#yall should give william a forehead kiss

[podoro-vines]

[oc] Constellation William 💫✨

[percsane]

— did i drive you away? ☆

pairing: riri williams x blk afab reader

content: angst , swearing , upset reader and riri.

summary: riri’s been pushing you away without realizing, and you can’t help but wonder why..?

kendall’s note: okay yall, finally writing some angst (it’ll have a happy ending dw) but i’m not sick anymore so now i can actually fr write, this is inspired by sparks by coldplay btw!

(♡) or rb! :)

read.

that’s what read underneath the last message you sent riri..

last week.

you decided it’s been enough time since you last talked, you missed your best friend, the love of your life..

you walked up to her room and waited for a second, thinking of what you would even say to her.. today was the same day that her dad died years ago.

you were the one she went to when you both were just 15.. running to your arms and crying into your shoulder and she sulked over her fathers death, and as her best friend, you looked out for her.

you knew this day was always hard for her, every year that would pass it was as if it got worse.

you stood in front of riri’s dorm, and finally knocked on the door, anxious to see how she was holding up.

the woman who opened the door wasn’t your riri.. but she was.

riri had deep dark circles under her eyes, her face was puffy as if she’d been crying all day, her eyes were red, and her facial expression, she looked hurt.

you stood with her favorite snacks and chips and drinks in a little bag you made for her, she looked at you, then down at the bag.

“not in the mood today, (y/n).” she said harshly, her voice hoarse

you pushed past her and entered her room, placing down the bag as if she hadn’t said a thing.

“i promised you when we were 15 that i’d never leave your side on this day, no matter how upset, how angry, how embarrassed you could possibly be, i’m not going anyway riri williams.” you spoke, sternly.

“(y/n). i’m not in the mood today. look, maybe next year i just need space, i really need you to get the fuck out.” she says, you can see the build up of anger getting to her.

“but i-” you started.

“(Y/N) GET THE FUCK OUT.” she yelled brokenly, you decided if she needed her space, you’d give it to her. though, it broke your heart to see her like this, you didn’t wanna push it.

you left and as soon as you were on the other side of the door, you heard it slam behind you.

a few days after the.. incident you continued to give riri her space, you would notice her stare at you in lectures, and every time you looked back at her, she looked away.

you were in the library, trying to study for your next exam as you clicked away on your computer, headphones in your ears as you listened to music to calm your nerves.

you felt the presence of someone next to you, looking up from your computer, you see her.

riri gives you a weak smile.

you return it, taking your headphones off.

“hey..” she speaks quietly.

“hey riri.” you say blandly.

“can i uh… talk to you?” she asks, scared you’ll say no.

“yeah.” you shrug, backing your stuff up into your tote bag and getting up to exit the library with her.

“look, i’m sorry for yelling at you.. and being an ass. i really dont fucking deserve a friend like you, you do this every year, and you never disappoint me. i guess i got a lil scared that.. i dunno maybe one year you’ll realize you don’t need to do this shit for me anymore..” you saw tears fill her eyes as she talked, trying to wipe them away.

“riri..” you began.

“no, listen to me i’m sorry, i’m sorry i blew up on you, that i let my own insecurities get in the way of our friendship.. i really just hope i didn’t drive you away. i love you, (y/n). more than a best friend should and that shit fucking scares me.” she confesses, making you look her in her eyes, cupping her cheeks as you press a kiss to her forehead.

“riri, i love you too ight? that’s never changed, i’ve always seen you more than a best friend, and i don’t want that to change. but you could never, ever drive me away. i’m not going anywhere okay? neither is my love for you.” you smile, pressing a chaste kiss to her lips.

riri pulls you closer and hugs you tightly, making you chuckle a little before rubbing her back.

“my heart is yours, riri williams.” you whisper into her neck.

[depressedacadamia]

Lightweight

Summary: Will Solace can’t realy hold his alcohol but Nico doesn’t really mind.

A/N: 2 fics in one week? Oh my gods, who is this writer and what have they done with Persephone? Enjoyy yall- I really enjoyed writing this one!  

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“Hands off sunshine!” Nico warned as he held the bottle of vodka above his head, his arms outstretched.

“Give meee!” Will cried, his hand sloppily hitting Nico’s arm. The summer air was warm and Nico could feel the thin layer of sweat on his forehead- considering he had to stay in his tiptoes to hold the bottle above Will.

“Will, you didn’t even drink that much! How are you so drunk?”

“You don’t love me! Do you love me?”

“Of course I love you, ya little drunk shithead. You are totally wasted, no matter how many times you will doubt it,” Nico sighed, throwing Will’s arms over his shoulders in a vain attempt to carry him back to Cabin 7.

Will gave one long blink. Then another. “ Where are we going?”

“To your cabin. I’d shadow travel but I've seen a regular person’s reaction to that, I don’t want to see what chaos would come out of shadow travelling a hot drunken mess.”

“Did you just call me a mess?” Will pouted.

“Yes but I called you a hot mess. Focus on that part. It was mostly a compliment.”

“You’re sooo mean to meee. Do you even love me?”

“Yes I love you, stop being so heavy and carry your own legs please.” Nico shifted his back under the weight of his boyfriend's entire body and tried to manage a few steps- they would have been easy if his boyfriend wasn’t so damn fit and if he himself wasn’t slightly inebriated.

“Ni-” Will hiccuped. “-Co!”

“Yes?”

“Do you love me?”

Nico sighed again, slightly frustrated by the constant question. “Yes I love you, ask again and the answer may vary.”

“Phi Phi is so much nicer than you,” Will grumbled, his head leaning into the crook of Nico’s neck. Nico could smell the twinge of alcohol in Will’s breath along with the regular smell of the spearmint gum he would always be chewing.

