Tumgik
#maybe during summer break i will
ienvieu · 2 years
Text
bros i don't feel so fly anymore
#im convinced i have bpd#these bouts of unadulterated rage and anger and impulsiveness can not be normal lol#im a massive hazard a) to myself b) to those around me blegh#will i go to get diagnosed yet? no bc exams 🤢🤢#maybe during summer break i will#naurr two of us were clinically depressed already and one ready to end her life who knows when this is hilarious kinda 😭#okay it wasn't that funny im sorry but also that's the most knee slap worthy thing ever#i hate this country bye#tw: mental health#tw: sui mention#tonight counts as the day i have officially relapsed this is fantastic news i feel sick lmao#either bpd or extreme hormonal dysfunction that's leading me to go to these extremes#pls don't let it be hormones i will be SO embarrassed if it's something as cackle worthy as hormones 😭😭#like oh yeah the reason your skin is ripped apart and your knuckles have been fractured over and over again is bc of HORMONES#here are your pills dumbass go calm down 👉 💊💊#tw: sh mention#last week i was thinking about how embarrassed i was of my older scars and the exactly the day AND the weekend afterwards#i see two girls around my age walking around proudly eith short sleeves and i GAWKED INTERNALLY??#sis???#umm???#how???#honestly good for them they made me feel better bout myself#gaslighting myself and saying im okay bc eventually it will become true#i feel so sorry towards my body#it's Allah's amanah and here i am being utterly stupid and destroying it#how will i ever be able to face the consequences#one of those girls was my frien?? CLASSMATE
1 note · View note
nightskylonging · 2 months
Text
F1 x the internet: the last one (for now)
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
74 notes · View notes
nem0-nee · 1 year
Text
[Insight Needed‼️: NRC YEARBOOK]
Thinking about making an NRC Yearbook of sorts featuring as many OCs/Canon characters as possible... Though I may need a team behind this if it gets big (⁠ ⁠・ั⁠﹏⁠・ั⁠)
This is just an interest check. I don't have the layouts planned just yet, but I'll keep y'all posted on that 👀
The main thing I have in mind doing is something like the senior quotes pages (like this:)
Tumblr media
Ofc, this can be expanded on! However, this is the only thing I can offer as a solo coordinator :^))
Do let me know your thoughts, would love to hear y'all out ^^
72 notes · View notes
akkivee · 7 months
Text
skimmed thru the guidebook myself!!!! here’s what i thought was neat about it!!!
the book cover was warning text all over it lol and it reads:
‘hypnosis mic has the power to interfere with people’s minds. when handling it, please be mindful of the extent to which its users’ influence can reach. furthermore, possession of a hypnosis mic that is not authorised by the chuuoku is subject to strict legal penalties’
within the pages, there’s another warning that’s partially blocked off by the graphics, but is advising to thoroughly read thru the guidelines for optimal functionality for failure to do can cause errors, malfunctions and other issues lol
pretty sure said pages are of the box the hypnosis mics are delivered in lol
the current era relationship chart is insane lmao like there are so many arrows. if it’s important, there’s probably an arrow for it lol
a handful of timeline events were removed in favour of including info about everything all the way up to the music festival. most of these removed events were when individuals met each other, eg dohifu meeting, rei and otome meeting
i think it’s just funny lmao but the section in bb’s story talking about jiro and saburo’s jobs to get ichiro to consider making a team with them, they included a silhouette of some woman to represent hifumi’s stalker LOL
did they update the official site with rei’s blood type??? if they didn’t, he’s type a 🤔
according to dh’s most important persons page, rei and otome stopped seeing eye to eye about the true hypnosis mic and the ramuda clones
the explanations for nagosaka’s abilities are neat!!!
