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In The End, You Choose What You Choose.

For thee magnificent Writingdoll, because I love your work so damn much and you’re awesome!

Love- anon

:sometime in 844, four months after your departure:

How long has it been?

Since you’ve last saw him that is?

Perhaps longer than you cared to admit.

The sounds of rolling wooden wheels crunching over dirt and rock filled your hearing. Head swaying side to side as the modestly sized cart moved at a leisurely pace to whatever destination it was deemed to go.

You didn’t care anymore.. where you ended up. Not when everyone you knew were gone. People from your past were either dead or in the wind. Either way. You had better sense than to hold on for the hope of any good news.

Except.. that ‘man’ never was truly gone from your life. He was always writing. Always trying to find out where you’ve disappeared to. The stack of tied up letters in your brown duster coat pocket was testament to that fact.

For reasons that only yourself knew- you didn’t want to reach out. Why bother?

Why bother even thinking about him anymore?

That man.. ‘Levi Ackerman’.

•

Black hair and disgruntled charcoal eyes filled your vision as a male’s form flew by in quick steps. Movement so swift that it nearly went unnoticed, minus your long duster letting out a soft whoosh. ‘He’ was beside you. Standing closely to you in this boisterously loud and crowded bar. A delicate touch turned into a heavy hand, burning with warmth through your white button down shirt, gliding across the small of your lower back then to your buttocks. Strong fingers spread to squeeze over the leather covered ass cheek the stranger was currently touching. You eeked out in surprise, not sure who grabbed you until ‘his’ icy grey hues were leveled with your own inquistive orbs. This guy was eye level. Nearly the same height as you.

Gasping, you could only give him a confounded expression. “Did you just-“

“What if I did?” At that the man’s hand squeezed your ass again with a challenging sparkle in his stoic gaze.

There was something about him that had your heart racing. Something familiar. It was on the tip of your tongue.

Sweat pricked at the back of your neck, sending a slew of tingles between your thighs and into your fluttering belly. It’s been some time since someone had shown an interest in you. Even if he was going about it in a strange way. Considering most of all that you were best known as a ‘bloodthirsty’ mercenary.

This guy looked too finely dressed and well together to be speaking with the likes of you. What was he even doing in this bar?

Never mind that. Did no one see this man approach you? At this thought, you ignored the still hand on your ass to look around the bar. Of fucking course. All the inhabitants were distracted with their own bullshit- per usual.

Clearing your throat, brows moved into a wave as you gave the stranger a deeper look of confusion. Grey hues lifted with a placid mask, lips set into a straight line. You thought about how he could have snuck up on you. The drink you had earlier wasn’t enough to mess with your head, but it was enough to give your cheeks a healthy amount of heat. His subtly squeezes to your buttocks wasn’t helping with your blush none.

He managed to sneak up on you and hide the fact he’s touching you by hiding his arm behind your long brown duster. It was fucking exhilarating. If you weren’t annoyed that he did all of this under your nose. No sounds of warning whatsoever.

Who was this bold shorty? Granted he may be around your height, he was still shorter than most men you set your eyes on.

“Uhm.” Uncertainty flitted over your scrunched features, annoyance widening your lips with a sour smile. Your fingers found their way to your hip, tickling the ivory handle on the gun you often carried around. “I’d say if you want to keep those hands you’ll keep em’ to yourself, babe.” Tilting the gun so the lights in the bar gleaned the silver off of the metal barrel and reflected back his eyes; showing the lecherous fool what you were packing.

He chuckled as he placed his hands on his hips in a lazy stance. “Cute.” A smirk grew over his lips as the single word left him.

“Cute?” You echoed back, teeth showing as your mouth stretched into a disapproving frown. “Do you know who’s ass you just grabbed? Because if you did, then you’d know there’s just a grave waiting for you at the end of this conversation.”

Another chuckle, this one lower than you expected, playful with a twisted cadence.

“I couldn’t say that me knowing would have made a difference.”

Gritting your teeth, the scowl on your face had turned into an insidious grin. The man tilted his head, dark hair crossed his forehead, he looked further into your eyes with the deepest gun metal grey hues you’ve ever seen. Sharp and dangerous.

“Such a look on your face. It’s unbecoming for a woman as beautiful as you..” The man’s tone grew huskier the lower his voice had gotten. Grey eyes not once looking away from the orbs in your skull. Staring right back without an ounce of fear, you then gave him a pointed look with an analytical once over. Really taking in his image.

Black hair that tickled his brows while he looked down at you with pristine, almost silver hues, a derisive smirk tugging into the side of his face that was burning your already overheating cheeks. Dark suit that hugged his form nicely, white collar adorned with a silk cravat, trimmed with exquisite lace. This man looked angry about something. Underneath it all. He wasn’t laughing.

“Piss off.” The stranger remained unfazed as he stared back at you. Face an unreadable mask.

‘Fuck ‘em.’ Rolling your eyes at the thought you careened to the side, far from his reach in the smallest chance that he would grab you again.

As you went to leave- not sensing him follow- you decided on going to the barkeep. One more drink, then back ‘home’. Where was the harm? Your people were long gone after being paid, it wasn’t like they owed you any loyalty to start with.

Taking a seat on one of the wooden stools, you let your head hang over your fizzing beer. Tip of your nose gaining a shine from the foamy bursts. After the first drink you looked around the bar. Not seeing the stranger gave you a small bite of disappointment.

