#were they married.. were they still together when he died because if so tht means he cheated on her a little bit before he died since Emma

[bloominstorm]

Wakui really tryna make me stop slandering Mikey out here.

[dailynetflixglow]

I just finished watching all of glow and WOW

It was so much funnier than the first season, I love seeing more of characters lives. Still craving more. There really is everything going on in this show, complex characters and a range of different women from different backgrounds and experiences. Seeing female relationships is so important!! the friendships are so pure and real. I loved seeing Sheila’s softer side. It was adorable. the scenes of all the girls caring for each other and supporting each other were my favorite .its such a powerful show for me too, it gives me confidence in my own body just by watching it.I wanna get up in the ring and slam someone body against the floor too! 

The relationships are all really interesting to watch play out too. even though i’m a huge ruth x debbie shipper i did still enjoy sam x ruth together (i don’t necessarily ship them romanticly because i do for ruth/debbie way more and most likely always will , but i liked the close bond ruth and Sam have. its sweet). I’d like to see ruth/debbie get closer next season (that's if there is one), I want to see their relationship change now they both know what ruined it in the first place. I wanna see them laugh more, the scenes they were working together were magic and I think they work really welll with each other. Even though the scenes of her saying she basically should have slept with that man who invited her to his hotel room. I think that was cruel and I was just glad when she told Sam he was more understanding..I really hope she says sorry next season about tht. Cos she was so in the wrong there.

Also, can we talk about how heartbreaking it was too? when Justine had to leave with her mum I really felt for Sam. And that’s another thing, Sam really has grown on me. Underneath it all, he is a vulnerable man with a big heart I think. He is a loveable asshole. I liked how he didn’t push Justine away, he actually cared and really tried to get through to her.

That wasn’t the only heartbreaking thing though. I’m was so crushed when Florian died. I mean i was really rooting for Bash and Florian to get together. I saw how much he cared for him, It was so sad to see him have to hide that side of himself. Because I do believe Bash is struggling with his sexuality and by marrying Rhonda he was masking his pain and trying to push his true feelings for Florian aside. (I do think he likes Rhonda, I just don’t think he loves her, but I think that's clea. He just really wanted to help her). I like how in a show with strong female characters they still give us strong male characters too.

I mean, Cherry’s Keith is a sweetheart!!! I love seeing a supportive and loving relationship in the mix of all this drama. I loved how much he supports her and is there for her. It’s so nice to see.

I think my favourite part of the season for me was Yolanda and I didn’t expect her and Archie to get together. That was a wonderful surprise. So cute and soft!! I love how it was done too, it wasn’t a big deal that she’s a lesbian. It was just like fucking cool and she is fucking cool. And I love how she knows it too, I think all women should feel that way. She’s just such a great character and I love her.

Anyway, this season was wonderful and I loved all the great new wrestling moves too, It was dope as fuck. I mean the last episode of the season was fun and I literally wanted to go and watch the real GLOW because it was actually fun to watch and the cheesy jokes were light and actually funny. I mean, they are clearly not the best jokes but I actually enjoyed seeing the episode of the show. Any who, I fucking adored it, heres too more seasons of this show!! Netflix get on it, I’m as hooked as I ever was.

[graveyardclaws]

this has been in my drafts for almost a month i’m so sorry i started doing it and then forgot. i was tagged by @deathedit and @miniero thank you both so much for tagging me i’m sorry for ignoring this until now

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself. At the end tag 25 people.

LAST: [1] Drink: - water [2] Phone call: - my mom [3] Text message: - my sister [4] Song you listened to: - the new halsey song, now or never [5] Time you cried: - yesterday but it wasn’t entirely sad crying. i saw a picture of nyc at night and it was so pretty all those lights... i realized that even though i don’t live there now, one day i will and one of those lights is going to be me and it’s going to be wonderful

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] Dated someone twice: - no [7] Been cheated on: - not that i know of [8] Kissed someone and regretted it: - extreme yes [9] Lost someone special: - yes [10] Been depressed: - lmao [11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: - i’ve gotten drunk but never that bad