🎋: makes the other person laugh, weakening their abilIties (tho interesting to note it’s not written with the english word ability to imply the hypnosis abilities)
🍮: informs allies, strengthening their power
0️⃣: manipulates any number of people to his own advantage
📿:enters a meditative state that increases concentration to block the opponent’s ability (ability here is written in english to imply it’s the hypnosis abilities)
🌙:gathers courage that restores own power (parallels jakurai’s ability to restore to normality when tled literally)
⚖️:with a shout, repel all attacks back at the opponent and away from allies
otome’s likes are gardening, tea, and antiques. she doesn’t like bugs or coffee. her favourite foods are pasta and risotto and she doesn’t like meat
ichijiku’s likes are ribbons, general goods, and fashion magazines. she doesn’t like pigeons or roller coasters. her favourite foods are sweets and she doesn’t like curry
nemu’s likes are making sweets and aquatic sports. she doesn’t like tobacco or lizards. her favourite food is hamburgers and she doesn’t like shellfish
the guidebook says the effects a person experiences after the true hypnosis mic is used on them varies from person to person. there are plenty of unknowns about it, including why hypnosis abilities disappear once under its influence.
the guidebook actually doesn’t have those pics of shakku and co we got in arb lmao. tho to that point it’s kinda interesting the people’s photos they do include are yotsutsuji and hanabi
38 notes · View notes
sopuu · 8 months
Note
hey, will you ever be taking commissions? i love your style! :D
ah thank you!! i don’t think i’ll be opening them anytime soon tho bc college is starting soon and life is getting busy again 😔 if i do in the future i’ll post a comm sheet :)
26 notes · View notes
little-pup-pip · 30 days
Note
*Not a Request!*
Would you be willing to make a agere board for someones oc? Granted they send you a pic of said oc?
Definitely! I answered a similar ask recently, as long as I have a picture and some info about the OC I'll do it!!
11 notes · View notes
chainreh · 7 months
Text
tomori's birthday is 22nd November for context.
put in the tags what you think the event will be if you want
5 notes · View notes
taruruchi · 2 months
Text
Dude this poll is insane (I'd rb but rbs are turned off)
Tumblr media
How is it possible that more than 50% haven't been grounded ever ????
2 notes · View notes
icewindandboringhorror · 10 months
Text
Tumblr media
Current temperature inside of my room right now in the middle of the night whilst about to go to sleep... villain origin story...
#You just get SOOOOO tired of being hot all the time for multiple days straight.. with very little relief ever... hhHHHH#I forget that I literally lose my mind and become evil every summer like clockwork#I don't evenknow what I mean by that because I'm just as calm/monotone as ever lol.. but I just feel more evil.. low level pent up rage#or something. nothing changes on the outside but on the inside it's like hmm.. I'm like 5% more hostile than I usually am#not outwardly expressed still of course. but just.. my bones are made of a little more violence recently..#percentages moving around. My character stats get a temporary modifier all summer where I feel chronically just a LIIIITLE more noticably#unhinged. like I will never do it of course. but I will think about. maybe I'll just throw all the plates at the wall and break every wind#ow with a baseball bat. No. I shant. I would never.. but .. I could. 5% more than I usually could. But I shan't. but let it be known.. I#c o u l d ...i COULD.. if I had to. but I don't.. but still.. keep the notion in the back of the mind.. hmm.. lol#And this is not even during a heat wave at the moment it's just like.. normal summer.. >:')#I think it's also largely the shitty apartment which was not built for coolness. Like older houses will have tall cielings and those window#above the doors and ceiling fans and be built high up from the ground and all these other ways to manage warm weather#naturally. but cheaply constructed dinky city apartments with no ventilation and windows only on one side and blah blah#It retains heat insanely like being trapped in a green house or something#even with all the windows open & fans in the house and stuff it just doesn't really move air well because the space is not made to do that.#Also really testing my anticapitalism/leftism/etc... sitting and thinking 'damn maybe I should play the stock market.. I should sell#some sculptures and overprice them.. howmuch could I charge for these clothes..' < *is desperate to afford a living situation with central#heating and air conditioning*#Haha! Guillotines?? who said anything about those? I LOVE rich people.. haha.. now what's a guy gotta do to instantly get about $50.000 ar#ound here? haha! kidnap someone and sell their organs? okay haha! I love the free market! going to home depot right#now to buy an axe! Don't you just hate taxes? so glad I live in the best country in the world under the best economic system on the planet#USA! USA!! USA!!! *visibly shaking. nose starts bleeding. you notice i am also levitating off the ground slightly*#ANYWAY gfgfgh.... winter......... my sweet child....i miss you so so much.... SUMMER you are my ENEMY#ah well now it's gone down to 80.4 Farenheight. cancel post. thats such an improvemtn surely I'll be able to sleep soundly now /s#what was I ever worried about? it's all good! haha!! *still levitating a little *#In better news - I have finished the Victorian Pharmacy documentary series and am now watching them build a medieval castle! and one of my#goofy joke song snippets suddenly got 6.000 views on youtube which was cool?? though very random? I made kale chips again. and had asparag#us. And saw a duck. carved a lot of things out of avocado pits. Little tidbits to keep me sane..