#wrote this on my phone sorry if it’s shite x

[wizardlengthbeard]

you’re saying i’m fragile, i try not to be | G | wc: 720~

@subeddieweek prompt 6: non-sexual intimacy !

idk if this counts but i have steve looking after eddie <3

eddie felt a firm warm pressure stroking idly on the top of his head. it was a hand, a big hand that would card its fingers through eddie’s knotted strands of hair the further down his body it stroked.

eddie hummed happily. he’d always wanted to wake up like this, with someone looking after him. someone watching over him, making sure he was safe.

safe.

he nuzzled his nose further into the firm warmness. the soft worn cotton of a t-shirt met his nose and brushed the whiskers on his upper lip and the sides of his face. he breathed in the warmth, the smell of the t-shirt’s laundry detergent and a faint whiff of the night’s sweat.

as he came further into consciousness, he began to note the weight of two arms slung around his torso, the hand that wasn’t scratching his head was drawing shapes into his back.

it reminded him of when he was a kid. it reminded him of when he’d crawl into bed with wayne at night when he couldn’t sleep, which ended up being most nights, insomnia and various sleep problems hitting him at an early age. wayne would turn the tv on low, press a kiss to eddie’s forehead and settle down into the bed. then, he’d hum softly as he soothed circles into eddie’s back, until eddie wriggled, making it known that he was still awake and wayne would change tact.

“i draw a snake upon your back and which finger did i do it with.” wayne sang softly, tapping his finger on eddie’s back a few times so that he could guess.

nails scratched softly up and down eddie’s back as the hand stopped drawing its patterns. eddie found himself floating as he lost himself to the sensation, until a nail caught on a pimple on his shoulder and he hissed.

“sorry, baby.” steve hummed softly, craning his neck forward to kiss eddie’s head. “good morning.”

eddie smiled, finding he couldn’t speak in that moment, and puckered his lips to press a kiss against steve’s collarbone instead.

“you feeling okay, sunshine?” steve’s arms grew tighter around him, squeezing him tightly. and, oh, eddie loved him. “still feeling spacey?” he continued, pressing another kiss into his head.

eddie wiggled his toes over the soft of the blanket before he pressed them into steve’s calves, smoothing them up and down his leg hair. after a moment he nodded and peered up at steve to smile.

“yes to both?”

eddie nodded again and yawned, moving his face away from steve’s too late. steve chuckled, scrunching up his nose upon smelling eddie’s morning breath.

he could hear thumping in the kitchen; the coffee maker beginning to whir, whilst pots and pans clattered gently against each other.

“shit.” he heard wayne curse softly. and then, a crack, most likely an egg breaking as it hit the floor.

“i think wayne’s making breakfast,” steve started stroking eddie’s head again, carding his free hand through the bottoms of his curls and untangling them. “i might go and save him before he sets the trailer on fire.”

eddie loved that about steve. steve and wayne, really. how they’d only been together officially for a few months, but how steve and wayne had got on like a house if fire from the first day they’d met in the hospital. how he’d stumble into the living room, hungover, mouth tasting like last night’s joint, to hear wayne and steve whisper-yelling over the game on TV, steaming mugs of coffee clenched in their hands. how wayne had sat him and steve down and explained that he loved them both, dearly, but if he had to hear them one more time when he came in from work they’d have to come up with a sort of system, he could’ve done without knowing what eddie’s handcuffs were used for aside from being a belt.

“you want pancakes, sunshine?”

eddie hummed affirmatively, peppering kisses along steve’s neck.

“love you, i’ll bring them to you here. keep dozing.” steve smiled, drawing out of their embrace and pressing a final chaste kiss onto eddie’s lips before he crawled out of bed and stumbled out into the hallway.

eddie rolled over and hid his face in steve’s now empty pillow and breathed in the scent before feeling himself drift back off into a peaceful sleep.

[flamingo-writes]

Comfort — Hobie x Reader

I believe I didn’t mention the reader’s pronouns at all so, GN!Reader

A/N: this is merely a comfort fic for myself. This is a fic I wrote for myself to deal with the events of my day. When I have bad days like these, I tend to dissociate a lot and deal through fictional scenarios in my head. And this was what came out of that dissociative episode.

Warnings: mentions of death, losing a pet. Also not proof read. I’ll eventually proof read this, today is not the day for that.

Hobie knew right away something was wrong when you weren’t in your flat. Sure the lights were on, your stuff from work in the living room, and the window unlocked as usual for him to climb inside. But you were nowhere to be seen.

That only meant you were on the rooftop.

And unless you were with him chilling, it usually meant you had too much on your head and had gone up there to get some fresh air.

So he went up there. And at the smell of smoke he knew right away you were there. Leaning against the balcony. Staring at the city lights forming constellations on the ground. And listening to the cars playing an orchestra of their own. Your kind was lost in nothing, your body completely still. Between your index and middle finger rested your consuming cigarette, as you idly bit your thumb nail from that same hand.

“Hey,” Hobie purred. The silence was broken as he walked up to you and kissed the top of your head as you finally moved and looked at him, smiling softly.

“Hey,” You replied in a low whisper and brought the cigarette to your lips.