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] black [13] grey [14] dark red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] Made new friends: - none irl [16] Fallen out of love: - no [17] Laughed until you cried: - no [18] Found out someone was talking about you: - yes, negatively [19] Met someone who changed you: - kind of [20] Found out who your true friends are: - i have none i already knew that [21] Kissed someone on your Facebook list: - no [22] How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: - all of them [23] Do you have any pets: - my parents have a dog. we used to have cats also but they died when i was in high school. i still miss them. [24] Do you want to change your name: - i mean... i intend to legally change my name this summer. but other than legally i already did. and i’m happy with the name i picked [25] What did you do for your last birthday: - went shopping and had an existential crisis [26] What time did you wake up: - at like 8:30 because classes [27] What were you doing at midnight last night: - trying and failing to sleep, so i researched the history of new england instead it was surprisingly interesting [28] Name something you cannot wait for: - all the concerts i’m going to. and in the long term, moving to nyc [29] When was the last time you saw your mother: - about three weeks, i think [30] What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: - less anxiety [31] What are you listening to right now: - vampire weekend [32] Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: - i have known four toms and i didn’t like any of them tbh. the first two were annoying guys i went to school with back at home, the third was an extreme racist, and the fourth was this guy who literally tricked me into going on a date with him and i was so uncomfortable [33] Something that is getting on your nerves: - the people who live in my building tbh [34] Most visited website: - switches between tumblr and youtube because yes i am that productive [35] Elementary: - yeah? i mean, i went [36] High school: - graduated in 2014 [37] College: - will graduate in 2018 [38] Hair color: - black at the moment, thinking of going with black and green next [39] Long or short hair: - kind of a weird style in the middle [40] Do you have a crush on someone? - yes but she has a girlfriend though and they’ve been together for a long time (like four years) so it’s not something i can pursue [41] What do you like about yourself?: - ??? i like to think i’m creative but i doubt anyone else would agree [42] Piercings: - just ears at the moment but i’m getting more in my upper ear, and also probably an eyebrow piercing. i want snakebites too but i need to get a Real Job at some point so maybe not [43] Blood type: - i think it’s O negative but i might be wrong i was on a lot of medication when they told me [44] Nickname: - i don’t think i have a nickname. you need friends for that [45] Relationship status: - single [46] Zodiac sign: - leo but i don’t seem like one [47] Pronouns: - he/him [48] Fav TV show: - buffy the vampire slayer, pretty little liars, brooklyn 99, orphan black [49] Tattoos: - so far just the ghost frank drew for me on my left arm but i intend to get many more if you want the full list just ask [50] Right or left handed: - right

FIRST… [51] Surgery: - i do not want to answer this [52] Piercing: - just the regular lobe piercings i guess [53] Best friend: - maggie who turned out to be an awful person. we were friends from fourth grade until eighth and she screwed me over so many times [54] Sport: - i took gymnastics when i was in first grade but i was really really bad at it [55] Vacation: - florida to visit my grandmother [56] Pair of trainers: - that means shoes, doesn’t it? i have no idea

RIGHT NOW… [57] Eating: - nothing [58] Drinking: - nothing [59] I’m about to: - do my homework for my children’s literature class [60] Listening to: - lorde [61] Waiting for: - idk i’ll let you know [62] Want: - a lot but also somehow nothing [63] Get married: - it isn’t important to me that i get legally married, but i do really really want to be in a committed relationship with someone i love someday [64] Career: - being a college student at the moment. i’m studying english with a minor in political science. ideally i’ll be frontman of a rock band, but realistically i kind of want to write for nymag

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] Hugs or kisses: - um both [66] Lips or eyes: - also both, but i think eyes are really pretty [67] Shorter or taller: - i’ve yet to find a guy shorter than me so let’s go with taller [68] Older or younger: - probably older. i’m twenty so i wouldn’t even consider dating someone more than one year younger than i am. [69] Romantic or spontaneous: - romantic [70] Nice arms or nice stomach: - either way [71] Sensitive or loud: - i like a mix of both [72] Hook up or relationship: - relationship [73] Troublemaker or hesitant: - i like them a little edgy so i guess troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] Kissed a stranger? - unfortunately [75] Drank hard liquor? - yes [76] Lost glasses/contact lenses? - i don’t use either [77] Turned someone down: - yes [78] Sex on first date? - not willingly [79] Broken someone’s heart? - i think so but he was awful and deserved it [80] Had your own heart broken? - yes [81] Been arrested? - no, i run fast [82] Cried when someone died? - not a human [83] Fallen for a friend: - yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] Yourself? - lol no [85] Miracles? - i hope so but i doubt it [86] Love at first sight? - it’s a nice concept, but also no [87] Santa Claus? - no and i never did which is kind of weird in my culture [88] Kiss on the first date? - if i like the person [89] Angels? - not in the traditional sense. but i believe there are forces of energy we don’t understand and if you want to call them ghosts/angels/gods/whatever i guess you can do that