Everyone that knew about you, would never dare approach with anything but fear or respect. That handsome fellow did neither of those things. You grabbed tour drink, glass rimmed against your lips and down went the amber liquid.

It was exciting as much as it shocked you that he grabbed your ass so openly in the bar. Strong hands for a small man. But that anger.. it was like a firestorm raged within him. Only stopping because of his icy exterior.

Another drink. Another weak scoping of your surroundings. Chugging the pint with a refreshed sigh you then wiped your mouth on your dirtiest sleeve and paid the kindly barkeep.

“Later.” You said to no one in particular as you left the swinging front doors of the bar. Emotions buzzing with the souls from the past.

Tears formed in your eyes as you stretched your arms up high. Yawning with a wide open mouth, you let out a soft steamy breath on this cold night. Admiring the moon in the midnight blue sky. Twinkling lights shot a lone star across the sky. Closing your eyes, you momentarily made a silent wish. For something that you’d never expect to go the way it had. Leaving you open- not ready for what was about to happen next.

“Hello.” A hand reached out from an alley, wrapping over your mouth with some of those familiar strong fingers.

In a swift motion you felt your back hitting the wall so harshly that the breath left your body, the booze you drank swashed around in your stomach. Empty of real food, giving it terrible quakes.

Who the- what the- you stammered internally at the sudden disruption.

A husky voice filled your ears. “You never told me your name.” Charcoal eyes were glued to your own orbs. Waiting for you to speak through the cracks he left between his fingers. Just enough to breath and speak. All the while his right hand held your gun in place with your hand already reaching for the hunk of metal. Bastard was fast. Faster than anyone you had dealt with before.

Blinking back the shock of being pulled into an alley, you wanted to laugh at the absurdity of it all. It was the shorty from earlier. You were both at the same eye level, yet somehow he seemed larger right now.

Brows knotted as you verbally lashed at him, you let your body relax just enough in his hold to show you weren’t intimidated. “My name? Isn’t it rude to ask a lady her name before giving your own?” Your lips tingled as they rubbed over the flesh that covered your mouth. You had to remain in check. Control yourself dammit.

“Yes.. if you were one of the pompous social elite living behind wall Maria, knowing of refined living. Yet I sense that you are not a part of such things. Now then, I do believe you were going to tell me your name.” Was he scolding you? His voice was so.. so.. mad? How could he hate you right off the bat? No. That wasn’t it. Maybe you killed someone he knew?

“Oh?” A blush streaked hot across your cheeks whilst the man pressed his body more into your’s to stop you from going anywhere. Sinew like muscles were hiding under that ridiculous black suit. Fuck.. the heat radiating off of him was making it hard not to press your own form into his. Forcing out a smile, you said your name with an angry snip to his fingers. Tongue tempted to lick over his long digits in the process.

“Hmph.” The man avoided your teeth with a push to your head- which was now painfully pressing back against the wall. His fingers splayed over your jaw and neck, goosebumps chasing his touch. Smooth pad of his thumb currently dancing over your trachea. “Levi.” Amusement swirled in his charcoal hues that seemed to go on and.. forever. “Nice to finally meet your acquaintance.” His smile wasn’t warm or playful like it was in the bar. It was filled with a wolfish hunger.

How interesting.. to anyone else, they would look like lovers, hiding away for a momentary second of affection. In reality. You had no fucking clue what he was doing.

“You have heard of me then?” A cocky smile grew over your lips, the drinks from earlier giving you a small hiccup at the ending of your sentence.

“In passing. Although I know of your face from elsewhere.. printed wanted posters all over the bulletin boards in the MP’s barracks. The pictures don’t do you justice. Yet, they never do.” Levi’s mask wasn’t waning or breaking in the slightest. Was he being honest? If so then..

“You.. are you-“ you felt, for the first time. A smidgen of fear since you were a child. Living deep in the underground city. Running for your life. Killing those that needed to die. Could this bastard be seeking revenge? Lulling you into a false sense of security?

“No. I am not Military Police.” Levi curtly sighed after he spoke. As if he was annoyed for having to explain himself.

You were about to start laughing until he mentioned that he was a scout.. captain. That’s why he was familiar. This man known as Levi- was in the crowd that day. Scouts coming back from beyond the wall.

That was the last you saw of your cousin. The last family member you had left didn’t return that day. Now, there was no one to stop you from running with cutthroat gangs. Eventually you gained enough reputation to run on your own. Funny how seeing this man brought back such bitter tasting memories by just his presence alone.

Silence passed by the two in the alley. Leaving them to their own thoughts and considerations. A breeze picked up, scattering leaves across the road not far off. Air smelling like the comings of rain. Chatter rose and fell as people passed the narrow passage way between the two buildings you were hiding in.

Spoken clearly with a straight face. “What do you want from me?” Your voice unwavering, internally you had collected some strength from the obvious. A leverage gained when you tilted your hips into his when trying to wiggle away. It seemed Levi didn’t just want to talk. “Or, better yet. How desperate are you to be taking it from me?” Licking your lips, his stoic grey eyes drifted down to glance at the tip of your pink tongue before lifting back to your fuming gaze.

“I’m not sure I’d call it desperate..” low tone once again. Hungry. Wanting. Dark brows furrowed and knitted together over his straight nose.

