#yandere johnathon ohnn

[agent-love-101]

Yandere Johnathon Ohnn Headcanons

an: I am quite bored and I'm very desperate for content of pre-collider spot/Johnathon, so I must deliver!! it may be a bit ooc and have a lot of my own interpretation, but it's a fun concept to imagine what he'd be like as a yandere! I might do regular headcanons and a draft of what I think he was like before the collider incident. also yay! experimenting with a new format!!

in comparison to his post-collider self, Jonathan is a bit more of a tame yandere, but due to one of his only friends being liv, he's still not a normal romantic guy. Sometimes he can think realistically and know that you and him aren't meant to be, but other times he really believes it.

he uses his intelligence to his advantage. He is fairly calculated in his decisions. He knows what he can get away with and exactly how to do it.

He knows he should steal your dull dirty clothes rather than your brightly colored ones because they blend in easier and are more likely to go unnoticed when missing.

he will also occasionally take a gamble and steal your comfort shirts or your pillows. you'll always find a new pillow in it's place.

it comes to a point where he can't sleep without the presence of your scent somewhere. he gets distressed whenever the scent of you fades from the stolen items he has, and he can't swap out the items.

He knows your usual pattern in the day, and what circumstances could possibly change the outcome. I wouldn't be surprised if he had a whole bulletin board hidden in his closet. Maybe even a whole shrine of stuff he has stolen and was able to keep.

he's still very capable of being a sweet and sappy romantic though.

He'll angrily and anxiously chew on his pens thinking about how to kill a man trying to get close to you,

But he will also use his lunch break to go and buy you a gift if he notices you're sad.

He'll comfort you or offer support when you're freaked out over someone trying to break into your home, all while being that person. Either it was an accident for you to come home when he's intruding and he was able to get away, or it was carefully planned out so that he can use that stress to comfort you.

he definitely gives off a nervous kind of demeanor when you engage with him— hands trembling, excessive sweating, stuttering, and such a goofy grin plastered on his face.

you might think he's nervous— and that could be part of the reason he's acting that way— truth be told he's excited. overjoyed that you're talking to him.

he'd hang out with you every second of the day if he could.

as for how he'd get rid of someone that he thinks will damage the relationship (either non-existent or genuine) can vary.

the thought of murder crosses his mind many times a day.

whenever you exchange greetings with a coworker, laugh at someone's jokes— he always thinks something bad is happening.

but it takes a lot for him to actually act upon it.

if it's a coworker of his he has many opportunities to stage work accidents. and sometimes the opportunity is so great it would be foolish not to act upon it. so he does.

nsfw continued below!

He also knows that towels go in the wash at the end of the day, but they have enough of your scent on them to help him "get off".

I think used towels are one of his favorite things of yours to steal and smell. They're clean but they also have your scent clinging onto them...and the implication that your nude body was all over it. huffing the scent as he fondles himself—the humidity coats his throat, it's almost like he can taste you.

and those pillows of yours? there's a multitude of reasons as to why he doesn't return them— the main one being what he does with it.

the cuddling isn't an issue. but sometimes he just cant help himself and he grinds against the pillow— sometimes clothed, sometimes nude. and it just wouldn't be right to return it afterwards!

if you're coworkers, sometimes after a conversation, even just an email reply, he has to excuse himself for a quick break in the bathroom to regulate him— and by that I mean stroking himself.

[yanderes-stuff]

Yandere Johnathon Ohnn x Scientist Reader

(Forgive me if this sucks. I have a sinus infection and can barely focus but I need to dump my brain.)

Johnathon worked at Alchemax long before you did, to him it was just another day of tedious work. Then he heard rumors of a new worker coming, it was nothing too uncommon in the laboratory though.

Then he actually got to meet you, he had to approach you while you were doing papers. He couldn't help but notice how soft your expression was; everybody else seemed so tense and yet you just seemed happy to be there. He really… really liked that.

He couldn't help but watch you from afar whenever Livv was not hovering over his shoulder attempting to finish his project. He remembers having guards shoo him away whenever he came to visit you when you had overtime. You had your head down peacefully on a desk of messy papers, you seemed so tired… He really would've grabbed you a blanket if he had gotten the chance.

Sooner or later he begins to realize his fascination with you is more than it seems, Ohnn never really understood his emotions but he could tell you already had a special place in his mind. 