“Phi Phi?” Nico snorted. “ Who in the name of God is that?”

“Your stepma! Phi Phi! She gave me so many nice flowers last time we visited!” Will paused before giving Nico an innocent look of disapproval. “ Do you not remember Phi Phii?”

Will accidentally dragged out the last ‘ee’ syllable in the word ‘phi phi’ making it sound like he was a 3 year old trying to read for the first time. Nico almost shivered at the mention of his stepmother; the last time he checked, she still had at least 157 variations of dandelions that she could turn him into the second he did anything going against her liking- afterall, she may have been the Goddess of the Spring but she was still the Queen of the Underworld.

“Yes, of course I remember Phi Phi.” He lowered his voice as he muttered the next few words under his breath to prevent them from being heard. “ How could I forget her and her stupid dandelions?”

“Phee Pheeee!”

“What about Phi Phi?”

Will paused for a few seconds. He tilted his head looking at Nico. “ Do you love me?”

Nico, awfully frustrated, decided to not answer the question honestly. “ No, I do not love you right now. Drunk you is a mess whom not only subject hops but also cannot walk coordinately.”

Nico did not think Will would take anything he said seriously but to his horror he was greatly mistaken. Will’s slow and steady breathing quickly became a rapid torrent of quick and unsteady breathing. Nico had thought that he was just mucking about but then he felt warm tears stain his shirt.

Tears streamed down Will’s flushed face, his freckles were almost invisible as the tears continued running down his face like a current. His chest racked with sobs and he pulled away from Nico and collapsed on the ground. He buried his head in his hands and let his heart beat harder with every cry that left his lips.

Nico watched, his mouth dropped. He had no idea what he had done or how to make it better. He reached out, trying to console the drunk and overly emotional Will but instead found himself feeling guilt beyond any he had ever felt before.

“Will?” He whispered. “ Will? You’re drunk. I was just joking, I didn’t mean anything I just said.”

Will's loud sobs started to slowly quieten down but the tears still freely ran across his face. He glanced upwards at Nico, his eyes rimmed red. His bottom lip wobbled and his eyes were wet.

“But.. but you said that you don’t love me…”

“I was joking. I was lying. I do love you. Only you.”

Nico plopped himself beside Will and shuffled himself closer, awkwardly. He tried to wrap one of his arms around Will but he found it to be too short and only barely touched Will’s other shoulder. So instead, he settled for rubbing soothing circles on Will’s back, calming him and forcing him to breathe slower.

“How do I know you are not lying to me now?” Will’s eyes were innocent and once again brimming with tears. “I always worry that you're just lying to me and then one day you’re going to just go poof and stupid me will be all sad.”

Nico thought he could feel his own eyes stinging- was this how Will really felt? Was Nico that bad a boyfriend that Will felt that every word, every kiss, every moment was a lie? Or did Will just consider himself so unloveable that every good thing that ever happened to him was just temporary or fake?

Nico glanced at the blonde eyelashes that were clad together with tears.

What happens inside that gorgeous head of yours, Solace?

“I love you William Andrew Solace. I choose you. You’re my significant other, significant annoyance- whatever you want to call it. And if I ever disappear, you’re sure as hell coming with me.”

Will wrapped his arms tightly and unexpectedly around Nico’s waist- causing Nico to be pushed onto his back while Will snuggled into his abdomen. Nico could feel his t-shirt stick to him due to the tears from Will’s face.

“I love you soooo much,” Will murmured into Nico’s stomach. Nico could feel his breathing hitch at the words. Nico kissed Will- light and innocent. That's what the kiss meant. He could taste the salty tears on Will’s lips and the bitter aftertaste of the vodka on his tongue. The kiss was quick, chaste and it may have not satisfied Will’s desire but it made him feel safe.

And to both of them, that’s all that mattered.

Will awoke the next morning with several life regrets but none as strong as the stupid amount of alcohol he had decided to consume the previous day or night. He could barely remember anything- let alone figure out where in the name of Zeus he was. The cabin seemed dreary but at the same time it was beautiful. It was dark and light and terrifying and beautiful all at the same time.

Wait. What Cabin was this? Whose Cabin was this? He didn’t think there was any Cabin that was so roomy with such a lack of accommodation. He almost felt like he was in a Cabin for a child of the Big Three- He remembered the one time he had taken a glimpse of the Poseidon Cabin and he remembered it to be huge- something he deeply envied Percy for.

It was only until Will noticed the black clad figure kneeling beside him that he realised where exactly he was. Beautifully tousled hair, gorgeous lips and eyes that one could get lost in forever- he only knew one person with features so defining. The question was, what on earth was he doing in Cabin 13?

Cabin 13- His boyfriend's cabin. Immediately, Will scrambled upwards. He looked Nico straight in the eye and tried to recall to what extent he embarrassed himself as a drunken idiot last night.

“How bad was it?”

“Shall I sugar coat it or give it to you straight?”

Will managed to squeak out, “Give it to me straight.”

“You tried to get into my pants and talked about how hot you thought I was.” Nico shrugged nonchalantly.

Will blanched and he immediately wished that had asked for the sugar coated version. He heard Nico laughing and he could feel his nerves both calm down and panic at the same time. Nico’s laugh was calming and beautiful and warm and made him feel all fuzzy like he was under a fluffy blanket. But he worried for what reason Nico was laughing.

“Calm down sunshine. I was joking- you should have known that I wouldn’t have been able to give it to you straight. You just asked dumb questions and cried a bit.”

“I cried?”

“It’s not a big deal.” Nico batted his hand. Will collapsed back onto the bed with an ‘ow’ and groaned something unintelligible about it being ‘too early in the morning for this’.