“What would you call this then?” You ground your pelvic bone against the hard member hiding in his black slacks. Face as placid as his. Your hand squeezed the one that still covered your pistol. Hoping his grip would loosen- sadly this had his fingers tightening around your weapon instead.

“A..” Levi paused as he withheld a groan. “An inconvenience.” Charcoal hues dragged away from your eyes. Light pink blush staining his cheeks, neck and ears.

Oh, my God.. he’s so.. NO! No. Don’t- oh he is so damn adorable!! Anger bubbled in your heart, you didn’t want to be distracted by lust. You had to find out why a Scout Captain was coming at you.

“Fuck you.” You felt your face burn at his image, core throbbing mercilessly, thoughts of his soft but strong hands moving south from your neck had infiltrated your mind. What.. could it be the drink? The touch starved feeling that had grown from years of unbidden abstinence?!

“Hmm…” Levi hummed nearing a growl. This bastard was becoming your undoing.

Sharply inhaling you spoke. “What do you want from me, Levi?” You breath out your words with a tired and done expression. Eyes widened when he shivered upon hearing you say his name. What. The fuck? Your core shook with the body tremor sent through the man and then into you. Desire grew with every pulse of your heart and every empty clench of your womanhood. It wanted this man’s hand upon it’s netherlips. No, his cock inside-

No! Hold it in. Keep it together!

Cold grey hues burned holes into your skull. “Your time. Just, your time.” Those eyes were fixated on you lips. Ripping away once hearing your words and back to your eyes again. The way you shifted your breast over his chest in the hopes of feeling this man, had his body reposition so you felt less of him. Bastard.

Within a second you acted on drunken anger, or perhaps more from how he was making you feel. Who the hell did he think he was? “I’m not a whore.” You spat at his face, making sure to land a nice and juicy hit on his cheek.

Levi winced whilst hissing through his teeth, his right hand wiped away the body fluid with the dorsal of his hand. Flicking it to the ground before pressing his open palm roughly against your belly. Relieving you of any composure you had for that moment. An airy whine left your throat with a whimper to follow. Anger ticking his arched brows low over his nearly glowing silver hues had the sound stifle in your chest.

“Do that again and I’ll-“ his reprimand was cut short.

When you began chuckling, it had stopped his speech, your head reared back with a heinous cackle. “Listen shit head, I don’t have to take this from you. Scout Captain or not.” You matched that hidden fury. Albeit you couldn’t get over the not so hidden throbbing manhood in his slacks. And the wonderings of why and how he was able to ignore it. There was no way it was fake.

“I just wanted to talk.” He simply stated as if it was so clearly obvious. Like he didn’t have a ready partner, all hot and raring to go.

“Just talk? You grabbed my ass, and what do you call the blunt object in your pants?” Your pelvis pressed hard against his, not missing the pained twitch in his brows, the quirk to the corner of his left eye. Tingles spread up and in between your thighs with more lighting than before, shooting high into your spine as he groaned out a puff of air at the action. Were you getting off on this?

“You’re.. right.. I’m sorry.” Levi exhaled out an apology, disdain crossing his features and he began to pull back, your right leg shot up to wrap around his waist with more speed than you gave yourself credit for. Eyes widened with surprise before hooding, gleaning a mischievous glint in his eye.

Yes. Yes you were getting off on this. Like hell you were letting this go. Even if he finally started to release the weapon on your hip.

Your voice grew lustrous as you leaned your face closer to his now perspiring one. “Levi..” you exhaled his name with a rut from your hips. “Did you ‘only’ want to talk? Or was that really some shit made plan to get my attention? Backfired a bit, didn’t it?” Lips curled into a devious grin at the deep blush over his pale features. He swallowed hard, adams apple bobbing, features and body relaxing with even breaths.

Levi’s charcoal hues twinkled, thin smile stretching his lips. “I see.” Tone gravely and low. You wanted to know what he meant, you wanted to know why he choose to bother you, of all people.

“Hm? See what?” Lilt giggles tickled your throat, your lips grazed in an agonizingly slow motion over his unmoving ones. Levi’s face moved inches away, frigid and calculating mask grew over his face during the action.

“You.” Levi stared at you. Unblinkingly awaiting for your response.

“Hahaha, and what is that supposed to mean?”

“You don’t have any regard for yourself.. letting a man that groped you out and in the open this close, yet again? It’s not safe.. do you let this happen often?” A thin arched brow raised up high over one eye.

“I can handle being grabbed by the wandering idiot now and then. What I can’t stand.” Pushing up with your hips, you let the heat that grew between your legs be known over his manhood. And fucking hell did it feel like magic in your leathers. “Is being led on.” You salaciously wiggled your brows at the now fuming Scout Captain.

This seemed to make the man’s blush deepen considerably deeper than before.

Now. That was ‘cute’.

Rubbing your thigh up higher you used the movement to pull his form more flush against your’s with the back of your calf. Ignoring how your back was hurting as it was now pushing your spine against the wall. You chanced a grab of his hair. And to your amazement, it was softer than silk. So smooth that you nearly lost your grip at the back of his head.