He eventually becomes a bit stalkerish. Watching you from a window whenever you clock out of work. He had to make sure you were safe, and just generally kept an eye on you. But the more your friend group grows the more jealousy he feels.

Ohnn was very easily jealous of others, he never felt satisfied with what little he had. He always felt the need to do more. The need to prove himself; And it seemed like he was finally understanding that you might be an opportunity for that.

Finally, he gathers the courage to talk to you, it was just a normal break when Ohnn nervously approached you. His awkward frame loomed over you as he held a cup of coffee gently in his clammy palms. But what struck him as odd was the fact you treated him… normally, there wasn't even a trace of discomfort on your face despite Ohnn being deemed a freak by your coworkers, your friends.

Talking to you was addicting, he slowly started to insert himself whenever he got the chance when you were alone. At first, you were flattered such an astounding scientist wanted to speak to you. But you were quickly getting distracted by him, It wasn't anything personal it was just. Between your friends, your work, and him. There was no room left for him.

His jealousy was quickly growing, he felt cast aside. Though it wasn't completely your fault, no no no. It was your friend's fault, it was your boss's fault. They were making it more difficult for him to form anything meaningful with you. 

He would begin to make little gifts for you, leaving you a little homemade lunch instead of the usual cafeteria food. (which surprisingly tasted good for somebody whose diet was mostly takeout and energy drinks.) And he'd leave little love notes on your desk.

He watched in joy as you ate his lunch, and how your feet kicked for a moment reading his rather unprofessional romantic notes.

But what made him regret those little actions was the fact he was too scared to sign it. A co-worker took credit for his gifts! Both of them had similar handwriting… and of course, somebody else would have a thing for you, ugh.

He considered confessing it was him and that your co-worker was a liar. But at this point, his image was already ruined, he was considered bizarre before you came. And it only grew every day, especially with the new rumors of him being a stalker. But that didn't even agitate him, it was observing your new love flirt and spend time together. 

He only had one other option now, and seeing how things seemed at the moment he'd need to act fast before his emotions made him do something even more drastic. 

He came in early like usual, you usually came shortly after. He could tell you were trying to climb the Alchemax ladder and he couldn't help but admire that. It also gave him a chance to fulfill his plan, so he approached you. Explained that he had a discovery he wanted to show you. The excitement you held in your face was adorable, and he led you into his room and closed the door behind him.

As soon as you stepped inside, looking around searching for his discovery, he wrapped his forearm around your throat. Squeezing your body against him as he placed his palms roughly against your mouth. Your screams were muffled as you thrashed, Ohnn wasn't strong by any means but he was around 6'5. And in the choke hold he had you in there was a slim chance of breaking free. He held you there while muttering apologies and trying to comfort you, expressing that he wasn't going to hurt you. As long as you didn't make him.

You eventually passed out in his arms, how adorable! Now it was time to actually show you his discovery…

There was a portal he kept hidden in his personal laboratory, he explored it himself. Memorizing the terrain. And now that he had you to himself, it seemed like you and him were going to explore the multiverse together… Finally, everything that has been distracting you will be put behind you. 

He was going to find a way to make you dependent on him, so don't try to resist him please… it'll only make you hurt, and he doesn't like hurting you. But he's not above it either for more control~

[knightonio]

“do you think you'd kill for me one day, 𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐨?” ⌖ yes, of course i will, my darling. ━━ ultimate masterlist. banner.

ִ ࣪♱ . ⁺ 𓆩 CALL OF DUTY 𓆪 ⁺ 　 .

simon riley. got a gun. mona lisa. a man of actions. you get me so high. hands to yourself. infatuation. pray and sin. elysian.

könig. cutting tonight. shadowed.

keegan russ. killshot. all i need.

david walker. like a freak.

sebastian krueger. nun' yet.

nikto. nun' yet.

ִ ࣪♱ . ⁺ 𓆩 SPIDERVERSE 𓆪 ⁺ 　 .

miguel o'hara. break me.

spider-man noir. the color violet. in my mouth.

johnathon ohnn. moth to a flame.

ִ ࣪♱ . ⁺ 𓆩 JUJUTSU KAISEN 𓆪 ⁺ 　 .

nanami kento. my darkest hours.

fushiguro toji. plaything.

hiromi higuruma. switch.

kamo choso. v card.

