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betweenblackberrybranches · 2 years

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More Automaton AU

Peaceful days, woeful nights

#daycare attendant #dca fnaf #fanf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf sb #sundrop #moondrop #my art #automaton au #sun helps with the laundry and moon gets y/n fucking killed #well no they arent dead but still #moon just hates the old ones and escalates every confrontation #sun is more open but still weary #y/n has a lot of work already and now they also have to teach the attendant that what they learned from the wizards is all wrong #also moon is extremly protective

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aroaceleovaldez · 2 years

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I never quite finished these two cards the first time i tried making a PJO major arcana and I never posted them. I really like the designs though so I’ll probably try to do something similar when I draft them again

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #leo valdez #my art #tarot #hoo #the main thing i wanted to adjust for the Leo card was the Festus cause. i was struggling to simplify a mechanical dragon for tarot #also wasn't 100% on the embers detail cause wasnt sure how well that'd translate to a physical card #nico's was pretty close to done though #also i never figured out a boarder / font #im still obsessed with the way Leo was described during the fight in the end of BoO for the record #just ''yup he was MADE OF FIRE'' so cool #i can go through my list of my card assignments if anyone's curious #a couple of cards arent fully solidly decided but a decent amount are #also looking at my old art is reminding me the colors on my old monitor were a Lil Skewed #so saturated....#nico's card will prob stay mostly the same though cause hell yeah that rocks. still love it.#if anyone's curious for these card reasonings -#judgement is traditionally depicted with an angel raising the dead and the planetary association is pluto.#i couldn't NOT. also card meanings: destiny / upcoming decision / putting past behind / healing / judgement / self-reflect / self-doubt #which is very nico vibes to me #then death is resistance to change / major change / endings & start of something new / personal transformation #which feels very Leo to me! plus i like the imagery of instead of Death on a horse it's Leo on Festus at the end of BoO #cause that was him ending a chapter of him trying to find himself and starting anew

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nocturnalnewsiestrash · 4 months

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So do we think Charles got to see Dead Poets Society before he died or...

Cause I feel like the answer to this question influences a billion shrimp emotions I may or may not feel. Cause it came out in 1989 in June and I've seen people saying he died in December so it's possible

#but yeah someone fling me into the sun if so #cause him watching Neil and seeing parallels to his relationship with his father #he watches neil die needlessly because of others going too far (his father)#and then AT THE MAX 6 months later he dies needlessly because of others going too far too #and the whole you know board school life thing #and the boarding school friendships thing #Which I've seen people were saying he was killed by people he called friends but i did not get that vibe from that scene so maybe i missed #something but either way the idea of him most definitely getting to see a friend group i dont think he had?#well then again he does say ''he's aces with other people'' but still i dont think that's the type of experience he had there #and of course the the fact of deaths being swept under the rug in dps and then that LITERALLY happening TO HIM #god actually someone just fling me into the sun now #dead boy detectives #dead poets society #(sorry dps besties that arent dead boy detectives girlies too this makes no sense to you though you SHOULD watch it its very dps fan coded)#charles rowland

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swordfaery · 6 months

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anyway my favourite thing about dead men fanfiction is the wildly different characters we all write. like. not even the ones who have been dead for years and have so little actual characterisation but even the ones who were alive in canon were probably very different one hundred, two hundred, three hundred years ago. also theyre under characterised in fiction. also we are all just having fun

#guy who barely posts about skulduggery pleasant: so ive be rereading some of my old favourite dead men fanfiction #as well as my own dead men fanfiction #and damn if we arent all writing a bunch of different fucking guys. to be fair i have gone rogue bcos like. cant be fucked w canon #dont wanna write about war #heyo what if it was pre war and everyone was still. convinced their wouldnt be one #also i love the idea of skulduggery being. just super fucking irresponsible devil may care live laugh love sorta guy pre-war #spoilt. rich parents who dont care much about him. loads of magic tutors.#i mean think about the class implications of the dead men #skulduggery. an elemental. a difficult discipline that clearly requires a level of training and scholarli-ness #his NAME is skulduggery #you come across that name if your educated. if you read a lot #this is a man who has been afforded every privilege #and like. i think a lot of sorcerers are implied to be very upper class #or like. kinda rich and fancy about it #but obviously that wouldnt be the case for everyone bcos magic isnt just genetic right like some ppl just show up with it #and like even then #dexter vex #anton shudder #like as far as im aware these are just names ppl have #and slightly uncommonly used words #disciplines which are more emotional/physical #as opposed to 'learned'#i just think its interesting #i was gonna have my dead men all meet n be friends pre war #but tbh i think them meeting and not being friends is better #i think theres a sort of tragedy in them being as close as they were because of the war #and not having that post war or pre war #its actually really fucking sad but like. evidently they didnt hang out in the interim when most of em were still alive #or at least that much #im wondering if like. they needed a couple hundred years of like. detox bcos seeing each other just pulled them back into that mindset

