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As a big fan of Daniel Iāve mixed feelings about the finale. Absolutely it was fun to see Daniel serve c*nt, loved his glasses and leather jacket. Very fun - I also feel his very energetic vibe definitely affirms that journalism/writing/publishing books that have an impact is his drug (as a certain maker affirmed earlier). But, where is his story going to go now???
Like I feel SO cheated at not only not seeing him being turned, but not seeing him having to adjust at all or struggle/cope with being a vampire? Time skips freaking sucks. Like that is a big change, and I wouldnāt expect them to do it in as much detail as Louis (good TV writers wouldnāt repeat themselves like that, and it wouldnāt be good writing) but I expected something? Like I already was feeling a bit annoyed at how Danielās trauma in San Francisco basically just become all about Louisā and Armandās dynamic. I didnāt expect DM to happen there (and I loved the episode) but I thought the emotional fallout would be bigger. Like Daniel gets half-a-scene(!) of being upset and devastated, and then the writers very transparently just uses this to make Daniel aggressively suspicious of Armand and as a way to foreshadow the level of Armandās deception. Like Daniel was obviously angry, but even that was basically only shown as it was useful. I hate when plot is done at the expense of character. Of course when plot and character go hand in hand that is the best, but this wasnāt it?! Like if Rollins meant that Daniel was one of the two who needed the second interview to happen it barely makes sense. Thereās only closure in the most shallow sense that Daniel got to find out that he was traumatized and that this did have a negative impact on his life (by an event he couldnāt consciously remember but feel). I presume that is what Rollins meant? It feels really(!) underwritten. Nothing wrong with the idea, but again basically just stated in explanatory dialogue about his exes and kids. Happy to hear a better take on this if anyone has one though? I want to be convinced to be more positive! Of course Daniel isnāt the main character, but I donāt think itās too much to ask that heās still treated as a three dimensional character.
I donāt know, I just feel upset now at the thought that Danielās mainly been turned at this point to become a vampire-chronicler for plot reasonsā¦ Like if DM had happened I would expect them to leave us a substantial hint. Iām freaking begging any higher power that Armandās revulsion at creating a fledgling means something (and is not a red herring like the āyou should fear the other oneā). And that weāll revisit it. But I just donāt have faith anymoreā¦ Praying that Iām wrong, but if Daniel spends the next season as only a narrative device Iām out (I donāt mind him being a narrative device if he also gets to be a character outside of that - to be clear). Waiting four years for any kind of plot to be resolved after itās been introduced is too long franklyā¦.(if they arenāt addressing this until season 4). So if we arenāt finding out about the turning or worse - thereās nothing more to it and weāll get an independent DM plot which begins in pure spite then, Iām freaking sad!
Iām really sorry for the downer post, I just feel I needed to express some of my worries and frustration. Would love to hear what you think, as Iāve often found some comfort reading your blog <3 A more positive take is warmly welcomed! Thereās a lot to like about this season, but I just feel a bit lost nowā¦ I just wish there was something substantial to hang on to (and the Alice stuff aināt it)
He is not only turned to be the chronicler. Reread the interviews with Eric re Raglan James, too š
There will be a LOT going on. And I just shared the link to the ATx festival, where they also talked DM. Might be worth a watch?^^
Itāll be alright. I would bet real money on it. They just do it their way.
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How would you rank the first 8 episodes of season 2 if you had to?
hmmmm, i'd have to go in this order, from best to worst: 7, 4, 2, 3, 1, 5, 6, 8. long rambling reasonings below cut:
7: because holy shit this ep was so fucking funny for no reason. definitely a perfect ep. to me. we got mkulia looking soooo real here. we got peak damien finding the immunity idol. we got a hilarious challenge with that whole hilarious ass hunger games-esque segment. we got ripaxel (and lost them, which... pfft sorry i laughed a little even though i also felt bad). and we got OWEN!!!!! like.... idc this has been the best ep by farrrrrr.
4: hated the elimination so much but everything else was kinda sorta really perfect. the challenge gives this ep soooo many bonus points like i LOVED learning character lore. and that cheating plot? the internal struggle within team skunk butt?? especially bowie's internal struggle after lying to his boyfriend??? CHEF'S KISS. also ripaxel made me cry laughing so there's that.
