#we have been pretty close for a while now and we hubg out a couple times
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#im gonna get really deep for a second and like#feel free to just scroll past this because like idk why but this is gonna be long and truly its not even interesting#N E Ways ....#first off ndjd theres this guy i like and boi lemme say oof.#we have been pretty close for a while now and we hubg out a couple times#but thats not the point srry the point is sometimes i have all these thoughts and questions and like ????#where do i find these god damn answers jfjd#like i dont tlak with my father bevause thats a story for another year but like ya get me .#my mom lives far and thers all that family mess regarding my father#before i continue lets thank god we are out of that toxic household 👌🏻🖤#next my brother passed away and like he was my best friend and we literally talked about everything but like now ya know .#like i have this dilemma of wanting to speak very freely about my crush or relationship whatever it may be but at the same time i have a#mind of doubt but also like things arent bad so i shouldn't doubt.#i wanna go to my brothers house and like just talk to him about how dreamy everything feels and also all my doubts but the reality#is like i xant obviously but still theres that feeling that misses doing those things.#i also really like this kid and this kid really likes me but im an awkward bean and truly i am kinda scared because trust??? OOF.#like i remember when my brother was thinking about proposing and he drove to my house @ like 2am and banged on my door to tell me#how in love he is with this girl and i sat there listening to him for hours and ugh he had the purest soul.#dont get me wrong he made mistakes but he was such an amazing person and like now that im starting to legit experience these feelings#or emotions or life changing things im sad hes not around#i know hes watching over me probably yelling at me telling me to kiss this kid or say yes to this date or yes wear those jeans for the date#idkhes yelling yes you deserve this!!! stop being a baby this is the real world suni enjoy it while you can#but like idk#anyways#if youve read this youre a real one and ily😚😂🖤#this was my i have a big ass crush on a good friend and i miss my brother all in one rant#suni.txt
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