#what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

[fallevs]

LMAOOOOOO the chills 🤌

[aomi04]

What doesn't kill me doesn't make me stronger...

It makes me want to kill myself😀

[gennsoup]

Oh, fear not in a world like this, And thou shalt know erelong, Know how sublime a thing it is To suffer and be strong.

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, The Voices of the Night/The Light of Stars

[lavideenrose]

[howifeltabouthim]

I've been through that . . . and now I'm fucking unflappable.

Laura Hankin, from Happy & You Know It

[houseofupsidedown]

Shuffle keeps giving me Strange Magic soundtrack and I'm making me melancholy paralleling it with Blackbeard from Our Flag Means Death.

[ursulaklegay]

“it’s okay!! you’re going to come back from this stronger!!” no i’m not i’m literally a cardboard-stand up left out in the rain and what I need you to do is TAKE ME INSIDE to dry even though I’m soft and wet and about to fall apart, what I need you to do is ACKNOWLEDGE that even when I’m dry again I’m going to be a little discolored and unstable and weak and wavy forever probably

[ballcra]

so i basically added a verse that’s a “good end” to security breach, in which ballora works with freddy and gregory to defeat vanny and william without dismantling the others. given that she is william’s ex-wife, and knows how he works, she was probably preparing for shit to hit the fan the moment the pizzaplex opened. 

i also love the idea of her whipping the corporation back into shape after the virus and missing children cases. she acts as nighttime security, along with moon, and humans are completely done away with. freddy and his band are given more agency and privacy (i’m sorry, but if they’re sentient enough to think for themselves, laugh, and cry, then they don’t deserve to be gawked at like they’re in a zoo). and she and the animatronics have the option to approve or disapprove upgrades to themselves before they are implemented. 

corporate fights back, of course, until ballora reveals that she knows about her creation, and how they were backed by the government. wouldn’t they get in trouble if she leaked their human experimentation sidepiece to the UN and human rights groups? oh, and they can try to deactivate her. she has thousands of copies hidden in servers they wouldn’t even think to check. they learn to listen to her after that. 

[shadowkissed2]

O honey.. u have no idea

[rarestereocats]

so coffee isn’t sitting well with me anymore and since soda doesn’t have nearly as much caffeine in it, i am fucking dying. i’ve had a headache for three days now and it doesn’t help that my hip, which was getting better, decided it wanted to punish me with pain again. and my spine? she’s just doing whatever the fuck she wants, i guess. i can’t predict her moves cuz one second i’ll be fine and then the next, it feels like scorpion is actively trying to pull my spine out.

[inhibited-irregularity]

Are you feeling it now, Mr. Krabs?

[emile-hides]

So anyone gonna make a compilation of My Hero kids nearly killing themselves with their quirk over Kelly Clarkson’s Stronger or...

[echo-at-the-pond]

What does not kill you, makes you stronger

-Friedrich Nietzsche, german philosopher

[pinky-pinky-girl]

Guess who’s back

I came back folks and i have a lot to tell you

[gay-hun-guy]

Finish my studies at the University

One of the reasons why I have been inactive since last christmas is the university. 

I am coming from a poor family. They did the best they could to support me until I started my studies at the university. Because of school I moved to another city hundreds of kilometers away from them. 

At the beginning I took the student loan to pay the fees and make both ends meet. After 3 years I had to start to work because the loan was not enough. I had 2 jobs at the same time and I also had to study to get my bachelor degree. I’ve worked 60-80 hours a week (I slept only every second day for 3-4 hours) and attended classes at the university (in the evening) and I succesfully finished my studies and got my degree. But this lifestyle has affected my health very badly (for example after a month I just collapsed in the morning, my mood was like a ferris wheel and still it is). I feel like I aged decades in those few years. 

I am not that kind of person who gives up thing easily. I am a fighter and I am fighting until my last breath, no matter what. I had to solve my problems on my own since I was 15, I had to grow up early.

So I decided not to give up and go further and got my master degree in physics. The 1st and 2nd semester was great, I completed every course and I could work. The problems started in the 3rd semester. I had to choose a topic for my thesis, I had to start to write my thesis (define the problem, write a code, run it for millions of times, get meaningful results, analyze them, draw conclusions, read literature and write your thesis), complete courses on which we did not learn anything, we just got the projects and we had to deal with them at home with youtube etc with really short and strict deadlines. I could not manage them cause I had to work and for me work was in the first place.

I got tired. I felt like I can’t do this anymore, this has to stop. I was sad, angry, exhausted, I cried, I screamed, I drinked a lot (almost became an alcoholic) I had sleep disorders, so I had a total mental health breakdown. 

For 2 weeks I was discussing my possibilities and their consequences and after a lot of consideration I decided to quit the university because a degree doesn’t worth a mental health breakdown. So I gave up the courses, my thesis work, everything and I felt relieved. I just worked and after work I lived my life as normal adult people do. 

But after a few weeks I’ve changed my mind somehow. I missed the courses, studying, everything. So I’ve put my shit together and finished every courses I had the chance to and a changed the topic of my thesis work. I got back on my feets and continued fighting. The courses went well but thesis work not. Deadline was the last day of this may and I had nothing at the first week of may. I panicked what the hell will happen if I fail in the finish line. But I was strong enough to deal with everything and do my job, prepare for exams and final exam and finish my thesis work so I got my master degree. :) 

The story of my last year does not end here... but this is for another post.

[wanderingnomad84]

Looking through the screen

I recall working on my senior thesis. There were elements that I needed to cite from a research paper. I opened the paper and went through it. I was amazed by the information presented, the organization of the arguments and supportive evidence, the good use of English grammar, proper citing protocol, and just how it had been put together. I then went back to the title page and saw my name on it. I hardly recognized the work. I’d written it, but it was alien to me.