“What’s wrong?” He whispered softly, as he watched you take a drag and blow the smile up into the air.

“My mum called earlier…Do you remember the old family dog?” You began, shaking the ash off the cigarette.

“Oh no…”

“Yeah…It was very sudden apparently…I mean, we knew he was old but…we thought he still had a few months more…and it was very sudden…the dog was fine this morning and then…” You sighed deeply, feeling the tears creep up on your eyes, squeezing them tightly, as you held your breath in an attempt to keep yourself from crying.

You put off the cigarette tail on the stone balcony and sighed deeply.

“Shite, sweetheart…” Hobie said kissing your temple and hugged you. “I’m so sorry…I know you loved that dog…” He purred.

Your arms wrapped weakly around his torso as you buried your face in his chest.

“I did…Very much…I missed him so bad when I moved out of my mum’s” You sobbed gently. “But the worst part wasn’t losing the dog, was seeing everyone’s heart breaking when we realised he was gone…” You cried softly. “My brother was devastated, my mom was heartbroken…And I keep telling myself…we gave that dog a good and long life we took care of him till the very end…And he looked after us in return…Always kept an eye on the house, you know? And now— I went to my mom’s place as soon as she called…And the yard feels awfully empty without him…” you kept crying against his chest, letting out the tears you’d been holding in all day long in your chest, not realising how much you needed to actually cry. You saw everyone cry, you’d heard your mother freak out on the phone when she called you to tell you the dog wasn’t breathing.

Hobie’s arms tightened around you, as his hands rubbed your back. “It’s okay, luv…Cry all you need…” He whispered. “I’ve got you. And you and your family are gonna get through this, okay? Hold on to those cute memories of your dog, and think of how even when he’s gone, that joy you felt in your memories will remain, and no one can take that away from you, okay?” He whispered.

He remained there, holding you tightly, letting you cry. He was more of a cat person, but just the idea of losing one of his cats was more than enough to make him nauseous, he could only imagine how you felt. He kissed your head and kept reassuring you, hoping that his warm arms and sweet words helped soothe the pain.

They did. For the most part at least. Sure this new found emptiness was going to take a while to heal, and for the next few days you’d have to assimilate that every time you went visit your mum, there wasn’t going to be a dog to greet you like it always did. But you knew you’d eventually learn to deal with that pain and eventually heal.

For the time being, Hobie’s arms were tight enough to keep you from falling apart. His love was more tender than any velvet blanket. His words far more calming than any lullaby.

He kissed the top of your head once he noticed you’d stopped sobbing. “It’s okay, luv, I’ve got you…” He reassured you.

[conron]

update: finished! check pinned post on my account to read!

hey! this is in unfinished fanfic that i’m not gonna finish because idk what else to do with it. anyways here are the warning and such. uh i also do not want to go thru the trouble of cutting this post so scroll past it if you’re not interested, sorry for the inconvenience!

tokyo manji x reader, platonic, slight mikey x reader? dying reader, talks of death, probably out of character LOL, literally doesn’t make sense, mentioned suicide

i’ve never written for tokyo revengers before but i adore it rn and i wrote this lil thing up. they’re all probs out of character and i’m not used to writing for big groups so uh sorry! go on, read my shite fanfic if you’d like. i may finish it if enough ppl want it and post it on ao3.

how could they refuse her a late night drive? especially when she could barely stand on both of her legs.

“wha- what the hell are you two doing here?!”

stammered chifuyu as he stared at the vice captain and captain of toman. it was currently the dead of night and he wasn’t expecting to see them here of all places.

“well she called us here.. why are you here?”

draken stated as mikey stared up at the house. chifuyu shook his head and waved his arms around.

“she called me here too!”

draken let out a small sigh as he glanced at mikey. mikey crossed his arms and looked down at his feet.

“what the hell is she doing?”

he whispered under his breath. the girls had called him to her house, he could hear her voice grow happier when he said he was with mikey at the moment. so they both rode to her house at her voice begging them to come over.

turning his head, he saw three more headlights pop out of the darkness. in the distance, he could see three brightly colored heads. once they pulled up, he nodded at them.

“well well well i think we’re not the only ones she begged to come over. a little disappointed honestly.”

smiley snickered as he sauntered over to chifuyu with his crossed behind his head. angry hopped off his bike along with mitsuya and walked over to the four.

“she call you guys too?”

“yeah, said it was really important.”

as they all started conversing with eachother, draken grimaced and pulled out his flip phone. he started ringing her up as everyone quieted down to see if she’d pick up. after three rings, she picked up.

“hey! i can hear you engines from here, turn em off.”

he rolled his eyes as he glanced over at mikey, sleeping crouched down on the ground.

“would you mind explaining why you called us all out here and oh look there’s more.”

he raised his head as he saw two more bikes ride up to the group.

mitsuya reached over and clicked the button to put her on speaker so they could all hear her. chifuyu looked up at her window to see the lights off. she didn’t speak for a moment while they heard rummaging over the line.

“well not everybody’s here so-“

she pulled the phone away but they could so obviously hear the aggressive coughing. it made them cringe with the memories that appeared back in their brain. it went on for a long time- too long. they could hear heavy breathing before she brought the phone back closer to her face.