“It’s actually 1 in the afternoon but to each their own I guess.”

Will wanted to shout WHAT but he did not want to rack his head with an already painful headache so he instead settled for dropping his jaw.

“Close your mouth sunshine unless you plan on using it,” Nico mumbled. Will felt his jaw drop further before he snapped it back and swore internally. He made a mental note to never have a hangover near Nico because he would use it to his advantage.

“So why exactly did I cry yesterday?” Will asked as he sipped from the glass of water that had been placed at the bedside by, he could only assume, Nico. Will noticed that when asked that question, Nico tensed, his hands digging slightly into his jeans.

The corner of Will’s lips tilted upwards. “ What did you say?”

“What makes you think I said anything? Drunk you is a crybaby and you know it,” Nico huffed defensively, refusing to meet Will's eye.

“Yeah but you’re acting guilty.”

“What if I killed some boring skeleton zombie this morning and I’m only now mourning their already dead body?”

“Spare me the dark and frankly dry humour,” Will deadpanned, excited to hear the cause of his outburst yesterday.

Nico mumbled something under his breath, all while looking away from Will.

“What?”

“I said,'' Nico took a deep breath. “That I didn't love you-”

“-What?”

“But it was a joke!”

Will could feel his stomach churning and he couldn't tell if it was from the hangover or the current situation. He managed to resist a gag. “How is that a joke?”

Will’s voice was so hoarse and weak, Nico thought that he was going to break into tears all over again and he knew that if that happened, he would end up with tears flooding his own face.

“It’s because, well, drunk you kept on asking Do you love me and of course I do but drunk you is just so heavy and you kept on asking and so I of course gave a sarcastic quip and you just burst into tears and..”

Will stared at Nico and for a second, Nico was terrified that he had really blown it.He watched as his boyfriend buried his face into his hands and began shaking. His back was shivering and Nico could hear little whimpers.

“Fuck.” Nico had subconsciously let the profanity pass through his lips.

Will, suddenly, threw his head back and his laugh echoed around the empty Cabin 13. Nico felt stuned. Was he laughing in rage? Should he run?

“Will. I am so so sorry. I swear, it was a joke. I love you, I chose you William Andrew Solace. I’ll do it again and again.”

“You,” Will wheezed. “ Idiot! Did you really get so worked up over drunk me being dramatic? I was being hyperbolic!”

Nico tilted his head ever so slightly but his ravenous locks still fell over his eyes however he didn’t seem to mind as he made no effort to move it from his sight.

“So… you aren’t mad?”

“I mean I won’t reject any special treatment if you were thinking of offering as a way of showing your sorrow,” Will teased.

“Shut it.” Nico pouted. “ Do I not get a dramatic love confession? I gave you two.”

Will raised his eyebrow and threw his legs over the edge of the bed. “ If I can count correctly, and I can, I only recall one dramatic love confession.”

“You were too drunk to remember the first one.”

Will let out a groan before softly smiling.”I love you. I choose you, Nicolo Di Angelo.”

“Don’t call me Nicolo!”

[abadbitvh]

Can I request #17 for William please?

17. “The problem is, if I kissed you, I don’t think I’d be able to stop myself.”

UH I DIED AGAIN BUT IM HERE NOW like every company in thrs wirld is closed corona please gtfo.

BUT I GOT YALL, IM STILL HERE TO WRITE AND I HOPE you’re still here to enjoy 🥰 PLEASE STAY SAFE AND DONT GO OUT!

ANYWAYS, @the-mad-author eNJOY, sweets.

it’s suggestive content, don’t be kinky kids.

“The problem is, if I kissed you, I don’t think I’d be able to stop myself.”

“Is this really necessary?” You asked as you and Willaim circled around each other, “I mean, we have magic so what’s this for?“

He shrugged and continued staring straight into your eyes, waiting for you to make a move, “your mana could run out.”

“Not to be narcissistic or anything but, my mana is strong, you said it yourself,” you responded, throwing a sucker punch towards him which he avoided by moving his head out of the way.

“Doesn’t mean it won’t run out,” he quickly punched you in the stomach, staring at you nonchalantly as you clutched your stomach and winced in pain before flicking your forehead, “focus.”

You huffed and glared at him before lifting up your foot to kick him and again, he moved away, “Can you stay still for a second?!”

He smiled at you in amusement and shook his head but you took your chance to punch him in the stomach, “Gotcha!”

He grunted before looking at you, “Not bad.”

Punches and kicks continued moving back and forth between the two of you, mostly you getting them as you continued yelling at him to slow down instead of defending yourself.

The Vangeance made sure not to hurt you so much or touch your face, knowing you weren’t that strong and well-educated when it came to physical combat, you always relied on your magic when it came to fighting or defending yourself, it always protected you so you didn’t know what was he training you for.

Another hit to your side and you glared at him, “I’m gonna hurt you if you don’t slow down,” you were panting heavily while his breath was as calm as it usually was.

“Do it.”

You stopped moving before kicking his shin making him groan in pain.

Quickly, you took your chance to kick him down on the ground before sitting on top of him, straddling his body, “Now, don’t make me mad again or it’ll be worse next time,” you crossed your arms over your chest, smirking down at him.

He smiled up at you before holding your arms and bringing you down to him then suddenly, he sat up, one arm behind your back to keep your from falling from the sudden move while the other hand was still holding onto your arm.

You were now sitting on his lap, both legs still on either side of him, “What?” You questioned, staring into his eyes.

He didn’t answer you, his eyes moving to glance at your lips before moving up to meet your eyes again, “You won?”

“Hm? Yeah, I made you fall, didn’t I?” You unwrapped your arms from around your chest and moved them to his neck, “Can I have my reward now?”