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her-canine-teeth · 6 months

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bad astrology by flower face

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED #what do I do now. with my life (ranking)#also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em #literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me #<- guys look im living so healthy #anyways this was a blast #hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists #mitos incredible life #mine art tag #also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there #ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always)#and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead'#(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor))#which was. restricting. very much #also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th #ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.)#anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water #bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat #probably #omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen #recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt #that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose #gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay #no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing #ive wanted to do smth similiar alr #but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play)#but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water

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totmatsu · 2 months

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jesus christ that guy on the last post is insane he wrote so many tags. who was that

#anyway todd and chorlie fight over the tv remote a lot.#posts #also i had made a happi for chorlie named harry. and i think atsushis name should be allen.#sorry for still talking. anwya y #i have been meaning to draw todd and allen drinking a milkshake together...#there used to be a dear evan hansen sincerely me animatic of karl and chibita i dont remember the details well. but i cant find it now.#i think orson was there doing the teasing parts. i dont rember #anyway sorry for being crazy about musical. btw soemone drew them celebrating hannukah and i was fangirling so fuckinghard #(my thoughts on them being jewish are so nuanced and are a resounding 'they arent and im so sad about it' but i can still get hype about it #also average beetlejuice the musical fan here. i saw someone draw itchy singing dead mom it ruled.#and also i headcanon juicy's name is like joshua or something. and itchy's name is ichabod (HE HATES IT) (Juicy took a nickname in solidari #i WILL say. totoko can be jewish. iirc her last name somewhere is fisher which is a kind of jewish last name and i will call her Thalia--#Fisher and she can be a quintessential jewish american princess. just for me.

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starheirxero · 6 months

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WHICH REMINDS ME ACTUALLY. I have a pin and stickers of some Tpoh stuff my mom got me a good few years ago now!! I used to have both the RBG and Negative pin but I had them on my backpack in 6th grade and then one day I came home and the Negative pin was missing and I'm still super upset about it :(

#xero says things #i can only assume someone took it bc even tho i checked lost n found + i retraced my steps + i asked a bunch of teachers n students #it was Nowhere to be found #WHICH ALSO SUCKS BC IIRC THOSE ARENT EVEN SOLD ANYMORE?#SO NOW I AM FOREVER LACKING IN MY FAVORITE PIN #BC SOMEONE FROM 6TH GRADE WANTS KE DEAD (insanely dramatic)#oh well. at least i still have one 💔

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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obligatory "sorry my follower added that to your post" post, who in the world was following me in the harry potter fandom in the year 2022

#if you arent a transphobe you might as well be #it's genuinely impossible to enjoy without her looming over it. BELIEVE ME I TRIED I WAS LIKE YOU #when the media was fun but you're constantly reminded everyone wants you dead. suddenly it's not so fun anymore #i do not understand how you can still like hp in any capacity unless you either a) agree w/ her or b) do not care about ANYTHING irl #chat

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intertexts-moving · 2 years

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theyre cute

#'roswell whys this the messiest thing youve posted in months why arent there any hands' Well u see. i still havent #started my paper due tomorrow. 🧍#anyway eugh i cant tell if this even looks good or not. what fucking ever.#One of these guys is a mass murderer with dead eyes like a belly up fish. it is probably not the one u are thinking.#well. zzs is war crimes georg from what ive gathered so hes also probably done that. but. i havent read qi ye. so.#mine #wenzhou

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cogbreath · 1 year

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there is a genuine part of me that struggles to accept and cope with farquaads death

