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wyrmwright · 2 months
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do you see the vision
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running-in-the-dark · 19 days
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kinda disappointed with how this weekend went. I mean, it wasn't bad! but it was our first weekend in the new apartment, and I/we wanted to get a lot done. I already did a lot during the week (a lot for me, not a lot for most people I guess), but there's lots of things that I can't do/can't do on my own, either because I'm too short or not strong enough or I need someone else to hold something or whatever. which realistically just won't get done during the week because my husband works full time, so. it sort of sucks that only one very small, unimportant thing got done. 😔
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solarisgod · 8 months
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Good morning to our starlights here and to our little stars there 💖🌟
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spiked-mall-goth · 1 year
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heyyyyyy <3 <3 i feel terrible.
i had planned to stay off longer but i genuinely have had like three nervous breakdowns since i left bc right as i decided it was abt time i just chill for a little bit everything started happening all at once. so i came back to see my silly little internet friends, but like the second i logged back on some ppl were talking smack abt me sooooooooo... ya know. my day (two weeks) be so fine,, then BOOM my entire schedule fills up and i become hollow on the inside! (hey sorry like vent post n tags i need to get things out of my brain)
#spikes rambles#i was happy there for a minute too :<#heres what its looking like rn....#i have three weddings. one of which i am a bridesmaid for and was left to get my own dress#but i cant afford a nice dress that matches. so i have to make one my damn self. and in two weeks.#i have a graduation.. and a graduation party both for different ppl#even tho i had to push back my own graduation by a full year bc things were just not going as planned. and now everyone thinks im a failure#im volunteering to teach at a kids summer camp like thingy. i was supposed to have a partner but i was told that she actually#wants nothing to do with me and was forced into this but i was under the impression that we would be teaching TOGETHER#and not her being an assistant. so now i have to call her and be like heyyyyy what the fuck is going on i need to know the lesson plan#im also volunteering for a church summer thing. if i could i wouldnt be doing this but my self made mother figure asked me personally#to help and i cant say no to this. we get to hang out and i get to paint like murals and shit and we've been doing this together for years#i have to spend the weekend with my bio mother to go to a celtic festival thing bc my younger brother wants to go.#i'm having some pretty severe best friend problems which i am honestly not well equipped enough to deal with and its eating me away inside#summer has officially started here so that means 24/7 headaches and sensory problems. straight up category 5 autism moments#i had to pick up the slack and become a paternal figure to my youngest brother. which is just sad that i have to at all#my dear beloved friend is trying very hard to make a young adult like hangout (???) thing in own town and really wants me to go#but i just dont wanna. i dont really care for social gatherings#hey guys btw all this has happened or was planned for next month in the two weeks i was gone#what the fuck.
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eighthdoctor · 2 years
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wedding status: we have a date, an officiant, and the beginnings of a budget, all of which make this terrifyingly concrete
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hydracollective · 11 months
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oh shit it's pride month i'm makin' system pride things so uh get ready for so much digital art eventually
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this-doesnt-endd · 11 months
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I also got a bloody nose while waiting in line at macys and i was sniffling tryna get thru the transaction and sat on the bench holding tissue to my nose, blood on my face cause i had to hold my nose with my palm at one point and got it on my face while my mom went to find tissue or something and it made me so tired and dizzy i almost threw up and almost fell over in another store and ended my day with 15min left in the mall where in which i had to sit down and accept defeat
#sorry if it sounds kinda whiney#but like this is my blog my diary so i get to be#but also like i treasure a good mall day with my mom its just like my fave thing#and it went exactly how i didnt want it to go#and my dehydrated little brain fried itself when i had to deviate from my plan and routine#like we always go to f21 and go to the top floor to look at clearence and everyone mumbled aroune the ground floor#and in my head i was like no!! we arent following the rules!! stop!! this isnt how you properly go to the mall!#im not gonna get an A in going to the mall which is normal to want and achive#and then we went into hot topic which is thr size of a large book closet and my cousi. walked near me and was like ur still here?#girl what do you mean im still here we've only been in here 20min im in the other corner 15 steps away from you#also the cashier lady at macys somehow knew my last name? even tho i didnt give an email or a phone number to my reccolection?#she handed me my stuff as i was on the phone with my mom being like hey pls find tissues asap and she saif have a nice day miss last name#and it threw me off but i was preoccupied trying not to have an bloody nose in the macys since the one on friday was horrendous#and it was all dripping down the back of my throat i ended up spitting it out in the thrashcan by the exit#but like how did she know? cause i have the like point account but i didnt give it to her does my card info popup on screen?#is my card like linked somehow and i popped up that way idk it was weird#but i got a v e r y nice shirt for 10 bucks#i did give her my zipcode so maybe that?