OTHER… [90] Current best friend’s name: - jane and alex, who are my sister and my cousin [91] Eye colour: - one of them is kind of blue/grey and the other is green/brown. it’s a mutation called heterochromia [92] Favorite movie: - gone girl, the book of life, mad max: fury road, the blair witch project, pan’s labyrinth

25 is a lot but i will tag @alienlynz @dosvirus @i-ero @ryanfcker @elysedc @morpheuse @garbaged @sailorlynz @tht-aupair sorry if this is weird since i’ve never talked to some of you before you don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to

[kyohiba]

snow white + prince cursing. jiang cheng and wen ning fix it post canon au

WEN NING TAKING A BLOW TO THE CHEST FOR JIN LING N JC TAKING AN ARROWN TO THE HEART FOR WEN NING LMAO

ssyifpfff🌙 i dig it, havent thot much of it tho

May 16 ssyifpfff🌙 but the idea of wen ning trailing behing sizhui and jc trailing behing jin ling n thm meeting while they keep their respective babies safe os *kisses filgers* DOLCE

May 16 i feel like a whole 4th eye of mine opened to that... but my mind probably wont be able to focus much. i hate how i can only hyperfixate in one or two ships at time

ISNT IT SO DOLCE? FORTÍSSIMO!

yeeting patriarch jiang cheng's hostility decreasing as they kept meeting...

yeeting patriarch perhaps wn and jc could get my ass more than jc with huaisang !?

but nothing will ever get ur ass more thn jc/happiness will it

jiang cheng n huaisang is v Aesthethic bc huaisang is a pretty pretty hoe

ssyifpfff🌙 bUT W WEN NING THERES A LOT OF ANGST

May 16 jc + happiness is all that matters

but... the sweet angst road of wn and jc...

yeeting patriarch IT CAN AND IT WILL LEAD TO HAPPINESS !?

and yea the Appeal of jc ano nhs is that huaisang is Very Pretty plus his scheming charm. but we arent given much canon background to work on this. not that it matters, lord knows we built the content when we really want to make anything

but The Flavor, of the canon background content for jc and wn Is There And It's Stronf

yeeting patriarch nevermind what i said im already ass deep into it. i love both jc and wn way too much, the appeal got me immediately

ssyifpfff🌙 ALSO BC WUXIAN DITCHED BOTH OF THEM FOR THT WANGJI D LMAO

May 16 ssyifpfff🌙 them bonding over how dumb wuxian would act "he would float in the water n pretend he drowned" "yea he told a-yuan he needed to be buried in order to grow big n tall like a raddish" they look at each other n want to laugh but jc doenst know if hes comfortable enough for tht n wn doenst know if hes allowed to

May 16 yeeting patriarch REPRESSED DUMB BABIES LAUGH TO UR HEARTS CONTENTS TOGETHER :(((((

but oh god, the way jiang cheng is,

their road would be So Long

yeeting patriarch another slow burn, uh...

and then so much confusion and conflicted angsty feelings along the way when everything is better because jc was almost forgetting that..........wen ning is dead :) hes a corpse. what future awaits them. this is terrifying

yeeting patriarch ...why cant i have anything nice and just soft. i need to throw angst in or i die?

ssyifpfff🌙 its awful its a terrible idea to ship tht what r u doin

May 16 ssyifpfff🌙 but wen ning being a pure boy, dogs would love him, dogs would gather around him bc he has a Good Aura, n jianc cheng just observes from afar thinkin How can he be so approachable whn hes a fierce corpse

May 16 ssyifpfff🌙 like it would have to start w jc thinkin wen ning is less thn a human u understand

May 16 yeeting patriarch

ssyifpfff🌙 SAJGDASDF

May 16 IM CRYING imagine one day jiang cheng finds wen ning, on the floor, on top of him there are like four different dogs all swaying their tails all that hyper bullshit dogs do.

the incident repeats quite a few times

yeeting patriarch jc notices dogs are drawn to wen ning?

ssyifpfff🌙 he notices MAYBE?? hes not a dangerous zombie after all???