2: i also really loved this challenge. like when julia joined the clogged toilet with raj, wayne, and bowie, and she was like "SOMEBODY. HELPPPP ā¹ļø" or every time someone hit the damn basketball rim. or wayne's laugh at julia's scream. or when chris counted the bear as a point for team skunk butt, just because. ugh it was soooo total drama. i love this show.
3: ok the rat faces + that whole ripaxel moment were admittedly less interesting here to me, but i loved the cheat vs no cheat side of skunk butts. it was SO enjoyable to watch this unstable ass team, and the intro to bowie's dilemma was sooooo good. and those mkulia moments... ugh fun fun fun!!!! (also nichelle ladonna slayed and my fav rare pair duo damichelle was born sooooooo yippee!!!)
1: this ep was a nice intro to the season. drama was at an all time high. granny ax was an absolute icon. nichelle ladonna GAGGED EVERYONE. so fun. (also i'm personally biased to this ep because i'm always thinking about the short lived parallel between scary girl and nichelle in particular, but that's a topic i can ramble about elsewhere lol)
5: FUCK THIS ELIMINATION (hashtag i'm biased). otherwise an okay ep. team rat face was sooooo found family here. to me. and the cheating plot was once again fun to see unfold. and this was quite possibly the only time we got to see ripper participate with his team without axel as a distraction and... i kinda wish we got to see that more from him? but alas.
6: i... personally don't care much for the priya/caleb plot? and a lot of this ep had that. so. eh. damien got immunity tho and that whole "juliaaaaaa, i'm your partnerrrrr š" bit from wayne had me rolling and that rajbow moment where they carried the canoe was sooooo cute. so it gets a bonus point for all that (hashtag i'm biased).
8: i... didn't really care for this challenge at all actually. and once again, a lot of priya/caleb. like. most of this ep had me going "oh. miscommunication incoming. how fun. š«¤" did i wish caleb went home instead of zee? uh. yes actually, if only to escape miscommunication! if i could cut a plot point this season, that would be number one. but that's another ramble for another time.
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š„, š and/or ā°?
š„ What is your fave fic to receive comments/messages on?
"all of them" is probably a cheating answer but it's probably an even split between my most recent fic, whatever that is at the time bc whenever i post a fic im always like THIS is my new baby, my magnum opus. and then like... old fic? like stuff from longer ago it's nice to know it doesn't just disapear into the void after 2 weeks or whatever
š Is there anything you enjoy doing that you think your readers hate?
uhhhhhh I love cliffhanger endings!!! I don't like writing plot but I like suggesting plot and you can continue it in your mind palace ā¤ļø. I also love pain and angst but I hope the people who read my fics also love those things
ā° Do you spend more time reading fic, writing fic, or do you do both equally?
probably more time reading? I feel like this fluxuates but I havent been doing a ton of writing in the last few months :/ hoping to do a bit more in the next month or so but we shall see
fanfic ask game!
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Generic | Incest | Cheating/Cuck | Hypno Ā
He called it community service. They called him Glory Hole Whore.
āShit! Sorry Coach! I didnāt think anyone was here..ā
āDonāt worry about that, why donāt you come join me, nothing about a shower between men.ā
āThink heāll notice?āĀ āBro that slut? Heās been eyeing up your bulge since you walked in the door.ā
āWhat did I say? If I find you near my daughter one more time. I'd show you what happens when real men are in charge.āĀ
āSo still want to complain about me and my guys moving into your apartment complex? Me and my boys can leave and find somewhere else to live ā¦. no? Thatās what I thought.āĀ
āThis one's good boys, come on in!! Hope you guys like parties, cause youāre about to be the center of one.ā
Turns out you didnāt need to do anything to turn your arrogant boss into cock hungry slut. He already was one, all you needed to do was drop your pants. The boss had a reputation for āguidingā the young new interns.
āYouād do anything for that promotion eh?āĀ
āDonāt worry, Iāll use a condomā¦not.ā
āTold ya I used a condomā¦ never said it had to stay on.āĀ Ā
āYou donāt need to be ashamed here son, the team locker room should be a place you can be to feel free. Now why donāt you drop that towel.ā
Your pledge night task tonight determines if youāre sorted into either the cock hungry frat or join the Alpha stud brotherhood.