#i guess i cant deny it but i hate to acknowledge it really #i always have #i rember as a kid watching scared shrekless and seeing what happened to duloc was genuinely terrifying for me #well idk how that special stands on canon #i also feel upset about how at tbe end of shrek4d movie his ghost is destroyed #suggesting he died in a spectral sense #and it makes me mad becaude its like #why this again why again why csnt they just let him be stop killing him #i do love ghost farquaad as much as his living self but its still kind of painful #i have no aversion to ghosts and ghostloving. but i really would rather he be alive and safe thanks #i think this also might be where a lot of my protectiveness of him stems from also lol #moreso a thing that ppl close to me know what i mean #but i get protective and upset when someone tries to talk mean about him to me #^ refers to ppl who just say things to me like about how they think hes ugly or they want to hurt or kill him or are glad hes dead #ik i shouldnt let it get to me because its intent is to upset me and im playing into their wants by getting upset #but its hard to help it #thats my beloved my darling my foreverboy #yoi woildnt talk like that about someone whos irl husband died . ik they arent a direct equivalent but .#sigh. the explanation is im fictoromantic it's fundamentally different #so if you dont get it you likely never will

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anbroids · 2 years

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hs interest dwindling from rabid derangement to casual interest… wistful sigh

#the insanity and escapism was fun while it lasted #hoping i find the passion to continue writing but taking a break for a little while sounds nice after finishing current project #i think i’d like to spend some time drawing and maybe rereading #unfortunately feeling like i am at a dead end of creativity and excitement #have been gradually feeling a strange clarity since around november? like slowly exiting a fugue state lol #it’s definitely a melancholy feeling #weird sensation of going throughout my day and having normal thoughts that arent 90% media related for the first time since like april #terrible news... rotating homestuck in my brain for half a year no longer supplying same amount of drug chemical... oh well #still enjoy it and obviously can't shut up about it but nostalgic for the months i spent utterly consumed by it and so excited to create

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exitwound · 2 years

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uhm!! what did u realize with that joan of arc arrow passage...

uhmmmm just the reason icant talk about it sorry

#umm just that well ive had the foreknowledge but in my case the propheticness is a result of repetition #it happens again and i fall back in shock and great pain #and i am suprised that it still hurts #like the whole machine is built on this weird second self #iterating into the first self well the selves arent chronological but like theres two #and one is the body and the other one is pain andalways i am suprised when it comes back to kill me #wait...im back to grasping at it again i had it for a moment the understanding. hold on.#oh its like. im suprised it hurts because last time it hurt was supposed to be the last time i thought i killed it #i wept because i was not dead and it was not over..''i want it back (i drag its dead weight forward''#z #anon

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s0fter-sin · 2 years

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even though ellie is immune, we see in the mall that infected still attack her and we know that they will rip people apart in an attempt to spread. a vaccine wouldn’t kill the existing infected or stop them from attacking. ellie would never be able to make a decision without the fireflies manipulating her into thinking she was selfish and killing people and turning her against joel by making her think the same about him and maybe even that she’s just a replacement for sarah. not to mention they would just use a vaccine as the ultimate trading tool to topple fedra and become the new world leaders which is what they really want. they were going to kill a little girl without telling her she was going to die on the off chance her brain could produce a cure. joel did the right thing

#im coming at this from a show only perspective but from what i know this should apply to the game as well #i saw someone say theres no difference between what they were going to do to ellie and olden days people throwing a virgin into a volcano #to appease the gods and bring rain #and hell if that isnt spot on #this isnt a walking dead situation where they just have to outlast the zombies the infected arent going anywhere #we are told over and over theres no possibility for a cure #and thats coming from two experts in the field decades apart #so you cant even say well people in 2003 knew more than the guy in the sixties #a regular surgeon wouldnt know more than him or the doctor from indonesia #even if they did theyre still people and its made very clear how evil people are #theyre not some benevolent force #they call themselves freedom fighters all they want but what they want is control #we see in riely how they start their propaganda and how it buts up against fedras #but its still propaganda #otherwise riely wouldnt hesitate to explain everything to ellie #even if she believes its better than fedra its clear she doesnt necessarily believe its right #when ellie finds the bomb all she says is that theyd never use them mear HER not near civilians #this is my second day in a fucking car man #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #the last of us #tlou series #tlou #ellie tlou #joel miller #pedro pascal #bella ramsey

