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conchfritters · 3 months

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last post complaining about genshin's writing for the month Anyway i think blorbofication happening in canon is the best way i could describe a lot of the problems i have with it ex. kaeya's relationship with diluc (or klee) is almost the only focus we get on him now, other than his brief appearance in the sumeru archon quest which was just saying his backstory basically with very little actual reaction or characterization on his part OR dainsleif's (also a problem i have in the albedo homunculus reveal in shadows amidst snowstorms). i haven't done his hangout because i. don't care enough to sit through an hour for each route with the quality of content hoyoverse puts out but looking at the ending options i feel like. they missed the opportunity to expand on things we already had for kaeya in favor of Oh he babysits klee! Oh albedo is here! Spend money to pull albedo!Venti cameo! What do you mean him and amber have a complicated dynamic. What do you mean he's apparently beloved by the elderly of mondstadt and the one who wraps up all the incidents there. What do you mean bennett trusts him as an omniscient big brother according to his official cn character profile. We made him talk to diluc again isn't that enough kaeya for you? and it sucks because kaeya feels like a rubik's cube with an onion's layers and like one of their best character personalities in content where he's actually kaeya and not just diluc's brother who is sad and also pretty! we never see anything about his relationship with jean, who he is the Most Trusted Aide of, or mondstadt at large! because every day we get closer to fanon kaeya being canon kaeya and it's just. You can have canon kaeya and fanon kaeya will follow but if fanon kaeya is at the forefront you're just immediately losing all that depth and it's going nowhere

#MAKE KAEYA MORE THAN A GUY WHO PLAYS TCG AND BABYSITS KLEE PLEASE I BEG YOU #he doesn't have to Stop playing tcg or babysitting klee even. i think that adds a lot to him actually. I just think pretending the rest of #him Isn't There is the problem #the reason for him being in sumeru is. Super flimsy to me #just because why is diluc having the knights supervise his wine deals #but i think the hangout routes of him acting in that play...ALSO feel very actual kaeya #from someone who's skimmed the dialogue for said hangout routes at least #acting in a whole play making a show then slipping away right at the applause #so those? yeah! but the mondstadt ones? Who cares #oh wow 2 seconds of jean lisa and albedo standing in a room. klee cameo. kaeya does So much for mondstadt we're Told #i would love to be Shown #remind me later to go on a whole tangent about how kaeya & collei's relationship Also got fucked over because holy shit #kaeya was going to Kill Her because he saw her as either a liar or a threat to mondstadt or Something #and then in the event i dont care enough about to remember the name of they have one interaction and its boring #seashell resonance #None of this is cohesive enough to be worth anything but i think about kaeya sometimes and remember that i'm also insane about him

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carsonian · 3 months

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sorry i haven't posted any fic in the past few days i got distracted reading my own fics goddamn

#m #one thing about having written so much last year is that i reread some of this shit and i genuinely dont remember writing parts of it so it #like wow who is this what is this i didnt know i knew that word ahh oops spelling error ok cool ah another typo shit

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agendratum · 8 months

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i keep being like "can't believe these people are friends they don't even like each other" but like i have to admit it makes all the sense

1. rich kids of politicians/influential people, "the golden youth", from what i know usually sticks together basically because they're growing up in the same circle anyway, they know all the same people, go to all the same places, all know each other etc

2. queer people tend to flock as well (at least it seems to be a widely agreed upon fact? i mean from personal experience, my queer friends group aside, in uni we were friends with the only other queer guy there even before i started to like him, at work i also found most of the queer people and stuck with them, even tho, again, some of them were not that likeable to me, but that's just personal experience) it's like, if you're queer, sticking with queer people you don't like that much is still better than sticking with cishet people you don't like that much, if this is making sense

3. they're in the same university, they have the same classes

combining the first two factors with the third one, they just have to stick together, because they don't necessarily have anyone else to stick to and they need somebody, at least until they graduate. it doesn't matter that your friends are shitty assholes who aren't even really your friends, cause at least you have somebody by your side and you know exactly who that is