His face tightened skyward, mouth hanging open to let out that delightful sound. “Ahhhh!” Levi released a loud whimper that lowered into a hateful groan. You nervously let go without thinking, swift and rough hands quickly grabbed your wrists. Hoisting them high above your head and onto the wall with a loud slam. Your arms felt weak as painful electricity shot through your nerves. Charcoal hues dilated with aggravation, deep consideration on what to do with you.

It was as if the short male was ashamed for sounding so weak in front of you. Hips slammed into yours, dominating your form with his cock twitching against your pelvic bone. Hot breath cascading over your chin and neck, his body unleashed another powerful rut against you. Shaking your form with needles of pleasure. If only he was in you and-

This made you let out your own loud wonton whine. Jaw loose and hanging open, eyes hooded with a small gurgle as salvia gathered in your mouth. Imagining the hidden manhood nestled deep inside of you. A moan broke from you as the man nuzzled his cheek up beside your sensitive neck and ear. Body trembling, feeling more than it has in a long time.

Levi breathed in your scent before speaking, his breathing gave you goosebumps. “I warned you not to do anything. Why not just listen to me? I only want to talk.” Like hell he did. You thought this as his voice ebbed in and out, drunken haze giving you terrible ideas. “There was no other way to gain your attention without drawing any other’s into the fold.” Levi’s voice dipped with frustration.

“Ha!!” You laughed once, anger ticked and knotted your brows over your nose. “Talk? This isn’t talking, ‘babe’. This is foreplay.” More laughter erupted from you as a steamy breath, vibrating your chest, jubilant stars tickling your senses.

“Don’t.” A hand squeezed tightly around both of your own, you grit your teeth at the sudden tight hold, he was freeing the other hand to grip your chin, neck and jaw. “Ever call me that. It’s Levi or Captain Levi, to you.” His breath was gathering moisture against your ear, the feeling of your juices seeping into your panties had you trying to fight back the lust. How was he getting you to react so much?!

Freezing in place you could only stare at him. Wondering what this crazy person wanted from you if not sex. To go through such extents just to talk?!.. what could it be?

“What.. what do you want from me, Levi?” Eyes were drawn to your mouth as you spoke his name. The lick to your lips had his eyes dilating from big to small. Focusing on anything other than fucking this man was becoming very difficult.

“As I said. Just your time. Your skills have not gone unnoticed.” There was a flash of an unknown emotion in his eyes. It worried you as much as it enticed you.

“Oh. So that’s it? You just want me to kill for you? Why didn’t you say that in the first place?” Weakly laughing at the thought, you felt the dreary sense of fear seep into you at his next words.

“Because you’re being watched by the Military Police.” There. His face looked dreadful, dark lines formed under his charcoal hues, mouth a downward slant. It was almost as if-

“What? Wait.. You can’t wave your hand and tell them you just wanna hire a merc like me?” A crooked smile sprouted out of nerves.

“Hm.” Levi’s expression was subtly twitching at the corners of his lips and cheeks, the small beads of sweat on his temples and forehead had grown and started to drip down his blushing cheeks. It was far too cold to be sweating like that..

Your mind was melting, the feel of his heartbeat was felt in the member pressed against you. Still, you knew better than to keep trying. Maybe this guy got himself hard for the act? Fucking. Weird.

Sighing you started talking with a merchant’s glibness. Like hell you were getting ripped off. “I’m also letting you know I don’t work for cheap. Especially after this sordid display to recruit me. It’s going to cost you extr-” When you went to remove the leg that wrapped around you two, his hand shot down to hold it up indefinably. Fingers dug where your thigh met your ass, his forearm twitched as he used it to help keep you better supported. The grip over your wrists tightening so much that it felt as if they were going to snap. Nervous surprise lightened your expression.

“Do you make a habit out of fucking any man that comes onto you?” Levi’s eyes darkened, swirls of grey turning black.

“Excuse me?” You tilted your face down, eyes narrowing at the question.

“You heard me. I won’t repeat myself.”

“I don’t see how that holds any relevance for what you’re hiring me for.”

Levi gave you a hard pointed stare, lips starting to thread into nothing. He wasn’t going to let this go, and he really wasn’t going to ask again.

“No.” Scowling at the way he sighed, releasing you all in the same fluid motion, manhood grazing over your pelvis with the daintiest touch before separating. You couldn’t tell if it was purposeful or not.

“We should find a more suitable place to discuss your contract.” The dark haired man spoke, back turning to you, no doubt ready to depart.

“Contract?”

“Enough with the questions. Just follow me. You’ll be bunking with my team until further notice.”

“I- wait! Hold on just a second!!” You shouted whilst chasing after the bastard that was pulling you into something much larger than you ever expected.

•

Nearly three months went by after your first encounter.

And such an encounter it was.

Sex. Godly, delicious carnal loving sex. Levi had shown you things that you’ve never been able to let go. One of those things was how he was able to make you blush with a breathy whisper of your name alone. With how the need for you had melted his glacier hues when he watched you work or relax, not knowing you were always aware. Or perhaps he was.

The devil of a man.

He took you when he wanted, where he wanted. The same went for you- Levi wasn’t alone in this, you wanted him just as much. No- you ‘needed’ him.

Slippery lips pressed so tightly against your ear that you nearly whined from the way he moaned while your ass ground hard back against his aching cock. Challenging his constitution.

They were surrounded after-all. Around too many ears or eyes. Always have.