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icedteaandoldlace · 1 year
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When your former friend of 10+ years has repeatedly flaked on you and then ghosted you and the whole squad, deleting you all from her social media and never responding to your subsequent texts asking if everything was okay, and then she hops on Twitter to bellyache about not having any friends.
GIRL, YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF. WE TRIED TO BE YOUR FRIENDS, AND YOU THREW US AWAY.
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archived-and-moving · 2 years
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thank you so much for organizing all these amazing events!! it's so great to get so much new shippy content 😍 idk if you know this, but lots of events on AO3 get tags like X's shipweek 2022, not just the ship name, I guess in case there are multiple events for the same thing in the same year? anyway, I just wanted to let you know in case you didn’t know already!! (already psyched for October!!!)
Anon I cannot tell you how much this means to me, thank you so much for the love, I'm so glad to see that people are enjoying the stuff I'm doing! I personally love running Ship Weeks, and getting new content for ships that might not have too much in fandom. A lot of the ships are pretty self indulgent, but all of the content I've seen and asks like this really enforce my love (and the fact that you guys also love it as well!)
I actually have seen this around on some fics (and I think I might have used it for bianuca week) but I hadn't thought to look at it for this purpose, so I'll definitely take your advice! I was also thinking of adding all fics on Ao3 into a collection for sokeefitz week this year, just so if anyone wants to they can have it in one place.
And also I'm so glad you're psyched for October! I've gotten some of my favorite creators on Tumblr to help out with it, and we have a lot of fun events planned for the entire month, so be sure to stay tuned!
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littlepetbee · 1 year
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#people keep going on about how ~generous it is that my BIL lets me and my sister live in the house with him and his wife aka my other sister#and it's so hard not to be like 'UM IT'S MY DAMN HOUSE'#because um it's my damn house#me and my sisters have been planning to move out together for years...we just had to wait until we could swing it financially#and my sister is the one that bought the house and specifically got one with rooms for us#BECAUSE UM. IT'S MY DAMN HOUSE#IT'S NOT GENEROUS TO ALLOW ME TO LIVE IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE JUST BC HE'S IN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SISTER#they've been married for a month. romantically involved for a few more than that. have known each other just a year+ in total.#whereas we've all been sisters for 25 years HELLO#what...was he just supposed to kick us out??? ARE YOU INSANE??? is that truly how people view marriage and ~romantic shit??#THAT ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU'RE THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT MATTER AND IT'S GENEROUS TO NOT SEND YOUR WIFE'S SISTERS BACK TO AN ABUSIVE HOUSEHOLD???#sorry i know i'm yelling a lot i just hate people's view of marriage/commitment/romantic relationships with the burning passion of 1000 sun#i cannot BELIEVE that my aro ass is considered the abnormal one when everyone else is apparently sociopaths smdh#...ftr there are zero issues with my BIL...he's really great and wants us to be live-in aunties for the baby#and whenever they talk about moving in the future he's automatically factoring in space for us bc we're welcome until death do us part#if that's what we want#so yeah no problem with him just EVERYONE FUCKING ELSE#personal
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binnie · 1 year
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i!!! hate!!!!!!! being borderline!!!!!!!!!!