“just… just wait a little longer. i know it’s late and i know you’re all tired and i’m sorry but please. for me?”

as everyone glanced at eachother at her desperate voice, draken let out a small tch.

“we’d do it anyway, don’t think so low of us.”

they could all hear a weak laugh as she paused for a moment and sighed.

“yeah… yeah. sorry. i’m so grateful to have such nice friends.”

“oi. don’t go all sentimental on us. it doesn’t fit you being nice.”

“i wish everyone was there already so i could beat your ass draken.”

everyone laughed as he smiled down at the phone. he hated hearing that sad tone she now possessed whenever talking to them. that tone that implied something way too depressing to think about.

as two more bikes rode up, she laughed.

“oh hey! those are the last ones! hell yeah!”

as pah and peh hopped off their bikes they both cocked their heads at what they saw.

“the hell’s goin on? a party?”

“no dumbass, does it look like one?”

they all ceased their bickering as they heard a window open. they saw the girl that had called them all there smiling down at them.

“don’t yell too loud, assholes! there’s people sleeping!”

she said softly down her window. her eyes soon turned to the side as she pointed at mikey.

“wake him up.”

draken went over and kicked the boy awake. mikey blearily opened his eyes and looked up at the window.

“what… why did you call us here?”

the girl smiled and beckoned them all to come closer. and so they all abided and walked closer to the girl’s window on the third floor.

“so… quick question before i tell you guys why i asked you to come here.”

baji groaned and waved his arm around.

“spit it out, i’m tired.”

she gave a mischievous smile before throwing a leg out her window. to which they all practically screamed for her to stop. well maybe not smiley.

“holy shit-“

“are you INSANE?!”

“get back in the window!”

she chuckled before throwing an arm outside on the top of the window to steady herself. she leaned her body out, her hair flowing to the wind. they all clamored closer to try to catch her if she fell. draken yelled at her despite her sayings of to be quiet.

“you brought us all here to be witness to your suicide or what?!”

others gave their own sentiments as she stared down at them.

“do you all trust me?”

“of course we do- but this is just stupid.”

mitsuya yelled up at her.

“would you catch me if i fell?”

“stop being stupid! of course we fucking would!”

baji yelled up at her. they could see her eyes close as she brought her other leg out the window.

“FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK-”

baji’s stern voice soon turned to panic as he called out her bluff. angry started tearing up as he held his arms out.

“oh no this is so dangerous what if she gets hurt?!”

smiley grinned with an sharp edge as he made sure to look up at where she was going to fall.

“nothin to worry about bro, she’s gonna be fine.”

the others only scrambled to and make a landing for her fall on. mikey standing calmly among the chaos as he held his arms out.

as her body fell out the window, mikey ended up being the one to catch her. but the force of her body colliding with his made him tumble backwards as the others caught his body to soften the blow as he fell to the grass.

“oh my god oh my god oh my god.”

chifuyu breathed out as he also fell onto the grass. exhausted by the amount of stress she caused all of them, everyone also sat on the grass. the girl in question lying still in mikey’s arms.

as they all sighed and tried to gather their scattered minds, they could hear giggling come from mikey’s torso. draken was the first to yell at her.

“what the hell is so funny?! the fact you almost could’ve died?!”

“not to mention that it could’ve also been OUR faults if you did!”

baji tacked on as she raised her face up to meet them. they all stopped their sentences as they saw the brightest smile they’ve every seen on her.

“i’m sorry but that was so much fun! i felt so free even if it was for two seconds.”

she chuckled again before turning back to the group. mikey lifted his head to look at her as he asked her a question.

“whyd you call us here? don’t tell me it’s because of…”

suddenly the mood shifted. his voice trailed off onto the phrase none of them wanted to hear or acknowledge. with that, she stood up slowly. wobbling a little as she wrapped her arms behind her back and smiled at all of them.

“don’t be such a downer, god you make it sound so depressing!”

she took slow steps on the grass before turning around to the group.

“i just wanted to go riding with my friends! is that so bad?”

they all sat shocked before she fell back onto the grass. angry, who was closest, quickly caught her as she coughed harshly into her hand. mitsuya got up and started brushing the hair in front of her face.

“you should go back to bed and rest. no one’s asking you to push yourself-“

“NO!”

they all flinched back at her booming voice. it was raspy but carried strength as she brought her hand away and they could all see blood. they watched as she wiped her hand on her pajamas, the blood smearing the light color.

he breathed heavily for a moment, before smiling once again. they could see sweat beading down her forehead.

“cmon guys! stop being such pussies, i just wanna go riding!”

mikey walked up and crouched in front of her.

“are you sure?”

without missing a beat, she nodded.

“of course! you think i cant?”

mikey smiled at her before looking at the others.

“you heard her, let’s go.”

angry made sure she was okay before walking to his bike with the others.

“mikey.”

“mm?”

“can i ride with you?”

he smiled down at the girl as he easily picked up her body. she was surprised by the action as he didn’t give an answer. simply putting her on the bike and getting on himself.