“And what would your majesty want?” He asked playfully, moving his hand up to your face.

“A kiss. I want you to kiss me.”

“A kiss?” He asked, “Don’t I give you that everyday?”

“Yeah but you punched me so now kiss me for every hit you gave me.”

He smiled, nodding his head as he leaned closer to you. He continued moving slowly until your lips were only a few centimeters away then stopped, “But there’s a problem,” he said.

“What is it? Do I have blood on my lips?”

“No. The problem is, if I kissed you, I don’t think I’d be able to stop myself.”

“Oh,” you rested your forehead on his and rubbed the back of his neck with your thumb, “You should thank me for insisting on training inside a room instead of going to the garden then.”

You crashed your lips against his, not giving him a chance to respond back, your lips moving softly against his as he rubbed the small of your back.

“I need a round two. And I’m not talking kicks and punches,” You mumbled, breathing softly against his lips before he closed the space again.

[bxngthedoldrums]

things you said when you were crying + gabilliam >:)

NOT YALL PUSHING THIS SAD AGENDA ON ME AGAIN,,,

8. things you said when you were crying

- - -

"i'll miss you."

"c'mon, bill. just a month, right? i know you can handle that." gabe says, and he means it, because william needs him to mean it with every bit of himself.

"you should stay." william answers. his fingers are cold where they touch gabe's, hovering there, waiting.

gabe laughs, grabbing william's hand and squeezing it once. "babe, my flight is literally in thirty minutes. it's a bit late."

it's not often that gabe elicits these types of strong emotions out of william, but something about going home for the holidays had william on the verge of a meltdown in gate 5 of o'hare. gabe's other hand comes up to wipe a tear off william's cheek with his thumb, leaning in to give him a kiss on his forehead.

"i love you." william says, blinking back tears hard. "fuck you for making me cry in an airport. who the fuck am I?" he adds, with a sniffle that sounds almost like a laugh.

gabe grins and sneaks one more kiss before letting go of william all together. "one month!" he calls over his shoulder as he lugs his carryon to the plane. "dry your eyes, babe - don't wanna crash the car crying too hard on the way home!" he continues, loud enough to be positive everyone around heard. what's the point of having a boyfriend if you can't embarrass him every once in awhile?

[hockeytrashgoblin]

Ice Cold ~Part 5

A/N: A double update for yall tonight! I hope you guys are enjoying. It’ll really pick up after this chapter! 

William’s POV (just trying it. One more chapter is planned to have his POV but let me know if you like it and want more!)

"William you're dumb."

"Shut up Auston, you don't know anything!"

"I know enough that you're going to fuck this all up for us."

"I'm not fucking up anything." 

We were all out in the woods hunting. Animal blood was shitty but at least we got the thrill of the chase before we could get blood bags to satisfy the real thirst to be around humans. We were having fun until Auston decided to stop me.

"You're being selfish." He roared at me, his eyes turning black and veined. "We finally have a good life and you're willing to risk it all for some dumb fucking girl."

"Auston calm down." Morgan said earning a look of hatred from the other boy. "Now."

"This is such bullshit!"

"Auston. This isn't up for discussion. You know what I saw."

"She's not that bad dude." Kasperi said coming out of nowhere with Mitch.

"I don't give a fuck about any of this. She's a threat."

"She's my soulmate." I snarled pushing him to the ground. "You're just upset because you haven't found yours yet."

"Shut the fuck up! I don't care. I care about a weak little human who will react who knows what way to us b-"

"Morgan knows you idiot! He saw it. She's not going to react badly."

"Why are we even giving her a chance to react at all?" 

"Auston that's enough." Morgan yelled, silencing everyone. "You're behaving like a child. You have been the whole time and it's getting old, fast. As if William isn't having a hard enough time without you making it harder."

"Oh and by the way Aus, you should really stop following us around. She's noticed."

"There's no way she noticed."

"Listen you cocky little shit. She's talked to me about it. She's uncomfortable."

"Auston you promised us you wouldn't do that!" Mitch said hurt that his friend lied. Mitch always was the most sensitive person, especially towards Auston.

"I'm sorry Mitchy, but what if-"

"No Aus. You're supposed to trust Willy. You're supposed to trust Morgan, all of us actually. If you don't trust us what do we have? Nothing. And trying to keep him from his soulmate? That's so fucking low."

"Mitch I do trust you guys. I don't trust her."

"She's got a name." I mumbled.

"I don't care."

"I'm going to tell her Auston. I don't care if you give me the okay at this point. It's been 3 months and I'm sick of the secrets. If you can't get behind me finding true love and happiness, then you can just keep it to yourself."

"That's beyond stupid. He's created a new kind of stupid."

"Shut the fuck up you salty bitch!" Mitch practically screamed.

"I'm sick of this arguing. We're going home now." Morgan said starting to leave. "And if I find out that either of you killed each other to not deal with the other, I will kill both of you."

We all dispersed after that. I was beyond angry and took off. Just running, no particular destination, just going. I would never understand why Auston was acting like this. He's never been so broody and grumpy in the past few years I've known him. I hope Mitch could calm him down or talk some sense into him or something.

After a while I decided to head back home. I made sure that there was no blood on my face or anything and headed out. 

I didn't notice I was walking past (y/n)'s work until I smelled her. My senses were so intune with everything about her, if I concentrated I could hear her laughing with Amy inside. It made me smile hearing her get closer. I decided to wait for them and say hi. My still heart felt like it soared when she finally walked out. It only took a second for her to see me and come running up. She gave me a kiss and a hug that warmed me up completely.

"Hi." She said with a sweet smile.

