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[wickedghastly]

Where can I find info on princess nokia blackfishing? I thought she was Afro latina, im not saying she isn't blackfishing I just want to find more info on it

I have no idea how long ago you sent this but:

Literally if you just look at images of her you can physically see her morphing herself over the years into looking Black.

I had to research/come to the conclusions and look for this all myself. Some keywords that might help is that she used to go by themermaidgirl and wavyspice with the word tumblr on google (those were the names she went by before she switched to princess nokia.)

On her Blackfishing:

I basically found out through google after seeing what she looked like in her infamous “so juicy so fertile” Vogue video that she Blackfishes because I noticed she obviously uses tanner (Face lighter than body with different tones). I started googling her old pictures and social media names and...yeah here we are.

She deadass darkens her skin artificially, wears fake Afro wigs, and gets lip injections to make herself look Black, and is lying about being AfroPuerto Rican, she’s been lying about being Indigenous as well.

How you go from this: 

To this: 

Her own ex-friends have said she’s not Black and called her out for it. Actual Taino Indigenous people have repeatedly called her out for lying about being Taino.

If you look at pictures shes posted of her family literally none of them are Black. They’re more than likely white or majority white/mestize. None of them in Puerto Rico would be considered Black. None of them. Like my mother’s family is literally all very much white Puertoricans who come from white European colonialists in PR, and that side of my family look JUST LIKE the people in these pictures. She’s not ambigious mixed Black, she’s straight up Blackfishing and pretending to be Black.

She is literally mestiza/white Latina cosplaying Afro-Indigenous Latinidad. Like straight up fucking cosplaying being mixed and cosplaying being spiritual/in Afroreligions. 

Like who tf sits there for instagram smoking cigars with a golden headwrap showing the viewers a Yemaya oracle card like she’s really doing something except for people who are using ATRs and shit for social media clout liiikkeeee.......She can smoke all the cigars she wants, that’s not gonna make her AfroPuertorican or Afrotaino for shit. It’s fucking embarassing.

I swear the reason she’s always going on about being mixed Afro-Indigenous is because in Latino culture, including PR culture, there’s this incorrect idea that we’re all European/African/Indigenous, therefore any Latino can claim Afrolatinidad. Obviously that’s not true. But I’ve even heard this stupid shit in progressive/activist circles. 

And with ATR/ADRs and Brujeria becoming more visible and popular in recent years, why wouldn’t she jump on it to capitalize off the craze, considering that’s what made her popular? So I deadass wouldn’t be surprised if this is why she tries saying she’s Black when clearly neither she nor either sides of her family are any sort of Black Puertorican. But she’s been called out for this shit so many times, nobody can say she’s just ignorant, at this point she’s been telling people straight up lies.  

She wears Afro styled wigs and then lies about it being her real hair. And people have apparently called her out before but she was adamant that its her real hair. You can tell that its not her real hair, and that her actual texture is wavy, not curly.

Those are all wigs. All 3 of them in the images. You can literally tell they’re wigs. Esp in the middle/second pic, look at those roots. You can see the braids underneath and how the curls aren’t actually connecting to her scalp. Bc those are fucking wigs. Even in the bruja video, she was wearing a fucking wig.

Why do you think she goes from a light tan, to a much darker warm almost orange shade, to a neutral medium shade, back to a super dark but more olive/green toned shade? Because that’s not what her actual color is. 

Have you noticed how in a lot of photos of her, her skin is sort of patchy with random spots, or her face is super pale without makeup compared to a much darker body, her body most times being a much darker color than her hands? Why sometimes her nails look dirty?

It’s literally because she uses artificial tanners/spray tan on her skin. She’s always a different shade because it goes between being fresh and faded or she switches up the brands/colors/products she’s using.

Like look at her fucking hand compared to her face (and check out the injections) like wow:

She gets mad fucking CCs of injections into her lips to make them look fuller than they actually are. And she’s been getting it done for ages. In recent moments she’s been doing.......alot.