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andragoras-in-vanity · 5 days

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god i love james wans movies, theyre so bad but so good

#like some of them are bad at being horror but good at being drama and im here for it #i have mixed feelings about the warrens irl but them in the movies 😭😭 i need a husband like that #i hate them they made me attracted to patrick wilson and thats not okay #but fuck by the third movie lorraine knowing him so well she keeps his heart medication in her locket😭😭😭#because he goes running without thought to save her even when she doesnt need saving #even when she CAN handle it herslef she never needs to push through the worry or fear #because he just always instantly there #but as for the annabelle movies i still think the real doll is creepier than the dead silence leftover prop BUT he or someone on his team #knows not only horror but ghosts #and its impressive to me all the things they split between annabelle and the nun/valak that are legitimate haunting experiences #its the room turning darker the longer you look into it amd the horned things smile #and the yellow eyes that they onlt gave to the nun #because i honestly believe that showing it in its true form with all of these traits would give it power #and like...release it #anyway the two movies i wanted to watch arent up for streaming ans im too lazy to get my laptop out for it #cause im actually maybe gonna play a game on it duh #but fuck i do think james wan doesnt pull punches with jumpscares while also creating compelling characters #especially if those characters are fully damned from the beginning #idk maybe i feel this way because of my paranormal experiences but i genuinely do like jumpscare horror when its done well #becayse his is #and also he know how just Bad malignant was and he did it anyway😭#annabell creation was the best by far tho horrorwise #plotwise i do love the conjuring 2 even though they werent involved with the enfield haunting #after their initial interview they werw told to fuck off by the family ans morris rosse was the main investigator #but valak was sexy and it was such a lovely portrayal of their relationship #tbh annabelle is good but it just makes me a little sad because she nearly loses her baby #that stuff kinda gets to me not as horror but as like a personal thing #ill still watch it tho im not a baby i can deal with that shit but just i know i probably cant have kids and wouldnt survive if i tried so #anyway james wan haters get fucked his movies are good when hes the one directing them

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nomairuins · 24 days

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i wish there was a way for me to likeee. semi change this one thingin this one mod. but 1 im not a modder 2 i feel like thats disrespectful. i just want sort of an inbetween between the game and this mod but that is not a thing that exist... sigh

#NOT COMPLAINING ABT THE MOD just personal preference im not saying the mod bc i dont want it seen as an attack but basically i like mods #that add a bit more realism while also keeping some stuff yfm... like 4 example Random example unrelated i like the idea of Having to decid #what to do with the remains of a dead sim and having the body stick around but i also like having the grim reaper appear.... so in my ideal #death mod the sim dies and then the grim reaper shows up to like. take their soul but the body stays. im not a modder so idk how possible..#also ig that kind of doesnt fully make sense since the ghosts r still afoot so ig itd just be him severing the connection btwn the body and #soul right. not taking anything... which i suppose is what he does in the basegame is he severs the connection and then takes the body w/#him. which is kind of funny. whats he need that for is it just courtesy or is he doing smtg w/ them. bc ik you get the gravestone/urn when #they die and those r the remains but like. ? he just like. conjures those doesnt he. body vanishes and then those appear. does he just #rearrange the atoms of the body into those things. bc i dont subscribe to the idea that he actually digs a hole for the corpse idt theres #anything down there bc u cn put a basement right under a grave and no issues. so i think he magics the bodies away and then either somehow #transforms those bodies into the appropriate grave marker (unclear on if theres even actually ash in the urn like is that mentioned. OR he #takes them leaves the urn and gravestone and then just has the bodies to do whatever with. WHATS HE DOING !!! is it a nice like Ill just #handle this so they dont have to (presumptuous. caring for a body is a rly important thing in many cultures and it can be a great way to #process a loss for some ppl (not all obviously. grief is very personal this is one of my autism things sry)) but ig in simnation society it #isnt that important Evidently. but idk... either hes taking them as a favor to help out/soften the blow bc obv nobody Likes seeing the grim #reaper olive sit down. connor sit down. so hes like well ill handle this. or is it something more nefarious WHTS HE DOINGG tell me. i think #funny to imagine he just teleports the body elsewhere ik he prolly just destroys it but its kind of awesome to imagine theres a giant magic #crematorium and like. a columbarium. idk why i assume cremation itd just save space in his. realm? i he has a realm. if i were him and i #didnt have a realm id be kinda pissed id call the watcher and be like heyyy um... yk. but ya i think thats cool bc i love lands of the dead #gotta be one of my favorite things (autistic) and i think its just cool to imagine a place where the remains of every person whos ever live #r kept. be that their soul as is traditional or their literal remains in this case. isnt that kind of cool.. love it. but again we probably #arent supposed to rly think abt it he prolly jut vaporizes them into nothing. i just wanted to have fun... bring a positive sort of vibe.#anyways. i would like to be able to have The body just bc i think thats cool and i think itd be awesome to have a mod that adds in more #grieving practices from around the world but obviously thatd be like. HUGEscale bc there are a millionnn different ways to grieve. and its #all so interesting to learn abt. read from here to eternity. by caitlin doughty. smiles <- it doesnt cover Everything obv but it talks abt #lot of stuff from around the world in a rly respectful way and its incredible to read abt and learn. my autism . but i genuinely love #learning abt grief and mourning and funerary practices in other cultures i rly wish that so many practices werent lost to colonization wher #ppl were forced to abandon their way of caring for their dead just bc it seemed ghoulish or barbaric or whathave you to the missionaries et #idk. id put death it up there with food as one of the biggest cultural signifiers...i cant continue the tag limit. wtvr. u get it

