#which like. idk. would be disappointing and a little inconvenient but is their choice i guess
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oops! you just disagreed with one of my firmest held stances due to just how many of my philosophical, moral, and polical beliefs separately led me to this exact conclusion on the topic! each argument you try to make will trigger an additional cutscene. good luck!
#because of the specific topic i am not sure if my friend's partner is going to want to speak to me again#which like. idk. would be disappointing and a little inconvenient but is their choice i guess#so i hope not but if theyre the kind of person to do that then... oh well#but yeah i do not think it is particularly pleasant to disagree with me on this topic due to just how many lines of reasoning i have for it#some of which are hard pills to swallow#but in general it means i have enough to say it probably gets confusing to keep up with#yelling at the void
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Now, your âSaw Gerrera has three terabytes of messages and back-and-forth arguments from Mon Mothma on the hard drive of his ship, how else is he supposed to explain that?)â post has started me thinking on saw x mon and idk what to make of it?? Help
She is already Mon Mothma when they meet, but he is not yet Saw Gerrera. Or at least, not Saw Gerrera as he will be, as he will becomeâa name invoked like a prayer by desperate peoples, a revolutionary. When they meet, he is only a man dressed in Imperial grey, sitting at her kitchen table and calmly cleaning his blaster. There are battered parts scattered across her clean table, and he doesnât look up when she enters. Just goes on humming and polishing the cell-casing.
Mon wishes she could say she were surprised, but sheâs not.
âYou donât look like Black Squad,â Mon says calmly, setting down her bag beside the door. âAnd they usually keep their blasters in one piece; theyâre sticklers that way.â
âYou took longer than I expected,â the man in grey answers cheerfully. He has a strange voice, raspy and deep; it sends unexpected shivers along her skin. âHad to do something to keep myself busy.â
Mon sighs, ignoring the way her pulse has started ticking at her throat. âI do apologize for the delay. The hover-rail was experiencing some technical difficulties, we stalled out at Dufar Station. Would you like tea?â
The man in grey looks up at that, and smiles. It would be a lie to say he has a kind face, but it is not cruel either. Mostly, Mon thinks, he looks tired.Â
âPlease, if itâs not an inconvenience.â
âOf course,â she says, crossing from the door to the stove. Her apartments on Chandrila are sparse and smallâthe same rooms she let as a poor university student, little more than a place to sleep and store her things. She has a much more impressive suite on Coruscant, fit for receiving important visitors and hosting gatherings of her fellow senators, but she supposes she will have to give that up. One does not condemn the Emperor before the whole of the Galactic Senate and continue to keep rooms in Coruscantâs most prestigious starscraper.
(Of course, if she is killed on Chandrila, in her familiar, worn-down apartment, it will not matter what happens on Coruscant.)
She takes out the thermaheater, filling it with water and setting it to boil. âI hope you do not mind Mandalorian Green, itâs the only kind I have.â
âHm. Thatâs fine,â the man in grey says, though he sounds ambivalent about it. âDo you know why Iâm here?â
âI imagine Sheev has dispatched you to kill me,â Mon offers dryly, leaning against the plasticine counter. âEven as a senator, he didnât have much of an appetite for criticism. I canât imagine power has taught him greater appreciation for itâŚâ
The man in grey studies her, his head cocked, a faint smile playing on his lips. âI liked what you said, in your address to the Senate. âRevolutions are the only events which confront us directly and inevitably with the problem of beginning. Our moment demands revolution.â That was very good, it made me think of the Naberrie Papers. Did you read them?â
Mon could feel her eyebrows rising toward her hairline. âI did,â she said faintly. âThough I am surprised a Black Squad soldier would be permitted. They were decidedly radical when they were publishedâsome even called them Separatist.â
âI thought I did not look like Black Squad,â the man in grey laughs, a rasping, strange laughâand he doesnât, not like that. (He looks, she thinks, something approaching kind. Like a man.) Mon swallows.
âIâve long known not to judge a man by his face,â she says. âAre you here to kill me?â
The man in grey sighs. âNot to disappoint, but I am here to save you, Senator Mon Mothma. If Iâd known youâd be so wary, I would have brought my friendsâthey look even less the part of Black Squad than I do. Perhaps they might have convinced you.â
âYou come to save me?â Mon laughs, startled by the admission. âWho are you, that you would challenge the Empireââ
âMy name is Saw Gerrera,â Saw Gerrera says, his eyes blazing. He rises to his feet, and Mon startles away, suddenly away of how much taller he is, how he standsâlike the stormtroopers and their Jedi commanders, the ones sheâs questioned on the Senate floor. Like a soldier. âI am here to save you or turn you into a martyr, such that you cannot be whisked away to a secret base and forgotten.â
âForgottenââ
âYes. You know the Emperor of old, you know how he operates. So martyrdom or rescue, those are your only choices. So choose.â
She swallows. Sheâd knownâsheâd known since the moment she decided, when sheâd dismissed her staff so that they might be spared the fallout, when she sat at her desk and began to writeâsheâd known that she would die. But it was her or Bail, and Bail had a wife, a daughter. Bail had people to live for. She had no one, just two apartments and a blinding fury that meant she could not even hear Sheevâs name any longer without wanting to bloody her nails.
So she had savaged him, with the full knowledge that she would pay for it with her life. (Bail had embraced her beforehand, held her tenderly and said, You do not have to do this, and Mon had replied, Yes. Yes I do.)
âHow do I knowâŚ?â she asks Saw Gerrera breathlessly, meaning you are in earnest, meaning this is real, you are real. How she can trust this stranger, standing in her poorly-lit kitchen and looking at her like she is an answer to a violent and necessary question. She had expected an assassin, to find this instead is unfair. It is cruel, a personal affront.
He is too beautiful, not to be her death.
âWe cannot know anything with certainty in this life, Choose.â
A half-hour later, Mon is holding a hastily-packed satchel and walking up the gangway to Saw Gerreraâs ship. The crew are a motley bunchâsome xenos, a dirty bunch of humans, too many scars and tattoos between them and all of them surveying her warily. âYou were right,â Mon says absently. Her knuckles are white where she clutches the satchel. âI would have trusted you more if you came with your company. You are definitely not Black Squad.â
And Saw Gerrera laughs.
(When the actual Black Squad arrives at Senator Mon Mothmaâs rooms on Chandrila, they find them abandoned, two cups of Mandalorian green tea cooling on the kitchen table.)
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She has nowhere else to goâa citizen of the galaxy whom the galaxy no longer recognizesâso Mon stays aboard the Miracle, an adjacent part of an already admixed crew. Saw insists on calling her âSenatorâ and half-smirking at her, like sheâs the butt of a joke she doesnât understand. She allows it, graciously, thinking that a life-debt excuses such matters.Â
After three weeks, though, she is to the point where she might actually murder a sentient lifeform for a working sanisteam, and something that even resembles a vegetable. She starts calling him a zealot, extremist, radical, and hates that he seems to enjoy it.Â
(Afterwards, his people call themselves the Partisans, and Mon learns not to blush, hearing it. She thinks he might have got it from her.)
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She fights her first battle beside him, the blaster still hot where itâs cradled in her palms. She tries not to think about how many sentients she killed. She tries not to think about how many of them died screaming. She triesâ
Mon startles at the touch of Sawâs hand, warm and broad where it cups her face. His thumb strokes her cheekbone. âDo not grieve,â Saw says, and sheâs take aback by the earnestness shining in his eyes. âOurs is a just war, Senator. We fight it in a name greater than our own.â
âWhich is?â she asks dryly. She canât reach for anything but that, just now, the sarcasm. She is safe there.
âLiberty,â Saw Gerrera says. âWe fight for revolution.â
(She still tastes blood and blaster-discharge, when she kisses him.)
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Atlantis
Mermaid!Reader X Sailor!Jongdae
Genre: A mix of fluff and angst,but with a happy ending.
Length: 7.9k+ (Wow)
Warnings: Mentions of death
A/N: how long has it been since I last posted a fic? Idk anymore but this is finally here! Inspired by The Little Mermaid so get ready for Disney level fluff and angst. Also Iâm on mobile so I couldnât put read more. Once I figure out how I will. Hope you enjoy and sorry for the inconvenience.
All he could see was black, as he floated to the bottom of the ocean. He tried to breathe but it was to no avail. He tried to open his eyes but that was in vain as well. His world had shattered right before his eyes and was about to end as well. His body stopped the fight to try and stay conscious. He fell asleep for what he thought was going to be eternity. This was the end for him. Or so he thought...