She’s 100% A Blackfisher like it’s fucking crazy because I didnt know that wasnt what she naturally looked like. honest to god this had me so fucked up and I’m still so fucking mad over this. I had heard people repeatedly saying she wasn’t Black and figured it out through just searching up on google. She’s absolutely fucking wild for profitting off of the idea that she’s AfropuertoRican and acting like shes supposed to be some sort of representation for us when she’s been fucking lyinggggg. Faux-spiritual and faux-Black as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucckkk and making money off of it.

I even saw that she apparently tried to argue with a visibly Black woman who was calling her out, that the Black woman’s skin looked fake and orange and was probably a tan on twitter. Like. GIRL GET AWAY FROM THE MIRROR BECAUSE....

She’s fucking WILD.

[wickedghastly]

also a new thing i’ve been really into since my old blog: sidereal astrology

like i swear i feel like astrology just never really clicked for me and that when I’d read charts literally NOTHING made sense until someone put me onto The People’s Oracle, Dayna Lynn Nuckolls (a wonderful Black femme astrologer) and her framework and how and why she uses sidereal astrology instead of tropical (Divination for Liberation), how tropical astrology is used as a system of oppression, etc.

I got her book “Houses: Why They Mean What They Mean” and I LOVE IT so much so far, it’s been sooooo helpful!! I’m learning a lot and wanna buy her other works to learn more

I highly recommend y’all check her out!!

[wickedghastly]

i saw some puertorican on twitter basically defending nokia and like at the end he said “i bet whoever started this new blackfishing post thing is some industry music bitch trying to take her down” and that she never claimed to be black

like did y’all know im in the industry??? im in the industry. i do music.

i do music so good i didnt even know i was making music. talent. i made that post to take melinated princess motorola down for my new single. bc why else would someone be mean to the melinated bruja-straight-out-from-the-yoruba-ancestors-nigerian-diaspora-cuba queen. down with cis or whatever. mix that afro back with that original people or whatever the brown queen said. 

stream my new single “biracial blues” on soundcloud y’all. after we take her down im coming for rosalia. confused cracker nation y’all. 

[wickedghastly]

Dhsjsksksnsjsoddjnsbdejsjsnndnds

I got a new tarot deck today

And I got my hands on orange blossom water

A few rose of jericho

And I was able to restock my florida water

Shit is going really fucking good.

[wickedghastly]

also, I LOVE DOWSING RODS. I LOOOOVE using dowsing rods for communication with spirits. LOVE IT. I personally prefer it to the pendelum because it’s so much more EXHILERATING to me it’s just sooo much better for me to use

like i LOVE the fact that you can LITERALLY feel the differences in energy when you’re speaking to different spirits and you can literally SEE just how they’re feeling/how they’re responding like for me, when I’ve used it, I could literally like see a spirit’s hesitance to answer a question or confusion, I could feel how quickly and strongly they’d be able to move the rods, etc. etc. 

like i can tell which ancestors i’m talking to just from how the rods move and the way they want to answer the questions (like what their “yes” or “no” is), sometimes you can literally see them starting to shake and shitafhewjakdewjakf

I JUST LOVE MY RODS SOOO MUCH OK THATS LIKE MY FAAAAVE WAY OF TALKING TO THEM SO MUUUUCHH UGH

[wickedghastly]

tw for child sex trafficking and ddlg

Also later I’m gonna also update the Princess Nokia post because she’s a whole fucking weird ass pedo-like person who’s a Little Girl Submissive/into DDlg and that whole video interview of her saying “Men like my little girl voice and my tiny body” weirdness was basically her stealing/pretending to be a 17 year transgender victim of child sex trafficking & pedophilia, talking about her experiences being trafficked, who was also killed in a hate crime attack. And I have receipts for all of it. 

