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#we definitely don't want to merge the whole system but I maybe wouldn't mind merging with more fictives of my source
thethingything · 2 years
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hmm I could work on art, or I could play video games, or I could work on trying to process whatever the fuck our brain did earlier (merging), and that last one is probably the sensible options but I still feel really weird and I'm not sure I'm up for diving into some potentially messy emotional stuff
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#fusion mention#see the thing is we're aiming for functional multiplicity and we don't intend to fuse deliberately#the idea of fusing kind of freaks us out too much for us to ever actually want to do that#but at the same time we'd kind of accepted that some alters might fuse but we'd never knowingly experienced it#and thinking about it as a hypothetical is a very different thing to actually experiencing it#because like oh okay now I'm all three of these people but I'm one guy#I'm me but I'm also all of them and I have all their thoughts and feelings and memories and that's really weird#I'm still using 🍬 as my tag because I'm still the same guy but I'm like. more. I don't know how to describe it#we're all fictives of the same guy so it's less weird than it could be but even still#we're one guy but sometimes more one or the other but still very much the same person#like how you act different and feel like a different person in different scenarios but it's still you#that but those different forms of being you are the alters that merged together?#I kind of like it? but I also feel really weird because it's fucked up my sense of identity? I don't know how to feel about it#we definitely don't want to merge the whole system but I maybe wouldn't mind merging with more fictives of my source#that's a big maybe. I think at least some of the fragments? if they were cool with it. maybe I'd freak the hell out and hate it#the other two were fragments I think? it'd maybe feel different if they weren't fragments#like if it was Sylvain or Cypress. then again we regularly forget Sylvain is even a fictive#wait shit have I mentioned Cypress being a double before? his name's Seb but he picked Cypress to use on here and it kind of stuck#anyway yeah this is a big mess of thoughts and I'm not really sure what I'm doing ahdjkkjlfkll#vent post
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cursedvibes · 4 months
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I am honestly just so fascinated with how JJK is going to end because it’s gotten to a point where I truly don’t know. I could see anything at this point.
When it ends I actually hope to just completely reread it. Because I think the weekly (with the occasional break) release format definitely effects how people view and read manga. But I think if read as just one continuous story with none of the breaks, some of its flaws definitely…show. At least that was my experience when I read it! (I started reading when the Gojo vs Sukuna fight was nearing its end).
Reading the whole story or even just volumes or arcs can definitely change the impression of the story a lot. The Culling Game for example really benefits from reading it in one go instead of weekly. Although I have to say that even on rereads or when looking up specific events in a chapter I always get shocked by how aggravatingly long the Gojo vs Sukuna fight is...otherwise I would say jjk generally benefits from being read in one go, especially the fights.
The current events definitely threw my predictions for a loop (mainly because I expected the main villain who so far has pushed the story forward to actively be involved in it), but I think the further we get, the clearer the end becomes, simply because more eventualities can be counted out. I wouldn't say it's clear cut what's gonna happen or that I know exactly how it's gonna end, but I think you can make some educated guesses at this point.
For example, I think there's a good chance Yuuji either survives as the only one of the original four people team or he dies to save Megumi. You could make good arguments for both like Yuuji having to carry on the deaths of all his comerades, but always being denied to sacrifice himself for them like he so desperately wants. He will save people by killing Sukuna, but he won't be able to help the people he cares most about. Maybe you could include a moment of Yuuji being able to give Megumi a proper death. Sukuna is gone, but Megumi has been hurt to much mentally (remember he suffered through five unlimited voids and the brain damage Sukuna suffered is his too) and physically by Sukuna taking over and reshaping his body to survive. But Yuuji is there to see him off and able to give him piece of mind after he was manipulated for so long. Other option would be, Yuuji gets his wish and is able to sacrifice himself to save Megumi, Megumi possibly even taking over his body through soul swap and Yuuji dies together with Sukuna. I don't like it as much because it seems like the "easy way out" and Yuuji wanted to kill himself from the start of the series, so that feels like an unsatisfying message, but you could bring in Yuuji fulfilling Wasuke's words and dying a "proper" death killing Sukuna like he always wanted to and saving a friend through it as well. He will die surrounded by the sorcerers who helped him get this far and that lifts Wasuke's curse on him.
The other thing I'm relatively sure about is that the merger will happen in some way or at the very least Tengen is freed and runs amok. This plot point has been teased so much and it's what everything has been building on that it would feel anti-climactic for it simply never happen and it all ends with Sukuna dying and that's it. Sukuna's death being the end of everything without any other major consequences feels too neat of an end and too underwhelming. I don't think it will happen the way Kenjaku imagined by the Culling Game ending with all players dying and then all of the Japanese population gets merged with Tengen. That would mean the entire protagonist team has to be killed by Sukuna and I just don't see that happen. The ending will be a downer, but I don't think it will be straight up "the villain(s) win". Because otherwise what's the point? What do we learn from that? How would that bring the change in the jujutsu system that gets emphasized so much? So that is unlikely, but I think Sukuna could still set Tengen free, either as herself or by merging her with part of the population that has already been prepared for merging through the barrier that travelled across Japan.
Not really a prediction, but I would also like it if the protagonists (or whoever else) ends up destroying Tengen's barriers. It would mean an increase in curses, but it would also diffuse Japan's monopoly on sorcerers and huge amounts of cursed energy. It would symbolize a complete break from the old system set in place by her and the beginning of something new. Otherwise it would feel too much like the protagonists are just rebuilding status quo and will eventually repeat the mistakes of the past if the wrong people come into power. There would need to be new protections set in place, but that is a good opportunity to whipe the slate clean and start new and hopefully better.
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