ִ ࣪♱ . ⁺ 𓆩 OTHERS 𓆪 ⁺ 　 .

yandere. clingy. slasher. biker.

hayakawa aki. nun' yet.

omen. nun' yet.

noir's boyfriend © knightonio '23. don't steal.

[fufu-de-fontaine]

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genshin impact

honkai star rail

pokémon

select spiderman villains, specifically; otto octavius, norman osborn and johnathon ohnn.

[2kiran]

MULTI YANDERE 交易 ── `` bottom yandere. top reader. brief masochism. blowjob (receiving). fingering.

clingy!yandere who refuses to leave your side, no matter what. they’d be like a leech who can’t seem to detach themselves from you. their excuse is that going alone will be dangerous and they’re required to be there to ensure your safety. they don’t care where you go, shall it be hell or the weirdest place you could think of, they’ll follow you. (which may or may not include the bathroom.)

clingy!yandere who’s a masochist. if you snap by degrading them, they’ll have tears in their eyes and a problem within their pants. they’ll leave you alone, for now, hiding in the bathroom or in their room. just to take care of a problem. if you dare spank them, slap them, swat their hand away, goodluck. they won’t ever leave.

clingy!yandere who loves disturbing you while you work. especially when you’re supposed to attend a video meeting at home. they’ll tease you, bending over in front of you to pick up something that they ‘accidentally’ dropped, leaving lingering touches whenever they pass by you, and whatever idea that they come up with. they’ll visit you at work, going into your office to ‘talk about something’. they’ll be under your desk, sucking on your cock with teary eyes and an eager tongue. no one dares to question why they seem to slightly limp after they visit you.

clingy!yandere who can’t spend another millisecond not feeling your warmth against theirs, so they immediately come to you in their bloody clothes. if ever a coworker of yours that’s strangely touchy disappears, don’t fret, they got taken care of. they don’t care about how they reek of death, unless you do, and they’ll quickly change for you.

╰ the room was quiet. you were scrolling through social media on your phone, watching reels and liking your mutuals’ posts. a much needed moment of silence after coming home exhausted from your job, yet your arm was tired from keeping your fingers deep inside of your lover’s entrance, thrusting them in and out in a steady, slow rhythm. the lewd sound of your lover gagging on your cock was the only thing keeping the room from being completely quiet, as they struggled to take all of your length inside their mouth.

their trembling hand wrapped around it, stroking what they couldn’t fit. they pushed back against your fingers, wanting more. their whine was muffled, an indication that they needed your attention. the sheets were bloody as they’ve just returned from a kill, their clothes red from the blood of a stranger who got too close to you. they bobbed their head up and down, quickening their strokes just a bit to try and gain your attention.

it didn’t work, unfortunately. their needy hole clenched around your fingers as you grazed against their sweet spot and they moaned, a low and guttural sound. you feel the head of your cock hit their throat and they tried to relax, sweet cries spilling from their occupied mouth. your fingers curl, aiming for the spot that makes their thighs shake; and you did, as they abruptly came. hole gushing around you as their tongue laps at the veins of your cock. they knew they were in for a punishment.

kim “horangi” hong-jin. keegan p. russ. miguel o’hara. simon “ghost” riley. john “soap” mactavish. chamber. wade wilson. yoru. ♥︎ special mentions i don’t write for keigo ‘hawks’ tamaki. johnathon “the spot” ohnn. valeria garza. toya todoroki. jin “twice” bubaigawara.

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[agent-love-101]

Yan John is the kind of mf who throws out tests for you. Some are to see if you’re still in love with him, others are just silly little schemes to get reassurance. He “casually” mentions how goofy his bedhead looks and then stares at you like “if only someone would brush it for me.. if only 🥺”

yan john I love that sm!! and ABSOLUTELY HE DOES.

and he almost always needs an over the top or expressive answer. he's so close to being manipulative, if not he is already. he isn't an innocent sweet baby, dude works at evil incorporated!! /lh

sometimes he wants you to pity him. he might exaggerate parts of his childhood or school life so he can get some extra attention, or complain about a somewhat faked pain or ailment so you'll do something for him.

he's definitely the type to try and guilt you via message like "okay...if that's what you really want..." overusing the hell out of ellipses.

I saw a piece of fanart that gave the headcanon he will fake cry to trick people and YES I endorse that headcanon.

I can imagine he did it once just to see what you would do, and when you immediately tried to console him, he couldn't help but keep at it.

when you ignore his texts (you're too busy to reply) and he hears your keys jingling as you try to unlock the front door, he'll immediately put on the water works so you ask him what's wrong, comfort him, and worry about him. to him, love is worry.