May 16 he lets it slip and asks how wuxian reacted to it

as wwx is terrified of dogs

and wen ning is like. where we... spent most of our time... there were no dogs

(awkward silence timel

ah. ruined it again.

okay 2 take

when they're on those night hunts, wen ning + sizhui & jiang cheng + jin ling

fairy starts being Too Friendly towards wen ning

both jiang cheng and jin ling were initially taken aback by it

yeeting patriarch but as the time goes on... it Softens their heart

ssyifpfff🌙 iT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE BC FAIRY IS A SPIRITUAL DOG N IT WOULDNT NVR BE FRIENDLY TO AN EVIL GHOUL SO IT RLY MAKES THM SEE THT WEN NING ISNT A BAD GUY

May 16 ssyifpfff🌙 also take 2 on tht dog thing, wen ning is like "ah wei wuxian made me chase any dogs away, i quite like dogs but i had to" to remind jc of the puppies he had to give away bc of wwx lmao :)

May 16 yeeting patriarch THEY START REALIZING WEN NING IS THE PUREST ANGEL... and opening up, in their tsun ways, with him

yeeting patriarch i like how the canon wen ning art is him with a ginger cat, but for the sake of jiangning we made him a dog person

i honestly picture him being the snow white os mdzs, just all animals gathering around him

bird perching on his shoulders, deer eating from his hands. jiang cheng confused af

hes Prince Not Charming

ssyifpfff🌙 Prince Cursing, if u will

May 16 yeeting patriarch WEN NING SNOW WHITE OF MDZS AND HIS PRINCE CURSING JIANG CHENG IM YELLINGGFFKDJSKSK

yeeting patriarch jiang cheng going thru the trees and shit then he finds wen ning all surrounded by all animals cutely around him, the birds singing, some squirrels on the top of his head, a butterfly kissing his nose and suddenly the scene seem to have 💖Sparkles 💖 around. jiang cheng is like *rubs his eye and looks again* What

ssyifpfff🌙 "hey you... you have some animals on you" n wen ning was just super still he only focuses on jc "Oh yes. they do this sometimes. its ok i enjoy it"

May 16 ssyifpfff🌙 "everytime i wake up theres a few little ones on me, they must think im a rock or something" jiang cheng, internally, seein all the animals: CLEARLY THEY ENJOY IT TOO???

May 16 yeeting patriarch JIANG CHENG MACHINE BROKE

ssyifpfff🌙 MEAN JIANG CHENG.EXE STOPPED WORKING

May 16 PRECISELY HENSKLDGSKLS

i would like the idea of, somewhere farther into the future,

some cultivator bitch being mean to wen ning and by instinct jiang cheng ends up standing for wen 5

wen ning*

but then hes a sect leader and...

yknow how it wouldnt work

yeeting patriarch BUT A NYARI CAN DREAM!?

THEY CAN AT LEAST BE ... LIKE.... PHILTATOS

ssyifpfff🌙 MOST BELOVED

May 17 jiang cheng has responsibilities but thEY CAN BE LIKE YOU KNOW.... CASUAL

ssyifpfff🌙 they dont gotta marry. not every couple can be wangxian

May 17 PHILTATOSSSSSSSS

tbh im all in for casual couples too

yeeting patriarch not everyone needs or can have Marriage

hmmmmmm the more jc starts seeing The Light in wn, when they're at the middle of the road,

yeeting patriarch more tangled his emotions get?

he was supposed to LOATHE wen ning but then he sees what happened wasnt wen nings fault. hes angry, who to blame then? wuxian! but it also isnt entirely wwx's fault he lost the control, the dark cultivation is a dangerous path after all... and wwx had a lot on his shoulders... and most of all: it was the only path he could follow without his golden core :) the very golden core that now resides inside jc. who should he blame? who should he hate?? Himself???

yeeting patriarch goddammit can i stop with the suffering

me: snow white au hehe you, chaotic bastard: what if jiang cheng hated himself lmao

i hate specifically tht iT MAKES SENSE

ssyifpfff🌙 HE SPENT. OVER A DECADE BLAMING WEN NING N WUXIAN N TO REALIZE HE WAS WRONG, HE WASTED ALL THOSE YEARS. WHOS HE GONNA TURN THT HATE TOWARD??? HIMSELF OFC!!!!! OF COURSE!!!!!!1