You heard the ship crash. You heard the panic, screams and tears. The debris sinking down to the bottom, with the ship that once stood proudly on the seas. Then you saw him. He looked helpless. Shirt ripped and tattered. Blood coated his hands and face. His body descending into the depths of the ocean. You couldnât leave him like this. Even if you were going against your strict fatherâs wishes, you wanted to help. Carefully, you gathered him in your arms and swam up to the surface, your purple tail slightly poking out. You laid him on the hot sands and waited for him to wake up. You thought it was maybe too late and he had already kicked the bucket. You had no knowledge on how to revive humans so you just stared at him. His blonde hair damp and all over the place. His eyes shut tight. After sometime, he started to regain his consciousness and awaken. The first thing he saw was your orbs boring deep in his soul, tracing his frame.
âThe ship.â He murmured, looking at the sand, â Where am I?â
He looked at your and saw your tail.
âWhat are you?!â He said, âGet away from me!â He tried to get up, but staggered down to the sand in pain.
âDonât worry, I wonât hurt you. Iâm here to help you, even.â You said in a soft reassuring tone. You gave him a small smile hoping that would calm him as well.
âYouâre a mermaid?â He asked, cocking his head to the side slightly.
â Yes, I am.â You replied
âI still canât believe it. Iâve met a mermaid.â He said loudly, showing of his bright pearly white smile in the process. You swear that smile could kill a person. It was that infectious.
âIâve heard bad things about your kind. Like how you are all manipulative cheats and how you are all good for nothing. But you donât seem to bad.â He explained.
âSame on my side.â You said, â They say humans are evil and all they want to do to is kill our kind. Iâm actually disobeying my father by talking to you. In the mer world any contact with humans is forbidden.â You laughed a bit at your similar situations.
âJongdae.â He said reaching his hand out.
âY/N. Nice to meet you Jongdae.â You returned his hand shake.
You enjoyed Jongdae company, finding his loud and quirky personality appealing. Every time he laughed, you ended up laughing. He had this positive energy radiate off of him, you had never felt another mer-person have. You felt with him like you could faced anything. You felt complete with him. You guys just clicked. It was shame when your conversation was interrupted. Someone walked on to the beach and looked in your direction. You quickly hide behind a rock, trying not to be seen.
âJongdae!â The man shouted, âLook at the state of you! We better get you to a hospital.â He had a sympathetic look expression as he lifted Jongdae up and supported him while walking. Jongdae turned his head round, to see you. He mouthed a silent thank you and walked away from the beach. âUntil we meet again.â You hear him quietly say. The sky was now an light orange with the sun slowly sinking down below the sea. You also decided it was getting late to head back home. Diving your head back into the water, you swam back home. On your way someone called your name.
âY/N, where have you been?â It was your friend Kibum . âI was waiting for you all day.â
He complained. Kibum then saw the smile on your face and knew that something had happened.
âWhy are you smiling like that?â He questioned, âWhat happened?â
You decided to open up to your best friend as you knew you could trust him. He would keep your secret safe for sure.
âI.. Umm saved a human from drowning.â You said wearily.
âY/N.â He sighed,âWhy? You know how much trouble you would be in.â
âBut I had to! He was going die if I didnât!â You tried to argue.
âI just donât want you to get into trouble. Iâve seen how bad your dad gets when heâs angry.â Kibum voiced his concern. He was always worried for you, which you could always appreciate.
âI know, but he doesnât have to know.â You said with a hint of mischief.
âAre you implying what I think?â
â Just please donât tell anyone,Kibum, please, just for me?â You tried to convince him.
âFine, you know I canât resist.â He finally gives in. â But you have been warned.â He said and swam away. You didnât see what was so wrong with humans. You saw one up close and he was fine, nice even. You swam back home only to meet your father outside the cave door.
âWould you look at the time.â Your father said sarcastically,âWhat were you doing, that made you stay out so late?â He knew something was different about your demeanour, you were being skittish and hesitant. âAnswer my question!â He demanded. Kibum wasnât lying when he said your father gets angry quickly. He can go from 1 to 100 in a second, always scaring you. âIâll give you 5 seconds to answer, if you donât answer things will become serious.â He threatened you.
â1...... 2.....3......4-â
â I was with a human, okay!â You said as you tensed up. You thought there was no point trying to hide it anymore, it was better to get it done and over with. Maybe he would understand this time.
âA HUMAN!â Your father shirked, âOut of all the things to do you decide to be with a human!â
âHe was going to die, I had no choice!â You retorted.
âNot only did you engage contact with a human but also saving one as well?â Your father said, âY/N you are such a disappointment, I have done nothing but raise you the best I can and then you go and bring shame to me!â
âNo wonder mum left you, she must have felt trapped! Suffocated. You give me no space to breathe. Maybe thatâs how she felt as well!â You said in the heat of the moment,with tears pricking your eyes and clouding your vision, not fully processing what would happen next. You mum has rarely been mentioned as she left when you were small. Your dad had never mentioned her, maybe because it hurt to much.
âHow dare you disrespect me like that. Thatâs it go to your room. Youâll be lucky if you ever see the light of day again.â He said coldly, pointing to the door of your room. You knew you had gone to far, but he called you a disappointment. A disappointment, he was crossing the line to. You just silently obeyed his order with a scowl on your face. You swam to your room, once there you finally allowed yourself to cry. You felt as this was injustice, he didnât even give you chance to explain that Jongdae was a nice person, who meant no harm. Humans werenât as bad as he thought. Mer-people were no different to humans in your eyes. You wondered if you were the only mermaid to have this point of view. Everyone else around you seemed to despise man kind. You just couldnât wrap your head around everything. Eventually, you drifted to sleep dreaming of Jongdae, the cute sailor boy you had meet earlier that day and how you yearned to see him again.
Weeks you spent cooped up in your house, no matter how hard you pleased your dad he refused to let you go out. It was miserable. All you could do was stretch your fins and swim around your room. Staying inside also didnât help your feelings for Jongdae. You hadnât seen him in days but you fell harder and harder for him. *That smile. That damm smile.* You know it sounds clichĂŠ, but you couldnât help it. He was perfect to you, an absolute angel. You knew your feelings could only lead to bad things, as your father was fuming at you just for taking to him. However, no matter what youâre brain tells you, you will always follow your heart. Your heart wanted Jongdae. Interrupting your reverie, your heard bang on your window, breaking the lock preventing it from opening. You looked outside, only to see Kibum , splashing his yellow tail around.
âWhat the heck do you think youâre doing!?â You shouted in a low voice as it was late.
âTrying to get you out of that cave,â he replied sarcastically.
âWhat happened to *you must listen to your father *.â You rolled your eyes.
âForget about that.âKibum said,âAnyway I have much more important news to tell you, but you need to be down here for that.â
âUgh, fine.â You carefully opened the window and left the room youâve been locked in for weeks. You swam down to the sea bed where Kibum.
âSo what did you want to tell me?â You asked in a whisper.
âI know how you can turn human.â He said. âWHAT!â You shouted but quickly covered your mouth soon after. âTurns out itâs not that hard, itâs simple even.âKibum said. âWhat do I have to do then.â You said a lot quieter this time. âTurns out all you need to do is walk on land.â He replied. âThat really is simple, how did you find out?â You questioned. You were always told that if mer-people stepped on the sand of the other world you would die. Your soul too pure to handle the filth of the human world. âIâm pretty sure you donât want to know, I went to some pretty sketchy places to find out that, perhaps a little bribery as well.â He said slyly. If what Kibum is saying is true, why would they make up this lie. Are they trying to hide something? Is this something we are even supposed to know? Some deep truth locked behind the walls of secrecy for millennia? Of course Kibum was the only one who could get this kind of information. You rolled your eyes and sighed at your friends antics. âLetâs not waste any time and go the surface to try it out.â You said.
The both of you swam up to the shore, feeling the sunâs rays beat down on you. The scorching hot sand against your fingers tips was quite a contrast with the slight chill of the ocean. âThe only thing you may have to worry about is the heat. As it human summertime, Youâll have to take more water breaks than usual, but apart from that youâll be fine.â Kibum explained. âWait youâre not coming with me?.â You said. âNah, I rather stay here where itâs cooler, I donât wanna to deal with heatstroke.â Kibum remarked. âSo you are saying that we could die of heatstroke, but still sending me up here!â You exclaimed. âY/N,honey, Iâm doing you a favour here! I saw those *doe* eyes you had after you came back from saving him.â He snapped back,imitating the look on your face. He* did *have a point. You chuckled slightly then looked around the beach. Your eyes found the figure of a man. You looked harder and found it to be Jongdae. He looked much healthier now, his cheeks fuller and blood-free. Scars now replaced the once massive cuts and wounds that adorned his cheek bones and callloused hands. His expression looked lifeless though as he stared out to the seeming never ending ocean. âKibum, look over there, thatâs Jongdae.â You pointed to him, sitting on a rock not that far away from you. âOoooh, heâs cute, but looks a bit lost, maybe you can cheer him up.â He patted you on the back and signaled you to lie on the sand. You followed his instructions and lifted yourself upon the sand, waiting in anticipation of what might happen. You felt a weird tingling sensation in your tail and you shut your eyes tight, hoping for the best. When you opened them again your shimmering purple tail transformed into a pair of legs. You gasped as you looked down at them, you did still see a few purple scales but you didnât care. You were now wearing a purple skirt instead. After a few attempts, you managed to stand up and walk.