[agent-love-101]

Bro I was literally kicking my feet in the air with those yandere Jonathon Ohnn headcanons please make more 😭🙏🙏🙏

Yandere Johnathon Ohnn Headcanons Part 2

note: I am so glad you enjoyed the headcanons I had so much fun making them!! I'll gladly make more!! I'm also gonna try and give the undercut and long hair Johnathon enjoyers their fix!!! This might be the last yandere Johnathon headcanons post I make unless I get specific requests for scenarios and what not, that means post-collider Johnathon, aka the spot, is next!!

for the undercut fans (such as myself I'm sorry), imagine his long hair and beard are due to self-neglect (still gorgeous though).

once he meets you though, he wants to attract your attention. he's insecure and with this crush, he starts to get impulsive and decides to get a incredibly new haircut.

for the people who like long hair Johnathon, imagine more of the opposite. what I mean by that is he originally has the undercut, but he gets so obsessed with you he stops going for haircuts, shaving, anything he can cut out of his schedule so he can get more time with you, he's doing it.

as a boyfriend, his obsessive tendencies do get a bit more tame, but they aren't entirely gone.

he's insecure. he'll constantly bombard you with questions. definitely asks if you'd still love him if he was a worm.

sometimes when he's in a particularly bad mood, he just needs you there. if you have any plans, it's best to cancel them.

but when he's in a good mood? he's constantly in your business, you hardly ever get a moment to yourself.

party? he's tagging along. grocery shopping? he'll help you!

he especially loves it if you don't have a car, because then he becomes your self-proclaimed chauffeur.

it's very easy for him for him to believe you hate him, and that's when he stops taking care of himself.

he definitely tries to manipulate you into different decisions (especially regarding you hanging out with friends)

if you're overly affectionate with people he gets very paranoid; he wants to feel special to someone, and if you're giving the same treatment to other people...then in his eyes he isn't special after all.

[agent-love-101]

Any kissing/make out headcannons for yandere Jonathon Ohnn??? 👀👀👀

Yandere!Johnathon Headcanons pt. 3; Kissing!

an: OOOH I LIKE THIS A LOT, hopefully this isn't too short anon!! nsfw warning underneath!! and also a little nasty because this is yandere johnathon...i think he's a bit of a creep and inexperienced, sorry its a bit short hehe

this man is a bit awkward (kind of a creep too but shhh)

but god, he always imagines kissing you.

everytime he first starts kissing you, he's not the best.

he's incredibly invasive, hungrily trying to taste you. badly. drool trails down his chin, and sometimes yours too.

a weird habit he has is whenever you grab a drink without him knowing and/or finish the drink, he loves kissing you in that exploratory way, tasting the remnants on your tongue. its his way of getting involved with that part of your day.

another weird habit he has is...kissing items of yours? gently pecking your pens, water bottles, cups, etc.

that habit started as just an impulsive action, but now he has this instinct to do it everytime he has an item of yours.

he loves to kiss your hands, your inner palm, your shoulders, neck, cheek...

there isn't a single place he'll neglect when it comes to kisses.

He also has a habit of softly speaking while he has his lips grazing against your body, providing a small vibration.

when you surprise him with kisses in the beginning of your relationship, he immediately has to excuse himself to deal with something stroke himself.

Just like how he kisses you everywhere; He's happy being kissed anywhere.

Placing kisses on his collarbone makes him tremble and renders him speechless.

He could be in the middle of explaining a complicated line of programming...but the moment you plant a kiss on his collar bone, he starts stuttering, and begins to whine. Faint "please"'s escape his lips as he begs for more.

[agent-love-101]

Could I ask for Yandere Pre collider Johnathan with a reader who’s Sweet and completely enables his behaviour, fawns over him, dotes ok him, acts naive to ignore any weird things he does, etc,, -?

Yandere!Johnathon x Enabling!Reader

an: this is such a cute concept!! hopefully i can do it justice!!! i had a lot of fun!! <3

enabling his behaviors? my goodness you're gonna get yourself in a lot of trouble. but hey, could be fun!

when you ignore his thieving of your clothes, he starts to steal your favorites because he knows he can get away with it.

he loves holding you. he tries his best to convince you to share a bed so he can constantly know you're there.

he's sometimes a heavy sleeper, but sometimes you'll wake up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom or retrieve a glass of water, or some other kind of task, and he'll be sitting up. staring at you with a stoic expression.