May 17 HOLD UP THAT I GRAB BOTH OF US TO JUMP INTO THE HELL HOLE BUT I CAN ALSO SAVE US

listen up,

one day all those feelings that keep growing and bottling up inside jc overflow and he explodes in yelling and tears and etc

wen ning, whom was with him, witness all that

yeeting patriarch and tries to soothe his state of mind

yeeting patriarch telling him that it's no one's fault. none of them couldve known what would happen. all sides had their good intentions here and there, but unfortunately fates can twist it in a way they never expected

BUT THEN jc returns with an "then why do u look like u blame yourself as well?" BECAUSE WEN NING DOES

yeeting patriarch sorry apparently the half brain cell i have working, only does suffering hours

"THEN WHY DO U BLAME URSELF"

nyari u sAID U COULD SAVE US

ssyifpfff🌙 wen ning is like "..............." jiang cheng: i know it wasnt anyones fault but then what am i supposed to feel? who am i supposed to hate??"

May 17 yeeting patriarch IM LAUGHINGS O MUCH IM NOT BRSTJINENSKS

wen ning is like No one. there isnt any1 to blame anymore

ssyifpfff🌙 im franctically tryin to make it bETTER NYARI LEND ME A HAND DAM IT

May 17

MY THROAT HURTS IM TOO BROKE LIKE (MANIC LAUGHTER)

yeeting patriarch okay lemme get myself back together and try to offer some fix it

yeeting patriarch me: *shaking, weakly offering a tiny ass pink hello kitty band aid* This Will Fix Everything (the hell hole im offering the band aid for is like 17cm)

yeeting patriarch wen ning goes confident mode again and says that he cant help it as much jc and wwx, all of them will feel guilty no matter what anyone says. they tried their best but it backfired and they will need, they have to, learn how to live in terms with it. not forgetting, but still forgiving themselves and each other

wen ning obv has the wisdom of some1 who has died, seen death, been death, and come back to life

he has an appreciation for the little things no others would have

if any1 could emotionally guide jc it wOULD BE HIM1!

ssyifpfff🌙 "i have regrets too, but theres no choice for any of us but to live w them n learn"

May 17 ssyifpfff🌙 ALSO

May 17 ssyifpfff🌙 i think wen nings sensibility woULD BE SO GOOD FOR JC, hes always tense he needs a break of him just being so still tht birds can perch on his shoulders

May 17

WEN NINGGGGGGGGG

yeeting patriarch he'll literally become jc's heaven sent angel... his solace and calm

like, after that breakdown and the things wen ning said

yeeting patriarch jiang cheng actually does feel... Lighter

wen ning boutta be jiang chengs therapist

ssyifpfff🌙 its what he needs

May 17 but as jiang cheng starts dealing better with his internal demons

he starts seeing more too that wen ning isnt only light

wen ning carries his pain too, inevitably

and jc starts to help wn as well

yeeting patriarch each other's company start being the healing they needed?

woke

ssyifpfff🌙 jiang cheng teached wn confidence and wen ning teaches jiang cheng stillness and softness

May 17 i teared up here

after The Wen Ning Effect, and jiang cheng softening. people of his sect start to be... less afraid of him? AND BETTER, the respect level only grows!

jiang cheng realizing there is strength in softness too

that to be tender doesnt mean to be weak

of course his actions arent Oh, Super Obvious as he is a tsun

yeeting patriarch but u can feel The Difference on his aura

YOU HAVE TO BE SOFT TO BE STRONG JIANG CHENG

ASKJDAJSDGF

ssyifpfff🌙 I KNOW THAT WHEN LOVE IS LOST..............

May 17 yeeting patriarch I LOVE HOW IN SYNC WE ARE MY MIND ALSO WENT SOFT TO BE STRONF .MP3

ssyifpfff🌙 WE'VE KNOWN IT ALL ALONG THE TRUTH IS............ YOU HAVE TO BE S

May 17 yeeting patriarch ME, ON THE FLOOR, SOBBING, SINGING ALONF,

ssyifpfff🌙 EXTREME MOOD RN

May 17 yeeting patriarch we did done it again and again... i cannot believe it

honestly if the ppl in his sect see tht jc has the ghost general over for tea they'd be like Wow sect leader cheng rly is amazing

ssyifpfff🌙 hes so fearless

May 17 im tearing up again

HMMMMMMMMM his relationship with wen ning also being a bridge for some fixing for his relationship with wuxian...........

