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#we’re all in this circus together anyway 🤷‍♀️ might as well clean up the shit
diluc33rpm · 2 years
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What fundamentally matters to you?
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#all memes aside i uh. actually think this one kinda hits the nail on the head#is it 10 in the morning? yeah. am i gonna go on an existential rant anyway? yeah here goes nothing#i find it kinda strange to put specific trappings around like... the concept of What Matters because#and i know this is going to sound so ingloriously cheesy and horrible#at least to me everything does?#not so much in a way that “i’m constantly trying to absorb everything that’s going on in the world at once and getting burned out”#but in a way that like while i understand where the thoughts of “we’re all going to die anyway so nothing matters” are coming from imo#it’s like doesn’t that mean it’s the exact opposite? isn’t this it then? if there’s nothing coming afterwards in either case#isn’t this life the only thing that matters?#since it’s not like there’s anything else you need to do right#you’re here now and this is the only time you ever will be here. guess that can be taken for the better or for worse#but for me whichever it is it simplifies things a little#and personally i’m gonna go like... sit down and have an orange soda or something honestly#i don’t claim to understand shit i’m just here to try and help make things a little better on this space rock while i’m around#even if there’s always SOMETHING getting worse. even if idk where else to put myself. compassion’s kinda just what ya keep coming back to#cause ultimately i like being but i know for a lot of people it’s less than - so hell if there’s anything i can do to make it easier#that’s something worth working for#we’re all in this circus together anyway 🤷‍♀️ might as well clean up the shit#to sum up with a fucking bnha chapter title of all things “living” really just feels like a synonym for “What I Can Do For Now”
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