âWow, girl you look amazing!â Kibum screamed,â Now go get your man, Iâll be waiting for you when the suns down!â You waved him off, watching him disappear in the aqua sea. It was time to see what these legs could do as you walked over to Jongdae, tripping on the way. You lightly tapped his shoulder, making him turn around and look at you.
âY/-N...â He stuttered, with a look of pure confusion on his face. âItâs me.â You confirmed with a smile. His expression then turned to once of happiness and bliss as he engulfed you into a hug. âWhat happened to your tail?â Jongdae said, with his lips curving up in a genuine smile. âI found out how to turn myself human.â You answered. âWhy, I liked your tail,â he smirked. âBecause I wanted to see you again.â You looked down the ground to try and hide the evident embarrassment on your face. âDonât look down, your cute when your shy,â He said laughing a bit. That didnât do anything but worsen your flustered state. Jongdae laughed a bit louder this time and used his hand to lift up your chin so your now facing him. âAre all mermaids this cute?â He gushed and booped your nose. âHey donât do that.â you said while covering your nose. He whined and pouted at your defiance. âWhy donât you let me take you around the city? Donât worry it will be fun.â Jongdae offered.
You accepted quickly and grabbed on to his hand as he lead the both of you out of the beach. Your heart was racing and a shot of adrenaline rushed through you. You knew your dad would kill you but you didnât care what he had to say any more. You were happy and safe with Jongdae. Even in the short time you had known him in, you know he could never hurt you. If he was really out for you he would have killed you by now, right? But you trusted him and he trusted you. While walking he turned back and looked into your eyes. âEverything all right, youâve been really quiet back there.â He said concerned. âIâm fine, Iâm just excited.â You said with a reassuring smile. âOh good, Iâll take to a place I know youâll like.â He replied.
Those eyes that held the galaxy. That stare that caught your attention every time. That smirk that could make anyone feel weak to their knees. That laugh that lights up the earth. You were getting addicted to everything about him. He was the breath of fresh air you needed. A chance to show how adventurous you could be ,without your fatherâs restrictions. You could finally have fun with your life. Jongdae was the perfect person to let out that side of you to. He was fun and explosive, the type anyone would warn you, to stay away from as they might seem like a bad influence. But Jongdae has this aura that surrounds you and suffocats you in the best way possible. You were intoxicated with Jongdaeâs appearance and personality and you couldnât get enough. You would take any chance to get to know him better and this was your time. But you didnât get ahead of yourself, knowing he definitely wonât feel the same, or did he?
In the hot midday sun, you and Jongdae walked, hand in hand, down the pavement leading off of the high street. You were to busy looking around in curiosity to notice that you had stopped in front of a store, until Jongdae nudged your shoulder.
âCome inside, i know youâll love it!â He exclaimed. You were a bit apprehensive about it but you trusted Jongdae and you knew he could never hurt you. He could never have it in him. The man led you into a vast shop filled with shelves upon shelves of books.
âA library!,â you shouted. Jongdae was quick to cover your mouth with his hand and put his fingers on his plush lips, signalling that you should be quiet. You mumbled a quick a sorry in embarrassment. âWe have these as well.â You said whisper shouting this time.
Youâve always wanted to learn about the human history and customs but,of course, anything to do with humans is strictly forbidden. You still wondered how Kibum got that book.
âSee I knew youâd love this place!â Jongdae said with his smile beaming as bright as sun rays and eyes crinkling into moon crescents.âI guess youâd want to go into the history section. You know to read up about stuff?â He scratched his head. â Or would you like to read some fiction, I have some good recommendations?â
âHistory,â you said and let him lead you through the seemingly endless isles of texts and stories. Jongdae gestured his hand towards a certain line of book, saying you should choose some. You stared in awe at the selection of things to read. In the end you decided to reach your hand out and pick a book on the bottom right side. You swiped of the dust on the worn spine and carefully flipped so you could see the front cover. It said âHistory of the Myth of Sirensâ
âWhat are Sirens?â You questioned Jongdae. âAhh them....â he looked a bit troubled and hesitant to answer you. â What are they Jongdae.â You asked a bit more firm this time. He noticeably took a deep breath and continued, âRemember when I told you about how bad the human world think mermaids are. How they are liars and manipulators?â
âYeah,â You replied,recalling the conversation when you first met Jongdae. âThatâs basically what a siren is. It is said that their voice are so beautiful that they can hypnotise even the strongest willed person. Once they have them under their spell, it said that the sirens lure them to their inevitable deaths.â You gasped. âDonât worry, not many people believe of there existence anymore, anyway youâre living proof that the myth is false.â He tried to reassure you.
âIt all sounds so familiar...â you said deep in thought trying to recall the memory. â I remember, when I was young seeing an older mermaid swim up to the surface. Because I was young and naive I followed her. The girl started to sing to a boat near the shore. A ma-n. He fell out...â your voice fell quiet as the story got harder and harder to tell without bursting into tears. Jongdae quickly came by your side, tugging you into a comforting embrace. You sighed trying to regulate your breathing. â He-e swam-m towards us.â You felt your tears, as salty as the ocean you came from, trickle down the apples of your cheeks and landing on Jongdaeâs shirt. âYou donât have to continue if itâs too hard Y/N. I wonât force you to do anything.â He said softly, his words light like air.
You shook your head building up all the strength you had in your heart to continue. âThe girl dragged the man into the water.....â you breathed in,â The next thing I saw was b-blood in the water...â You allowed more of the salty substance to fall down your cheeks. You saw a wet patch on Jongdaeâs shirt where all your tears had landed. You rested your head on his chest seeing if his heartbeat could calm you. He soothing rubbed your back as if you were a child. â When she saw me, she told me not tell anyone, not a single soul.â You said as you looked up at Jongdae. âIf she could do that to someone, she could do the same to me or anyone else I know. I was so scared.â You whispered. âHush now.â He replied, continuing to rub your back. âItâs okay now, Iâm here.â âWas I the first person you told that too?â He asked voice still soft.
You nodded your head. âI could never trust that information with someone else. My best friend has a kinda big mouth, he could reveal the secret.â Your expression lightened at the thought of Kibum while you chuckled a bit. Jongdaeâs featureâs lifted immediately after He saw you laugh. âAnd my dad is well my dad, he doesnât take well to these type of things.â You started to lighten up again and a small smile finally returned to your face. âThatâs what I like to see.â Jongdae gushed,â Youâre really cute when you smile.â You quickly looked down at your feet in pure embarrassment. It looked like he felt the same way about you but you didnât want to test your luck. Your heart rate rapidly increased and you soon felt tongue tied. He must have said this to so many other people you thought trying to convince yourself you werenât special in his eyes.
âI have another story to tell yâknow,â you said trying to change the subject. âOkay shoot.â He replied. âWe were always told a story about a group of mermen and mermaids who went on the shore and met a human. They never returned.â You continued,â Something about that story always seemed fake to me. It was branded like a fairy tale instead of the fact it was claiming to be. Like a myth.â âMaybe both of our worlds are lying about something to us.â Jongdae added. âWe are more similar than we think, only if the people back home think about you and your kind the way I do.â You remarked.
âYeah,â He answered his voice a bit rough , a contrast to his normally soft tone, as started into the other direction. His grip tightened your waist as his gaze was fixated in the other direction. You look to your left and saw a man ,who looked a bit older than Jongdae, with dark brown hair and glasses at the end of his nose, scowl at you and walk out of the library. âWho was that?â You pointed at the door he walked out from. âNo one special,â he spit coldly. You were taking aback at his sudden chance in demeanour. The once sparkle in his eyes had changed to a look of what seemed like pure spite. âJust hang close to me okay. I donât what you near people like that. When I talked to him about you, you wouldnât want to hear what he said.â You nodded, walking out of the store with him.
You were now back outside, walking in the scorching sun. It was at times like this you dearly missed the ocean. How the water felt against your skin and scales. The refreshing salty air and how it felt cool it felt on a hot day like this. Even if you talk bad about it a lot, itâs your home. You were getting tied of walking on land with legs. It could never compare to the thrill of swimming in the ocean. There you were free but here you were... For a lack of better words lost, letting the man you trust so dearly lead you around. You tightly held on to his hand, making sure to try and keep up with his fast pace. But after going through shop after shop you started to feel weak. Your lips were getting dryer and a faint headache you had earlier was becoming almost unbearable. It was getting harder and harder to keep your body up straight. Jongdae saw your face getting paler by the second and decided to sit you down for a rest.
âY/N, whatâs wrong,â he said worry evident on his face. As he got nothing but a few whimpers from you in response, he got more scared. âAre you hungry,sick,tired.?â He pressed. Somehow you managed to feel all of those at once, creating the most horrible feeling you had ever felt. âThir-â was all your lips were able to make out before Jongdae quickly completed your sentence. âThirsty, youâre thirsty!â He exclaimed.âHow was I so dumb to not notice.â He put himself down. âHang in there, okay Y/N.â Like you were glass, he carefully picked your frail body up and made you lay ,face up, in his arms. You could barely remember what happened in the span of time when Jongdae and whatâs and and you were in the water. Everything else was just a mindless blur. All you could remember was Jongdae occasionally looking down at you telling you he was sorry and it would be okay, as your body struggled with the fight of consciousness.
You donât know how long he was running for, but when your legs and face were finally submerged in water again, you felt alive. A familiar tingling was felt in your lower half and your legs were turning back into your beautiful purple tail. You felt strong enough to finally sit up and face the man who saved you. âIâm so so sorry.â He apologised,â Do you feel better now? Do you need anything? I should have noticed the symptom-â He was about to start a tangent before you cut him off. âDonât be sorry, I should be the one saying sorry for putting you through that mess. Anyway Iâm fine now and if it wasnât for you who knows what wouldâve happened.â You praised him. He smiled sweetly feeling his cheeks getting warmer because of your compliment. âThanks Y/N. If you are feeling better, would you like to see the fireworks with me today? Itâs okay if you want to go home now, but I think it would be really nice to watch as the sun goes down.â He asked a bit timidly. âYeah that would be amazing.â You answered, equally as quiet.
âOkay then letâs get a good spot people will start to gather soon.â He said his words full of joy. You noticed the sky was turning an orange colour, with the sun slowly making itâs descent under the sea. Kibum said you should be back by sun down. You decided to make an exception just this time. He wouldnât mind. You felt the sand between your feet again, as your tail morphed into legs. Jongdae grabbed your hand again, leading up towards the venue above the beach. You guys sat on a table close to the middle giving you the perfect view of the shore line and the aqua waves rolling through.
Waiting for the firework show to start, you guys made small talk going deeper into your lives and up bringing. Even if it had only been less than two days, you guys acted as if you had known each other for years. You and him clicked almost immediately when you first met. You had a chemistry with him that you had never felt with anyone else. Every time he looked at you ,your heart would do flips and your stomach would be filled with butterflies. When you were with him you felt complete, like a he was your missing piece. Were you in love? No, you tried to convince yourself. It was to early, you canât fall in love in two days. Anyway he was a human, you were a mermaid, you could never be in love. Wasnât he supposed to kill you by now? Youâre head was hurting as everything you ever learnt about him and his kind started not to make sense anymore. It all was so wrong but so right. He completed you in ways no one ever had but he couldnât be yours. The universe would never allow that. Mum if only you were here to tell me what to do you thought to yourself.
âItâs starting!!â Jongdae squealed excitedly, interrupting your reverie. You looked ahead at the now charcoal-black night sky. Bright orange and red sparks flew into the air, bursting as if they were dying stars. The colours dotted the sky like a constellation. Nothing as breathtaking as this was possible in the ocean. In awe you stared at the display, concentrated on the rise and fall of every firework as it fizzled out into the night sky. Jongdae ,on the other hand, had his gaze fixated on you. The way your eyes lit up when you heard the boom of each explosion. The way your smile shined brighter than any of the fireworks out there. Maybe it was just the light from the show, but he thought you looked stunning. You always looked amazing to him, but today there was something different. He noticed how much he cared for you when you cried earlier today, how protective he was over you. How terrified he was when you almost fainted in his arms. How scared he was to lose you.
He liked you.
It all made sense now. When he didnât see you for a while after you both first met, something felt empty. He felt cold, maybe it was just him feeling weird after the shipwreck but he felt lifeless. At the time he didnât realise what he felt, but he does now. He loved you. It had only been a day or two but he had never been so sure about something in all his years of living. But how would he tell you. You were this ethereal goddess to him, while he was just a normal sailor. You deserved the whole universe,he couldnât offer that. He had nothing while you had everything to offer. You could never love him back or so he thought.
âY/N,â He said in the softest tone you had ever heard. You looked at his face he looked a bit distraught. âYes, is anything wrong Jongdae.â You replied worriedly. âNothing. Iâm fine. I mean-â He deeply inhaled and exhaled before continuing. âWhen we first met, how did you find me? Did I wash up on shore or did you save me?â âThe latter. You reminded me of that man, I couldnât let the same thing that happened happen again. I was older so I could do something this time. I didnât know your exact condition but I think you blacked out.â You finally told him. âYou saved my life...â he whispered looking deeply into your orbs and taking your chin into his calloused hands. You felt your cheeks get warmer at the closeness. His eyes were boring deep into yours, as if they were searching for answer of some sort. âAnd you saved mine.â You murmured, with all the air left in your lugs.
Without even doing anything Jongdae made you feel breatheless. It was as if time passed slower the longer you stared at him. Your breathing became heavier and more irregular as he started to close the distance between your two faces. âSo I returned the favour.â He mumbled into your ear while finally pressing his lips on yours in a sweet kiss. Fireworks flew up in the sky as you kissed back. The moment was magic. What any girl dreams of. You felt as if you were in a fairytale. All of this too good to be true. You felt as if you would soon wake up and face your old reality. But this was your new reality, your new life. You donât know how you lived before you met him, but now you canât go on without him.
He slowly pulled away and giggled like a child. âThanks for everything today.â âI should be saying that, this has truly been one of the best days of my life.â You replied a bit sadly knowing youâd have to go soon. You left poor Kibum waiting a few hours to long. âSomeoneâs waiting for me back down there, I have to get going,â âItâs alright, may you have the sweetest of dreams.â You smiled at his cheesiness and started to walk back down to the ocean. âTill we meet again my love,â he spoke softly but still loud enough for you to hear as you walked away from him. You divided into the ocean and swam back to the place you last met Kibum. The hole in your heart now filled by the sailor but who had truly won you over.
âHey Y/N!â Kibum shouted from the sea floor below. âI was getting worried I had sent you to your death up there.â But when he took a look at your face, his tone and demeanour changed from serious to light hearted. âWait something good happened up there, really good. You have that love sick smile. Tell me~â he whined begging you to explain. âHe kissed me Kibum! Kissed me.â You cried happily, helplessly in love. âThatâs why you took so long.â He laughed heartily. Everything in that moment felt so perfect, until you remembered your father. You had been gone for a few hours, you sunk out. What if he found out about what you were doing? What would he make of you or Jongdae? A look of horror appeared on your face. âEverything alright?â Kibum asked,a bit taken aback. âMy father what about him,does he know about where Iâve been? Did you tell him? What if he found ou-.â Kibum put a finger on your lips hushing you. âI would never tell him what really happened, do you think I want to die as well?â He stated,âHe just thinks you went for a sleepover at mine, he trusts me. Definitely more than he trusts you.â Both of you laughed at the situation, in front of you. âLetâs go to mine where you can tell me everything that happened.â Kibum said and you nodded excitedly, impatient to tell your best friend everything that happened that day.
You spent the rest of the night, talking and acting out your time with Jongdae, how he was so sweet and kind when he talk to you. How he saved your life. Kibum occasionally put in this own thoughts and comments but for the most part stayed quiet, too enraptured in the story to say anything. The night was filled with laughter and gasps of shock. After what felt like hours of messing around, both of you decided to call it a night and let the land of sleep take over your bodies. Jongdaeâs words from earlier that day rung in your ears as you drifted into a deep slumber. May you have the sweetest of dreams. And that you did.
Everyday after that one felt as if you started anew. Turned over a new leaf. You couldnât remember that last time you felt this amount of happiness and contentment. It all felt like a dream. With him was just pure bliss. This was the man you wanted to spent the rest of your days with and with every passing month and changing season, you became more sure of that. Life was perfect. he was perfect. You would change nothing about him. Jongdae complimented your personality so perfectly it was a miracle you even found him in the first place. You were on cloud nine,your heart soaring like a dolphin jumping out of water.
But in your bubble of bliss, you didnât notice your behaviour changing. Unknown to you, your father noticed your change in mood. You went from just fine to extremely happy. Every time he tried ask what was making you so happy, you became cold and didnât give a clear answer. At first he wasnât complaining, he loved to see his little girl so happy. But as you spent more and more time away from home, not returning for weeks at a time, he became extremely worried. Your father wasnât putting up with Kibumâs subpar excuses anymore. The boy thought he was being slick telling him you had gone to an extra long sleepover with one of your other friends. Yeah right. He Kibum would never give him a decent answer so he decided to find out for himself.
One day when you told him you were leaving, he waited for you to leave the house and then follow you. It quickly became obvious you werenât going to a friends place. One part of him wanted to call you back down, right this instant but he wanted to see what you would normally do. He was terrified when he saw you swim up to the surface and swim to dry land. He felt as if though he had failed as a father. Everything he had taught went out of your ear, appearing as if though you never listened to him at all. When he saw you run into the arms of a human boy that was what made his blood surge through him. He clenched his fists out of pure anger. How could you deceive him like this. Make him look like a fool, every time you went outside not telling him that you were going to meet the once race he despised the most. His stomach churned when he looked at both of you so content tangled in each otherâs arms. This wasnât how it was supposed to be and he needed to show the both of you that.
âY/N, what on earth do you think your doing !â He shouted from the water, startling you and Jongdae,turning to face where you father is. When you heard his voice a look of pure horror appeared on your face. All your worst nightmares came true right before your eyes. In your head you cursed Kibum for not trying to hold him off, for at least one more day. âDad.â You said your voice barely above a whisper, terrified of what he would do to you or Jongdae. âSo is that your friend youâve been seeing for all these months?â He questioned, pointing his finger at Jongdae. Both of stayed quiet, scared to say anything in case you might anger the beast anymore than you already have. âBut itâs obviously more than a friendship. I canât believe you fell for one of those monsters. Out of everyone you just had to pick him ,didnât you.â He spit enraged. âHe will eat you alive, share you with all his friends. He will kill you Y/N. I could never live knowing my only daughter, child at that, would die at the hands of a human. It would kill me.â You finally decided to speak up and say,â I know how you feel dad, that humanâs are all evil and trouble. But believe me when I tell you that Jongdaeâs one of the nicest people Iâve ever met mer or human. He could never hurt me and Iâm sure of that.â You saw Jongdae smile at all the sweet things you just said about him but it soon faded when your father started to speak again.
âY/N do you hear yourself speaking? You donât realise the amount of shame you have brought on to my name. Donât you know how bad it sounds to say my daughterâs with a human, we would get ridiculed, outcasted. Youâre mother would never have been proud of this.â Your father coldly spit, slowly cutting through your heart with the last sentence. You couldnât believe he had the nerve to say that about you or her. Your mother always promised to love you no matter what, even when she disappeared. You always remembered her words and kept them close to your heart. Jongdae couldnât stand to see you be brought down like this so he stood up for you. âWho are you to say. The only wish from any mother is their child happiness. Y/Nâs happy with me. If she was a good mother, that should be enough for her.â
âSilence boy.â Your father fumed at Jongdaeâs speech. âY/N I am never to see you near the shore or this monster again. Do I make myself clear?â A few tears escaped from your eyes as you stayed quiet. âI said do I make myself clear?!â He repeated even louder than before. A sorrowful yes came out of your lips before you burst into tears. âIâll give you to a moment but donât even think of running off, you donât know what Iâm capable of.â He spat as he disappeared into the ocean.
A waterfall of tears cascaded down your face as you wept away your never ending sadness. Jongdae look distraught having his happiness, his light being torn away from him. âLove, look at me.â He said all colour washed away in his voice. âNothing is going to stop me being away from you okay.â âJongdae you donât get it, I care for your safety,you donât know what he is capable of. I canât live knowing you are hurt. Itâs best if I stay away.â You sadly told him the truth. âI shouldâve known from the beginning,â he stated,âSome as beautiful and as god-like as you couldnât be mine for a long period of time.â He put himself down. âDonât say that, you are gorgeous, no matter what you think. I wish it didnât have to be this way.â You tried to reassure him.
âI love you.â He said pulling you into a deeper embrace. You returned the hug saying how much you loved him as well. How youâll miss this. He quickly pecked your lips in a short but loving kiss. âIâll miss you Y/N.â He told you meaning every word. âIâll miss you even more.â You replied,âOne day Iâll be back from Atlantis, my love.â âAnd Iâll be waiting until the I day die, for your return.â He gave you one last peck on the check and watched as you disappeared into the azure ocean for the last time in god knows how long. Jongdae felt a pang in his chest, knowing that you would probably move on and forget all about him and what you had. But he was sure youâll be happier without him. What your father said to him started to make sense now. Your love was forbidden. He was foolish for falling in love with you. Nothing good could come out of it. But every kiss. Every hug. Each one of those whispered sweet nothings, late into the night. They all felt so right. His head was a mess. Maybe getting away from you would do him more good than he thinks. But no matter how many times he tried to tell himself that, the more he realised how much he needed you in his life.
You werenât doing much better, if not worse. Your father forbid you from ever going outside, unless he told you could. You felt like a prisoner in your own home. A person taken hostage. All your rights were revoked. When you tried to question your father about his treatment of you, he just stated that this was the why for you to learn a lesson. So youâll never disobey again. Heck, you werenât even allowed to see Kibum anymore, your father claiming that he had lost his trust. None of this helped the constant pain in your chest, from your bleeding broken heart. Jongdae had been your rock during times like this,keeping you sane and making sure you always end up with a smile on your face. You missed him so dearly. Everything you looked at reminded you of him in one way or another. It was complete torture, the only man you could think of is the only man you couldnât see. The once permanent smile on your face was now replaced with a frown coupled with red and puffy eyes, from crying all night.
It was hard and painful to live without your love and your dad was just starting realise that. All these months your father stayed adamant that all Jongdae would bring was trouble and it was best for you not to be together. However when he started to bring back your privileges, of going outside and meeting up with friends, you declined. When he asked if you wanted to eat dinner, you always replied with a no and locked yourself up in your room. It broke his heart to hear you cry yourself to sleep every night. His once happy go-lucky girl had turned into something he didnât recognise . He finally noticed how happy and complete Jongdae made you feel.
After days of thought he decided to sit you down to talk.âY/N Iâve seen how youâve been acting these past few months and it hurts me to see you this way. All I wanted to do from the beginning is protect you. Now I���ve noticed Iâve done more to harm you than good. Iâm sorry I let my pride and beliefs come before your happiness.â He looked and sounded completely sincere, sorry for his actions. You werenât ready to forgive him just yet but you were willing to make a start. âEven if I donât completely trust him, I will allow to start seeing Jongdae again.â He stated. You couldnât believe your ears. You tried pinching yourself but you didnât awake. Even if youâve hoped and prayed for this day to come. It sounded surreal hearing the words come from his mouth. âAre you serious?â When he nodded his head, you enveloped him into a bear hug. âThank you,Thank you so much.â You cried, a single tear of joy managed to escape your eye.
For the first time in months, you arose from the seabed, your head poking above the water. As you got closer to the shoreline, a figure could been seen sitting on a rock. You instantly knew who it was.
âJongdae! You screamed running towards his form. As soon as he caught wind of what was happening, he turned and met you at the middle of the beach, not hesitating to lift you up in the air with his hands around your waist. Your lips met as you shared a passionate kiss full of happiness and love.âYouâre back, I canât believe it.â He laughed. âI told you Iâll be back.â âTurns out your really good at keeping promises,loveâ hugged you tighter. This is the time you realised all the pain you went through was all worth it if you got to see him and his beautiful smile again. He was all you needed and you couldnât wish for anything else. You had finally been reunited with your light on the darkest of days, your sunshine but most importantly your soulmate.
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Summary: Bad blood and violence seem to pop up for the Mikaelsons everywhere, but this time it shows up in the form of unhinged!amnesiac Elijah. Caroline tries to hold him off while Hayley disbands of Greta, and Klaus ushers Hope to safety. Madness ensues in the fight to keep the Nazi vampires from procuring who, and what, they desire.
Can Caroline keep a morally-corrupted Original at bay? Will Klaus be able to protect everyone he cares about? What will they gain; what may they lose? (TO 5x06 AU + Amnesiac!Villain Elijah vs. Klaroline + Angst)
**WARNING: Hayley still dies. Threats. Mild Violence**
A/N:Â Â Tagging @arrenemrisâ and @childoftimeandmagicâ, because you lovelies were interested in a part 2. Here is the whole 5.2k word (edited) enchilada if you want to read it. (No pressure!)
Honestly, idk what Iâve created here...
Enjoy!
(A03) (FFnet)
xx Ashlee Bree
Everybody Bursts Into Mad Flames Sometimes
Before her stands a strangerâa stranger she once knew.
Dark hair, shaved chin. Aviator sunglasses tucked into a scooped white collar. Rugged blue jeans. Terse lips curled in impatient distaste. Two whittled fence posts peeking out from underneath too-long sleeves. A leather jacket - simple, black, no designer or brand name anything. It hangs loose from his shoulders to offset two cold, umber eyes which used to pierce the world with such sagacity, with such innate sophistication and reasonability, but now appraise everything around him with something worse than hate, or scorn, or disapproval too marked to miss: apathy.
Itâs the last thing Caroline expects to see right now; he, the last person. (Especially in freaking jeans, are you kidding?) And she barely chokes down her surprise fast enough to block his path to the house which perches on a small hill behind them.
âCan I help you?â she says in half-chirp. Tilting her head to the side, she side-steps in front of him, warning him back with a sharp smile. âYou look a little lost and Iâm a concerned citizen willing to turn you back around.â
âMove,â the man growls.
âNow, now,â she raises her hands half in defense, half in taunting, âI know your memoryâs been swiped, Elijah, (along with your entire history of familial and platonic feeling), but I thought you of all people would still bother with civilities in any diseased incarnation of yourself? There arenât any dangling on your lips now, though, huh? Shame. A true shame.â
âI said move!â
âWow, really? No Miss Forbes? No âitâs nice to see you again,â Caroline?â She wags her finger and tuts, still shuffling her feet; still refusing to let him pass. Determined to give them more time to escape to safety. âI know my face jars something in you, faint and faded though the recollection may be given the circumstances.â
âYou talk too much.â
âHey! Thatâs rude,â she says tartly and pouts. âIâve always considered you to be the only Mikaelson with any manners, but man, oh man! What a disappointment you are today, Iâve got to say.â
âStop. Tell me where he is, where heâs taken them,â Elijah says while his knuckles whiten and his jaw ticks. His fingers curl into fists around one of the stakes, itching to strike. Stab. Silence. And heâd do it, too - oh, he wants to do it - to know how her fire and sugared spice will bubble against his teeth after a fatal bite - but he resists because she holds the missing pieces. Sheâs the only one here who knows how to procure what he and Antoinette still need.
âPfft, yeah, like Iâd tell you anything in your state.â Caroline laughs like the idea is preposterous. Insane. Like itâs the funniest joke in the history of the world. âI mean, I deserve at least a please for that kind of information, donât you think? For old timeâs sake and everything.â
âIâve had enough of these idle games, Little Miss Sunshine. Where is he?â Elijah snarls again. This time with patience fraying into vein-pulsed rage and fangs descending. âWHERE!?â
Carolineâs shoulders straighten here, and her eyes burn so hot they almost hiss at him when she digs her heels into the grass to offer him a pert quirk of her mouth in opposition; her voice swapping out joviality for severity in the smoothest of transitions.
âAs I said already, SeĂąor Impolite,â she says with a click of her tongue, âI wonât reveal a single damn thing to you about your brotherâs next location. Not here, not when youâre like this. Nor will I wonât inconvenience the other people you still love somewhere in that thick, muddled skull of yours by making this mission easy for you. Whatever it is. So put that on a discarded daylight ring and smoke it!â she adds with a huff and a cock of the hip. Â
âFine.â A stake loosens from his sleeve. He brandishes it in his hand; twirls it like a baton on his palm. The movement is slow and practiced because whether or not heâs aware of his Original history, heâs wielded weapons like this one for centuries. âIf thatâs how you wish to play it.â
âLikewise.â
Elijah pauses to scratch a thumb across his jaw. Then he sniffs before he raises harsh lashes to her face,
âTake it from a man whoâs wasted centuries: you will not triumph,â he says. âThat man - my so-called brother - will bleed you of any goodness you possess; heâll stifle any happiness you find, so do yourself a favor and free yourself from his tyranny now. He is not worth an ounce of your time or protection. And he never will be.â
âYouâre wrong. You donât truly believe that,â she shakes her head and sighs. âYouâre so wrong I justâI donât know how youâll recover from all the regret and guilt thatâs bound to follow once you regain your old attachments again.â
He remains impassive. Unmoved.
âLet me by, Caroline. He must pay for his crimes.â
âI said -â her teeth clench; her features darken, â- no!â A blur against the sky, she vamps across the yard to block each and every one of his advances. She shoves against his chest, swipes at his athletic kicks with her boot heels, and snaps out with her fangs like a guard dog to keep him back. Away.
âHis worth is mine, and mine alone, to decide. You got that, E?â she says in an obnoxious way that mocks his new nickname pointedly, unapologetically; her veins rippling across her cheekbones for extra measure. âItâd be best for you not to forget it. You know - like, ever.â
âWell, thenââ He takes a step back, his forehead pinched in mounting irritation. âI guess we have nothing further to discuss, do we?â
âNope.â
After a shrug and a look of pity, âIâm afraid this pretty little blonde of yours has left me no choice here, Hybrid,â he announces in a loud, reverberating voice.
Elijah speaks to the air, to the clouds forming shapes over their heads, but his eyes sweep across the property. His ears prick as if they wait for his brotherâs howled outcry to sound on the wind in the seething, murderous way heâd once been so accustomed to hearing, and also to preventing. There is no movement anywhere except where the sun crests over the hill, however. All the purples and oranges dancing with shadows to tint the land like a bruise. Thereâs no sound besides the screeching tires of a Camaro on the highway ten miles distant. Thereâs nothing else around besides a dirt road, a decrepit house, and a stubborn, sassy girl poised between them.
Thirty more seconds pass before Elijahâs gaze settles back over on Caroline. Itâs another thirty-five seconds after that before heâs rife enough with detached predation, hunger, and resolve to act.
He levels his chin once he decides. And as he charges forward with a stake positioned for the spot where two rings dangle against her chest, above her heart, the next words to leave his throat burst forth in grave monotone,
âTime to die,â he says.
Bad blood and violence follow Klaus everywhere.
Itâs a foul shadow chomping at the base of his achilles heel hoping to munch its way through to destroy all he cherishes because heâs a man forged from sin, dark magic, and bones of adaptability. A combination which shouldnât be allowed to exist in this world unless itâs broken - purged - from the outside in with all the dominion he possesses slit from his tendons by his foes in fury. Greed. Fear. Hate. Or envy. Itâs a javelined spear which spills his loved onesâ blood onto cobblestone paths or fried country grasses in red river rain because he somehow arrives too late to keep the bolt from striking, the lightning.
His worst fears flood the land as a result. Thunder rumbles overhead to plunge everyoneâs lives into peril at once, pellets of hail dropping like canons. Erupting the earth to widen the crossable distance between them. The sky is a jaw full of teeth which drools something about abominations, or about purity that must crunch all twisty tornados dead in their tracks.
A storm of hell descends while heâs distracted and struggling against his enemiesâ vengeance, limbs extended in four different directions; his arms flying while eyes hybridize with focus, anger, so that someone who matters is always left exposed. Vulnerable. Like a flapping thread which spools from the corner of a whirlpool.
Itâs simple math for him, truth be told. Itâs even simpler science. There are too many holes, and Klaus cannot defend them all on his own. It doesnât matter how hard he tries because somebody always slips over a ledge and falls flat into physicsâ grasp. Gravity claiming what heâs dropped, who heâs lost. And itâs all his fault.
His fault, his fault, his fault.
The rising tide of everyoneâs screams and taken or deflected blows creates a wave of horror Klaus cannot climb over with blood-drenched hands, with slippery soles, and it makes it impossible for him to catch every person he cares for before they sink, before they drown to the bottom of a gorge heâll never be able to breach with one arm extended. He needs more time, more time, more time. He needs more bloody time! Please.
But what happens if there isnât any? What comes after the world fissures open with the intent to swallow up the good in everything? What then, what does one do next?
Klaus clamors, he claws his way over to them.
He packs his unconscious daughter into a car seat next to Roman and Marcel then watches the SUV disappear down the lane, its wheels screeching as it ushers two people he loves toward home and security. He turns back to the house afterwards to collect the two women heâs left idling on the estate five miles away, who each scan for more threats in his absence as they wait, only for the back door to splinter wider the closer he roams. It chips next. Before, finally, it busts open with a loud crack to shoot wood and body parts loose.
Debris launches forward with such force that his arms shield his head in reflex while he rolls to the left to avoid a collision with an airborne Hayley. A fate Klaus escapes, but barely.