“don’t obnoxiously rev up your engines until we’re out of my neighborhood.”

to that, they nodded and proceeded to obnoxiously rev up their engines. she laughed loudly as she shook her head.

“i hate you guys so much.”

“aw says the girl who said she was grateful to have us.”

“smiley, disrespectfully, shut the fuck up.”

“they said i wasn’t going to live much longer..”

she pulled mikey’s trench coat closer as she tried to hide from their gazes. all of them stopping their laughter and conversations.

“and i already feel like i’m getting weaker. i already feel like i’m on my last legs.”

she stood there shaking, a shaky smile placed on her lips. looking around at all of her friends.

“i wanted to ride as my last memory. i wanted to die here and remember this as my last memory.”

they all stood frozen at the girl before they realized the tears pooling in her eyes.

“i thought i was fine with dying. i thought it was okay.”

“but…”

tears ran down her face as her smile disappeared. her knees buckled and she fell onto the sand.

“i don’t want to die! i don’t wanna die! i want to stay here with all of you!”

angry started sniffling as tears ran down his face. he quickly got in his knees to hug the wailing girl. he clutched her tightly as her arms remained by her side.

“i don’t want to die! why me?! why do i have to die!?”

she screamed the words into the dark sky as she sobbed. her words going unanswered in the abyss as cried. the others couldn’t hold back their tears anymore as they full time the send also. mitsuya walked over to the two and wrapped his arms around them.

“it’s not fair! it’s not fair! why cant i live god fucking damn it?!”

mikey stared at the girl as he remembered all the times she smiled. she smiled and laughed despite her illness. always putting in a brave face for them. waving happily as she went into another surgery.

she tried convincing herself that she’d be happier. that it was fine. tried telling them it was fine so they wouldn’t worry so much about her.

he slowly walked over and his arms around her waist from behind her back.

“even if you die…”

her words ceased as she tried to control her breathing. his voice was small as he put his head on her shoulder.

“then it’s okay. because you lived your life how you wanted right?”

the girl blinked owlishly as she nodded.

“then you don’t need to worry. because we’re all here now aren’t we?”

baji yelled from the background.

“FUCK YEAH! stop crying already because we’re all here for you!”

they could all hear his voice wavering with tears. mitsuya leaned his head and put his head against hers.

“yeah. that’s why you called us all here right? that’s why you don’t need to worry.”

angry only nodded aggressively in her chest as she tried to quell his sobbing running her fingers through his hair. her other friends gave their statements of their own as they came closer to the group and added to the group hug.

she wanted to be happy. and for this to be her last memory, surrounded by her friends. she didn’t want them to cry. she didn’t want to cry.

she chuckled as she looked down at angry’s sobbing body. she pulled him closer to her withering body as more tears ran down her face.

“i’m so sorry. i didn’t mean to make all of you cry. i wanted you all to be happy when i died. not for this.”

she shook her head softly as she looked at all her friends.

“i’m the worst aren’t i?”

it was silent for a moment before smiley spoke up. standing from his spot, he bonked her on the head with a fist. she saw that his smile was weak and simply sat on face.

“don’t such a dumbass. we’d be upset either way.”

she smiled as she intertwined a hand with one of mikey’s hands.

“i’m so blessed to have such great friends.”

she breathed deeply as she met all of their eyes. all of them tearfully looking back at her. making sure she held mikey tightly, she buried her nose into angry’s hair.

“i’m so… very blessed. i love you all so much.”

with her words trailing off, her friends only yelled out their own sentiments. she let out a deep sigh as her eyes closed. a small smile on her face. mikey could feel her grip loosen and angry could tell her head was too relaxed.

“did you fall asleep?”

mikey asked from behind her. everyone was alerted as they all looked at the girl.

“hey- what the hell are you doing?”

baji asked through his tears as he pushed mitsuya away and shook her shoulders.

“you cant just make us cry and go falling asleep!”

“she’s-“

angry who had gone silent, started trembling once again. his brother put a hand in his shoulder with no smile to be seen. the boy could barely speak as he choked on his words. his brother looking down at the girl as he said the words for him with a grim tone.

“i don’t think she’s asleep guys.”

his brother pried him off of the girl as he cried into his hands. angry practically gagging from how hard he was sobbing. his brother only stared off into the distance as he rubbed his brother’s back. mikey’s grip on her from behind into tightened. everyone only stood in shock.

“no. no. she’s asleep.”

mikey said calmly as he rocked her back and forth. his hand gripping hers desperately.

“mikey…”

draken trailed off as he watched their leader smile bitterly. trying to convince himself of a lie.

“cmon guys have some more faith in her, there’s no way she would’ve died so quick.”

mitsuya walked closer and put trembling fingers to her neck. he tried biting back the tears as he strangled out the words he never wanted to say.

“she’s.. she’s gone mikey.”

to that, everyone had new found tears to cry at the disgusting revelation that was presented in front of them in a limp girl lying in their leader’s arms.

“no- no way! there’s no way! she said- she said!”

chifuyu coughed as he tried to swallow back his tears as he fell onto the ground.

“she said said she wanted to die here but i never- we never-!“

his hands gripped the sand as he yelled.

