Thanks for massively triggering my dysphoria<3
you know i knew i would get a message like this eventually and my first impulse was to delete and move on, but then i thought about how i might have felt like you at some point when i was a teen and the idea of transitioning was an unattainable dream and i was hurting. for a long time i struggled with showering because i could not look at or acknowledge my physical form for any reason. so i get it.
but even if you're hurting this behavior is not okay. i post whatever art i want to post on my blog. think about this for a second: would you rather i not post my celebratory trans art? or only draw trans bodies that look indistinguishable from our cis brothers and sisters? to play into fantasies that are unattainable or unwanted by the rest of us? do you, a stranger who is free to close your eyes when you see my art or to block me entirely, feel entitled to what art i do or do not make? its not my place to censor the reality of my trans experience and the joy ive found in this body. its not your place to drag down other trans people's bodies by calling them 'massively triggering'. it will not make you happy. it will not treat your dysphoria. and it won't make cis people like you. i hope you find peace and learn that this is not the right way to find what you need for yourself. and i hope you do find what you need in order to live the life you deserve to live, and someday feel joy within your body, without the need to drag down the very people who are rooting for you. <3
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laudna’s form of dread is now a manifestation of the sun tree, and no longer the veiled ghost. she’s also seemingly without a patron at the moment, given that we haven’t heard from delilah in a while.
full offense to delilah, she doesn’t need more screen time. i would love it if bell’s hells actually managed to stamp her out of laudna. i’m sure they could make a full storyline in arc 3 about squeezing her for information on the assembly and fully purging her, but i think it would be cool for laudna to go somewhere else with it. to feel safe drawing on her warlock powers and to know that she’s no longer the contingency plan of the person that she was collateral damage for.
the idea here is that laudna starts drawing on the sun tree. it doesn’t quite hit the qualifications of a celestial patron even though it was blessed by pelor, so i don’t know how it could be made into a warlock patron without homebrew. also. celestial warlock is heavily based on light and radiance, so you’d get a fun little juxtaposition of a shadow sorcerer pulling on something that makes her do radiant damage. i would probably pull a few druid spells, but that feels like it’s encroaching a little bit on fearne & orym’s territory, so maybe not.
think about it. when you die, your body starts to feed the earth and decompose. the sun tree was dead/dying in the presence of the briarwoods, and came to life again during the revolution against them. it lived in her head just as delilah did--perhaps after being raised, and knowing it can talk, laudna can make conversation with something else that lived in her head for years.
i think its request would be to plant saplings of it, the way keyleth did in zephrah. give the sun tree a chance to spread beyond whitestone and take in the light of other places. funny little way to do this: laudna lays down & goes to sleep at night--in the morning she has to disentangle herself from a bed of roots.
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Every time I end up at Home Depot, for like a plastic pot or whatever, and I have to walk past the saddest wiltedest houseplant section I've ever seen in my life, in the arms of the angels starts playing in my head
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this kid is watching current electricity pw lecture im gonna throw up
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“Hey there younger Kel. How’re things going?”
@tales-of-a-wilted-sunflower ‘s Sunny
"Oh, hey older Sunny!"
"And things are going fine!! How are things with you? What about the others?"
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i doubt seasons exist in the castle quandary but………..
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g*le finding potion of fire resistance in loot and just chugging it before grabbing ax's k*rlach. rest of the party stars stupefied bc they are on the way to the forge and did this idiot just slam the only thing that can relieve this heat to go deep cleaning the babarian's pipes--
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more character refs (some of which i definitely forgot about prior to now oops)
in order:
pic 1: Katsumi, Ikasuki, Hanae, Emi, Chiaki, and Fuku Kitsuen. some of them are human, some of them are kudagitsune.
pic 2: these guys are already labeled so i'll just specify that Susume, Sōta, and Tomomi are also from the Kitsuen family, but Kibara Migite is not. she's got her own shit going on lmao.
also not pictured is Sōta's human form, which he's in most the time as he also goes to school but i. just haven't gotten around to designing it yet (i keep accidentally making him look too similar to Hidemi oops-)
pic 3: these guys are also already labeled. they work for the funny organization :]
and then since the rest aren't compilation images i'll just list them separately:
Shūten and Iris Uso
as usual, oops i make a lot of characters lmao-
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Shoggoth is getting a midnight haircut. one of the cords of his hanging pot broke, so I had to take him down and accept that he's a huge tangled mess and he's starting to suffer from it
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