He pushes up onto his elbows. When he does, the heat from her near-miss manages to singe some hairs on the back of his neck, chafing them down to stubs of red. A hammer thuds loud in his ears as he blinks in the nightmare which unfolds before him: the mother of his child sailing through the backyard tangled in rods of fire. And Greta. And a self-sacrifice too awful to believe.
Itâs bloody horrifying to behold, truly.
The sunlight pours over Hayleyâs skin like gasoline, and sheâs suddenly a molting phoenix: red fades to orange, and orange dwindles to gray which then darkens to black. All of her lifeâs color draining in seconds until sheâs gone. Dust. Dead.
And there Klaus is left to witness it all.
There, on a frayed patch of yard, beneath the stark midday sun, Klaus lies agape in the filth of his own making yet again. A Father of Cinders. An Usher of Ruin. The smell of Hayley's charred flesh quickly becoming another orange stink he must learn how to breathe in and out of his nostrils like flame, like ashâthe crispest of all things heâs failed to save for his familyâs sake.
Sure, why not add another disaster to the ever-multiplying list, he thinks? Why not shoulder all the responsibility for a tragedy from which Hope will never recover? Elijah, either, if he returns to himself someday. How can he not assume the blame for this?
His fault, his fault, his fault.
The temptation to remain crumpled on his knees right now is as potent as the bourbon Klaus needs to slick his throat, to numb the ache in his head, but a faint voice gusts into the clearing at that moment which is equal parts sonorous and soft when it chokes out defiance, strength, and fortitude into the air; and the sound causes him to scrabble to his feet with the speed of a cheetah to pursue the last hope here he knows he canât bear to lose. Let alone whom.
Fifty paces hence takes mere seconds, but they feel like decades.
Her still-ticking pulse becomes the drumbeat each of his strides produces as he dashes to the front of the house in a blur of alarm. Itâs what keeps him breathing. Sheâs what keeps him moving when his panic thumps so strong he grinds the enamel on his molars off clean.
The world collapses and narrows until her loudening voice is all Klaus hears, until her golden head snaps in his direction again because sheâs the only thing he wants to see. Sheâs the balm to all his monstrosity, to his debilities, and he needs her. He needs her alive more than anything.
Still, a roar from the wolf deep in his chest is not enough to convey all the emotion he feels. Thereâs no lid to quiet the pain. Thereâs no coffin to smother itâŚall of that rage.
Caroline will not be torn from him, too. No, no, no. Never. Not today she wonât, not in a hundred million more lifetimes if he can prevent it. And he bloody willâ
Even if itâs the last thing in this life heâs meant to do.
Dust and blood coat her slacks after some minutes of vampire vs. vampire tousling. Prone on her back with gravel stuck in her hair, Caroline fends off her attacker with another boot kick to the groin followed by a swift clonk to the jaw.
âYou know, I should be pissed about how many of you asshole Mikaelsons have tried to kill me over the years, but do you know what? Iâm no damsel,â she says, tumbling into a squat. âIâm not too dainty to fight back. So go onââ Her words are clipped, her breath heavy with exertion. âGo on and hit me with your best shot, you Wrangler-wearing amnesiac!â
âInteresting choice of last words.â
A stake gripped firmly in each of his fists, Elijah swings down with the right one. It rips off a small patch of her skin with her black sleeve. Since she evaded the more direct hit by wheeling to the right, however, the wound heals quickly.
Caroline laughs. Itâs a taunting, corrosive sound.
âYou wish those were my last words, buddy.â
âChatter all you want, girl. But know this,â he says in a tone as equally dispassionate as it is menacing,âIâll still kill you to help my family dispose of the Mikaelsonsâ mixed blood. We will rid the world of their plague one way or another.â
âGod, will you listen to yourself right now!?â
Using her shoulders as leverage, Caroline pushes up to slug him across the face for a second time. Elijah spits blood from the corner of his mouth after the blow knocks him backwards. Still standing, however, his jaw taut, he looms forward again in seconds.
âThose people are not your family,â she says. âYouâre freaking brainwashed!â
âNo. What I am is free.â
âGreat. So youâre deluded, too, apparently. Thatâs freaking fantastic,â Caroline grumbles. Scooting upwards onto her elbows, she strikes out at his ankle with her heel but misses it by inches.
âLuckily for me, your familyâs long range psychosis (your real family, I mean) is well-worn and likely to flare every now and again, so Iâm used to this kind of thing. Iâm stronger because of it. Smarter, too,â she adds as her fingers coil beneath her. Looking up, her lips twitch before she hurls a handful of gravel into Elijahâs face without warning.
Even though he blocks most of it with his forearms, some of the rubble stings his eyes long enough for her to lurch for one of his weapons, which she promptly deposits into his gut. The action drops him to his knees in momentary agony, cursing.
âThat may be so,â he grunts, his tongue licking over his mouth roughly, âbut Iâm afraid even with all that expertise, and despite all of your self-proclaimed Mikaelson experienceââ
Elijahâs quicker to recover than Caroline anticipates. He grabs her by the hair before she can flash away, throwing her against the porch railing with a loud smash.
âYouâll never be able to beat me.â Itâs whispered almost like a caress. âYou canât win this fight,â he says.
âThen I suppose Iâll have to die trying, wonât I?â Caroline fires back.
âDie?â Elijah snickers. Blood - his blood - drips from the spike heâs dislodged from his ribs. He angles it at her chest again. âOh, die you will.â
With him towering above her once more, his fangs out, sharpened with fatal purpose, he sneers as Caroline crab walks backward to the first step, which she then uses as a ledge to erect herself back onto her feet with fluid grace.
âPardon the intrusion,â a voice cuts in at that moment with a low growl, not sorry at all, âbut I wouldnât underestimate that one if I were you. Sheâs made of the sweetest flames."
âAnd Iâll roast you for one false move, pal,â Caroline pipes in with a huff.
Squinting, Elijah regards her like sheâs a cockroach.
âDeath would suit you rather nicely, I think. Yes,â he hisses, âimagine the silence Iâll achieve with it soon.â
She raises her chin to fix him with a look of incredulity at this. Itâs a look that, for all its azure ferocity and resistance, would impale his eyeballs to the nearest fence post if it could; but also would like to bludgeon open his head with the plume of a feather to reinstate all his emotional memories first.
âEnough!â the intruder exclaims. He grabs the Original by the shoulder at the same time Caroline rips a spoke free of the railing. âThreatening her life would be ill-advised for anyone under normal circumstances, but thisâŚwhy - this isâare you bloody insane?"
âCome, come, why not watch while I suck the last visage of light from her veins? A few slurps is all itâd take to silence her forever,â Elijah says in the voice of a stranger, in the voice of an adversary. His lips curl in sinister delight. âWhat a lovely thought that is.â
âI said enough!â the trespasser growls again. Louder this time. Zooming closer, heâs a ball of temper and anxiety as he clutches the other man by the leather lapels.
âThere are limits to the wrath I am able to contain even for youâŚâ he draws out the last bit for emphasis, the vein in his forehead throbbing as Caroline tucks the weapon into her jacket, âbrother.â
âDoes this girl mean so much to you, Hybrid?â Elijah says.
In answer, Klaus hurls him like a dart at the barn doors across the yard, âDo. Not. Test. Me,â he howls.
Dropping over top of him in a flurry of color, and darkness, and fury thatâs hardened his eyes into an inferno of hybrid gold, he kicks through the wreckage until he reaches Elijahâs prone  form beneath a heap of crumpled lumber. He lifts him up by the throat. Then he slams his head hard against a lone standing beam, thrusting a finger into his face.
âThere has been enough blood spilt here today, Elijah. Too much.â
âTell me,â he answers with a strangled cough and a blink, âam I supposed to care?â Â
âKlaus, stop, you canât talk to him. Heâs wily and unhinged like this. A morally skewed prick. Just look at his dragging hems, for crying out loud!â Caroline says as she approaches from behind. âThatâs proof enough heâs been mentally and magically corrupted by them.â
âOur family has been fractured beyond repair,â Klaus continues without hearing her. He looks a little crazed as he shakes his brother in place like itâll somehow refasten those loose screws in his brain. âHayleyâs gone - the mother of my child, the woman you lovedâŚis dead. Dead! You let her fall straight into our enemyâs lap!â
âBut so help me, I will wring your wretched neckââ His voice grows thick; heavy, and it hurts to swallow, âI will chain you inside a box (which is something I swore Iâd never do to someone in this family again) before I allow you to take Caroline away, too.â
Itâs in that moment, just as the sun eclipses behind a cloud to dim the atmosphere like an omen, the wind punting flower petals through the air like knives which sting when they kiss a piece of exposed skin, that Elijahâs features contort into something worse than inscrutable. They refashion, instead, into something aggressive and deranged.
