THAT BABY BIG HEAD FINNA TEAR IT TF UP 😭
"But babe…" Boy don’t babe her, you lucky she even thinkin abt it and not js sayin NO FUCK U!
"I'm not trying to have this turn into an argument." Jack said while looking at you. It don’t seem like it JACKMAN 😑
Jess, I haven't felt her move in two days." Please don’t make me cry, REE I CANT DO THIS TODAY 😭
"But you know what I've noticed? Any time we're in Atlanta he disappears for days at a time and he used to not do that. So I'm thinking if anything that's where he's going." Jack is soooo fuckin dumb, like did you rlly think they wouldn’t notice 😒
"Family emergency. Something's wrong with Clay." Honey just stop lyin 😐
Jack- He's fine. Will stay with my parents for a few days. This is really really embarrassing for you Jackman 😕
"His location is saying that he is at the hospital."THIS IDIOT DIDNT TURN HIS LOCATION OFF?!?! Jack did you wanna get caught?? Cause like sir wtf
"Thank you and almost 7 months." H- h- HOLD THE FUCK UP 6 MONTHS THIS WHITE BOY HAS BEEN HIDING THIS FOR NEARLY 7!MONTHS?? I’m thinking maybe 3, 4 if I wanted to push it. BUT SHES ABT TO POP AND THIS BOY STILL HASN’T TOLD ANYONE!? Is he fucking mental 🤨
“He really wasn’t even there for the first four.” You heard Jess mutter, but Clay heard her. WAIT WAS THIS ADDRESSED IN OTHER PARTS & I DONT REMEMBER?? Cause now I’m pissed off all over again 😕
“Jess, please stop throwing me under the bus.” If you wasn’t bullshitin there would be nothing to throw
“They checked on her and said she’s fine, and that she really was sleeping. I just don’t ever remember her sleeping for that long. Like I said, any time she hears his voice, she’s active.” She said I’m tired of my daddy’s shit, wake me up when it’s my time to come out & he stop playin games ✌🏽
“Nope, they were friends with benefits and they met on the Creme De La Creme tour in Atlanta and have been fucking ever since.” Okay damn just put they business out they like that 😭
OKAY PART 2 COMING!!
Jess plays absolutely NO games with him and she'll probably continue to threaten him on a daily basis 😭
Yes he has been hiding her for that long!
The first 4 he was being an ass and started to act like he had some sense in the middle of month 5
Clay was just like... do not include me in your shenanigans lmao
Urban knows Jack like the back of his hand and knew something was wrong the entire time
Oh yeah baby girl is definitely tired of him acting absolutely wild and she is not here for it
And just because Jack designed the cute nursery means nothing lol she is still on the fence about living with you lol
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cavefairy · 2 months
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thinkin abt how the manager-in-training/arcade lead for today (yesterday. whatever.) let me talk at her for 90% of my shift bc we were in redemption and i simply would not shut up and ngl i think she was a little bit amused and also seemed mildly interested in trolls so thats something.