takes so much time and it's slow

but

after he took it all in, and especially wen nings words that he shouldn't forget to forgive, and has to live with it

he starts Understanding the events. that is was inevitable. and that the anger would not help nor be good for any of them

yeeting patriarch that for the ones around them (like jin ling) they need to... overcome it

*sobbing* wen ning even helping him to overcome his inferiority complex !?

yeeting patriarch making jc see that this and this sides of him are greater and make up for this and this other ones. that he, too, was of vital importance on here and there

tht the ppl around him look up to him, tht they dont compare him to wuxian, tht the strenght he has shown isnt just coming from his golden core but from his choices as well

from his leadership

also jiang cheng realizing yanli wouldnt want him to hate

ssyifpfff🌙 the worst part abt yanlis death is tht we dont ever hear her last words

May 17 ssyifpfff🌙 she doesnt get to finish sayin thm, we dont know what she was gonna say to wuxian n i firmly believe tht if she has finished n she had said she didint blame him, thn jiang cheng wouldnt have been as hung up on hate as he was

May 17 yeeting patriarch

yeeting patriarch tbh yanli... she just Understood more. faster than the two dense dumbasses

SHE WAS SO BRIGHT

AND MATURE

ssyifpfff🌙 I MISS HER EVERYDAY

May 17 and it's like. Obvious she wouldnt want them to be that way. she would want them to understand the terms of the situation and overcome it TOGETHER

IM SO SAD SHE DESERVED BETTER :(((

but after jiang cheng learns how to deals with his demons,

and most important of all: Grows (emotionally)

he starts seeing things a bit more like his sister would

yeeting patriarch WWYLD (What Would YanLi Do)

yeeting patriarch hmm now what's left is his daddy issues

WWYLD!!!!!

sadasdfsf the fuck jiang dad

ssyifpfff🌙 can u believ wen ning is jiang chengs love+fear era

May 17 hmmmmmmmm let's say that as he watches himself raise jin ling he starts to understand his dad couldn't be easy on him. and that he Had To be softer on wwx's for his situations

i cant go deeper on this one because his dad messed up

yeeting patriarch but let's say that was really the case,

ssyifpfff🌙 yes theres no excuse for his dad, he had a soft spot for wwx n his favoritism showed

May 17 ssyifpfff🌙 its more like, its important for jc to Know it doesnt matter, he grew up to be a good leader n tht proved his dad wrong

May 17 IT'S HARD TO FIND A SITUATION OUT OF HIS DAD REASONS he messed up

BUT!!! YES!!!!!!!

learn to let go of those feelings towards his dad

yeeting patriarch and the day it finally fully clicked inside him that he became an amazing sect leader, he proved it

it's also important that he could realize having wwx golden core inside him means as if wwx really kept his promise

he stayed by his side

yeeting patriarch a very important piece of wwx will always be with him

[xoxo-anxciousanum]

Hey guys, so this is my third time writing this post! It never saved the first time for some reason and the second time my battery died, so here i am on my laptop! you can smell the determination right ahahahaha? 

Any who, I have finally left high school where i have been for the past six years of my life! On the Friday the 28th of April 2017, I finally said goodbye bishessss wee out! So im just going to use this post to recap on my fantastic, wild, journey through the years of high school at St Andrews Academy.

So where do I start! Well first and second year was a nightmare because I had came to a brand new school from where my old primary school friends went. Therefore i had ZERO  friends to keep me sane! im not going to ,ie but i definitely was bullied for at least the first three years of high school. It was a nightmare, because it didn't help that i had facial hair and a heavy mono brow! Maybe im just being a bit hard on myself but i definitely struggled, there was nights were all i cared about was peoples opinions and i didn't want to go in some days because i couldn't bare it! Finally in third year i felt a bit more comfortable cause we were finally put in set classes so my English class was great!  We had such a great time, and i met a lot of lovely girls.Fourth year was the first year that i was going to experience exams and i was sady still tormented by stupid pathetic bitchess that needed to get over themselves get a grip and move on! anways, moving onto the rollercoaster of a year- welcome to the year of mofo Highersssss!!! This is when shit got reallllllll. i finally had the confidence and I was loving lifeee but it was not really a year to realx with friends and chill. i HAD TO WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK (In the humble word of rihannaaaa) Legit, was madness, but alhumdullilah, i made it in the end as i got my results in- 3As in Eglish, Biology and Geography and B in Chemsitry! Unfortunately Maths was a bit of a fail, but thnakfully i recived an offer from the uni so long as i achieved a B in Maths in sixth year as well as a nat 5 A in Physics! Inshallah i will acheive tht!!!!!!  I honestly learned a lot in that year as  i lso juggled out of school work through Ye where i strengthened bonds with the best peope ive met in my life. Genuinly learned sooooo many things about my self in that year- i am confident, i dont care what others think, and i can get whatever i want as long as i put my mind to it and not be tooo anxcious and worried. Anwhoooo i was defos eqipped for the last year of my high school life! I have never had such fun and made the msot incredible memories ever!!! i genuinly loved every minute becasue it was such a reaxed year, the amount of times i patched school and went on an adventure was crazy man ahahahah! incoming the rebellious anum husain ahahahahaha! made the most unforgettable memories that i will cherish forever, cant belive it all over! I still remember the day in primary when i was like how am i going to survive high school-with al the exams and changing classes every 50 minss! yet here i am! bishhhhhh we madeee itttttt yasssssssssssssssss.

