#will probs wake up super embarrassed that weeping jas did this and delete immediately :)
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#i don’t usually post like this bc i like to just be obnoxious but i need to vent#grief is disgusting#the worst fucking feeling ever#thought i was doing better and then man it’s 2am and i’m sobbing#it’s fucking disgusting#like#false sense of security much??? hello???#this will hurt forever but i’m clinging onto the fact that it gets easier? apparently? according to the rest of the world?#idk man i’ve never experienced something as close as this and it’s so heavy#but then it’s not. but then it is again? help what is this#also i don’t DO feelings so this makes it even WORSE#i’m literally a robot 99 per cent of the time? so like? i’ve had fucking enough#i see myself crying at everything that reminds me of him forever and that makes me sad but also happy bc he was the best human ever#and i have more than i can ever be grateful for to smile about#tw death#tw grief#just in case anyone reads this and if you are and you’re feeling it i’m sending you the biggest hug ever bc grief is fucking disguting#time to go wallow pls pretend you never saw this#but it’s my corner of the internet and i don’t feel like making anyone deal with my shit lol#will probs wake up super embarrassed that weeping jas did this and delete immediately :)
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