I’m also gonna be taking off anon for all of this cuz I’m not dealing with y’all idiots trying to explain to a biracial puertorican individual who is ACTUALLY biracial black what the biracial puertorican experience is. 

I just have a lot of errands to do today but as soon as Im done Im gonan be working on all of these

[wickedghastly]

you know how shocked i was to find out princess nokia’s a whole blackfishing liar

like damn wow wigs dark tans and lip fillers....while not actually being black.....thats crazy

also that ig video of her with the headwrap and the cigar and the orisha oracle cards and the swollen lips was............very cringe

[wickedghastly]

Imma just blab about ghost stuff so don't mind me

But do y'all ever find areas where there's like, a LOT of activity and a lot of what resides there is negative af?

There's this public park near me that has a community garden. Right near it is there a little patch of woods that is like beautiful in the winter, super fucking scary at night bc it gets pitch black in that bitch. Not the safest to be at night, along with the fact that coyotes use the area alot at night.

Those little patches of woods, I was able to put two and two together and realize a lot of people who are homeless or might be drug users use the space. You can tell from how the fallen branches are positioned, the cups and clothes around and used orange needle caps (which I'm used to, bc my city has a big pandemic with heroin and fet use). It's only a few steps away from the community garden and the main dirt path. People use the area all the time for events in the spring and to sunbathe too.

But MAN when I tell you the fucking area is fucking HOOOOOOOOOT. Like it's ASTOUNDING how many fucking spirits I've seen or interacted with there too.

I usually stand there to smoke a little and for sky gazing bc the area has a wide space that's not obscured by trees and it makes perfect space to view astronomical stuff like planets and shooting stars. But omfg sometimes I'll just be standing there with my gf and I'll get the noteable pressure in the back of my neck, my neck and shoulder muscles tightening, electricity/static near where the spirit is. Like as if it's grabbing me by the back of my neck or like trying to ride me. I HATE THEM BITCHES TOO, bc you have to be SOOOOOOO FORCEFUL with them to get them the fuck off and away from you.

Like sometimes just saying "leave me the fuck alone" will be enough for the feeling to stop and to leave me alone (the ghost in the front of my house, a victim of gang violence, has more respect -- with him it's you can usually feel it being his own grief/his own confusion at his sudden violent death not that he's purposefully malicious or trying to make me uncomfortable, and if you tell him to leave you alone he does really easy) but omfg no with these guys I had to OUT LOUD HAND CLAPPING like both me and my partner had to be like YOU NEEEEEED TO GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME AND GO SOMEWHERE with everything in my nutsack to get these dumb bitches to keep it moving. Annoying af. Like the kind of shit where you clearly have to cleanse when you get home and cleanse your fucking house to make sure it ain't follow u kinda shit.

Like not even the ghosts at the cemetery are like that. And that cemetery has a lot of motherfuckers I don't like like a particular judge with a old family and old name I don't like. And those motherfuckers are strong af they'll make your dowsing rods SWING like a motherfucker when talking to you like I'm talking STRONG STRONG clear answers with all of their chest cuz they have nothing else to do kinda strong.

Y'all creeping around a whole beautiful garden and you're this miserable???? *Hispanic voice* wassa madda whichu?

But oof that space that's like right there in the woods. Im gonna guess people have died there or other terrible shit there has happened. Cuz I feel like that's the direction they manifest from. And like I can't even walk around that space at ALL bc I have NEVER been somewhere where the vibes are so obviously "how dare you fucking be in MY space disturbing ME" like omfgggggg I get SICK being in there like all the muscles clenching and seizing and feeling lightheaded and SOOOOO UNCOMFORTABLE it's bad!!! And I truly wonder why

I could always just ask to be shown why but......I don't think I want that lmfao

Anyway that's it that's the post I just wanted to blab about how random hot spots in random places are interesting with the different feels they have