Moving on, i have actually realised how much i love my cousins man. I genuinly dont know where id be without them. They amke my life so special and fun. Honestly if someone was to see our chats man, we’d be locked up ahahahahah! We legit talk about everything and anything, without judging each other. I love taht we can take the piss out of each other but stilll be the best of galsss man, we love winding up haiqa especially man its toooo funny! we are baesss for life and i truly mena it. The small things mean soo much to me, like going for walks randomly, going to morrions and buying crap loads of sweets then end up at tesco and cryinngg that we live in the most jakiest town ever!!!! I am certain that we will hare this beautiful journey together, through uni-eating lunch together and chillling in the sun. Man i cant wait!!!! im such a cheeeeeeesy gal man cause i cant wait to do couplyyy things when we get marruied man. like nandos, going bowing, movie nights etc it will be soooooooo amazing. Actaully never met anyone that has the same bond as us. Well we know two girls that think they do when i reality they see eachother like twice a year , so stfu. ahahahahahahahha im such a savage, but its true, we have such a unique bond, most people dont see their cousins, we are sisters!!!! we can annoy each other but we cant live without eachother! I love them milllllllllllllliiiiiiiooooooooonnnnnnnnssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

Onto my amazing sisters! Where do i start, wel with one of them its a work in progress, its hard when she used to be mean to u and she chews loudly do u know, i have a lot of pettty ahtes so it made it worse, but its pending man fs. But for NAILAbae, she is a gemmmm! A diamond, we have been going out on trips to Glasgow since i was 6! we still carry this tradition on till now and im 18! whooooohoooooo, she is actualy the msot funniest person ever! she is sooo cute and i love her to bits! we have sooo much in common, we could literally chat for hours, she has helped me so much in school its unreal.SHE IS MY TRUE ROLE MODEL! i have always looked up to her from a young age, We tak about everything together, makeup, fashion,making fun of peple, blair and serena goals af!!!! im obvsss blair!!! Moving on to IMMYFATT!!! She is my fooood gal. we could literally go out and eat a samosa salad and get our eyebrows done, our insanely crazy eyebrows!! That would be our day out, but what make it fun, is the car journey nd the laughs we have together, before she waas married we used to always do duets in the car and record ourselves!! hahahahah we loved IF I WERE A BOY!!! Bey was my fav! we still sing now in the car and its the best! I love them milllions! I cant even begin to tell you how much i love my sis n law. Its so mad how she just appeared in my life and i love her millions.she is sooooo funny, cute and giry! She lets me borrow any of her make up which i think is sooooo cute man! she is such a princesss its amazing!!! Dont even get me started on my beautiful nephews and nieces!!!! i will love them allll forver! cant wait till i get my car and can take them out to the park!!! im such a cheeeesy gal but i love my fam! Ridah i such a smart coookie i cant wait till she takes over the world with her amazing presence! Zarish is an actual real life dolll its so funny she so cute and timid! i love her millions, the two boys AR and Eesa are just soooooo beaut!!! i love them with all my heart. I love that AR calls me ANNNNAAAAAAA. he is my babe! Eesa is changing everyday and i love him even more, cant wait till he grows up.

Roll on the next amazing years of my life!!!!! Roll on june 2017 (no longer in me mums car)Roll on september 2017!!! HWG WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO