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cxndiedvi0lets · 8 days

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disposal-blueeee · 3 months

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from this thing lolz

ty to @cherry-207 for the idea !! XPP

vargas by zarla-s

#sunny's art #vargas #edgar vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin #zarla s #scriabin vargas #would add shitpost tag too but i made so much effort on these to call it shitpost #this took me like 4 days . it could've taken two but i had to go out most of these days #this is just another “ i forced myself to color this thing just to practice coloring ” piece #went crazy with this one X3 #changed pretty much all of my brushes #bye square-shaped brush . i'm gonna miss you #i feel like edgar would actually find this cute tbh #it's perfect for them and they both know it #i know that the actual meme doesn't really look like my artstyle #but this is the first time i draw a face from that angle okay #that's all bye #nevermind i want to rant about something .#okay it's like . everytime i draw edgar i struggle a lot thinking of the clothes i want to draw on him #so i literally took a screenshot of every thing zarla has drawn on him so i can yk . pick something out of there #well on this one drawing she made he had this pretty beige cardigan and i was like okay sure let's get that one #then . was just coloring and when i tried to shade the beige it just looked dirty and ugly #why when other people do it it looks good and when i try to do it it just looks ugly ??!!1!1?!#funny enough this is the third time this happens to me #it also used to happen with gray . i just changed the color of the shading to dark blue and boom fixed #so i had to change it to green . looks better like that anyways #so i'm thinking . does beige look bad on edgar or it's just that i don't know how to shade beige in the first place #( probably second one #i think this is actually all

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sleep-nurse · 1 month

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just read chapter 3 of omori manga why do the hooligans LOOK LIKE THAT

#sunflower rambles #WHY DO THEY *ALL* LOOK LIKE CHILDREN #THERES ONLY 1 BODY TYPE IN THIS MANGA im crying #the art ruins everything for me im sorry #honestly basil's presence in this manga is offensive in itself to me i'm glad he wasn't here #why does maverick look WHITE #WHAT HAPPENED TO THEIR BODY TYPES ISNT VANCE LIKE. ROBUST #im crying #im not even gonna start on the fact that aubrey straight up says the location of the album #and how people already suspect basil got took from something in headspace instead of being lost. im dead #this manga is making me braindead im sorry everytime i try to enjoy it it just gets worse

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jils-things · 9 months

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i went wandering off in my pokespe gallery and had to relieve how wonderful this scene played out. no kidding

please dont read the tags i got emotional there /lh

#the.plot felt a bit confusing to me admittedly but oras did so well in trying to make franticshipping incredibly satisfactory since #at the end of rs we couldn't really tell if they settled with each others feelings yet (APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE PRIDEFUL AND DUMB/JJ)#but at least sapphire still had some thoughts about it but i was kinda mad WHY DIDNT RUBY GIVE HIS HALF OF THE FEELINGS PROPERLY!!!#WELL THIS HAPPENED WHERE HE OPENLY CONFESSES ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER AND THE WHOLE WORLD CELEBRATED #in r/s they were constantly separated from each other by WILL BECAUSE they despise each other so much #in oras - after confessing - it literally ACHES for ruby to not see her like take a fucking shot everytime he says wheres sapphire????#THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY FROL EACH OTHER HERE AND HE FEELS SO GUILTY FOR EVERY TIME SAPPHIRE GETS HARMED #FOR EXAMPLE; FIGHTING WITH ZINNIA AND FALLING OFF THE ROCKET - LOSING HER VOICE - RUBY HOLDING THE SECRET FROM SAPPHIRE BY PROMISING STEVEN #LITERALLY EVERUTHING SHE DOES MAKES HIM FEEL ALL THE MORE GUILTY AND HE CANT EVEN TELL HER STRAIGHT HES SORRY BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERALLY #FUCKING AWAY FROM EACH OTHRHADHDHRHSBRBDBSHSHSHE #AND WHEN THEY FINALLU MEET UP VIA TROPIUS AND RAYQUAZA SHE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP AND HOLD HIS EMOTIONS FOR NOW. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS #TO SEE EHR AGAIN AHAHAHAHTDTHHGG IM SO INSANEEE #AND AT THIS MOMENT HE ALMOST EMOTIONALLY CONFESSES WITH TEARS HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HER AGAIN BECAUSE WORST COMES TO WORST HE'LL NEVER SEE #HER IF HE TRIES TO SAVE THE WORLD BY HIMSELF FROM THE METEORRRRRR AKAAJAHAAJ #AND THATS WHY HE INVITES HER TO SAVE THE WORLD TOGETHER AS CORNY AS IT SOUNDS BUT ITS BECAUSE IF HE'LL DIE HE WANTS TO DIE WITH HER AAAHSGDV #AND SAPPHIRE'S REACTION WAS FAINTING WHICH TBH WAS A COMEDIC MOMENT FOR SUCH AN IMPACTFUL DIALOG FROM HIM BUT AJDHSJHDS MAKES ME HAPPY #y'all don't even get me started how this plays out when stevaide is in here DON'T EVEN #~ rambling #i just woke up and i chose violence (franticshipping)#pokespe hours

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dizzybizz · 1 year

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i love when i leave my desk for like 10 minutes and completely forget that i was in the middle of drawing

i leave the threshold of my room and my brain wipes my memory squeaky clean of whatever it was i was doing

#this happens literally everytime i leave my room in the middle of a task or whatever #no matter how long im gone its just #wiped #pls why does my brain play with me like this #is this normal #it happens even if im excited about what im drawing??? youd think itd stick harder if its something exciting but nahhhh 😭😭

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queeraliensposts · 5 months

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Just found out my toxic friend from elementary school grew up to be a TERF 💀

#why does this keep happening #like everytime I get curious about a woman and girl that traumatized me I find out they're a TERF now #first my emotional abusive special ed teacher and now my toxic friend/bully?#anyways that child had ISSUES #she was just manipulative as fuck #beefed with every boy I liked #made fun of all my interests #chastized me for setting boundaries #would get really aggresive and mean when she was mad #and when I tried to stick up for myself she'd hit me with the whole 'wah I was adopted'#no joke she's like 20% of the reason I struggle with empathy to this day #anyway that was my trauma dump of the week #trans #lgbtqia #rant post #terf que veo terf que pateo #female abusers #keep in mind every adult in my life would just down play her antics #'you should just be more patient with her she's been through a lot' and you think *I* haven't #'you just need to set healthy boundaries' I've tried that and she twisted my wrist #Also when I finally cut her off and stopped being friends with her she used our mutual friend to try and manipulate me #back into a friendship with her #that mutual friend and I are besties now and she's appologized for that lol

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gayhenrycreel · 5 months

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fuck... even though i got my injection at the right time i feel angry and like ive been stabbed in the guts. its hard to walk

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friendlessclown · 4 months

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grrl no not the indoor weedsmoker texting me drunk and making me Feel like shit

#he rarely apologizes for shit and even if he does he still never fucking changes #bc he literally seems unable to comprehend that people other than him exist and have lives and feelings #goddd why is it that everytime ive had a good time with my friends (yknow people who actually respect me and give a fuck about me)#he just fucks it up somehow #uuunnhrghhhhh i should probably just block him already #but if something rlly bad happens to him id want to know #and im scared that if he cant message me he'll talk to me irl #and im scared what he'll do

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jazzy-a · 2 years

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Me, gleaning from fans that something awful happens in the books that creates a rift between Jesper and Kaz:

#shadow and bone #Six of Crows #SOC #Kaz brekker #jesper fahey #Kazper #Kesper #polycrows #Kaz x inej x jesper #I'm a CLOWN #Why does this always happen to me 😭???#everytime I find a great candidate for found family or together forever ships I always find out the source material CRUSHES THEM #Just does something that destroys me inside and I will now pretend that doesnt exist and live in AU world #all i know is that the criws breakup or something and kaz doesnt trust him fully anymore???#WHY GOD!!?? DON'T EVER SEPERATE MY GROUPS!#LALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU! LALA!

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raynesbunny · 5 months

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Studying = low scores

W/o studying = high scores/passed

#so I've decided #jk #nsrs #BUT WHY THE F DOES IT HAPPEN TO ME EVERYTIME #is it just me?

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hollybluberry · 5 months

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I'm too exhausted recently and I currently need ideas.

pls gimme ideas to draw, whether it's from any fandom

#i fucking hate burnout #why does this happen everytime?#yeah.. i constantly switch fandoms and alot of people hate me for it. pls just let me explore other fandoms. thats why i draw multifandom.

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hiding-under-the-willow · 1 year

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I need you all to know that I have been struggling to write a singular chapter of Inheritance for the last like month and I am just now actually making progress 💀

#atlas speaks #it's not the next chapter. but the one after that #there's a post sitting in my drafts explaining. why. its taken so long. bc it did take me this long to realize why i was struggling with it #and the reason is so silly and stupid lmao #but i refuse to post that draft for fear of spoilers. for the like ten people who actually read it lol #but i did want to make light of it bc i think it's so silly #it is the sole reason we've caught up with my backlog of pre-written chapters #without getting into specifics. really it's just cause i feel so bad for Maya lmao. and it's not even like a particularly wild chapter.#but despite how calm things actually seem on the surface. i know things she doesn't and the dramatic irony is killing me #everytime something seemingly innocuous happens i am sitting there with my head in my hands like 'oh my god she does not deserve this'#it's literally so ridiculous

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kebbybites · 7 months

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official kebby playlist go

hello ,,, my freinds .,,

i wanna post more often but i don't have any art to post, so... i think i'll resort to just speaking my mind for now. writing counts as art, right? so it's fine. listen it's my tumblr, i run it how i want. i had to tell myself that several times.

so uh, scratches head,

a little while ago i mentioned making a playlist of music i liked. and while i already have one of those, it is very large and very disorganized. so i made a new one, specifically for music that makes me stim, do a jiggy, gives me fuzzy feelings, and miscellaneous! here you go!!

i hope you find some use in it. i know i did! it helps to have all my favorites laid out like this, in case i forget what kind of person i am (i am apparently someone who listens to a lot of vocaloid???)

ok it's 2 am so i will officially: go to bed. goodnight

#kebby writes #you don't know how long i've been waiting to use that tag 😈#late night post #youtube playlist #it still feels a little disorganized to me so tomorrow i'll make it pretty #also everytime i scroll through the playlist i get jumpscared by bluechair every single time #why does that happen #it's not like he just appeared out of nowhere #i fucking put him there #it's too late for this lmao #edit: it has been organized :)#bluechair still kinda looks out of place but i put him near the mikus #i think that's what he would've wanted

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karda · 2 years

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irrational fears r so fucking stupid my fear of zombies is always there its ridiculous and ik its dumb and its still horrible. its evwrytime i close my eyes its everytime its dark its everytime its a little too quiet im thinking'there is a zombie outside that window/door/building and i am going to die' its fucking STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#:(#who tf invented irrational fear . why am i afraid of thing that isnt real or possible #in fact i like apocalyptic stories i find them interesting #its just the decay and lack of human nature in zombiws that is so terrifying to me. the fact that that was a human being and now they'rw #theyre nothing.#they just want to kill u #and fheres no convincing or saving or solution<- mostly. so u just kill them or get killed #its terrifying #everytime its dark i look in the distance and perfectly see them being able to walk out. i think this is the time it happens #and it never does #obviously #but that doesnt make that moment any less terrifying

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getawayheaven · 10 months

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#IF I dare miss tumblr for a day #and then try to catch up on everything by wanting to endlessly scroll down my dash #then tumblr just comes to a dead end after 10 posts #like it refuses to let me scroll down any further #as if saying HOW DARE YOU IGNORE TUMBLR FOR A WHOLE DAY #now you are not allowed to see anything #like wft???#why does this happen EVERYTIME??#tumblr issues #tumblr problems

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yioh · 1 year

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i hate dramas abt people who are good at being people can we have more shows abt unemployed losers or students who r failing EVERYTHING including their social and love lives or or or adults in their 40/50s who have no idea why or how they r still alive but keep on living because haha lol what else

#HOW IS EVERYONE SO MOTIVATED TO DO STUFF I DONT GET IT HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW #like ur telling me people have boyfriends or girlfriends since school or university and get internships and get employed and have friends #and even enjoy their work life and have good enough grades where they can even have enough time to hang out with friends #have a successful hobby like they play the guitar or can draw or sing or whatever #I HATE U ALLLLLLLLLLLL #PEOPLE EVEN HAVE CAREER GOALS PATHS THEY WANNA FOLLOW LIKE HOW FUCKED IS THATTT #😭 i feel like i can’t indulge in media like i used to im just a hater now why does everyone have a life #HDJBWSKDBSMZBZJ #A #need more characters who laugh everytime something else either minorly or MAJORLY bad happens to them because what else do u do

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