anyways guess who now has all 8 trolls plushies that we had at work. its me. i now have 8 trolls plushies. i have poppy, branch, guy diamond, tiny diamond, biggie, mr dinkles, queen barb, and cloud guy. if we ever get more trolls stuff at work i may actually die (/pos). rmrmrmrmrmrmrmmmmmm gnight tumblr :3
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x-lynx-x · 2 months
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lynx log #7
we remembered deathseed/Lynx today!!!!! thats why i got all magenta when i got mad.....she was there n also drew herself once too!!!but i thought she was just me > ~ < that happens a lot in our system......anyway we hungout together a lot, just like jimmy n victor do! n just like them, one of us can exist really easy(me!!) n the other has a bit of trouble ): but Lynx was doing better than jimmy has so thats good!! she just needs practice at knowing how to make conversation ^w^ we remembered victor actually used to be like that back in the day too hehe
i also...uhm.....realized i might be on the aro spectrum '^' that ones hard for me to think abt cuz i feel sosooo much love!!!!!n really like soulmates!!!!!but.....maybe i just want friends? now that im separate from all the others(some reallyreally feel romance!!!!) ive been thinkin abt it a bit. yea...i like Lynx a lot tho!! if i had to choose a bff it would be her :3
james got vic these socks yesterday when out at the mall with victor(he bought everyone something!!!) but i like them too meowmeowmeowmeowwwww
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milkcartoncatkid · 1 year
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thinkin abt how today marie wasnt having a good day but i stood up for her n comforted her at lunch :3
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obsob · 2 years
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hoo hee funny little men 
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mohlinas · 3 years
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✌😗 hi
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the-breloominati · 3 years
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just gotta vent real quick dont mind me
#so it was pretty out today right? so i text my mom like 'hey once yall get back from running errands can we go to this beach'#and shes like 'sure; itll be the 3 of us [me her and my dad]'; and im like 'ok' cause i was thinkin itd be the 3 of us and it might be nice#so we're getting reafy to leave the house and we make sure to bring this portable potty that we take with us when we go camping#and the changing tent we have (as smth to put up around it; it takes like 30 seconds max to put up)#so we get there and originally i wanted to go on this trail through a bit of woods that let out on the other side of an inlet; but there#were 3 or 4 cars parked there already; and its a pretty narrow trail so it would be hard to get out of the way#(all 3 of us had masks btw; we wore them most of the time (at least i think we did; idk about my dad cause he walked by himself for a while)#so anyway my mom stopped the car in a parking space and we were talking abt whether or not we would walk on that trail#and if i remember correctly my dad was mostly 'youll be fine lets go' or smth i think??#and we eventually decided it would just be better to walk on the wider trail across the inlet from the small one#so my mom parks the car and my dad says he has to pee; and wants to use the porta-potties by the start of the trail#keep in mind that whole time we were deciding which trail to walk on (a good minute or 2) he couldve said he had to pee and we couldve#set up the potty in less than a minute#and we spent at least minute arguing about it after were parked by the porta-potties#so in the time it took him to be all 'when i have to pee i have to pee' we could have set up the potty in the parking lot#and he ends up using the porta-potties not once; but TWICE#when we're heading back to the car he asks my mom to unlock it because 'he needs a wipe'#next thing i know i hear one of the doors to the porta-potties slam shut#if hed just said he had to pee; the car wouldve been unlocked anyway and again; we couldve had the potty set up in less than a minute#so its just immensely frustating
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reigenhusband · 3 years
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Ted! Imagine meeting up with Reigen to go out for dinner and when you see him he gives you finger guns and goes "Hey, Tedder!" And then you just laugh because this man is just too much (inspired by someone on YouTube who calls her cat named Teddy that lol :3)
Hello proton did you know I am cryin
I'm crying thinkin abt the way hia face lights up when he does it and IM PICTURING IT VIVIDLY. TEDDER!!!!!!!!!!
My homosexuality has been entertained for today, god bless ya
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legobatjoker · 3 years
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also um. Today was a such a weird day 4 me i hops u dont me talking abt it bc like. This morning my mum was like "one day in the break do u wanna go out shopping w me just me nd u mother daughter" which is like. Spending lots of time w my parents is kinda detrimental 2 my mental wellbeing so um FNVHHDH i tried to be like "maybe idk im tired" but she was like "u shld be saying yes u have to" so um. That annoyed me for most of the morning but after the exam i wasnt as annoyed which was good (1/4)