âHer shrieks will sound so much more delicious to me when you fail to save her now, Hybrid,â he says. âI admit I can hardly wait for the symphony.â
âScrew you!â Caroline shouts back.
Thatâs when he lurches forward to grab Klaus by the elbow. With unimaginable force, he yanks. Fracturing it with a violent twist.
The action frees his two legs, which had been dangling in the air where he was tacked only seconds ago, so that heâs able to kick out at his foeâs knees. Unbalancing him enough to bite his shoulder and push backwards against his chest. Elijah nearly shirks the arm which is swinging back at him in retaliation, but not quite.
Hybrid claws catch his face even though he ducks. Like hooks, they dig and pry into his skin because heâs still within range and Klaus is livid, monstrous beyond legend; leaving cursive track marks from Elijahâs eyebrow all the way down through the white of his collarbone.
Still, the other manâs wide-arced punches leave Elijah with an advantage in the end. One carries too far to the left and exposes his side. Before Klaus can stop him, therefore, and before he can recover in time to parry the attack, he upends him with a knee that breaks his nose and reduces his vision to black dots and sprouting stars. It gives him ample time and opportunity to pin him to the ground with the loose barn beam at his feet. Piercing it through his kidney.
Thatâs how Elijah leaves him, too: sprawled, writhing, raging, helpless.
Itâs why he turns his attentions back to Caroline with keener insight. Thereâs a patient but exacting grin on his lips as he lays chase again because itâs her vs. him for a moment, and thereâs a fierceness blooming across her face that says âyouâll pay for that dearly, jerk face.â It feeds his muscles with adrenaline; it plies his mind with rigor. He craves the rush like heroin.
For itâs here, after everything, that he truly understands Caroline wonât leave Klaus under any circumstances. For, no matter how damning the danger grows, and no matter how stacked-against the odds are in her favor, he sees sheâll leap straight into hell itself if itâll offer her the slightest chance to reach him again.
How could he have missed this? How could he not have noticed the jewel sheâs concealed behind her incessant prattle?
His worth is mine to decide, sheâd said to him earlier. Mine.
Her words reverberate with too strong a connotation to demarcate their connection into anything less significant than lovers. Lovers. It makes Elijah feel like an imperceptive fool.
Thatâs why it doesnât matter how her death happens now, heâs decided.
Heâs realized itâs not important whether he skewers her pink flesh into shoelace peels with his teeth, or detaches her bouncing blonde head from her shoulders with the branch of a tree. It matters not if he cuts through her innards, roasts her in the sun, sucks out her sweet flames through her carotid artery, or wraps her wagging tongue around a heart that no longer beats. All thatâs necessary is for her life to end here. Today. All thatâs required is for Klaus to be parked in a front row seat, powerless and wretched because heâs piked through the torso, watchingâ
Watching as Elijah wrenches this girl away from him irrevocably.
The thought makes the elder Original smile.
What is better retribution, after all? What could be better justice for the man whoâs already tried to snuff out the love which exists between he and Antoinette? The selfish, sabotaging man. How much easier will it be to extract what they need from him afterwards? Once sheâs dead.
Ah, the glory of it! The honor! Punishment for both the Hybridâs meddling and his impurity will be much more satisfactory to achieve now that he knows the best way to inflict itâpersonally.
âListen for the crescendo, will you? I believe itâs my favorite cadence of killing,â he says, glancing at Klaus over his shoulder to add drolly, âbrother.â
âNo more of this! No more of this, damn you!â he replies as his fingernails bruise the land where heâs still impaled.
âKlaus! Listen to me, please!â
Like a whip, Carolineâs voice cracks at the same moment gray rain begins to spit on top of them from stratus mouths. The wind gusts so hard it vibrates with staffs of yellow and blue and shatters all the remaining windows in the house. The space around them transforms into a whistling hellmouth of tension and grief, of anger and estrangement, and of terror too palpable to bear, in seconds.
And whatâs worse, is that the worst of it all feels tragically possible now because Elijahâs all coup de force with shards of wood flying everywhere as his skewed morality and loyalty to the wrong family helps to move his feet like a rabid beastâs. Meanwhile, Carolineâs zooming forward through a fang-bared maze and cycloning storm with eyes that scream out, then pour into the beam stuck in Klausâ back almost in elegy.
The inflamed blue of her eyes drenches his soul in any number of ways, because what if he canât shatter this obstacle soon? What if he doesnâtâŚwhat if sheâŚhow can he not save her? How?
Leaping over Klausâ arms at that moment, she flashes away with Elijah on her haunches. Then, without breaking stride, she reaches into her jacket pocket before she glances back at the prone Original long enough to demand for him to understand. Pleading for him to place faith and trust in what her words mean, âThe jeans, Klaus! The freaking jeans!â she yells as she jets in front of him one last time.
âSo wasteful,â Elijah says as he nearly hooks an arm around her neck in victory, âsince those truly will be your last words thisââ
Trip
Stab
Snap
Heâs unconscious and face-first on the ground in seconds. A railing spoke from the porch jabbed between his two shoulder blades.
âI think not as much as youâll regret being brought down by your own poor fashion choices. Compel yourself a tailor next time. I mean, really,â Caroline says over his body with a triumphant hum, cuffing up his baggy pant legs. She pops up from a crouch to take Klausâ offered hand with a weak smile afterwards.
âThat was inspired thinking on your part,â he says.
âNah, not really. Legally Blonde obsession simply served me well today is all.â
âElle Woods has nothing on you, love. Believe me.â
âYeah, well, no way was your brother getting away with saying I talk too much. No man would. Besides,â she continues with a snort, âyou did warn him not to underestimate me.â
âThat I did.â
After they tie Elijah to a tree out of sight with the vervain chains in her trunk, intent on keeping him subdued until their non-Hollowâd reinforcements arrived to take him away, they amble back toward the house.
âThanks for the tripping assist, by the way,â Caroline says.
Shrugging, Klaus slinks an arm around her waist like it belongs there, âIt was the least I could do.â
âCome on, teamwork suits us. Donât deny it,â she says with a bump of her hip.
âIâm not.â
âWhatâs wrong?â she asks suspiciously, her heightened senses on red alert again because of his abstract demeanor. âIs there anotherââ
âNo,â he cuts in, his thumb hooking more firmly into her belt loop, âitâs nothing.â
Caroline rolls her eyes at his flat, disgruntled tone, at the way he sighs before disappearing into the enigmatic labyrinth of his mind where she canât follow, so she stops them on a seared patch of sidewalk. Then crosses her arms.
âLook, I know me being the one to stab him wasnât ideal,â she says, feeling his growing intensity, âbut with the beam already starting to splinter in your back like that, I knew if I ran him close enough youâd be able to topple him so I couldââ
Klaus shuts her up with a kiss.
The timing of it is bad. (Couldnât be worse, really.) Itâs totally inappropriate considering how fraught the past twenty minutes have been with the threat of magic and wolf-binding, with a rescue of innocents thatâs succeeded but still reeks of flesh and bloodshed, of muck, and of family wreckage that will never be able to be repaired because itâs been ripped off the hinges. Itâs burnt to shreds with a house and a barn thatâs no longer standing upright.
Thereâs so much to discuss, too. There are so many decisions to be made about what to do nextâŚ
Hayley? Hope? Elijah? New Orleans?
Do they collect the girlâs ashes before they leave; and if so, in what? How will Hope react once she awakes? What all did Roman know about this? Can they find a witch/Marcel team to fix Elijahâs mind, or is it hopeless to try now that so much of him has been magically reconditioned? Should she call Bonnie, or would that cross some kind of line? And, like, could the sky stop weeping blood already because - Mikaelson curse or not - who the hell needs all this staining and stickiness on their designer clothes?
âŚAnd on and on and on the questions flow!
The biggest problem now, though, is that Klausâ kiss is so hot and crushing with feeling that itâs halted the million-and-a-half thoughts buzzing through Carolineâs head which still need solving. Sheâs too distracted, too lost to the sweet but scraping taste of his tongue in her mouth.
He makes love to her lips in a way no one but an artist knows how. Thereâs an array of color, meticulousness, delicacy, and swooping claim to be laid down on her wherever she allows him to paint with his kisses. And before she knows it, before she can locate her sense of rationality long enough to steady her pulse again and stop this, her fingers are burying themselves into the curls at the nape of his neck to draw him closer, and closer; the giant butterfly flip in her stomach telling her only one thing:
Screw it. Let the questions wait for awhile.
So she does.
They do.
#klaroline#klaroline drabbles#klaroline fanfiction#half agony half hope#hopefully elijah doesn't feel too OOC#but my aim was to show he's morally skewed rn#and to allude to how/why#re: i tried#i got in some omniscient POV too#woot!#ashlee bree's writing endeavors
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