āWhat do you say, partner? Want to make this stakeout a little more lively?ā
Doctor Smith was great for house visits, he always had the best remedy for your morning afflictions
Coach always loves when he gets progression pics from his athletes. This wasnāt any exception
āALRIGHT MEN! Listen up. Weāve got new management. As you know the company has been bought by a larger global conglomerate, and with this will come some changes. First! Uniforms. Please look at Brent over here as our example. Secondly, following the new uniform policies all employees will be sorted into new jobs and assignments.ā
When your neighbours asked if you could look after their sick son for the day you were happy to oblige. You knew just what the patient.slut needed.
āCome now Mr.Carson. Your rich parents are paying for you to raise your grades from these extra lessons. The least you could do is read some of the book while youāre down there.ā
āHey dude, could you help me? Think anyone will notice Iām freeballin today?ā
You were so glad when your mother suggested that the family hire a pool boy for the summer, she just didnāt know how much fun the pool would bring you.
Those clothes, that mirror, the phone, that school bag. Looks like mister popular quarterback had a few secrets of his own. What would he think once he knew that he has been lusting after his teacherās tasty cock for the last week. Only one way to find out, Friday nightās game couldnāt come quick enough.
āSo I heard that you gay guys make the best cock suckers. Since weāre going to be roommates this year why donāt we start off things right and see if that myth is true or not.ā
āThis is how you nail a job interviewā
āI told you before, boy, if you fail at that competition, there will be consequences. And donāt think youāll be finished once Principal Martin is done. The entirety of the staff and school board are next.ā
āWhere do you think youāre going slut, you donāt get to hide. I want you looking into these cameras, weāre going to make sure you really make an impression with those scholarship reviewers.ā
āRemember, you might be the straight married conservative senator now but, youāll always be that little cop cock slut.ā
āWorking from home is great, all your own food, your own music and your very own cock sucker during meetings.āĀ
āStep one - tell your straight guy friends that gay guys do it better.Ā
Ā Step two - work them up until their so horny theyāre dumb and curious
Step three - Reap all the hard cocks.ā
āTime to get dressed for work as the office sissy. Fitted shirt, nice tie and my tiny thong. Check.ā
āHey Fag, my foodās here, you know what that means! Time for you to enjoy your meal of my cock. On your knees while I eat bitch.ā
Coach started giving us these specialised protein blends for our workouts. Now my ass is too big for my pants.
āYou want to be on the team fag? Weāve got the perfect position for you, now open up. Youāre going to be our new ball boy.ā
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This is gonna be so long i am so sorry but iāve been reading WG3 all throughout the day, at work, on the street and as i ate my lunch so its been all on my mind for HOURS now and i have to SCREAM about it somewhere š¤·āāļø
First things firstā¦ Wanda, bestie, is currently in, what iāve coincidently learned recently is called, the āØdick sandāØ its where you lose touch of reality and friends and everything that actually matters and just fall for a guy like a fucking idiot falling into quick sand, so yeah we definitely hate this version of Wanda but i shanāt judge until Curtis like cheats on her or something, which he will, and sheās left a sobbing mess being dragged out of the āØdick sandāØ
Alsoā¦ we still have yet to see her handle reader in this fragile state and if she keeps ditching her for Curtis while sheās this distraughtā¦ you must kill her off please and thank you š
I understand that its more convenient for the plot for reader to forget about what happened in the ride back home with Steve but like she remembered being fucked in front of everyone by Ari while being most high and drunk! Iāve never been drunk before so i dont know if the haze intensifies as the liquor runs through onesā veins but like i just hated that for her because it could have saved her but like i said it is essential for the plot i guess so iāll just shut up about it š„²
I LOVE how it all started with Ari forcing himself on reader and ended it with Steve doing the same thing and how the difference in her reactions was stark, depending on the dickhead, her feelings towards each one and just like the actual way they did the forcing! And i cannot believe that i am team Ari now! Like youāre really about to convert so many of us to Ari stans after this because Steve is a fucking monster and also you should definitely kill him off as well please and thank you š