#remember? too much coffee #now I'm just thinking about that guy from my uni #i started liking him eventually dont think that i was friends with someone i despised #yet he still annoyed me a lot sometimes but like #at least together with him we didn't have to be worried about being out and also in our little toxic group of friends #(there was another girl cishet but chill)#we could joke about gay sex all we wanted #and then he was from relatively wealthy family #(at least compared to me and that girl)#and in uni continued to be friends with another girl #cause they were classmates before that #and with her boyfriend as well #and from what i know I'm assuming both the girl and the bf were also relatively rich #so the three of them kept being friends even tho they both treated our guy like shit and the bf also treated that girl like shit #but they stuck together for some fucking reason #so you know #I don't think i should be surprised about the of friend group #wow no more coffee for me #watching ofts

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widevibratobitch · 8 months

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i hate them with a passion

#this may turn into one of my long ass posts with hundreds of screenshots of quotes from the books #but i dont have the energy for that just now #anyway. this moment makes me wanna throw shit at the walls. their relationship is my favourite thing from the very beginning #but dumas went really went out of his way to make it even more insane in the last book #and dont hit me with a 'aww they have such a big/little brother energy its so cute uwu' please im begging you stop saying that #nothing irks me more than hearing their relationship described as something that innocent. its so much more complex and intense come on #there is pure visceral hate there. jealousy. bile. cruelty. some fucked up form of codependency even? maybe? from d'artagnan's side?#there's nothing more horrible and cruel than the fact that THEY are the only two left alive in the end (not for long but yknow)#they would NEVER be friends if not for athos (and they would never hate each other so much if not for him too)#they hate each other so so much. but remember that d'artagnan starts out being absolutely bedazzled by aramis and looking up to him #his first impression of aramis is just. hearteyes and 'wow i wish that were me'. he doesnt do that even with athos at first.#he grows to adore athos yes but upon first meeting him he doesnt think much of him. unlike with aramis.#and then it changes instantly. does a 180° flip when aramis is a bitch to him.#and it stays that way for the entirety of the trilogy. until this moment. this one short moment when d'artagnan #who. mind you. is not innocent himself and was also manipulating the hell out of porthos and talking shit about aramis behind his back.#but he makes that step. he reaches out. 'i fucking hate you let me help you you dumb evil cunt' and aramis says 'no <3'#you know i have this thing where i am OBSESSED with finding the one moment where a character condemns themselves for good.#the one moment when they figuratively sign the contract for their perdition. that up to that moment they could still be saved somehow.#for rodrigo it is when he tries to kill eboli (in the play). for don giovanni it is when he refuses elvira's plea to change #(NOT when he accepts il commendatore's invite mind you)#and i feel like THIS is that moment for aramis.#the fact that it comes from d'artagnan is so just so fucking agsjssgsgsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of course he says no.#there is no version of this where he lets himself be helped. he has to say no he will always say no.#but boy oh boy is this making me bang my head against the wall.#the three musketeers #les trois mousquetaires #vicomte de bragelonne #alexandre dumas

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13eyond13 · 1 month

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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious #that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much #i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like #such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him #frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again #dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest #the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary #and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit #i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline #which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all #but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored #i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already #so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight #into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them #also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw #but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just #let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too #often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time #i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me #maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a #'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe #it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun #p

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minabombs · 1 year

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No offense but the aphmau fandom needs to be more silly goofy and fun. I can't believe that there could be discourse about a SHITTY MINECRAFT ROLEPLAY I just can't

#pointing out the obvious flaws with the series and jesson is one thing thats cool #im talking about DRAMA. OVER A MCRP OF ALL THINGS #like please dont take this shit too seriously youll look back at yourself in the future and think wow i could be doing better things with #my life but instead i argued over aphmau. wasted time #idk i was just remembering my old cringe 2020 aphmau phase and how fucking insufferable i and everyone else was #like the ein thing. is ein a piece of shit? undoubtedly. am i gonna waste my time and energy arguing with a 12 year old ein stan? NO #at the end of the day these are all pixels so lets not bring the end of the world over them