#See a funny little duck outside and go 'hmm... life is okay actually :) I no longer want to break windows :3'#then it gets like 85F inside again and you're liek NEVERMINDaaaaaaahhh!!!!! then you see a duck next morning and calm down :)
9 notes · View notes
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Jeremiah Fisher | tsitp 1.04
24 notes · View notes
linalilia · 10 months
Text
the fact that i'm getting more followers on my twst writing acc now even though i literally don't post anything anymore. sometimes you just have to shut up to be successful 😌✨
2 notes · View notes
fractallogic · 1 year
Text
Me, the last person for the question “so what are your plans for the break?” to come around to during lab meeting today: idk it depends on when my mom dies and how much of the ensuing work absolutely needs to be done by me in colorado, because otherwise I’m either staying here or maybe going to see my dad in CA
Everyone else, who has answered various kinds of “staying here/visiting family/etc”: 😨
Me: don’t worry she has brain cancer!! It’s been like this for like seven months now
Everyone else: 😨😨😨
Me: oh yeah no it’s a good thing, it’s a relief honestly, she’s like, very unaware and close to death at this point
Prof, who has known about this since July or so: it does get that way, you know. *waxes philosophical about death and how college is stressful and important, but in the grand scheme of things, it’s not THAT important*
Prof: so on that note, I guess I should let you go! Have a good break everyone!! Congrats on finishing the term!!
Me: SORRY GUYS 😬
And then the prof and I had a nice very straightforward talk about how yeah, I don’t entirely know if I have to go, but it would be nice if I didn’t need to, and I’m not her executor but yeah it IS kind of weird that her boyfriend of ~5 years or so is, and hahaha well one of many reasons I’ve been mostly estranged from her are her weird decisions about things
But for real I’m very much looking forward to having some certainty about anything soon. Can’t wait to stop traveling as much. Can’t wait to just like, NOT think about death and brain cancer all the time and go down to my normal volume of calls from family members. Can’t wait to stop thinking about my mom all the gotdam time. I am TIRED let me REST
4 notes · View notes
Note
Just curious! Will you play Judgment and Lost Judgment one day?
i'd love to !! but rgg just launched the pre-orders on the mine and daigo plushies so uh 😬
5 notes · View notes
thelastharbinger · 2 years
Text
What a strange feeling to have. Your ship finally comes together but just not in the way you wanted. Or rather, the timing you wanted--even though you've been waiting 3 years.
#everything about that finale was forced because there was just no time!#what even was the point of ricky's confession getting caught on camera??#the this is me solo felt forced given how little time we spent with that character#ej's storyline didn't really get a resolution and also fuck his dad#big red coming out as bi was a pleasant surprise but his scene with ashlyn was a lot and also too little#nini leaving without personally explaining to her best friend that she'd be moving was a choice#the whole trailer reaction scene was befuddling bc all of a sudden ppl were getting upset abt drama they knew was edited in#and yeah...i wish rina got to have their slowburn into season 4 and for ricky to be the one to initiate that conversation#also what in that 1 month time skip made gina realize that she was still willing to bank on ricky?#when a month ago she was head over heels for ej#the whole rina ending was so forced in there i kept thinking maybe it was a dream scenario fake out#also gina is finally lead in a show and we saw her perform nothing!#we barely saw any of the show!#i just wish everything was given more time#like if rina had to happen this season it needed five more episodes#two of them being post camp still during summer break#like as someone who has been patiently waiting for rina the writing has minimized all impact for me#but im still excited to see them be all cute and coupley next season#its just that we followed ricky this season pining over gina so not having him getting to air out his feelings is a missed opportunity#but whatever its fine ig#portwells have it way worse rn so imma shut up#cause this ending made portwell seem like a distraction in the way of rina. it waa giving it was you all along#which it wasn't and that's fine! but at least wrap things up neatly#damn#but ig we won so hey!#hsmtmts#rina#portwell#rina endgame#ricky x gina
4 notes · View notes