but then okay basically i had the exam in morning but i stayed @ school until my sisters school day ended bc thats easier so basically i was just sitting in my school autism provision doing art work nd then a teacher was like "hey idk if u know her but this girl that used 2 go here is visting the school bc shes thinkin abt coming here for sixth form can u show her around shes called [her name]" nd it was fucking. One of my old best friends?? Like actually it was so weird (2/4)
bc like she left ny school like 3 years ago nd i tried 2 keep in touch w her but i wasnt able to so i hadnt spoken to her in so long nd also bc like. I feel like i was kinda a rly shitty friend to her LOL so like. I apolgised to her ofc but she was also like "no dw i feel like i was a rly bad friend 2 you tbh" which is so weird bc i dont remever her being a bad friend like at all but she also said the same thing abt me so like NFCHDNND bd like yea it was weird bc we hadnt spoken in ages but (3/4)
but it was still fun nd likd we just talked nd played jenga for a bit nd yea it was rly nice to catch up w her nd stuff esp since i always thought id never talk to her again but also it was rly weird bc it was so sudden nd its been so long but yea it was rly nice esp bc i rly missed her :] !!! (sorry if this is a lot btw but yea HSBCSHCB) (4/4)
im sorry abt ur mom beign annoying tht sucks -___-!! but oh wow bestie reunion ?? thats super cool :OO also obsessed w u both saying u were bad friends and the other wasnt bcuz it peada me to believe neither of u were actually bad friendsHSVSHS but yuh thts epic mx !! :33
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cheswirls · 3 years
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i had that surgery between posting abt tokrev and now n took a break from reading and so the first half of tenjiku arc is fuzzy BUT i did finish it today so heres an  update, ~190 chapters in
ive been vague b4 but this one will DEF have spoilers im talking openly abt so if you havent finished tenjiku arc dont read anymoreeee
i think i started last time abt the emma ch so to start off this one w the emma ch bc. damn. i think besides being absolutely heartbreaking this cemented kisaki as not necessary the enemy, but as someone who has done wrong. kisaki has been the main villain this entire time, but i mentioned this last time, its different being told someone has done something vs seeing it. besides him n hanma beating up chifuyu, everything kisaki has done hasnt had any proof to it. even when he says  something akin to ‘damn my plan is foiled’ its less admission when theres nothing to back it.
but emma changes that. now theres a homicide associated w kisaki. now theres a bad thing hes done right in front of the mc, and for all the viewers/readers to see. now hes equivocated w the death of emma. 
i think emmas death matters for two reasons, and one more than the other. the first is the impact it has on mikey. its shown a few times now what death will do to him, like w shinichirou and baji, but w emma it hits different. im gonna contrast her and baji on both points, not to take away from baji’s death, but to add to emmas.
if im not mistaken a majority of baji scenes were only shown after his death. i think it worked and the valhalla arc was  rly well structured, but what this left in turn was a sort of emptiness associated w baji dying. the readers didnt rly know him at all compared to some of the other toman captains, and it rly hadnt been shown yet wwhat his relationship w mikey was like. we see the effect it has in his rage towards kazu, and none of his grieving. even when at bajis grave, its chifuyu that gets a bigger focus than mikey. but w emma, it actively tears mikey up. he struggles to carry her to the hospital, hes visibly shaken when he tells takemichi shes grown cold, and hes absolutely dead inside when hina is crying at emmas corpse and drakon is yelling at him asking why he let it happen. it hits hard, and it shows, and it makes the impact that much harder, that she died in the past and theres no way tofix it. and the realization takemichi has right before, of ‘o yeah ive never seen grown emma come to think abt it’ then bam.
the second and much bigger point is the emotional impact is has on the reader. baji appears and is instantly a source of conflict. he outs himself from toman, he joins the enemy, he denounces chifuyu when questioned abt investigating kisaki. theres no reason to trust him n no reason to think he’ll turn back, and then only thing there is mikey saying he wants baji back.
emma had that amazing chapter not long before, and shes had a few focal points previously, like on her birthday, and on new years, etc. we’ve seen her as an individual first, then as mikey’s sister, and that makes a difference. seeing her even admitting izana was her brother rly hit different bc its emma, the emma that grew up w shin and mikey but had another life before that. that was the connection i kept making, even as izana explained he had more relation w shinichirou, bc it was mentioned by emma first, bc emma remembered him, after all those years. knowing izana was involved w her death made it hit harder. it hits harder in general bc its emma, someone whos been around since the beginning, and been explored more in depth. i felt sad when baji died, but i was destroyed and heartbroken when emma died.
which, going back, makes kisaki in turn absolutely despicable. deplorable. abhorrent. unforgivable. even more so when he shoots kaku, and then izana, thrice, and then izana dies. i still rly didnt. get? izanas motivations, but i started to feel for him thru mikey, when he realized it was izana shin meant when he asked abt a second older brother. kaku getting shot was unexpected and almost worse than emma in the moment, bc kisaki had a gun and even knives were kinda taboo weapons, guns were completely off the table, and he shot five times andinjured three people w every shot. im glad the tenjiku members that stayed behind told police abt kisaki bc the entire time he was running i was like um??? and even B4 that i was like hey no mikey you dont need to stay, yall jus nee to beat kisaki into submission n have him confess bc the gun is right there, the bullets are there, cmon now.
but then kisaki dies/????? the way its set up made me go crazy, thinkin someone did it purposely, but then the driver was a nobody, and then hes still alive after impact???? big surprise honestly. but then his arm n leg are emessed up, n he says he cant get up, n it took me a sec to realize he prolly lost coordination n not jus bc of one leg, like he prolly couldnt sit up at all, then he up n died rightthere. 
b4 thattho, was the confirmation. i completely always thought kisaki wasnt a timeleaper, i thought takemichi made atheory but  it was baseless, i didnt rly like it, and then the scene during the vs tenjiku when he says future stuff n kisakis like what?? are yiu talking abt??? BUT THEN then have their standoff in the same parking lot n kisaki says you are a timeleaper and i was like what? he can also??? but then he coudnt! he admitted, was like no in ever could, which means someone else is pulling strings if there is another timeleaper, andmy moneys on hanma, the only other one whos been around the whole time. maybe ill b surprised but i f its not him then theres not another one, imo.
kisaki dying caught me off guard. his whole ten year plan was absolutely nuts, ic ant believe he thought he could go up to hina n straight propose n she would say yes, like honestly would she even remember him at that point? regardless i knew from the cram school chapters that there was some connection there, but i didnt think hina dying was some jealousy-fueled hate revenge plot. wild. but now the “main” villain is dead so what goes from here? we willn see.
i am rly glad kaku made it out. tallying 3 deaths in the kanto incident was so confusing w emma being one of them but the reveal that kaku was alive was rly something. i hope more comes from him!! the setup between him n takemichi was rly rly nice!!!! i wanna see more
i am kinda sad abt coco, bc thesetup of takemichi protecting him from div5 was great, n inui is a permanant fixture in div1 now, so to see coco decide to split was kinda sad. hope he doesnt go down the wrong path. kinda expected to see more knowing how popular him n inui are?? but nontheless
and smiley and angry were so good!! souta and kawata are amazing and souta was not like what i was expecting at all, n now knowing that he cares a lot n is not rly a fighter but iss till in toman jus. rly speaks a lot abt mikeys judge of character n kawatas older brotherschtich that they would let him be vice of div4. seeing what kawata and mitsuya both did during tenjiku arc was rly nice. 
and then hina telling drakon andmikey!!! surprised they believed, but it rly will mak things move now. for ex the gun scene where hes abt to shoot kisaki, rly ready to end it, but then hina n mikey rush in. i rly like that knowing that they both know this takemici is from the future, bc they panic but their faith in him isnt lost ,y’know? like they see him desperate, n drakon has a great line abt takemichi’s desperation, theyre not seeing their friend abt toshoot someone n freaking, n they wont judge his sense of character off of that,instead theyre seeing the desperation of someone who wants things to change, and know they can talk him out of it, or if not that then at least ,like, its not going to change what they think abt him. iunno jus. nice little detail i loved while reading that.
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x-lynx-x · 2 months
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lynx log #2
i wandered into jimmys room, and it was now snowing!! like how there was leaves everywhere in victors room, theres now snow in jimmys(i think it had something to do with nicole waking up, cuz jimmys room kinda looked like hers....)we sat on the bed for a bit n they were having trouble talking, so i thought i'd read a wolvie comic to help get their voice back >:[ theres a lot of comics on our desk that havent been put away yet, so i chose this one cuz it kinda looks like jimmy on the cover.....
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so i was reading it(a lot of the panels look a lot like jimmy!!facial recognition stuff) and uhm. this page made me realize something.