Thank you for giving us a fragile and submissive reader who got to actually speak up and say no for once before all hell broke loose.. well.. looser š
with poyt, Omega was seriously pushed to her most extreme edge before falling over and just saying enough and even the way she said it was more to herself than to Steve tbh so this was a lovely change and i am grateful for it so thank you bestie š
Fucking Sharon! I canāt believe you made her nice and sweet! That is so genius of you but like also diabolical š itās like you had an angst bingo card and youāre just FEROCIOUSLY going for the win š
The ball hitting reader was just *chefās kiss* and its just perfect for me cause this was such a classic romcom moment and then having Ari scoop her up and take care of her is also another classic romcom move and i love you so much for it! God youāre so talented im gonna cry š
Speaking of the scoop, Ari felt fast for reader, huh? Did not think he would fold so damn fast! I mean i understand your assholes tend to have a heart hidden deep deep DEEP within them that ends up beating hard for your readers but i thought this one would take longer so i am definitely pleasantly surprised i must say š¤
Now for The Beefā¦ i think Kira has to do with it. That kind of hostility between boys almost always circles back to a girl they fought over or like a sister that got burned lol but like also let me congratulate you on your stunning talent to make me hate Steve Rogersā guts and to make him the WORST human being ever when his image is that of a golden retriever. Kudos bestie you have done what no one has ever been able to do which is break us essentially but we love it š
I canāt wait to hear Steveās backstory about when he was hospitalized for his anger issues btw iām holding my breath for that one cause neglectful parents š¤ angry and confused child is very relatable to me and representation matters š
āI broke up with her.ā is like singlehandedly the most powerful phrase iāve read in a fanfic in a long time because the timing, Ari saying it and the way he chose to say it are all just so incredibly and perfectly woven together to create the best plot twist EVER! Again with the genius and the talent and the youāre the goat shenanigans š
I love the questions at the end cause its such a clever way to engage with your readers and honestly you are one of the best fanfic writers in this fandom at that! Your blog is honestly just the best place to hang out and just have the best of fun like weāre all just this insane group of besties who keep fighting over Ariās 13 inch dick (when soft) and spewing hatred in the ugly and icky face of Andy Barfer lol
Iām so sorry this is long but iāve made a promise to myself that i would read every review for this chapter since i never did it for any of the previous ones or ever for poyt cause i have the attentions span of a snail so i just took liberty and just talked my ass off to kinda compensate for all the reading imma be doing lol
Anyway, in case it aint obvious yet, loved the chapter to death. Love you to death. Forever grateful for all that you give us. You feed us so well, mother, we are so chubby and cute just like little Rosie šššš
Yep, Wanda is definitely in dick sand right now! I love that hahaha, it fits perfectly.
And itās not uncommon for people to remember only bits and pieces when they were drunk. When the Ari stuff happened, she had just drank. When the Steve stuff happened later, she was fully gone lmao. Like when Iāve gone on nights out, there have been times where I remember the beginning of the night but then have no recollection of anything else until the very end. And other times I remember everything! So it all just depends.
Also I didnāt really think you guys would think Steve was a monster š¤š Like, as you said, they BOTH forced themselves on her. But the one who stopped and apologised is the monster and not the one who clearly didnāt stop? Thatās soooo interesting to me mwahahah, but I didnāt see this reaction coming from yall but it seems to be the popular one! Tbh theyāre both fucking monsters bahahaha but itās called wicked games for a reason! š¤š¤ also I think readerās reaction to Steve in his bedroom was BECAUSE of her past experiences with Ari!! It made her wiser to the fuckboyness of boys hehehe and wary too!
Also hahaha I am so happy you appreciate the questions at the end tbh i do the questions at the end bc i remember a lot of writers doing it on 1dff (the 1d fanfic site) back in like 2014 lol and even I did it when I wrote a fic there! Itās bc whenever I finish a fic im so frazzled bc Iāve taken in so much info so all I can do as a review is a keyboard smash so the questions are a good way for me to gather my thoughts so I thought it would be the same for you guys!
Thank you so much for reading and leaving such a wonderful review bestie! I love you sm š©·š„¹ Now letās see if Ari truly lives up things bc he has a lot more people in his corner this time around hehehe
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ALRIGHT BEAN YOU DIDN'T RESTRICT THE BOOK RECS ASK SO HERE YOU GO: 1, 7, 8, 16, 18, 20, 23, 42, 51, 60, 62, 77, 87, 90, 91, 121, 124!! (you can skip any that you don't have an answer for and repeat whatever you want also ahhhh the ask won't let me make a new paragraph but it's @bi-bats)
š nyehehehe thank u for all the questions ily @bi-bats. kissing u on the forehead for this
1) a book that is close to your heart: i talk about it a lot but The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan. the first book that ADHD problem child baby bean ever read and felt Seen in š
7) a book you did not finish: losing my MIND about Husband Material by Alexis Hall. i WANT to finish it but i legitimately CANNOT get over the fact that the author made one of the characters a vegan for ethical reasons after he had a whole ass Moment about a bacon sandwich and Expectations in the previous book. it is SO stupid that i can't get past this but alas
8) a book you finished in one sitting: Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall! yes this is the aforementioned previous book to the book in the last question
16) a book you'd recommend to your younger self: i think i would be a cooler person in general if i read more gothic lit in high school. cool is a relative term btw. i'm recommending to my younger self: read more Poe
18) your least favorite book ever: okay so this one is probably a Required Reading in High School bias, but Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe š©
20) a book that got you out of a reading slump: Game Changer by Rachel Reid
23) a book that is currently on your TBR: The Secret of the Grande Chateau by Dr. Cecil H. H. Mills! this one is @jayzelnut's influence
42) a book that made you want to scream by the time you got to the end: Vicious by V.E. Schwab. look at what you've done to me misha
51) a book that you found underwhelming: ACOTAR
60) a book that you think about at 3am: The Echo Wife by Sarah Gailey
62) a book with a forgettable plot but amazing characters: im being a bit salty here but The Blood of Olympus by Rick Riordan. the characters are wonderful but the plot (and in some ways the writing) of that book was mid, especially for it being the last book of the series
77) a book so useless that you could use it as a coaster: i got legitimate psychic damage from The Change Up by Meghan Quinn. i gave it a shot after i read and loved the Game Changers series by Rachel Reid bc i thought i might be judging sports romances too harshly but i was not.
87) a book with a predictable ending: is picking a romance book cheating? Red White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuinston
90) the longest book you've read: given that the official english translation was split up into five volumes, i'm gonna go with MDZS, aka The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, by MXTX. i haven't tallied up how many pages it is but each volume is a decent size so i'm making an assumption that its the longest book i've read
91) the shortest book you've read: if we aren't counting the micro story Warm Up by V.E. Schwab, the shortest book i've read is Galatea by Madeline Miller
121) a book that makes you nostalgic: oh buddy, you guessed it! any of the og Percy Jackson series
124) the book you're currently reading: oh, so many. Chalice of the Gods by Rick Riordan, Last Night at the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo, The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes by Suzanne Collins, Just like Home by Sarah Gailey. AND VICIOUS! I SWEAR I WILL FINISH ANNOTATING IT FOR YOU AAAAAAAAAH
book rec ask game!
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Isn't this cheating? Whatever, let's go.
Favorite hot drink: Persian cardamom tea with a few sugar cubes. Nostalgic and comforting..
Favorite cold drink: Mountain Dew White Out. They don't really sell it anymore, but god it's peak.
Dish: Soltaani. A Persian dish, one barg kebab and one koobideh kebab served with basmati rice, a grilled tomato and sometimes salad Shirazi! We just.. make the best food. Hands down. If you ever get the opportunity to try Persian food, do not turn it down, you'd miss out on the best experience of your life.
Fruit: Me, obvs. Okay but probably red pears!!
Veggie: uh.. oh gods.. that's tough.. Potatoes??? Potatoes. Mmm...
Holiday: Shaab-e Yalda, Halloween, and Bonfire Night are my favorites, in that order. Hard to pick just one, so there's my top 3!
Game: Fuck. This is far too broad for me to pick, so I'm going to specify video games, and say Splatoon 2 and its Octo Expansion. That's the only game I got so into that I went to official sanctioned tournaments, and my god the story and setting of Octo Expansion still rings in my head as it did the day I finished it. Runners up include RockBand 3, Pokemon Silver and TF2.
Sport: Football! Er, soccer. It's very very popular back home, and it's the only physical sport that I got into growing up. I'd probably try it again if trans-friendly groups existed..
Animal: Me! Okay, rats. I adore rats so so much and I miss having them and they go "sqk sqk chitter" and give you licks n kisses and ask for attention and cuddle so good and aaaAAAA!!! in second place is the animal my sona is based on, the Asiatic Cheetah
Flower: IDK if it counts as a flower, but the pitcher plant is my favorite. God they're so cool, a carnivorous plant!! If I absolutely have to pick a flowering plant, Atropa Belladonna, also known as "Deadly Nightshade." God the flowers are beautiful, and it's poisonous!
Weather: Rain. I adore when it's raining so hard that you can't see past your face, I love hearing it pitter patter against all the surfaces around me, I love the smell that rises from the ground, I love the way life slows down for it..