“GOD DAMN IT!”

draken then tried to pry off mikey off of the girl. his face buried in his back draken could feel the tremors come from the boy as he mumbled again her shirt.

“cmon wake up, i cant lose you too. you don’t get to see shinichiro. cmon wake up. please wake up.”

draken bit back tears as mikey’s slowly left

“she’s so cold. she’s so cold guys. my jacket isn’t enough.”

mikey laid sprawled out on the sand as he stared up at the sky.

he could see his brother. the man not looking a day older than what mikey remembered grabbed someone’s hand. and there he saw her get pulled from his grasp.

she smiled and waved at him happily. she wasn’t pale anymore. she wasn’t sickeningly thin. she was wearing that stupid dress she almost never wore because she knew it would get messed up somehow.

“so? mikey how does it look?”

the boy turned around and his jaw almost dropped. he had never seen her in a dress before. he had always seen her in either a school uniform or her toman uniform. she twirled around childishly as she giggled.

the dress was white and it reached just below her knees. it was flowy and did nothing to show off her body. nothing if lack of reaction, she walked in front of him.

“so?”

he blinked back into existence and threw on a smirk.

“you cant fight in it yknow?”

she pouted and twirled around. as he leaned back on his hand.

“also didn’t take you to like skirts. thought you’d be all icky about it.”

she stuck out her tongue and rolled her eyes.

“just because i only hang out with you guys, doesn’t mean i’m not a girl at all.”

“sure never seemed like it when you’d unbutton your uniform like you’re one.”

her face flushed as she threw a nearby coat hanger at him. he gleefully laughed as he basked in her flustered face.

“it was hot okay?! i don’t know why it’s such a big deal anyways, o had a tank top on! it was draken and mitsuya who started fussing!”

he only smiled once again as she muttered about getting another dress.

shinichiro bowed slightly, like a prince, and mikey could hear her beautiful rings of laughter. the man led her to the sky and mikey could only watch.

“she’s really… gone….”

mikey stated, numbly. he didn’t register the hysterical crying surrounding him as they begged for her to wake up. he could only wonder how it came to this.

[aestheticsuwu]

I see forever in your eyes

Sam LaRusso x Miguel Diaz

( Binary Boyfriends + RobbyxDoug + lawrusso + Carmanda ) part 2

.... ...

Sam thought it wasn't that bad being forced to go on a triple date . She gets to see Miguel ,  that reminds her to text him to bring her favorite hoodie of his . They would be leaving at 7 and by the time they would come back she would be cold .

Letting her dad know she was going out , she goes to her room to get ready . Deciding on a black blouse and jeans with some black sandals that her mom. bought her last week . They started their shopping an annual thing including Carmen .

She was glad that both parents were happy as well . Carmen was awesome and beautiful as her mom . Her little brother was upset at first but he's getting used to it , he decided to stay with mom after the divorce .

She was more closer to her dad , so she thought it was best for her to stay with him . Soon after Mr. Lawrence moved in , and then Robby came along as well . Sometimes Robby stays with Shannon when he's allowed .

They have Sunday dinners  that consisted of her dad , mom , Mr.Lawrence,  Carmen , Miguel , her brother and Robby . Sometimes Demetri comes along if he isn't hanging out with Hawk

Demetri has sleepover visitation and he can stay as long as he wants . His foster mom isn't the best , so dad makes sure Demetri is alright .

Demetri was her best friend aside from Aisha , Aisha is usually now with Tory now they had became an item .

But Demetri was more like another brother that sometimes annoys her but she loves dearly . She would always have his back as well Robby would . And if Demetri needed them to feel comfortable on this important date , well let it be it .

....... ........ Miguel Pov ...... ....... .....

Grabbing his hoodie for Sam , he  bid his goodbye to YaYa once she gives him la bendicion . Quickly texting Sam that they were heading out already , pocketing his phone and keys inside his pocket of his jeans .

He walks out until he reaches the dojo , scanning to see if Hawk was there . He hears him first before he sees him . Guess they both got there at the same time .

" El Serpiente ! "

" Hey man , you nervous for your first date with your first crush ever ! ."

" pftt me ! Nervous ! no way ! I'm chill ."

He gave him his signature ' really bitch ' . Guess he had to refresh his memory of yesterday that he ruined for him to hang out with Sam .

" Yeah chill like yesterday , you were shiting bricks to ask out your life time best friend because you had enough of watching yasmine flirt with Demetri . "

" Receipts or it didn't happen " Oh he really wants to go there , pretending to reach for his phone to show evidence of said events . Watching the smug look disappear and replaced embarrassment.

" Guess I will then "

" Okay ! stop ! I'm really nervous I just don't want to ruin this date . Although I imagined our date to be the two of us , but I guess you can keep me in check if I fuck up . And also hopefully Doug won't cause a scene . "

" Don't worry , whats a wingman for ? " Smiling as they do their cool handshake . Hearing a  car coming close they realise it's Doug . Quickly jogging to hop in , putting  music on to get their confidence and mood on .

.... .... ...

So far so good , Hawk and Doug didn't make a scene once he realised his date was Robby.  Sam was perfect as always, they both tried to ease the air with some casual conversations .