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nothin special on the page, just was the one i realized on. we're been thinkin a lot lately on if we have a primary soul, n who it might be! cuz everyone seems to think theyre the real soul....but its probably jimmy ): we get a lot of messages thru media n we gotta out them together like puzzle pieces. a message we got a couple years ago(but was reminded of today cuz someone liked one of our old posts abt it) was for a character named church. SO a scientist guy made a clone of his consciousness called epsilon, n put epsilon thru a bunch of simulated trauma, which then split him into other consciousness (like us!) n church was a direct clone of epsilon who didnt remember any of the trauma. and also didnt know abt the experiment!! then eventually he found all the other consciousnesses and epsilon n him fused together n he remembered EVERYTHING!! we've had the word epsilon associated with memories ever since '^' and theres a comic where a guy named epsilon red starts giving wolvie his memories back too!!
we've known abt the experiment since we were uhmmm maybe 11? or 10? we've been gettin hints for awhiilleeee but our recent journey in remembering all of eachother again feels similar to the journey church went on....oh yea! context -> me n my system used to know eachother when we were younger, but around age 15 we all got stuck together n forgot ): but in the past month we've been slowly separating n remembering eachother again!! it was a prophecy for vic n victor(similar but 2 different guys hehe) to spend our bday with jimmy, n it thankfully happened!!! we were worried abt there being a big fight that day(since sabes n wolvie usually fight on that day) n well....that turned out to be true too v_v they forgot how often they fought n there was a fight that morning n victor ended up also fighting with tiff(another member) during the day too(the problem was that jimmy didnt believe either of them were real, n victor even really tried proving himself by fronting for a several days before they remembered eachother! he was searching really hard for jimmy, just like jimmy had been all those years he couldnt remember him...). but that day ended good, so thats all settled now :3 except for the nicole fighting today lol oops.
anywayyyyy back to the story!! after i told jimmy abt this theory, he started changing more into logan(the one in the comic) and vic got concerned and came over to our room. he was crying and didnt know why ): he looked similar to the comic too.
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vic held logan for a bit....uhmmm what did we talk about hmm.......OH
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right!!!the experiment!!!!so this comic is about how they layer a fake memory over top of real ones, so it implies that sabes n fox were also being experimented on like X was!! so in our case, maybe we're not fake split offs, but rather we're all connected somehow. (we have a member whos name means 'birth of X' btw!!)
that was one of our theories at age 13, that all of us were sleeping in the same lab somewhere. but maybe we knew eachother too.....
the big question is -> whos helping us wake up?
woahhhh cliffhanger :o stay tuned for more fun lynx adventures!!!!!✨✨
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sentryworm · 4 years
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U know what thank god i asked ppl to send me asks earlier today bc im fucking pissed bc of work LMAOO so i can look at these 2 cool down... all thanks 2 baldi,,, so im gonna post all of these
LETS SEE WHAT THE ANONS (and non anons) have said...
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1) YEAH. I LOVE ALL THE VARIATIONS OF BALDI. ITS SO GOOD. I love seeing everyone have fun. Someone told me like two years ago and Baldi was gonna be the new Onceler and you know what i am fine with that gfkdglkfdg 2) ANON IM SO SORRY but youre gonna have to fight me bc I think he’s ugly.... BUT.......................I legit like beans. I think he’s my favorite student character besides arts and crafters. And out of the cast we have so far I think he’s the nicest kid in the school. If you look at all of his dialogue he’s not a bad kid at all. He’s just awkward and wants to impress people and he’s really trying his best. Also one of his voice lines suggests that Principal hits him apparently which is so fucked up??? 😭😭😭 edit: okay playtime is nice too she just wants to play but i will not forgive her for the number of times she has let baldi kill me
3) hey that owns!!!  i think he could totally do it. i like seeing music-themed baldi’s. I remember annascribblecat/bluebellowl’s could play the drums (god i love her baldi)
4) IM THINKIN BOUT THAT ONE FANART OF BALDI W/ THE LESBIAN UMBRELLA. IDK WHERE IT IS OR WHO DREW IT BUT I LUV IT. 
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YES THANK YOU you know how much i hate it when i see pedo baldi or art/fic/posts abt baldi hurting susan ughhhh 🤢 🤮
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