"Hi baby." I wrapped my arm around her shoulder. "Hi Amy."

"Hey Will, we were just about to meet up with Mitchell for dinner if you want to join us?"

"Yeah sure I'd like that!"

We walked only a short way before we got to a little vegan restaurant. It was a really beautiful place. It was crawling with hipsters and elegant looking snobs. I didn't see the big deal about eating meat personally but I can't really complain since I don't eat a lot of human food.

We were seated quickly and the service was lovely. The food was also good. But I enjoyed watching (y/n) giggling and having fun with her friends. It was incredibly cute. She kept looking at me with these big happy eyes that made me feel like I was flying.

"What are you looking at?" She asked with a blush coating her cheeks.

"You. I'm just wondering what I did to get you to look at me with such beautiful eyes. I was just thinking I'm lucky."

"Stop doing the voice!" She accused blushing harder hitting my shoulder. I laughed at her.

"I don't even know I'm doing it until you say something." 

"I feel like that's a lie."

"Why?"

"You've got mischief in those eyes Willy."

"You guys are so cute." Mitchell said interrupting us. I almost forgot they were sitting there.

"Thank you." She replied quietly blushing.

"Don't get all shy, you are! You guys have such a sweet relationship." Amy said smiling at me.

"I just want to make her happy."

"Stooop!" (Y/n) said hiding her face against my shoulder. She looked up and smiled. "I wanna make you happy."

"You do." I kissed her forehead before looking back at the menu. "Does anyone want dessert?"

"No we're okay. We were about to get our check and head out."

"Don't worry about the bill, I'll cover it."

"Oh William you don't have to do that! We didn't invite you out so that you'd pay.."

"I know you didn't. It's no problem, honest. I just want to do something nice for you guys."

"Are you sure?" Mitchell said still looking very unsure.

"Absolutely positive. You guys go ahead."

"Alright I guess. It was nice meeting you William, nice seeing you again (y/n)."

"You too! I'll see you Saturday! Amy I'll see you tomorrow. We're meeting at the arena right?"

"Yep! I'll see you then!"

With that they left us there alone. I couldn't help but stare at her while she looked at deserts. I was in a trance until the waitress interrupted.

"Would you like any dessert?" She asked putting her hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off but she put it back. I rolled my eyes at her disrespect.

"I don't but she would."

"What would she like?"

"Maybe you should ask her." I said losing the smile. She did the same and rolled her eyes towards (y/n).

"What do you want?"

"Willy I-" she looked really uncomfortable and it made me upset.

"Well? What do you want?"

"I um-"

"Spit it out."

"We'll take the bill please. We're not going to sit here and be treated this way." I said speaking up for my sweet girl.

"Oh um alright." She gave me the bill and left quickly. I put some money down and stood up with her coat to slip over her shoulders.

"Let's go baby, we can stop somewhere for dessert if you want something." I took her hand and led her out. She was still quiet. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah."

"Are you sure? You seem upset."

"It's dumb, just forget about it."

"Hey, don't say that. It's not dumb if it's bothering you." I pulled her over to a bench when I sat down and pulled her to sit on my lap. "Tell me what's bothering you."

"It was just that girl."

"I'm sorry she was so rude to you."

"It's not even that. I didn't like her flirting with you. I'm sorry I told you it's dumb."

"Is that what she was doing? I thought she was just being annoying."

"Will." She whined.

"I'm sorry darling but I really don't care. She could've been standing there naked and she couldn't have stolen my attention from you." She looked at me quietly for a minute and I was worried about what she was thinking before she broke into a big smile.

"I love you. I know that it's crazy early and you absolutely don't have to say it back, I just needed to say it. But please say something because my anxiety is threw the fucking roof right now." She said with a nervous laugh. I could hear how fast her heart was beating and it made me worried for a second before I realized it was just her normal heart racing. Funny that my lovely little human had a normal racing heartbeat.

"Do you honestly think for a second that I haven't completely fallen for you?"

"I don't know."

"Stop with your insecurities. I love you. As cliche as it sounds this was a love at first sight kind of thing for me."

"Me too." She said smiling super big.

"Let's walk." I said lifting us both off the bench making her squeal.

"Willy put me down!"

"Never."

"William!"

"Fine, fine." I gave her a long kiss before setting her down just for her to stumble. "Watch out bambi."

"Shut the fuck up. You can't kiss me like that and expect me to not be affected." She grumbled, taking my hand.

What happened next happened in slow motion for me, which was really saying something because everything usually moves really fast. A car slipping on slush, (y/n) turning in fear to see the car coming towards us, me pulling her to the other side of me, covering her body as the car crushed into mine. All slow motion. I was so terrified of losing her that I completely threw caution to the wind to save her. I looked around but we were on a pretty empty street. The driver was alive but unconscious. I looked down to (y/n) and she was just staring at me. I stared back not knowing what to say at all.

"Did you just pull an Edward Cullen on me?"

"No don't be ridiculous. Do you need to go to a doctor?"

"No I'm okay."

"We should check your head."

"No."

"Stubborn." I muttered, calling Morgan. She fell asleep. "Morgan I need you to come here right now. I fucked up."

[soufcakmistress]

Rekindle

Part VI

A/N: Okay, the next part is out and done! Shit is so real in the field right now and we’re getting close to the end of our story. I think we can all agree that Patrice deserves whatever she has coming for her, and the bitch has zero idea about what Erik was really about. I promise, the good times are coming and Y/N will have the last laugh! I don’t want to give any more away, but once again, thank yall for keeping up with this wild ride! Please let me know if you want to be tagged in the future!!