It should have been shameful, something to avoid. Except Levi wouldn’t let you go. He continued his lustful ministrations even as you wiggled against his muscled body. People walked by as you two were entangling in a shady corner. A hold that was near impossible to break or ignore. The rare kiss was given to you. Mouth against mouth, tongues battling for dominance. It truly was a sight to see. If there was any sober souls in the small inn that night. They didn’t make themselves known as the two ravaged each other like it was the end of the world.

And perhaps it was.

Time moved on, parting the lovers nearly indefinitely. You didn’t waste time saying goodbye to anyone- the only notion or reminder that you were ever around was the feelings that remained in the man.

There was no reason to write to him, albeit he held no restraint to send you five letters over the time that you were gone. Always carried close with you; unread of course.

You’ve traveled far and so had he.

Somewhere in the middle of that- you found him again. Or should you say.. that Levi had found you. Funny how it’s been less than a year, it felt like it’s been so much longer.

Those seldom glances were now on your form again, lingering on your mouth and buttocks. Whereas your’s were often glued to his entire form. Enjoying how the belts over his thighs held his muscles, slightly bulging over the black leather. You couldn’t help as you fell back into the fray.

•

It was the year 845 when you both met the second time and final time as you hadn’t parted after Levi made it clear that you weren’t going anywhere else.. So much carnage, hell and disaster had been widespread enough that you took up arms again. This time with blades and ODM gear. A bitch to learn and train with.. very worth it in the end.

Levi didn’t say it openly- his plans were that he intended to keep you beside him- a part of his squad. Knowing you would be safer with him by your side. Rather than be back in the crimson painted streets.

This led you to his way of life as a Scout. For real this time. You didn’t badger off like last time when you got bored of the military procedures and Levi’s constant bossing of you around. This time you stayed for years to come.

During your time around the scouts, you had to deal with a few uncanny characters. One of the most headache inducing pain in the asses was; Eren Jaeger. Little whelp had shown he was too wild for you to personally be around. Fights often broke out between you two, all ending him face down and ass up. It wasn’t the kid that bothered you, it was the facts that were surfacing. All of this titan and people being the same nonsense had your head spinning. It was crazy.. if you didn’t see the kid turn into a titan.. you’d of said they were all high.

Levi was dragging you into a new and unbidden chaos that you could have lived without ever knowing it existed. Fuck all.

Time left it’s mark. Screaming clawed it’s way into your very being. Blood. Death. Monsters aplenty. Life was taking a toll. People were falling.. Humanity seemed to be lost.

In the same year of your return. Hell broke loose. Things weren’t like they used to be since wall Rose fell.

Levi couldn’t help but inform you whenever something new came up. Although, when you asked him how he felt about you. The Scout Captain became a vault. Clammed up and told you to that you were, “acting like a hormonal child.”

Bullshit. You were only a few years younger than him!

Alas, Levi Ackerman always did as he said. Protect the people within the walls with all he had.

This wasn’t ‘your’ life. You didn’t ask for it. Yet, you choose it. Ultimately it was your choice that you stayed.

Never were you a Scout or any government agent.

No.

You enjoyed working outside of the bounds. Mercenary for hire for any that could afford you.

And were your prices ‘high’.. didn’t stop Levi from hiring you when you first met.

It seemed not much had changed since you last held a weapon. The weight of it in your hands still rang with the same truth. A weapon you ultimately were. You were nothing else but that. What else did you have to live for? The small chance that Levi cared for you as you did him? No.

No matter what. No matter how hard you tried to avoid it. You changed. You began to care what happened to the comrades that surrounded you. The way Levi’s team was destroyed by that female titan had shaken you.

Innocent people have died by your hands before. But this.. it was forming into a fucked up conundrum. Titans were only different with their height and mindlessness from what Levi had told you.. humans hiding in the nape of the titan’s necks. Stuck forever as a husk without meaning.

What a pitiful way to live..

This kind of made it not feel so different from the past.

For instance. It was because of how you felt that night which led you into meeting Levi to begin with. Alone and hopeless, still going in a bar with people that didn’t even see you.

‘He saw me’.

•

Year 850 - A month after Historia was crowned. :aka - Currently:

It somehow always led back to that man..

The way he looked at you.. between your near glowing hues. Reading into things that may or may not be there. An emotion grew raw across his normally downturned features.

You’ve known this man for years and you still couldn’t tell what that expression meant.

What could possibly- your face tightened as well did your core when you were merely inches away from the man. Both of you hanging high up on a gigantic tree trunk. Eyes were once again glued to the way the straps hugged his thighs, the way his breath was so shallow and his charcoal hues swam with molten desire. Wetting your lips with a quick lick over them. Doing what you hoped it had- dilated grey hues had blown out so large, they appeared as two polished onyx marbles.

It was blinding. Levi was.. distracting you from the current mission.

A tactical reconnaissance. Only go in and survey the area and then retreat to inform Erwin of the titans in the area. This was only a scouting mission. That’s all it was. So why was it that you couldn’t focus on anything but him? Chances to look back to your target was cut short.

Levi’s breath hitched, drawing your gaze away from the ten meter titan not too far off from you both.

