#will be afk in the next few days tho

[yumethefrostypanda]

I like that you don't denigrate a Ghost in your blog. You don't focus on the fictional love affair with Soap fans. You recognize (as I do) the sexuality of the Ghost, highlight its beautiful parts of the body, but don't pervert it. As a person who has very warm, tender feelings for a dear and beloved character, it is extremely pleasant for me to follow your content dedicated to the Ghost. I love him so much that everything connected with him is dear to me. Thank you for your concern!❤️‍🔥💋🙏

Thank you so much! And i bet you've send me anon asks before, thank you for those :D You described it perfectly how i 'talk' about Ghost ^-^ I indeed don't ship Ghost with Soap, or ship any of the 141 with eachother for that matter. I'm so glad to read my blog makes you feel this way! And that we share how we 'approach' Ghost :) Take care ♥

[megatraven]

Meg you talking about going through your drafts was literally me all day yesterday. I found many about Zeus, a few for Eros, and a few of some wacky ideas I meant to tag you in but I don’t have the courage anymore😭. I’d love to see the chaos in your drafts from years ago lol.

Also: on the post I made of MC saying she had certain dreams after Alex brought her to their apartment, I literally don’t know how I never really connected the dots for that line in my years of playing AFK. Like miss ma’am what are you admitting to right now👀👀? I just find it so funny now.

And I hope you’re doing all right Meg💙💙!!!

YESSSS GOING THROUGH OUR DRAFTS BUDDIES!!!!! likewise i would love to see what chaos is in Your drafts :3c never worry about tagging me in stuff, i never mind if that's the problem!! ;o;;

surprising absolutely nobody, most of my old drafts are straight up angst and hurt/comfort fics. like almost all of them. these are a couple of screenshots i sent to my discord earlier from them tho

first one:

that one's more hurt/comfort ^

and the second:

This was only a very very small part of one draft but it was my favorite one. very angsty fic :3c

those are the only two i grabbed screenshots of so i don't have more to share rn v-v

AND SARAH DONT FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT NOTICING SOONER because i had read alex's route like TWENTY TIMES!!!! before i caugh that particular line and then i was like waitwaitwaitwait. like you mean to tell me she had what was almost definitely likely to be a sex dream. while sleeping in their bed. with them in the next room over. AND THEN IT JUST NEVER COMES UP SHE NEVER THINKS ABOUT IT AGAIN!!!! meanwhile here i am (here we are, now) with brainworms about it. absolutely insane. i lvoe it.

thank you i'm doing okay right now! i hope you're doing well too, and enjoying your summer break!

[aminiatureworld]

Hey! It's me, cookie anon ! I think its been a while since I've dropped by and honestly? It's because i was burnt out by school (and I lost the energy to write)

I feel bad about it because I have ideas - things I do want to write but thinking about writing makes me anxious (which I know is a bit of a contradiction but thats exactly what I'm feeling ;-;)

And I guess I feel too guilty about being inactive on my writingblog since my mental health has been dragging through the mud and I rlly have been thinking about deleting and starting anew (fresh start kind of vibes) but i'm still deciding

anywho, how have you been? I've honestly missed chatting with you ! (even tho its sending asks hehe) I hope life hasn't been too harsh ? I've been looking forward to another chapter of sea of fragments (and it's okay if you haven't written for it, I'm willing to wait!)

this has been a ramble but i hope to hear from you soon ^^ Have a nice day.

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Hellooo cookie anon!

It’s been so long, I’ve missed talking to you! Though since I’ve also been AFK for a few weeks, it’s nothing to be worried about.

I’m sorry that you feel so burnt out by school and by your mental health! Though I can understand the feeling, I’ve been struggling with that a bit too. I understand that it can develop into this awful cycle where you’re tired so you don’t want to write so you get upset about it which makes you even more tired and makes you not want to write even more. 

I’d say don’t feel guilty, everyone needs breaks and to focus on their mental health. And also I think there are two things to consider when thinking about writing when you don’t want to, especially when it involves mental health. First is that you probably will not like what you write in those times as much as when you’re usually writing. Sometimes I’ll write something when I’m in a slump or distracted or anxious and I go back and hate every word. But though that can be really disheartening also consider the fact that just writing, just the reflexive act of writing no matter what the quality, is something beautiful, and it’s always a step forward towards something. 

I think if you want a fresh start would be good! Though if you’re going to delete your blog I would highly recommend making sure you have all your works saved on your computer in a safe place. I can barely read what I wrote six years ago but the idea of losing those works of writing is really painful to me. So just keep that in mind!

Whatever you decided whether it’s to take a break or try to write or restart or continue as long as you feel that you don’t regret it then that is what matters. There is no shame in not writing. It’s a time when we take rest and rejuvenate our creative abilities. Burn out is such a hard thing, and it’s better to take a lot of short breaks than burn out and be unable to write for a longer time, especially if we love it so much it gives us anxiety to not write. 

And I’m alright! I’m dealing with some stuff with college and the like and it’s not fun, but I continue to trek on! I saw the Dune movie recently and loved it so I’m rereading the book and getting through something really quickly made me feel confident in my reading abilities again which was really nice. 

And haha I’m glad to hear! I know it’s been forever since I’ve update all I can say is the newest update when it comes is going to be long, since I have so much that has to happen in this next chapter that breaking apart would break the flow of the story. I considered doing a really short fluff chapter but I figured better to wait and have a better story than update at random and make the story lose itself. 

Don’t worry about rambling! I also just wrote who knows how many words. I always love talking to people, and I hope that I in any way made you feel a bit better. Hope you’re having a wonderful week! Thank you for your ask

[rslyanneangel]

09 September 2020

Combat stats coming in! Few questions tho: Had I done it days ago and just coudn’t find it in me to crop and post these? Yes. Was I planning to get all combat stats in ed3 and ended up afking in the abyss anyway? Yep. Am I like 3.5m xp from maxing and probably won’t do it for the next week or two? Probably!

I’ve been talking about maxing for months and now that it’s coming I’m less and less excited? It seems so… normal to have these high stats. Yeah, I don’t really know what else to say honestly.