NeNe was awake and seemed to be okay except for a small cut near her hairline. However, she was completely terrified about your condition and was hysterical. Thankfully, the charge nurse got your information and was able to contact your next of kin to come as soon as possible. In the whirlwind of your divorce from Erik, you never made any changes about who would handle your affairs in the case of an emergency, so he was still your emergency contact. NeNe ended up getting a few stitches and was being calmed down by the children’s ER nurse, but she still wanted her parents at that very moment. Erik busted through the sliding doors of the ER floor, shaking and terrified of what he would encounter when he laid eyes on you and NeNe. When he received the call, he had barely been home for 20 minutes. His feet barely touched the floor running to the car to fly to the hospital  to make sure his child was okay and you as well. 

“Where’s my child?! Nneka Stevens!!! Where the hell is my child?!” 

Erik got to the nurse’s station with horror in his eyes, unnerved completely that his child could possibly be hurt or worse. “I know where your daughter is, Mr. Stevens, please, come follow me.”

The nurse led him to the ER bed where Nneka was resting, curtain closed around the area. “We checked her out and everything seems to be okay as of now. Thankfully, the booster seat and seatbelt kept her tucked in. She may have some minor back and neck pain tomorrow, which some children’s Advil can take care of.” NeNe was asleep, with a bandage across her forehead, sleeping soundly with a blanket covering her. To say that he was relieved was an understatement.

“Oh my God. NeNe? Baby? It’s Daddy. Wake up, baby.” He nudged his daughter gently as he caressed her forehead to keep her calm. She peeked open her eyes to gaze at her father and instantly burst into tears, eyes wide in terror. “Daddyyyyy, Mommy is hurt! Somebody hit us and kept hitting us until we hit a pole! I want Mommy, Daddy, please go get Mommy!!”

His chest was soaked due to her tears as he rubbed his baby’s back, kissing her head. Several silent prayers were sent up, thanking God and Bast that his daughter was okay. He hadn’t seen you yet and needed to find out the status of your condition. “Daddy is gonna find out what happened to Mommy, ok? I promise on my life, I will find out where she is, baby. Daddy is just so happy you’re okay. I need you to be a big girl and stay right here while Daddy talks to the doctor about Mommy, all right? Can you do that? Can you be a big girl and wait for me right here?”

With her big puppy dog eyes and tear streaked face, she nodded and laid back down. Erik asked the nurse if she could stay with her while he spoke to the doctor. The nurse showed him the right direction to the operating wing and was met with a doctor in scrubs with blood spattered on his torso. His stomach dropped at the sight of him. “Please...God please let her be alive...”

“Mr. Stevens? Are you Y/N’s husband?”

“Her ex-husband. We recently divorced, I’m Nneka’s father. I’m still her next of kin however. Is she okay? What happened?”

“I see. Very well then. Y/N has sustained a tear in her lung due to two broken ribs when the car impacted the pole. Blood was beginning to fill her lungs, thankfully, we were able to repair the tear and suction the blood. We do have her on a respirator until we feel confident about her breathing on her own. She also has several contusions on her chest and torso. We also found that Y/N.......was pregnant. She was about 13 weeks along........we were not able to save the pregnancy. Her torso was directly pinned under the steering wheel when the car flipped over and the impact stopped blood flow for too long. I truly am sorry to tell you this. Mr. Stevens....I need to make you aware of some....other concerning news....”

“Jesus Christ, doc! Goddamn it! What else could possibly be worse than this? Tell me!” 

“This may be alarming for you to hear, sir. I’m told that the accident.....most likely wasn’t an accident at all. It appears that it was a hit and run. You will need to confirm with the police first to know for sure, but per the EMS’ description of the scene.....it appeared that the car was charged at more than once. There were even skid marks on the concrete a few hundred feet back showing that the other car accelerated tremendously after the first hit. Detective Williams of Oakland PD is who you should contact. I’m deeply sorry about this. I’ll come back after we’ve wheeled Y/N into recovery and you’ll be able to see her.”

Erik felt like a ton of bricks just hit him.  Adam’s apple bobbing and eyes glassy, he thanks the doctor and finds a seat to attempt to compose himself before returning to NeNe. Anger radiating off his skin in waves, he felt things he hadn’t felt in years. He was JUST with you. How could this have happened? Who would want to hurt you this way? Oh God. You were pregnant. He KNEW something was up. It had to be his. The math only made sense. That hurt even more. Erik knew as soon as you were made aware of this, nothing but scorched earth would lie in your wake.

“No way. There’s no way. That bitch ain’t that crazy. There’s no way in hell.” Could it have been Patrice? Was that bitch really that diabolical? What did she think would happen? Some freak accident happened to you and she would swoop in to just...nah. He needed to do his own investigation. Crossing every T and dotting every I was crucial before he could go there. First thing in the morning, he would be paying a visit to Oakland PD. Whoever did this......had no idea who they were truly fuckin with. Not long after he joined NeNe back in the ER, did the recovery nurse summon him to your room. Heavy shuddering breaths escaped him as his feet finally moved to follow down the hall to the room where you’d be spending the rest of your recovery until you were deemed fit to leave the hospital. Once he gazed upon you, his stomach tightened and his fists balled up so tightly, his nails were starting to cut into his skin. “Mr. Stevens, she will be out for a while. She’s still in substantial pain, so we did sedate her. The respirator will do most of the work to get her lung back strong. Please let me know if you have any questions. I’ll leave you alone now.”