 Throwing out compliments for everyone . And if Sam and him weren't OTP then he didn't know what will . Although number 1 OTP would be Sensei and Mr. LaRusso , nobody  could ever be better than those two .

Hes going off topic , Now here they are sacrificing their day to helping out their friends that are in need to become a couple for they could all finally rest at night and not wonder when those two idiots will realise their feelings ....

At least for him .

Anywho , Robby and Doug seemed not to get the memo of getting rid of the awkwardness.  Looking at Sam , communicating through his mind and eyes for the others wouldn't hear . He could try whispering but he can't risk it .

He totally didn't blush when the waitress caught him making weird faces as she came over to take their orders.

.... ..... ...

" That was embarrasing ! "

" What ! Easy for you to say she only saw me , you had your back towards her . "

He pouted to prove a point and looking at the other way . Giggling as she hold his hand , trying to make him look at her . She tells him she's sorry and promise to buy him ice cream .

Miguel could only ignoring Sam's cute voice and big blue eyes and obviously ice cream for so long . As reward she gives him a quick kiss .

" I love you  . "

" I love you too Sammy."

..... .... ..

His excuse that he would give to sensei would be that he wasn't involve with the disappearance of Robby.  He was there and then in a second he wasn't.  Or .......

He could just put the blame on Hawk , he will be missed .

They all decided to get ice cream as they all came to conclusion that both Robby and Doug would come back . Doug didn't take his car , keys and wallet was there . He has to come back for it , guess now they are all having ice cream as he was promised .

" I don't know about you but this ice cream was the best I've had . Maybe because I shared with you . "

His heart still beats so fast when Sam says cute cheesy things , but he couldn't help but tease a little about it . It was payback for the incident at the dinner .

" Yeah same but mainly because it was free , Ow ! " 

He almost tripped from the sudden push she gave him . Laughing at the cute glare she was giving him . He runs after her once she decides to walk faster to Hawk and Demetri .

" I'm kidding ! I love everything more when your part of it . Especially when you give me kisses . "

" Even Eskimo kisses "

" Especially those but you can't tell anyone it would ruin my status . "

Their joking banter stops when Demetri questions out loud if that was Doug carrying Robby . It was hard when the shorter of the two had his head tucked in and both had their hoodies up . Sam calls out to them , it's confirmed when they look at their direction , showing their faces .

...... ...... Sam ........

 " Robby are you okay ? Where were you two , we were worried . ! " 

" I'm alright Sam , Me and Doug went for a walk and I hurt my ankle , hence why Doug is giving me a piggyback ride . "

" Oh I thought you decided to climb him like a tree cause - "

" Demetri ! " Robby tightens his arms around Doug while  shouting to make Demetri quiet  . By the looks they hit it off , Letting the taller boy take Robby to her car , she says goodbye to Hawk and Miguel .

" Today was a success , and all thanks to you for giving the push hawk needed to finally ask out Demitri . "

She swings their hands around wanting to make their time last . Miguel hugs her as he talks .

" Thank you ! But I couldn't do it without you making Yasmine flirt with Demetri . We make a great team ! . "

" Sam , look ! " By hearing Demetri voice she turns around to the direction of her car where she sees Robby kiss Doug . Turning around giving Miguel one last time before saying goodbye .

Entering the car , she ask if Robbys ok . Once giving the signal to Demetri to voice out their thoughts , she laughs the whole ride at home listening to Robby and Demetri argue .

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Sidenote : This Part 2 of triple date . Side mention of Lawrusso and Carmanda. Thank you to @oceluna for the boost of confidence!! . Kinda wrote Miguel a lil bit like xolo funny personality in here . Also Aisha x Tory mentioned . Hope you guys like it !

[buckyscrystalqueen]

I Can’t: Part 2

Pairings: Seb Stan x Reader

Warnings: Anxiety, introvert stuff… angst. IDK I’m bad at this kinda thing. Fluff & swearing as usual.

Word Count: 2,330

A/N: Looks like we got another one shot turned mini-series. Enjoy & Thank @magpiegirl80 for the adorable derp photo of her dog, Ollie & send love to my pups, Lucy and Skye!!!

Part 1

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It took two weeks of denial before you saved his phone number and two weeks more of staring at it at least ten times a day before you got the nerve to even consider texting him back. The process of actually sending that text took at least a month and a half because you knew once you did… you were opening Pandora’s box. 

‘Hi… so I guess I’m your soul…’ *delete*

‘So we’re soulmates… I guess.’ *delete*

‘I’m sorry to break it to you but I can’t…’ *delete*

‘I don’t know what you want from me…’ *delete*

‘I don’t think I can handle being in the spotlight…’ *delete*

‘Hi…’ *Send*

You sat nervously in your spot on the couch in your living room, staring at the iMessage screen on your laptop, regretting hitting send severely. It was only a few moments before the three dots of doom appeared in the bottom left hand corner.

‘Hi, sweetheart. How are you today?’

You couldn’t stop the small smile that pulled at the corner of your lips as you moved your hands from where you were clutching them together under your chin and set them lightly on your laptop as if it were going to burn you for doing so.

‘Scared.’