“You have something.. on your face..” a thumb was used in a wicked push across the bottom of your lip, your tongue chances a lick over your mouth to follow his finger in stride. Always wanting to taste him. Meanwhile the man was catching the blood that left was oozing from a cut on your cheek. You didn’t notice the blood that was practically dripping down your chin. His piercing gaze was gnawing away at your mind. Much like the low baritone to Levi’s speech. It was.. titillating to say the least. How he was able to-

“Keep it together. Try not to get distracted.. The titan will pass by shortly. It doesn’t seem to notice us right now, it’s still not an excuse to zone out.” Levi whispered to you, so softly that it was as it he feared the titans could hear. Mumbling that you had to be more careful, the cut on your cheek being a clear red flag that you weren’t on your A-game today.

You held your breath. Maybe. Just… maybe Levi was right… Maybe for once, you didn’t have to question everything and could just focus on the mission. Looking at the Scout Captain had a small smile sprouting over your lips, he didn’t return it, instead he sighed and kept his grey hues on the titan below.

Obscene thoughts surfaced to the forefront of your frantic brain.

•

:Random night:

Memories shot through your mind. His lips upon your swollen nether ones. Tongue lapping at your sopping core. What could you say as he assaulted you? How he claimed you? There wasn’t much that left you, noises of pleasure, shouts of his name was all that played over and over again. Levi wasn’t letting up, he had you tied down- spread eagle over his mattress. All you really could do was enjoy the electricity that shot over your form whilst his tongue and fingers preformed magic upon you.

Two fingers stretched your silken walls, curling when his lips formed a seal over you enlarged clit. Licking and sucking with a fierce claim. Levi’s own voice was hitching, listening and feeling you orgasm had the man chuckling against your womanhood, nose pressing on your bud, tongue flicking lower to your squeezing core.

Within seconds he had you cumming on his tongue, the evil muscle flicked and prodded, hot breath hit your clit when his face moved back up. You screamed out a moan, body shaking from the murmurous times the captain had you orgasm. Whimpers left your lips when feeling him resume his onslaught. Fingers returning to your aching sex. Air puffed in wicked ways, lips and teeth played with your oversensitive nub. Before you could beg the man to stop, three fingers roughly inserted themselves into your womanhood, shining eyes stared up at you past your mound. Past the peaks of your breasts and ultimately dead into your weeping orbs. Levi hummed with satisfaction, fingers pumped furiously into you then soft and slow. Mixing up the motion, digits curled and spread wide. Stretching your trembling walls. Juices leaked down and onto his mattress. Levi chuckled as his mouth found your core. Drinking you up with the most delicate touch.

“You’re always so sensitive for me.. my my.. what am I going to do with you? Hm?”

“Pl-please just-“

“Hmm?” Hot air puffed from his nostrils.

“I want-“

“Yes?” He drew out the word, letting every small lick to your nub afterward to be all the more agonizing.

“I need you inside of me, Levi. ‘Please’, I can’t take it anymo-“ lips suddenly covered your own with a fervent kiss, your own flavor now spread over your tongue. Mewling into the kiss that he seldom gave, enjoying how passionate this connection felt. “As you wish.” Words mumbled into your mouth, your restraints cut away. A blunt object trailed up your innerthigh, leaving a trail of pre-cum in it’s wake. All the way to your soaked cunt. Excitment had you lift your hips, feeling the head of his shaft enter you was all you could focus on. How even in all the years of being together you were always-

“So fucking tight..” levi ground out, hips snapping a harsh rut against you. Sliding his cock all the way in, stuffing you full of him. Back and forth he moved, thighs over his chest, calves over his strong shoulders, his abdomen muscles tensed, body slicked with sweat, the wet beads shined off his ivory flesh in the candlelight, showcasing his scars to you.

You were witnessing Levi lose control. He was blanking out. Only following primal impulse as he impaled you over and over again. Gaining some inhuman moans and guttural cries from you and him. Arms grew weak, falling to the sides of tour head, desperately gripping the now stained sheets beneath your form.

Hips twisted, lifted and pushed your body in half. Cock delving further than it had before, burying into your cunt the man released his seed, white seamed at your core and dripped down out of you. Another rut, then another. Levi’s charcoal hues were staring into your orbs, hips not stopping their needy movements. Swirling to then grind down on your clit, coarse hair sending another lighting shock into your body. Levi grabbed both sides of your face, lips slammed into yours as your orgasm shook everything around you.

His hair tickled your nose as he said something whilst the darkness claimed you. It was too much, you couldn’t handle how he kept going, only stopping when he noticed you passed out. The sheer blinding pleasure of it all had you in ribbons.

•

:Currently:

Years passed by since you were reunited.

And now. You were hiding together from wild titans.

All the knowledge you’ve both gained.. the resurface of Kenny for Levi had been hell. You were learning so much about the Scout Captain. You didn’t want him to suffer as he did that day. You were there after Kenny passed, far enough away to respect Levi’s privacy. Quietly waiting for the dark haired man to join you on the walk back. Levi didn’t speak to you until you touched his shoulder. Even then. It was barely a grunt. Maybe if you knew what happened, it would have made it easier to comfort him. Alas. Levi was a vault.

Gods be damned. That very night he was more aggressive than ever. He wouldn’t stop kissing you, over and over and over again. Something he always refrained from doing unless he was drifting off to sleep or deemed it worthy of the moment. What was happening between the two of you? And why wouldn’t he talk to you about it?