“Thank you, ma’am.” Erik gulped audibly and slowly moved closer to your bed. Seeing you eyes shut tight with the respiratory tube down your throat, tiny cuts on your face from the shattered glass......your chest had purple bruises splotched everywhere. The dam broke, and Erik’s tears flowed freely. He pulled a chair up and sat down and reached out and laid his hand on your body gently. “I’m......I’m so sorry Y/N. I swear on my life that I will find out who did this. I swear to you that they will pay in blood for what they did to you. Just don’t give up baby. Don’t give up, Y/N. You’re strong. You’re the strongest woman I know. I failed you, I didn’t keep you and our baby safe. I’m gonna kill em, if it’s the last thing I ever do. Baby, please. NeNe needs her mommy. I need you. Don’t leave us...” He cried softly until his tears ran dry and the white hot rage flared through his body at the realization of his new mission. Erik wiped his eyes and nose, composing himself and he stood up, and kissed you softly on your forehead, letting his lips linger. “I love you more than life itself. I’ll be back, Y/N.”

NeNe was cleared to leave the hospital by the ER doctor on call and Erik took his baby home swiftly; he would be calling her school first thing to let them know of her absence tomorrow to let her rest and keep her close. Reaching out to Lisa, updating her on your condition, she quickly agreed to watch NeNe in the morning so that he could visit the station and scour that place with a fine toothed comb. Firing off texts to T’Challa notifying him of the incident, he’ll get the ball rolling and have some leads for him by morning time.

Sleep never came for Erik that night. Contemplating and calculating any and every type of scenario as to how this transpired plagued his mind. How did they know where you were at that exact time? Did they follow from the recital? Or from the arcade? How did they know your car? What was the endgame? Who would benefit more from having you out of the picture?Nothing made sense. Or maybe he didn’t want to believe that Patrice was capable of such a thing. Shit. Being a family man and having a regular day job really tamed him and his instincts. He let his guard down and now the most important people in his life suffered. Killmonger needed to be resurrected. 

Erik looked in on NeNe as she slept, and tip toed to the extra bedroom in his apartment and shut the door. He went under the bed and pulled out a massive chest that was padlocked; unlocking the chest, his nostrils flared and he gritted his teeth at the contents inside. Several bed rolls of different sized knives, scalpels, forceps, a bone saw, a large tarp, multiple hand guns, and a few automatic and semi automatic weapons. Pandora’s box had quite literally been opened again. 

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[hockeytrashgoblin]

Take it out on me Part 4

A/N: Hey yall sorry this took so long I was away on a mini vacation and then worked bootkicked me in the ass. But here it is finally. I wanted to give you guys a part that was one of the better days for the two of them since people didn’t really like that he was always mean. So here’s a good day for you guys! I hope you enjoy!

I was waiting for the bus to get back to the arena so I could bring Auston home. He hadn’t spoken to me since he left and that really hurt. But I tried to ignore it and spent the whole morning preparing stuff to welcome him home with. I tried to make myself look presentable in jeans and a nice coat. I curled my hair too which was a fucking challenge with a broken hand but I somehow managed extremely loose curls. I made him his favourite cupcakes and a healthy stew that he really likes for dinner. I had cleaned the whole house to the best of my ability. I couldn’t fold clothes and I knew that wouldn’t go over well but I had tried. I didn’t do any dishes but that was because I got plastic forks and paper plates. The cake dishes were in our rarely used dishwasher. I hoped he would enjoy everything.

I saw the bus pull in and was shocked when I realized I was more excited to see a certain redhead than I was to see my husband. I had been talking to Freddie every night of the road trip. He called me every night to see how I was and just talked to me without getting angry. It was really nice.

The boys started piling out of the bus and I waited excitedly for mine to come out. William was first and he gave me a big hug. Next was Mitch who hugged me a little too hard.

“Mitchy be careful! I’m broken!” I giggled trying to break free from the death grip.

“What the fuck?! I’m so sorry are you okay?” Mitch asked letting go of me immediately. William smacked him in the back of the head. “Hey!”

“Good going idiot.”

“I’m okay Mitch it’s okay. Just hug nicer next time.”

“What happened?” Morgan asked coming in giving me a small hug.

“Oh ya know. I’m just clumsy. It was really nothing. Just hit it against the island by accident.” I said shrugging as they laughed. Auston was still on the bus which was weird but Freddie had just come off the bus and was walking over to me. He hugged me tight around my shoulders and I wrapped my arms around his waist.

“How are you?” he asked quietly.

“Okay. I just had to lie to the boys about my hand. It’s hard lying to them.”

“I’m sorry you had to do that (Y/N).”

“It’s okay. How was the bus ride back?” I asked pulling away from him.

“It was good. Traffic was bad though so it was long. Auston just woke up when we got here so that’s what’s taking him so long.”

“Oh okay. Yeah I was wondering about that.” Freddie just nodded and we were quiet for a few seconds before he spoke up again.

“You look really pretty.”

“Freddie come on, don’t lie to me.” I said rolling my eyes.

“I wouldn’t lie to you. I genuinely think you look pretty.”

“Thank you..” I said blushing before trying to make a joke out of it. “I actually tried to look like a real human today.”

“Well you always look nice, it’s not much different than usual. You shouldn’t have tried so hard though, what about your hand. This couldn’t have been easy.” he said touching a curl.

“It wasn’t. I wanted to look nice for Auston for once so I don’t embarrass him.”

“There’s nothing embarrassing about how you look any other time.” he said meeting my eyes with a really intense look. I couldn’t maintain eye contact though and had to look at the ground. He cleared his throat before speaking up again “Well I should really head back home. I’ll see you later. Remember to call or text if you need anything.”

“I don’t want to bug you on your first night back.”

“Don’t say that shit. You don’t bug me ever. I’ll text you tonight.” he gave me a smile before leaving, waving goodbye to Auston. Auston saw me and walked over a little quicker.

“Hi love.” I said smiling at him.

“Hi.” he said with a big smile, putting his hands on my waist. “You look gorgeous (Y/N).”