You responded truthfully. Your head reeled as you tried to come up with just what you wanted to say but the three dots appeared once more before you could.

‘That’s perfectly understandable, (Y/N). It’s an intimidating situation.’

You nodded in agreement as you curled your hands under your chin again and bit your lip while the dots continued.

‘How about we take this slow because trust me, I have just as much anxiety about this as you do.’

You huffed a humorless laugh and shook your head as you wrote your response.

‘I doubt that. Did you stay curled up in your bed for three day watching reruns of Sex and the City?’

The moment you hit send, you wanted to melt into a hole at what you just confessed to Sebastian freaking Stan.

‘You got me there.’ 

‘But I did eat a whole pizza in like an hour if that helps at all.’

You smiled fully and nodded.

‘It does. I turn to Ben and Jerry’s myself.’

‘What’s your go-to flavor?’

You bit you started to actually chew on your lip as you glanced over your computer screen to think for a moment.

‘B&J would be Half Baked but hands down, cookie dough is my favorite.’

‘Cookie dough!!!!! I love cookie dough! But my B&J flavor would be Chunky Monkey. It’s addictive.’

You giggled as you quickly looked up the unfamiliar to you flavor and scrunched your nose at the ingredients listing.

‘Eww walnuts! I can do everything else about that but the walnuts.’

There was a few moments of hesitation before the dots appeared again.

‘I could totally insert a ‘nuts’ joke right now but I’ll refrain out of respect. LOL.’

You giggled at your screen and choose to let your inappropriate side stay hidden for now.

‘I’ll let it slide. But trust me when I say I’m far from appropriate usually. My mom gets on me about it all the time. Especially the amount of times I say ‘fuck’ in a single sentence. I make Negan from Walking Dead look like an alter boy with my mouth.’

Once you hit send, you closed your eyes and groaned.

‘Well it is a very versatile word. I’m a big fan of it’s many forms.’

He responded and you could almost see his smirk in your mind. You couldn’t help yourself with your response.

‘Oh, I bet you do! LMAO’

‘But you’re not alone there, hun.’ 

‘There it is! Hahaha! Ahhh, I love it!’

You smiled and crossed your legs under your laptop on the couch as the three dots appeared once more.

‘Hey, I’m really, really sorry to cut this short but I have a thing here in a few minutes so I have to go.’

Your smile instantly dropped.

‘Oh! Right, famous actor. Right.’

His response was instantaneous. 

‘Hey, I don’t want you to think of me like that, sweetheart. You’ll overwhelm yourself. I’m just a regular guy that has the same fears, anxiety, and hesitation about this situation as you do. Finding your soulmate is a huge, life changing step. But at the end of the day, no matter how much I want this, you still have the option to walk away. I hope you don’t. I really, really hope you give this a chance. But if you look at this with me being famous, I have a gut feeling that you’ll pull away from me before you give us a chance. And I know it’s hard to wrap your head around being in the spot light with anxiety. It’s hard to do anything with anxiety and I get that. But try to stay calm for me, OK? Please, (Y/N)?’

You read through his message twice before nodding your head slowly.

‘OK.’

‘OK. If it’s OK with you, I’m gunna text you later tonight when I get done with my thing. Sound good?’

You nodded again as if he could see you as you wrote out your response.

‘That’s fine. I’ll do my best not to psych myself out too much.’

‘That’s all I can ask from you, sweetheart. I’ll talk to you later.’

You waited a few minutes, staring at your computer screen before looking up at your front door when your mom walked in.

“I texted him.” You said simply as she set her bag down by the front door.

“Good for you.” She responded with a smile as she flopped down on her couch with a sigh after a long day at work. “I’m proud of you for taking that step.” You nodded in agreement as you looked back at your laptop screen and scrolled to the tops of the messages to read them over once more.

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“You know, you’re the luckiest girl in the world.” Your Tumblr friend, Christine said on a Face Time call the next morning. “I’d kill to have a soulmate with that body. I’m just stuck with JP… Oi! Don’t hit!” She said as her fiancé hit her in the back of the head with a pillow.

“It’s just weird.” You said as you glanced over at the horror movie you had on as background noise. “Like, of all the fucking people in the whole world, a freaking actor is my soul mate.” You looked back at her with a shrug. “Like really? I feel like the most unlucky person in history here.”

“Bullshit.” She snapped back. “How are you unlucky?”

“Christine, it’s me! I’m awkward and loud and I say inappropriate shit all the time. How the fucking fuck am I supposed to date an actor, huh? I’d embarrass him right off the edge of the map!”

“Don’t be a dick. He obviously is fuckin’ in to ya if he’s taking time out of his busy schedule ta see how you are. So put your big girl pants on and accept that the famous actor is your soulmate, you lucky cunt and let him get to know you!” A smile pulled at the corner of your lips as you looked away from the screen.

“I’m lucky as fuck, aren’t I?” You asked as you looked back at her. 

“Hell yea you are! So don’t go fuckin’ ruinin’ it by runnin’ around in your head so I can live vicariously through you.”

“Alright, alright!” You conceded. “Sorry UK hubby. I’m divorcing you!” You called out teasingly at JP.