•

:The Night Kenny died:

You felt his heat. His solid truth in the length and thickness of his manhood. How it was pushing into your inner thigh, annoying clothing in it’s way. Your body’s attire being ripped down, starting from your shoulders then your button down shirt. Opaque buttons clattered across the wood panel floors, your breasts bounced whilst your bra was cut free. Levi was being impatient. A flash of silver had you shivering with excitement. Whimpers left your swollen lips, drool gathered and dripped from the corner of your mouth. A collection of sweetness was awaiting for him in your panties. He knew this. Levi always did. He knew your weaknesses. What made you tick.

After all.

You were there for him. Since the beginning. Handpicked by Levi Ackerman himself. Power and fury was all you had left. Levi saw what remained.. what he wanted- no… what he needed from you.

After everything. How could you refuse the man who blossomed hope and love back into your soul?

You just wanted a life with him.

•

:Currently:

Lost on memory lane, you focused back to hear Levi yelling something when you were swinging to another tree. You were going to brush it off as a ‘stop dazing out’ snazz.. you would have laughed at how you acted in that second. Not thinking for your own safety. Something Levi always fervently chastised about, stuck in an endless loop.

Roughly exhaling out a fearful moan past your teeth. Emotional and psychical agony tore through your form burned as the titan grabbed you by the calf. Pain immediately sent it’s electric coarse into your nerves and through your body. It felt like someone was ripping your leg off! And it damn well was at this point.

This was it. Today was your end. You were too slow. Distracted. Levi would be scolding you right now- wait.. Levi! You tilted your face upwards, struck with the image of the dark haired man shouting to you, hand outreached, swords equipped in a flash with the most scared and angry that you have ever seen him. Darkness formed under his eyes as his pupils grew to pits of death, wind whipped in your ears, feeling the titan yanking you down.

“No…” Words breathed past ‘his’ lips in slow motion. “Mine!!” His voice boomed and then twisted into a ferocious roaring battlecry.

“Levi!!!-“ You started to scream. Heart sinking with your body in tow.

In a fluid massive swoop, Levi had swirled and twirled into a vicious looping crescent. Lopping off the enormous hand that was now falling away from your form. Blood sprayed to and fro. Hope blossomed in your belly, tickling your heart. Intense pain rang in your hip- dislocated. Fucking dammit!!

“RUN!!!” His charcoal hues vibrated with his demand. “Don’t you dare stop until you’ve reached safety.” Your name was the last thing you heard as you shot your ODM gear off into a giant tree. Leg not following your own demands.

Flashes erupted, memories now became real again… was your life replaying before your eyes?

:After the struggle for Trost:

“Hold me…” You voice broke with the dam of tears which followed shortly thereafter. Taking in a breath through your nose, the blood of your comrades soaked both of your clothing. Smelling of death. Reeking of it really. The both of you, along with some others spent the time burying the ones who didn’t make it. It was something you argued with them all about. There was no way you were leaving them like that. Why not bury the ones that died at this very place? Instead of staring at their corpses.. all night long..

You were standing amongst the buried dead, fireflies circling the newly dug graves. Moon full, sending down an array of soft blue lights. No one else was awake nor around. Even if they were, the two went unnoticed. As always.

“I could never.. let you go again..” Levi hugged you closer than ever before. So close that you heard how rapid his heart was beating in his ribs. Like a humming bird threatening to escape it’s prison.

“Levi I-“ you breathed out a relieved sigh when his silkened lips flirted a kiss over your temple.

“I do too..”

The images assaulted your brain from that night- as supreme agony ripped through your body in real time.

Your fingers rubbed over the whitening scars on his body, noticing faint pink lines in the nearly healed wounds, then there was the fresh ones. Blood stained white gauzes, reopening from the man’s thrusts. “You’re so.. perf- ugh..” Levi groaned loudly, words coming out with sporadic breaths. “Mm-more please.. don’t- don’t stop until I tell you to.” The undulating motion of your head had him weak. Slippery and nice, you took him deep into your relaxed throat. It was heard and seen all over him. Eyes rolled into the back of your head, a moan vibrated your throat, the man gripped the hair on the back of your head. The other went to your cheek, rubbing himself through the flesh on your face.

It was a tell. One that said he wanted to be inside you.

As if that was going to make you stop. Grinning as best as you could while your tongue rubbed over the veins along his cock, giving his hardened length a long lick as you pulled him out of your throat. A loud wet kiss to the tip of his weeping head and down your throat he went. Swallowing him with subtle licks, fingers twitched in your hair, nails scratching your scalp, cock grazing your teeth. Enjoying every little sound you gained from the normally calm and collected man.

Slurp.

Suckle.

Groan.

A hand held his cock at the base, tickled by the coarse dark hair over his pelvis. He was weak under your hold. You were enjoying this, immensely. How you held him still with just one hand and your mouth. Suckling at the lower part of his thick head then onto the rest of his manhood. Working your way down to the sensitive dangling pair below his throbbing cock. You’ve been wanting to taste these, inhaling his masculine scent had stars spinning around your head, cunt tightening around nothing, sending your juices to flow down your bare thighs.

“Nn- wait not there-“ Levi’s voice sucked into his throat, causing the man to croak when your mouth began to lightly nip at the tasteful weight between his legs, how his skin tensed when your lips and tongue caressed over the normally untouched flesh, faintly dusted with his dark hair. Many were so daring to want this man. Few would think to touch him as you were.