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garkium · 7 months

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watching us for the first time and MAN i wish i hadnt been spoiled for this movie. being 15 minutes in and knowing what happens doesn't ruin it because jordan peele is a talented dude and it's a good movie but it does dull the experience a bit and that is rather unfortunate

#garkspeak #remember reading a post about it going huh?? what is this about?? sounds cool and then realizing it was this movie and going. shit. well #im on a horror movie kick rn i dont watch tv a lot but i love horror movies #ones id recommend so far are his house and i see you. his house is just. wow. deeply saddening but incredible movie #i see you turns the home invasion trope on its head and is like. genuinely fucking gripping #had me on the edge of my seat the whole time

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serkonans · 1 year

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I'm going to kill someone. someone working at microsoft

#oisín.txt #oisín.n #i couldn't remember if i had a 7:30 am meeting this week or next so i got up early #and i didnt have it this week so i thought wow i should sync my work account to my phone #and because its a work account i have to use microsoft authenticator #and microsoft authenticator requires me to verify its me with. a code from microsoft authenticator. which is. impossible.#so i tried troubleshooting and none of the forum suggestions were helpful bc well its a microsoft forum #and ofc all the volunteers were like Ummmm this is extremely rare and its Your fault actually bc weve Never seen this #meanwhile the entire search home page is the same question with zero answers #anyway so they suggest logging a ticket w microsoft #so i start to do that and microsoft sends me to an article about how to use the authenticator that assumes ive successfully logged into it #so i say no this is not helpful take me to a person #and guess what they say #you dont have access clearance to speak to a person #contact your admin (no idea who that would be. if anyone) or log in using MICROSOFT AUTHENTICATOR #i think bill gates should be waterboarded and shit on.#its EIGHT AM

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munamania · 1 year

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anyway. i am going to be SO incredibly livid and angry and throwing an absolute tantrum on thursday if i dont get good feedback on my script.

#and by good i mean anything actually helpful not just 'omg wow this is amazing' tho ofc that's acceptable too #like a month back now u. might remember that the day i was supposed to get feedback on my outline i literally ended up #holding back tears in class bc it was so. just. pointless and rude and genuinely not helpful #and last week everyone was soooo boring about the scripts that were due like no one was giving helpful critiques or anything #it was all just sooo insufferable u people are not being constructive about like actually helping someone develop their story or whatever #ur just being stupid. and by that i mean it. like they didnt even try to just understand the humor or worldbuilding of this one kid's scrip #t it pissed me off.#and i actually had fun with my script finally it's a first draft so u know it's gonna have its weak spots but eye had fun hanging out #w my girls <3 so. if people could attempt to be helpful this time around that'd be awesome.#like last time a few people made snide comments like 'um about this - well i can't even remember this one's name' hey girl. you could #probably look at the very contained outline i wrote that's right in front of your face instead of saying annoying shit like that to the #writer's face!#the vibes have just been off. that class was so fun for a while and lately it's been such a bitch fest.#they were so mean about mine and my friend's i think people r jealous that that's our bestie prof's class but like. he doesnt treat us any #kind of way you know. and he's supportive of everyone like u dont have to make this weird #sorryyyyy for complaining about what i THINK is wrong with everyone but like! idek how to deal with their passive aggressive shit anymore #they're mean to each other too sometimes #just gonna go crazy with it on thursday #abby talks

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hitmonrocklee · 1 year

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scrolling through crunchyroll and being reminded of all the shitty anime i watched when i was 13