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jvzebel-x · 5 months

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#sometimes i get really sad about my life you know? like. really sad about it lmao. for various reasons.#like it would be really cool to be normal. very often i just wish i was normal lmao.#but then i remember meeting this guy while i was homeless&he had everything that i late 20s/early 30s college grad would want #stable&well paying job in the field he actually went to college for #rented part of a banging a duplex that had a yard allowed dogs&was a five minute walk from downtown bar crawl area #had both one of my fave motorcycles-- an r6--&one of my all time dream cars-- a 6speed cts-v.#i presume a dating life from the tampons that were in his bathroom.#&yet. he was miserable from what i could tell lmao. &it was weird bc it was like he didnt realize that #until he met us lmao. i would be more annoyed by that. i was v annoyed by it at the time lmao. the amount of weird jealousy i dealt w while #fucking homeless+sick is disgusting&ill never forgive fucking anyone for it&a part of me will always be dead+rotted bc of it lmao.#but for him it was different in the way of. i could kind of understand it lmao.#he had come from a rough background from what i understand&was a success story.#&yet he clearly felt trapped in his own life. clearly felt like he was surrounded by things he should be more grateful for while none of it #filled the hole in him ppl like him are PROMISED success will fill. being apart of the status quo but on the good end will alleviate.#he had been in one accident&never rode his bike again. when i asked why he lied&told me the bike was unrideable bc he didnt know me lmao #&when i asked if there had been any damage past the obvious dent in the gas tank he got red+quiet+changed the topic.#he worked at some big bank&didnt bother trying to brag bc the one thing he DID know about me is that i am v anti bank+leftist lmao.#he considered himself a leftist too until he talked to me&realized he was actually v centrist in basically every view he had #&that centrism came from a desire to keep his privileges as a cis white straight man-- something that made him openly embarassed.#he used to deal thru college&when i met him he couldnt keep up w one round of dabs w me something that also obviously embarassed him.#he had surrounded himself w ppl just like him&was jarred upon meeting anyone outside of that bubble who wasnt a far right asshole.#&he didnt like what he saw about himself. &that was really obvious.#when we left his place after the brief week we were staying there he was literally in tears about how much he wanted to come.#to help&see where we ended up or whatever idk lmao. i guess im still actively annoyed by it lmao.#but i still get it on some level. when you reach the top&realize youre not fucking happy where do you go from there?#will a house do it? will moving to a different location for your same bullshit job do it? will meeting a girl exactly like you do it?#&when i want to be normal so bad it physically hurts i remember him&i think maybe things arent so bad lmao.#like it could be worse i guess lmao.

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