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[janbloemendaal]

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[mindthejay]

Questions

I remember back in 2018 before I flew to the UK, my doctor told me I had UTI, peptic ulcer, and a weak heart. It seemed the enemy didn’t want me to go to the UK. My body can’t cope with my active mind that’s why I had those, imagine being in bed for a week and a half, and everything was getting numb, my hands stiffened due to the acid in my body, couldn’t sleep well because I had major headaches, and I threw up several times a day.   Now 2 years have passed and I’ve recovered from UTI, peptic ulcer, and from having a weak heart, but to be honest, I don’t think I really recovered from having a weak heart, because when I get hurt I embrace it until it is no more, now you might think it’s a strong move, but I have a habit of putting myself in an emotionally and mentally straining situation that my heart pumps so fast and my chest tightens sometimes, and to no surprise it’s one of those times again, overwhelmed by a degree of self-loathing, frustrations, and pain, I sulk and overthink situations, building walls and tearing them over and over again, I feel so trapped that I might die of asphyxiation. Oh, I wish you, the reader, understood this feeling of being caged. It’s all in the mind they say, but what of the heart? Who should I follow? My heart deceives me with its passions, it is so stubborn, that if I follow it, my mind is led to believing its truth, but if I follow my mind, I believe my sanity will escape me sooner or later, either way my body will suffer from both of them, but this begs the question, which one do I follow? maybe the problem is me or maybe the problem is the external stimuli in which causes a chemical imbalance in my heart and mind? Bottom line is that all of this robs me of the peace I want, peace of mind and of heart. Funny thing is that sometimes I have those moments wherein I stare into the dark and let the clock run, hearing its arms tick, listening to the music I love, shutting the world off, only to be halted once the sun goes up and then the buzz of people ruins everything. Will this be the sort of peace I deserve? No, I want consistent peace of mind and peace of heart. I think I’ll end it here, because if you dive in too deep in my head, you might get caught in my insanity when you reflect on those same questions as I’ve asked myself. Well, what can I say? I’ve got a lot in my mind that’s why I’m bad at small talks.

[jpolish-writes-queer-ya-fantasy]

Writing date with mahself. #writing #writingspree #mondaywriting #mondaymotivation #writersofinstagram #hairgameonpoint (at The Graduate Center, CUNY)

[conceptkid]

If I don't show my affection in ways you recognize, Please do not doubt its existence, Because you have galaxies inside of you, You are as extraordinary as the universe, I promise it is as vibrant as I can manage.

[100imagines12]

Whatsup guys! The one thing I like to procrastinate more than writing is my homework, and as I have a shit ton of I am going to try to work on some imagines tonight. If you’ve requested recently I kid you not I have hundreds of requests, not because I have alot of followers but because I’m lazy as fuck and also terrible with time management. I have a whole list so I’ll be starting off with old ones an moving toward yours, do not lose faith smol ones. 

[the-cofiffee]

Hopefully creative block is coming to an end.

I'm so happy right now....whilst writing Sykajume, it is a bit like forcing all manner of matter through a cloud of cotton wool to get it from mind to fingers; that is slowly getting there and it won't be long before I get to to do the final editing and proof reading.

Not only that. there was always a second book to follow Sykajume, especially as I know where I am leaving off with that...but other than knowing I would be leaving Sykajume open and unfinished ready for book 2, I had no idea where the hell it would go, or what could happen...but I have a skeleton to play with for that when I do at last finish Sykajume (and as editing chapter 12 crosses paths with one of the first books I wrote, I realised I get to go back to my most favorite created place in book two which has just been floating off the edge of all the maps I ever created going "But what about me?!"

So yeah...plans for book 2 there....

And even better again - in my inability to sleep and usual listening of music last night; I had an idea for an entirely different story all together. It's quite out there in an entirely different genre too....so will be interesting to see how that one works out...maybe with that one I'll do it more through a blog site and just see how it's received? Well, that's quite a way off anyways.

[eddiemunsonssoulmate]

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oh that way cool! and by coming soon, it's like tonight or tomorrow? *you spark my curiosity*

Haha nah a few more days as you always have to put the time my Beta needs on top of my writing time

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[jpolish-writes-queer-ya-fantasy]

A nerd's sick day. Not featured: my existential agony over lesbian representation, all my modes of hydration, and my Ewok cowl, currently keeping me warm and Ewok-like. #readersofinstagram #sickdayreading #sickdaywriting #writingspree #writerslife