#i. some of these i completely forgot #baka and test????#i used to check out the school rumble manga from the library #and lovely complex #dont remember those two but have nothing against them #heaven's lost property i have something against #i looked up k-on and all the posts about it are tagged with 'weaboo anime aesthetic'#does nobody watch it anymore its just aesthetic. it was cute #i watched kiss him not me recently on a recommendation. i do not recommend it #fucking. oreimo #dmmd holy shit #wow. damn

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yrbutchgf · 1 year

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people really like me at work because im quick, thorough, and pretty upbeat even though i have to put up with a lot of shit. what they don't know is that 60% of my day is spent just going [kasey will remember that] to myself

#text #occasionally i do snap. i put up with a lot of shit as i said. but most people think of me as pretty laidback lol #also the thing is i dont rly hold grudges bc work doesn't matter (UNLESS YOU ARE A SUPREME DICK TO ME. KILL) but i do think that at all #times. at. All times.#tonight my closing cashier told me he'd grab a manager to help me close bc it was so rough solo (he clearly felt bad) and he came back and #said the manager told him he'd come back and help once he got the cashier his stuff for the night. and i was like wow great! that helps #so much. and then forty minutes passed and the manager in question never turned up lol... LOFL!!!!!!!!#so that one im actually going to Remember because what the fuck man. why would you lie to me about that. if you're not gonna help just say #that. but when he didn't show after saying that i literally lost it in the fucking walk-in. im always getting fucked over at work man

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kelprot-old · 2 years

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i love social media andhow people billions of lightyears away from us in terms of class and wealth and just.so many things are considered The Same and also easily accessible like Surely that’s not something that could cause problems. surely giving these previously untouchable celebrities the exact same. Everything. as everyone else on social media isnt going to lead to issues.

#this is less about how easy it is to get into beef with billionaires on twitter and moreso like.#scrolling thru instagram. wow my friend is at a cafe. wow this celebrity just had a child. heres photos of them. wow my friend is at ALDI #something about removing any aspects of wealth or reputation from the mix and putting people on exactly the same level of importance #''importance'' from the perspective of an algorithm at least. its. i dont know how to explain it #but i feel like people just. ignore how potentially Fucky it is that we see people leading these extravagant lives and then. they're. idk #look in the past we could only view celebrities n stuff thru the tv. or newspaper. there wasnt....anything like today #i just think. there are consequences to this (and other similar things) that people just. dont seem to acknowledge #i really wish i knew how to explain it #smthing smthing seeing a celebrity with 200 layers of makeup on with 500000 likes and then a your selfie with. 5 likes #LIKE. theres. a reason things like this happen. theres a reason they're On these platforms. i dont know. i dont know #im too tired and also can't remember half of the shit i learnt about all ofit. whatever

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intergalacticaquarium · 2 years

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Just outlined the next chapter and got some of it written and have I mentioned before that my core competency as a writer is writing angsty arguments that drive forward character devopment bc it is and I have

#and it is. good.#99% of the time i do it bc im actually arguing in spirit w fanon #bc it kinda annoys me when i see a fic w the cheerleader main and eddie is like babe u dont have to tell anybody bc i know u worked so hard #2 be popular ur too good for ke and then like ghosts her its infuriating #eddies childish but i dont think he would just completely ignore somebody or assume that they had a huge fight #based on something insignificant and i dont really think hed have the patience for somebody like that either. nor should anyone #also wow lost my original point about the cheerleader i do not buy that hed be cool w keeping ur legit official relationship a secret bc he #doesnt want to put your fucking popularity at risk #he might keep it a secret to stop u from being bullied but not bc youd stop being popular he would have 0 respect for that #also when hes like ur the only person that doesnt think im a freak #WRONG #do u not remember jonathans talk with will in season 2 where he says so what ur a freak im a freak id rather be friends with a freak than #a normie #eddie only says freak in a bad way when he says hunt the freak right bc now its bad and they turned on him for being a freak #not that hes a freak because everybody hates him #ppl dont stand on tables and say pretentious shit like that if they dont absolutely relish #in people insulting them by saying something true about them and then feeling cocky about it #old subcultures used to just be about lettin ur freak flag fly bc you didnt want to fit in i do not accept an eddie that is not #absolutely deliberately where he is on the social ladder he knows what hes doing hes enjoying every second of it #until everybody gets fed up and tries to fucking kill him for it #wow ok that was a rant #when ppl say that ppl write fanfiction bc something in canon is lacking theyre wrong its bc fanon interpretations are lacking #boy got woobified within 24 hours of s4 dropping i just need to be on the defense #and be out here screaming that hes a wild little freak boy that is probably very unsettling at times and needs to be transported #in a cat carrier #and hes doing it on purpose #all of this is said with all the love in my heart btw