“I want half your shite!” He yelled back causing you and your friend to laugh.

“OK, so now what?” You asked as you made yourself comfortable in your spot and muted the woman screaming on your TV. “What do I do now?”

“Well he said last night ta text him when you got up, right?”

“Yea…”

“Well you’ve been up least an hour since ye actually have clothes on…”

“Shut up.” You laughed but she continued over you.

“So text him. Stay casual…”

“And say what?”

“Say ‘hi’, ya bell end!”

“You’re a horrible friend, do you know that?” You joked.

“I know.” She said with a shrug as she picked up her long haired Jack Russel terrier, Ollie and held him up beside her face. “Do it for Ollie.”

“Rude.” You replied flatly as you waved at her. “Alright, I’ll call you later.” She waved back and said bye as you hung up the video call. You groaned to yourself and leaned back against the back of your seat as you scrubbed the heels of your palms from your hairline down to your chin. “Alright, fine.” You said aloud to your own dogs as you pulled up your iMessage app. “I’ll text him.”

‘Morning’

As you waited for his response, you turned the volume of your movie back on. You watched for a few moments before your laptop ‘dinged’.

‘It’s almost 11. If you are just waking up, I am royally jealous. I’ve been up and at the gym since 5am.’

‘Oh, hell no! I protest for you. The only exercise I do is walking my dogs around the neighborhood and whatever exercise I get at work walking clients up and down hallways.’

You turned down the volume of your laptop so it wouldn’t be annoyingly loud as the three dots popped up again.

‘1) what kind of dogs? And 2) what kinda work?’

You smiled as you grabbed your cell phone off the pillow beside you and pulled up your photos with a smile. You quickly found your favorite photo of your pups sent it to him before going back to type on your laptop.

‘Lucy is the white one. She’s a soft coated Wheaton terrier. Skye is the black one Lucy is sitting on. She’s a rescue so we don’t know exactly what she is but we say she’s a Havanese because that’s what she looks like.’

‘And I’m a CNA which is basically an under appreciated, under paid babysitter for the elderly. I work about thirty hours a week right now. Helps my mom pays bills as best as I can.’

‘OMG those are the cutest damn dogs in the entire world! I’m jealous. I miss being able to have a dog but I travel too much. And good for you on the job. I bet it’s tough to work with the elderly and not get the appreciation other nurses get.’

You nodded in agreement as you responded.

‘It takes a special kinda person to do my job. I hate it so much usually. But when I’m almost at the point where I want to throw my hands up and quit, a client or a family member makes it worth my while again.’

‘Well I’m proud of you, sweetheart. Even if no one else is. I am.’

You smirked at your screen as you took a sip of your coffee and set it down on the table beside you.

‘You have to be. You’re my soulmate, remember?’

‘Hey! I’m trying to be supportive here. You’re killin’ me, Smalls.’

You let out a barked laugh as you found the gif you had saved in a file for Tumblr.

‘For-ev-er.’

You smiled proudly at yourself as Seb responded.

‘I’m crying tears of joy that you got that reference. I’ve said it before and people just looked at me like I was more crazy than I actually am.’

‘I have classic tastes, IDK what to say. I can’t tell you how many times I have referenced ‘classic’ movies on Tumblr for it to just go right over half my followers heads. Like what is this from?’

You pulled up your file of ‘Pics & Gifs’ and scrolled through to find the one you wanted.

‘Well that one’s just too easy. The Big Lebowski, obviously.’

‘Yea for us old folks. Bet your ass 75% of the population under 25 have no idea what movie that’s from.’

‘Well now that’s just… that’s just sad.’

You nodded in agreement and sighed.

‘You have no freaking idea.’

It took a few minutes for him to respond again and you almost forgot you were texting him when he sent you another gif.

‘Name the film.’

You scoffed loudly and shook your head.

‘Really? You’re gunna try to trip me up on a Tarantino flick? He’s one of my faves and that’s ‘Four Rooms’. Try again, Seb.’

The two of you went back and forth for nearly three hours sending the most obscure movie gifs you could find; everything from ‘Airplane’ to ‘BASEketball’. Most of them you had both seen but there where a couple that either you or he hadn’t and Seb said he was starting a lit of movies you both needed to see eventually. Before you knew it, your mom was getting home for her between cases nap and your head whipped up toward the clock.

“Damn, is it really three?” She nodded as your laptop ‘dinged’ with another text.

“Hi Christine.” She said as she set her purse down on the coffee table on her way out to the back porch for a smoke.

“Not Christine.” You responded as you guessed ‘Office Space’ correctly. She stopped by the sliding glass door with her eye brows arched.

“Sebastian?” You smirked and nodded as you sent a gif from ‘Wet Hot American Summer’. “Good for you. I’m proud of you.”

“Stop.” You laughed as you mentally cheered for your soulmate for getting the right answer. “I’m just making a new friend right now. Don’t go ordering wedding invitations.” You looked over at her as she held her hands up in surrender.

“Didn’t say anything.” She claimed on her way out back. “Just glad you’re making friends again.” You grumbled at her to shut up under your breath as you pulled up yet another gif and sent it off to him.

Part 3