#will i go to get diagnosed yet? no bc exams π€’π€’
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bros i don't feel so fly anymore
#im convinced i have bpd#these bouts of unadulterated rage and anger and impulsiveness can not be normal lol#im a massive hazard a) to myself b) to those around me blegh#will i go to get diagnosed yet? no bc exams π€’π€’#maybe during summer break i will#naurr two of us were clinically depressed already and one ready to end her life who knows when this is hilarious kinda π#okay it wasn't that funny im sorry but also that's the most knee slap worthy thing ever#i hate this country bye#tw: mental health#tw: sui mention#tonight counts as the day i have officially relapsed this is fantastic news i feel sick lmao#either bpd or extreme hormonal dysfunction that's leading me to go to these extremes#pls don't let it be hormones i will be SO embarrassed if it's something as cackle worthy as hormones ππ#like oh yeah the reason your skin is ripped apart and your knuckles have been fractured over and over again is bc of HORMONES#here are your pills dumbass go calm down π ππ#tw: sh mention#last week i was thinking about how embarrassed i was of my older scars and the exactly the day AND the weekend afterwards#i see two girls around my age walking around proudly eith short sleeves and i GAWKED INTERNALLY??#sis???#umm???#how???#honestly good for them they made me feel better bout myself#gaslighting myself and saying im okay bc eventually it will become true#i feel so sorry towards my body#it's Allah's amanah and here i am being utterly stupid and destroying it#how will i ever be able to face the consequences#one of those girls was my frien?? CLASSMATE
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