“Thank you.” I said blushing.

“I love that you still blush when I compliment you..you’re so cute.”

“You.” I said reaching up to give him a lingering kiss. “Are you ready to go back home?”

“Absolutely.”

“I have a couple surprises for you back at the house.” I told him getting into the car.

“Baby that’s so sweet. Thank you so much.” he had a big sweet smile on his face while he looked at me. This was the Auston I had fallen in love with and wanted to marry. I missed him.

“Anything for you, love.” 

We started driving back and he tried to hold my hand but then realized the cast finally.

“(Y/N) what happened?!”

“I um..I broke my hand.”

“Baby girl how?” he asked concerned. “Are you okay? Does it hurt?”

“It doesn’t matter. I’m just clumsy Aus, you know that. And I’ve broken the same bone before so it was weak. It hurts a little but it’s more itchy than anything.”

“I’m so sorry that happened baby.”

“Ehh, it was only a matter of time.” 

We were quiet the rest of the way home. It was not anywhere near as comfortable as it was with Freddie but it was fine. We got to the apartment and made our way inside. He took his bag to the laundry room and met me in the kitchen.

“Something smells really good in here.”

“I made your favourite!” I said turning to look at him and the table. I continued dishing out the food.

“You’re the best.” I brought him his food and turned to go back and get mine but he pulled me back to him for a kiss.

“What was that for?”

“I just really love you and I’ve been doing a really bad job of showing it. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay Aus. I love you too.” I gave him another quick kiss and then went to go get my food. I sat across from him and we dug in. “I’m sorry the pieces aren’t cut up very well. I was really struggling cutting stuff with my left hand..”

“That’s okay baby, no need to be sorry. It tastes great, it doesn’t have to look perfect. Especially not when you look perfect.” he added giving me a cheesy wink. 

“Oh my god shut uuuup.” I said blushing and giggling.

“Never.”

“Anywaaaays, how was the road trip?”

“It was pretty good, I think. I wish I could get out of the slump I’m in but that’ll come eventually I guess.”

“Auston of course it will. Everyone gets in slumps. I wish I could make you feel better and fix it for you. You’re still playing incredibly though, don’t discount that. You’re still helping the team win.”

“I guess you’re right.”

“If you weren’t there bringing the puck into their end and setting up chances for the guys the team wouldn’t be winning. You’re still valuable even in a slump. You’re amazing.”

“Thanks, that really means a lot and I needed to hear it tonight.” he said blushing slightly.

“Wow Auston Matthews blushing..crazy.”

“Stop.” he said covering his cheeks

“Cute.” I said smiling getting up and taking the dishes to the sink. Auston followed behind and wrapped his arms around me making me laugh. 

“What are you laughing about?” he asked quietly against my skin.

“You’re just so cute tonight. I can’t help it.”

“I just want to be close.”

“Well I always want you close so this is okay with me.”

“I know you do. Always so touchy.”

“Is that a bad thing?”

“Not usually.”

I decided to not engage in that fight waiting to happen. I just leaned back against him instead.

“Will you help me put the stew into a different dish so I can put it in the fridge?”

“Of course. Go sit down, I got it.” I sat down watching him move around the kitchen and putting the food away. 

“If you look under that tray there’s another surprise for you.” I said smiling at him.

“You’re too good for me.” he said after getting a cupcake.

“I am not you ween. Do you like them?”

“Yes babe, these are so good.”

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

“I’d love to. You can pick if you want. I got us Disney plus so we can watch one of those movies you like?”

“Oh wow thank you Auston! Are you sure you don’t want to pick?”

“No you pick. I just want to be close to you and spend time with you. I’m going to do up these dishes since you can’t and I’ll be right there.” he kissed my forehead and I left the room feeling slightly annoyed but I didn’t want to let it ruin the night so I got into the media room and sent a text to Freddie. 

‘Aus is doing the dishes’

‘Well that’s nice’

‘It’s the first time since we got married last year that he has. He’s doing it because I can’t.’

‘That’s not so nice.’

‘No it isn’t. He keeps trying to bait me into a fight and it’s getting really frustrating’

‘I can see how that would be annoying.’

‘We’re having a good night and i don’t want it ruined but he seems dead set on ruining it.’

‘Im sorry (Y/N).’

‘It’s okay.’

‘Are you doing anything tomorrow? Wanna hangout?’

‘Yeah sure! I’d like that :)’

“Who are you talking to babe?” Auston said coming in.

“Just Freddie. We might hangout a little tomorrow if that’s cool?”

“Yeah that’s fine. Maybe he can take you to pick out something nice to wear to christmas dinner with my family?”

“Yeah maybe! I’ll see tomorrow.”

“Sounds like fun babe. Now can we please cuddle?”

“Hang on.” I said standing up and getting out of my jeans before sitting back down. “Now yes.”

“What the heck was that?”

“Jeans are too tight to cuddle in. I was tired of them.”

“You’re fucking hot.”

“No funny business Aus. Cuddles and movie.”

“I’ll try my best.” he said smirking.

“You’re a dork.” I put on my favourite disney movie and sat back under Auston’s arm. He pulled my legs over his and put his other hand on my legs. He watched the movie for a little while undistracted but then his hands started to travel. I ignored him when he squeezed my butt which made him stop for a little while. Auston was all about reaction when it came to stuff like that so not getting one made him stop. Of course not for long though and he started kissing my neck. It took everything in me to not give a reaction. He let out a loud groan.

“You need something babe?” he flipped me over so he was laying on top of me.

“Pay attention to me.”

“Come here you big baby.” I said shifting so he rested in between my legs and pulled him in for a long slow kiss.