Place: Home. Iran. Shiraz, specifically. Nobody is surprised.
Blorbo: Ah.. What's a blorbo? Kind of favorite character from a franchise, I think? That doesn't make it much easier, though.. Probably Moxxie from Helluva Boss. Please don't hate me for this.
Meow Meow: WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? Unless you just want me to... Mrrowr~! Nyaa~... Mrrrr.. Meowwr! Prrrh....
OTP: Not sure if I'm 100% on what this means but I think it's about ships, and my favorite ship is Aziraphale and Crowley from Good Omens. IDK how much it counts considering how verbosely that dynamic is actually written into the show, like. Part of the plot is them exploring their romantic feelings. But y'know. If they don't count, then it's Pearl and Marina from Splatoon hehehe
TV Show: Good Omens. No contest.
Movie: Everything Everywhere All At Once, Scott Pilgrim VS The World and Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog all share my favorite spot. Sorry, can't pick one - management told me it's not allowed. Management is my fucked up brain, btw.
Book: I AM A LIBRARY EMPLOYEE I CAN'T PICK A FAVORITE BOOK! ARE YOU INSANE?! But if I had to, it'd probably be Vinland Saga, the manga. I guess that's more of a book series, but whatever. Holy shit it's absolutely amazing. Few things make me feel as hard as that has.
Musical artist: I AM A BASSIST I CAN'T PICK A FAVORITE MUSICIAN! ARE YOU INSANE?! But I can give you a top 5 in no particular order? Metallica, Lemon Demon, Mindless Self Indulgence, Jonathan Coulton, The Birthday Massacre. This was so hard to pick even just 5, but those are probably my biggest favorites.
You probably thought you were so clever for picking me so many and making me ramble about myself. Little did you know I love talking about myself, because I'm the best. Hah. thank you for asking me things I appreciate it I was worried nobody would I mean, I'm so cool.
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Top 5 of 2020
omg, thank you @sitp-recs for the tag! iām v late but itās still 2020 so iām stomping ahead anyway bc i love tag games a lot and i want to play
taggingĀ @jovialobservationanchor! gonna use this as an opportunity to try to get you to talk about yourself and your delicious words. šš
Top 5 of 2020
Rules: Itās time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (ish) favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
1. Fresh EyesĀ (248 words, M): this oneās easy. this stupid lil drabble is the only thing iāve done that i think is pretty good, lol. it was the second drabble iād ever written and none iāve done since has come close, imo. i also genuinely love the reactions it gets ā a surprising number of people are outraged that draco malfoy would do something vaguely immoral. love my bastard son.
2. The Four DoorsĀ (49k, E): putting four doors at #2 bc even though i donāt personally like it much, iām happy i did it. it was the first āproperā thing iād finished writing since 2009. the process was a nightmare but i feel like i learned quite a lot about what works for me and what doesnāt. also i wrote it for lep who is one of my fave people, and she was awfully nice about it, AND it meant i got the absolute deliciousness of Unspeaking in return, so. (btw if you havenāt read Unspeaking then you should, immediately.)
3: ThirstĀ (4.5k, E): this was a personal challenge to see if i could write, edit and post something within a week. iām SUCH a slow writer/editor/etc and iām still fuckin stunned i managed it, honestly. and i donāt hate the fic! i mean, itās a vampire pwp so thereās not much to think critically about, but. pretty pleased with it, all things considered.
4: Say No To ThisĀ (13k, E): hmm this #4 spot is the trickiest, imo. went with Say No To This bc it had been languishing in my gdocs for over a year and iām pretty proud of myself for actually finishing it. i cannot emphasise enough how many things i wrote 2k words of and promptly abandoned before this year. plus, the process of finding a beta and posting it really shaped the rest of 2020 for me ā i probs wouldnāt have hung out in fic communities or written anything else if i hadnāt written this one first. so it makes the list for that reason. :)Ā
5: Adventures in Truth and TextingĀ (11.5k, E): feels like cheating to include this one bc it was SO easy and SO fun to write and itās like. i mean, itās a stupid texting fic, isnāt it. but! it was the first time i actually properly plotted something before i jumped into writing. still reckon i have some tweaks to iron out in the process, but it was def a good learning experience! also it was good to consider how to make each chapter rewarding ā i usually upload everything at once, so it doesnāt matter toooo much if one chapter is a bit shit. the daily upload schedule made me up my game in keeping everything a bit tighter, i think.
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