[wickedghastly]

headwashing has been helping me so much lately with all the anxiety and stuff thats been going on lately

plus coconut milk makes my hair so fucking soft like siiii

[wickedghastly]

maaaaaaaaan trust your fucking intuition learn to let go because if you’re hyperanalyzing every interaction you have you have no idea if you’re putting down something that’s real and legitimate

i’ve for a while had a specific image of a person come to my mind when i meditated for years. especially when it’d be the times where i was on my favorite rock in the forest and letting the sun charge me up and enjoying it’s warmth. i thought at first maybe my brain was just doing a funky lil thing bc this person came to me dancing and with this really humorous warm energy

then when i got a reading last year from a local dominican espiritista at this templo in my neighborhood, at the beginning, she started asking me if i knew someone with a specific description and skin color at first (for obvious safety and spiritual reasons im not going to explain who or what they look like), and when I said I wasn’t sure, she told me they were looking for me and basically noted it for me before moving on to the general reading

it took a few weeks after for me to realize who exactly she was describing. but it hit me really hard in shock but also like a deep love and appreciation when I like finally processed it and realized the way she described them sounded EXACTLY like how i saw this specific person that shows up to me in prayers and meditation. i don’t know them but i feel this very strong loving warm connection to them and i’m so happy i was given this confirmation that i’m not making shit up and this shit is fucking REAL.

WORK AT IT. KEEP WORKING AT YOUR SKILLS. LET YOUR JUDGEMENTS AND INHIBITIONS GO. Fuck that shit of only certain people are “born” connected to spirits and shit. LISTEN TO YOURSELF AND TRUST YOURSELF. DO THAT WORK FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR PEOPLE BRO. I PROMISE YOU THE MORE YOU WORK AT THIS THE MORE YOU’LL SEE YOUR SKILLS AND CONNECTION GROWING. 

[wickedghastly]

also its wild to me just how many people in the spiritual community are being exposed for the fraud ass abusive monsters they are 

like thats just so heinous bro like how are there really cis men out here abusing these traditions just so they can spiritually/financially/etc abuse women and vulnerable people while pretending to be “spiritual mentors”

like again this is why people stay telling newer people to these religions&traditions to not chase initiations so hard and to not blindly believe anyone just cuz they *sound* like they know what theyre talking about or bc they have clout in the community

anyway tho i hope each and every one of them gets the shit kicked out of them

[wickedghastly]

trying to get back into posting on spiritual social media is really hard

especially when youre not sure what youre comfortable with sharing anymore and what youre not comfortable sharing but

idk

[wickedghastly]

its THaT seasoooonnn

the season of people leaving offerings and workings in my fave forest/park lol 

i love coming across people’s religious and spiritual stuff like obviously i never go near it/touch it because disrespectful/i mind my mf business but its nice to know others are around lol 

[wickedghastly]

when i made that exposing nokia post

i truly did not expect that shit to blow up and make it onto twitter lmfao

but i’m very glad other people can see her fuckery now bc she has me aaaaaaaall the way fucked up

[wickedghastly]

DAMN BRO like i completely forgot about this tumblr and couldn’t for the life of me figure out how to sign it

now that i’m in...........i’m shocked i have this many fucking followers and interactions??? as recently as yesterday????? i havent touched this since the pandemic started!!!! 

anyways HI THANK YOU FOR THE FOLLOWSSSS I APPRECIATE IT A LOT

DONT MIND ME JUST GONNA GO THRU THIS AND GO FOLLOW SUM OF YALL BC U KNOW I LOVE MY BLACK WITCHES N BRUJOS AND SPIRITUALISTS ON HERE

[wickedghastly]

took my braids out so im thinking maybe i should hit  myself with a spiritual wash tonight 

ive been feeling really funky so im hoping this will help a lil. 

i have a psych appointment tomorrow (finally) so im hoping he’ll have a new medication for me to try out (i’m on a mood stabilizer for my bipolar but its not really helping with the lack of energy) so i’m hoping this new medication will go well for me