#negativity incoming heads up#dude every little thing that happens gets me on edge and sends me down a spiral I absolutely fucking hate ths#the context is that my favourite person cancelled plans for us to hang out to go have dinner#(I didn't ask with whom because I know that either way I wasn't going to like the answer)#you see she's had a boyfriend for over a year and a half I think#and we get along! we've been buds since high school and he's a cool dude (except when he's not because men)#I know this is not true. I know it's my mind playing evil tricks on me. I know this is the voice talking.#but I constantly feel like she's slowly but surely replacing me#not that i'm the only friend she's allowed to have or anything I just..#can't help but to think that there'll come a day where she's going to have to pick between him or me and she'll always pick him#she's always talking about how much she loves and how they're already making plans to live together and get married and shit#and i'm happy for her I genuinely am#but I feel.... i don't even know for sure#I feel like everyone's moving forward while I sit in the same place. I feel like I'm being left behind#truth is I feel very alone#I keep pushing my friends away because I'm a shit person and now would you look at that: i'm completely alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm isolated from everyone else and it's all my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I have no one to blame for my misery but myself#I feel like I'm being consumed from the inside out#there's this awful evil tension inside me that I can't shoulder#i'm used to The Empty#I'm used to being hollow#but this emptiness.. it hurts#ive grown used to it#that's the worst part#if you're reading and you've made it this far I want to say thank you and also that I'm doing fine I'm just rambling#and wallowing in my grievances#ANYWAY#I have a lot of work to do because I neglected my academic responsabilities for months and now I must suffer the consequences lmao#this semester has been hell. ive humiliated myself a hundred times over in many different ways. i've disappointed a lot of people
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error404vnotfound · 1 year
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my birthday season is always fun because I expect nothing and I'm still let down
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knifeprtys · 2 years
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#sibling death tw#rainne#it might just b bcos im sic in the head but seeing how upset absolutely everyone is is kinda comforting#like ive had ppl tell me they had to leave work when they found out n stuff#and its like right??? it's devastating! she WAS that important and special#ive been inviting everyone to the funeral even tho we haven't made any arrangements yet and i mean literally everyone#ofc i tell them its okay if they cant make it n we understand#but everyones been like OF COURSE I'LL TRY MY BEST TO COME ITS RAINNE!!!!!!#even when ppl who barely knew her are reaching out or ppl she hadn't been in contact w for years its all genuine we r all shattered#i wish she knew how loved she was and how much she meant to people before all of this#i thought it would annoy me seeing randoms come out of the wood work but it doesn't#what dOES is everyone being like now WE have to stay in contact#i hope they dnt mean it#esp my foster parents we had to contact them ofc even tho we've been out of care for the 20 - 15 yrs#and theyre so religious and they were telling us abt their own kids and how theyre pastors and ambassadors now#and its just like . buddy i lay in my bed and i plan to for the rest of my life#my brothers doing good w his life but i am noT a success story#n i cant bare them trying i know they mean well but itsss overrrrrr for meeeeeeee#the waiting abt for everything is killing me too#im gonna try and distract myself today rbing silly little pics on here feels wrong but i rly do use tumblr to like. soothe myself lol#every time smth bad has happened in the past ive been on here just rbing as normal even if i was full on sobbing#its my brothers birthday today too so im still gonna try and make it nice for him#idk how but im gonna try
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spoonietimelordy · 2 months
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By the way, for people who did not stay informed about Palestine throughout last week:
Isreal has planned to attack Rafah and to completely close the border to Egypt on the first day of Ramadan. This week is the very last week where we can help disabled people to get out. We do not know when the border will be open again, but it could last month if not a year. And evacuating those people out is extremely expensive. If you can please send money to either of those 2 links:
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/raindoved
https://venmo.com/u/Rain-Dubilewski
The money is going to Safebow to evacuate kids under 4yo, disabled, and pregnant people. Those are people who definitely will not survive if they are stuck in gaza. They are extremely urgent cases, people with cancer, who need insulin, people with broken mobility aids etc...
please help.
If you're giving at least 20€, you can send me proof of it and I'll count it as an art commission.
Edit 01/03: thank you so much to everyone who gave! But I don't think I'll be able to take anymore commissions. We've now raised more than 483$US 🤯.
Please reblog the edited version now to let people know that I cannot promise to do more commissions that I already agreed to. And I know that I will stil get new DMs, I cannot stop that, and I refuse to disabled reblogs because it's too important. But if people DM me from now on, because they did not see the edit, I cannot promise them any deadline at all.
Edit 2: commissions re-opened because of recent issues they had with funding.
@lightning-in-your-teeth @rearranging-deck-chairs @chaosandwolves
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troglobite · 8 months
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"this method though is definitely the hardest to pull off, is the best for very experienced dms to do, and also runs the biggest risk of messing with player backstory in a way that they don't like."
me, absolutely trying to do that in my first ever longform campaign: This Is Fine. :)))))
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