With your mouth, hands and eyes. They devoured him. Whole. Levi was and always will be the man you loved. This thought consisted. Strongly ringing louder and louder. Making you want to claim him even more so.

When you continued your assault, stroking his throbbing, slick cock whilst suckling on the pair below. Levi cried out, at this you pulled back, stuffing you mouth full of his pulsing member. It was harder than it has ever been as it spewed it’s salty load over your tongue and down your throat. Bobbing your head, hands gripping his hips, you stared at the captain, eyes crescent with joy at the blissful expression he made, the man’s lips parted to show his teeth with a jubilant smile, ear to ear. Gulping him down you barely made it to your feet before he gave you a bruising kiss. Arms crushing you in a hug, hands moving over your body, stopping with one inbetween your shoulder blades and on your waist.

Charcoal hues dilated. The smile was still there. Somehow seeing it had you more embarrassed than with what you had just done. It was almost as if he was saying.. Levi kissed you. Lips parting to let his tongue into your wet caverns, knowing he was tasting himself gave you butterflies, tensing your needy core.

You would never forget that look in his eyes that night. How it made your heart tremble with the knowledge of what it meant.

•

:Currently:

You were nearly there. To Commander Erwin’s camp, hidden amongst these ginormous trees.

Sleek blond hair came in view, he lifted a hand, waving to you a silent greeting. Your lips downturned as you shot your ODM gear to a lower branch, about to fling yourself to the man below. Confused when he looked panicked out of nowhere.

That’s when you heard an earth shattering scream- wait no. That’s not right. You were the one screaming.

“AHHHH!!!!!!” Pain burned throughout your body, a lack of feeling from your waist down had your eyes bulging from your skull. A frog-like, five meter titan had you in their unnaturally large maw. Blood sprayed in every direction with a shift to it’s jaw. Crunching, hissing and more bloodcurdling wails.

“NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!” Blood filled your whitening vision. Edges of black curtaining your peripherals. “LET HER GO YOU FUCKING MONSTER!!!” Another scream, your body went limp as it was flung from the smaller titan’s teeth.

Levi had returned in time to witness the five meter titan launch itself upwards as you descended to the camp. There wasn’t a reaction that caught your attention in time. You were taken in just a blip of a second.

Hissing and burning blood was splattered over his body. Slowly fizzing away. The spots that didn’t had the dark haired man cringing. For he knew it was your’s..

Charcoal hues hesitantly followed the crimson trail to land on what was left of you. Erwin was kneeling beside you, holding your hand with a mask of seriousness over his face. Levi wanted to approach. Wanted to say something. Frozen. He couldn’t move as his mouth hung partially open in the growing shock of it all.

This wasn’t happening.

A wet cough had sent a weak feeling into his knees, blood splattered on the captain’s face. Cobalt hues narrowed when Erwin looked in his direction.

“She doesn’t have long left. Say your farewells, Levi.” His captain’s voice sounded demanding and emotionless, yet Levi knew that wasn’t the case.

“I-“

“Now.” Erwin wasn’t going say it again. He didn’t have to.

Sighing through his straight nose, the captain went to kneel by your side, the commander standing to his feet, giving some space to the two. Tears pricked at the corners of his grey eyes, nose burning causing him to sniff the pain back up.

There you were. Half of you.. on the ground, bleary eyed and covered in a swath of crimson blood. You wouldn’t be here if he didn’t ask you to be. Gritting his teeth the man shifted the dark green cloak around his shoulders as he kneeled beside your side. Whispering your name with a hard swallow.

“Levi?” Your hand moved in the direction of his voice. “Levi.. the pain.. stopped.. I am so cold.. why am I so cold? Is the fight over?” You whimpered with a fearful expression. Reaching out the dark haired man laced his fingers with your own bloodied ones. “Levi?”

“I’m sorry.”

“W-why, darling?”

“You’d be.. if I only stayed away..”

You seemed to understand this was it, you weren’t coming back from this. And you weren’t mad. It was okay.. “No. Don’t say that. I chose this.. I choose you, Levi.” Your voice held a wisp at the end of each word, tone slowly disappearing the more deflated your lungs became.

Briefly closing his eyes, dark lashed showed his cheeks, charcoal hues showed as slivers. “Save your energy… don’t speak.. just.. let me hold you..” One last time, he thought to himself. Levi very slowly and carefully shifted to where your head currently resided on the rock jutting from the ground. Lifting part of your head and shoulders he felt the alarming amount of oozing blood leaving the back of your cranium. Wincing, he laid your battered head upon his lap. “I.. love you.” You sweetly smiled up at Levi, eyes frozen on his. When he finally whispered it back to you. For the first time. You were.. already gone. The gloss had overtaken those beautiful orbs that had him fixated with you from the very beginning.

“I love you too..” Levi breathed out a broken sigh, tucking hair behind your ears and away from your beautiful face. “So much..”

END :,D

NONNIE THIS WAS SO SPICY AND SAD HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME 😭😭😭😭

The dick sucking scene had me DROOLING and then you went and BROKE ME 🥲🥲

Seriously, thank you SO MUCH for thinking highly enough of me to write me a whole fic you’re incredible and I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ❤️❤️❤️ I TREASURE IT

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