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optimisticrunawaygalaxy · 2 years

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DAMN I HAVE SKIPPED THE GOBLIN PETER FIGHT SCENE ALMOST EVERY SINGLE TIME (After watching the movie for the first time) SO I REALY REALY AM NOT USED TO IT AND

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#Like i know the movie so well I can speak along to 70% of the dialouge etc etc #but I always ALWAYS skipped once otto leaves the appartment #I honestly dont remember why. probably because the first few times of rewatching it I didnt feel comfortable rewatching that scene #and-#like WOW #This is like watching the movie for the first time again holy SHIT #I also didnt know peter got shot?? Like actual bullet hitting him??#OMFG THE EXTRA FUN STUFF VERSION IS GOING TO TEAR ME APPART I DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT

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perspectiveofaclosetedgal · 2 years

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Johnny Depps lawyer is a cutie 👀 🔥

But I must say

Don't hate me here...

I'm still pro Amber this trial too spicy doe I love drama might be why I'm pro amber or maybe im biased towards woman or that she has a solid case against him

But God that lawyer objecting all the time such a QT😍

#dont hate me #i love pirates of fhe caribean too #brah i remember seeimg amber in 5 days to kill and wow i followed on insta even she hot af #then she hardly starred in movies now i hear johnny never liked her working #she was so beautiful she was about to make it i would have watched every movie with her😍#she may have fucked his career but he fucked hers too #and why these 40 something men finding a 23 year old girl suss red flag numero uno #she should have stayed with dating woman #big joke dont hate me #the trial is on pause so im here #we all get to have an opinion yes i have been tuned once on this app for being pro her no need to tune again #i fight with my friends about it you dont gotta take the initiative #im being very deffensive the main point is his lawyer is a hottie #wlw in my case includes me loving amber and this lawyer #appreciation post #i wana hear her chat about shitting the bed lets see the other aide of it

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 3 months

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5am and I'm feeling gay and yearning

#does not help that i just finished a cute romance #and im single for the first time in years and years #this is gonns be ny first single valentines fay in fucking five years #wow that's wild. remembering all the people i spent valentines day with #shit. six years. i forgot someone. my first lonely valentines day in six years #this is also the longest ive been single since i started dating #the longest before now was like three months. im now hitting six months #thats wild to think about. ive been almost constantly in a relationship since i had my first bf #and the last three years were with the same person #idk why thats all hitting me now #i have a crush on someone but idk if its because i truly like her #or because im lonely and not used to being alone for this long. yknow? or maybe ive just been reading toi many romances lately #but christ. hitting myself with those stats. i started dating in 2018 #i started dating him in may and we broke up in june. then november 2018 i dated a guy for 8 months. i still miss him but just as a friend #we broke up in july. then i had a weird fwb thing starting in like september or october whoch lasted for a month or so #a few months maybe. idk its hard to define that shit. then in january i had a bf for like two months #and about a month after we broke up i got a gf and we dated for three years. and we just recently broke up #its weird beig single. it's hard. i dont care for it #but i refuse to get into another relationship. or try to. until i know whether i actually like her or im just lonely #hrm this post turned kinda sad. anyway irs 5am and i have a long day ahead of me. i should go to bed

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