"where were you?" and the way he says it...it sounds kind of scary.

but you don't mind it. you answer honestly, telling him exactly what you were doing.

he'll continue to stare, his tired but attentive gaze watching your facial expressions to make sure you aren't deceiving him.

then he laughs. "oh!! okay! sorry! I was just worried!" he says in response. then you two go back to bed.

you would have forgotten that encounter if it only happened one, maybe. but it happens everytime you need to do something at night.

or anytime you need to do ANYTHING.

you need to communicate it to him directly and honestly. because he'll find out if you're lying.

i feel like the easiest way to have a horrible day is going late night grocery shopping without telling him. maybe you felt bad to wake him this one time he slept through your movement. maybe you wanted to see what would happen.

either way he is devastated, he feels betrayed...and angry.

he'll be making special locks to go on the doors and windows while you're out. you'll be let in easily...

but you won't be able to get back out until he lets you. which means he needs a lot of convincing. you have to earn his trust back.

nsfw below!!

petting and twirling his hair does things to him. it's excellent foreplay.

just do it with discretion. because he can and will finish just from your touch and voice.

it takes a lot of consistent touching for him to have a higher tolerance for you so he can last longer.

he is so determined to make you orgasm everytime you guys engage in sex because not only does he love the noises you make and they help him get off, but he worries that if he can't please you then you might leave him.

if you only want to be ravaged between the legs? he will gladly do so.

if you have a dick, he'll suppress his gag reflex as much as he can so that you like it. he's not very used to giving blow jobs.

or receiving them. if you ever offer one to him, he's on the verge of tears, whining and gasping as he grips onto the fabric touching your shoulders or the fabric underneath him.

[agent-love-101]

Yan John anon 🍓again do you think John would engage in backhanded compliments to keep his s/o more self conscious and so less likely to wander? Things like “you look so cute with that extra weight” and “you’re looking much better *lately*” I feel like he’d use it when he’s in a darker place but feel a bit guilty afterwards

my first emoji anon i'm overjoyed hehe!!

i personally think he's a bit more of a guilt tripper rather than a backhanded complimenter, giving you the silent treatment when he finds out you have plans without him, leaving you anxious on your night out, which keeps you from enjoying yourself.

maybe self conscious regarding how they spend their time?

again these are just my headcanons and interpretations, sorry if they aren't quite what you're looking for :(

[agent-love-101]

i’ll be honest, i misread the part where it says johnathan likes to kiss reader after they’ve had a drink, as him like shoving his tongue down an already drunk bottle of soda😭😭😭😭😭like I was ready to accept that Johnny just licks after the rims of where reader has put their mouth.

I'M GIGGLING don't worry anon I misread a bunch of stuff too!

as for that possible headcanon...I wouldn't put it past him. kissing the rims of your glasses counts right? he wants those indirect kisses real bad. I feel like the longer he knows you, the creepier and more desperate he gets. though this can be tamed if he starts dating you!!

i'll also take this time to say why i think he's kind of a creep.

idk if its just me but i always think that any scientist f/o's i love have a huge tolerance for things. i think they were so absorbed by the internet that they think these obsessive thoughts and these actions (eg: stalking) are okay.

so basically i think unfiltered internet access is why Johnathon is the way he is <3

[agent-love-101]

SOBS LOSES IT LOSSES IT PH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SOSOOSOSOS MUCH RAHHAJDBAJDNJSNDS YOU WROTE HIM SO WELL HES SUCH A !!! CREEP!! JABJSSNJSNSNS

oh my GODDDOSNSJNSJS I need to know how he reacted to reader returning home with groceries sooo bad, like him just soooo insecure and scared abt them leaving that he accuses them of doing something else bc they didn’t tell him— and how worried he was and what if they had gotten kidnapped or murdered and how would he know where to even look— etc,,

Reader putting the bags down and walking over to lace their hands around his neck and kiss his jaw before laying their head along his chest going “I’m here now, aren’t I?” And “I didn’t want to wake you up, you looked so sweet wrapped up in our blanket”

And RHANSKSNSJNAKSJS THE WAY THEY SAY OUR BLANKET AND HOW THEIR CHIN RESTS ON HIS STERNUM LOOKING UP AT HIM LIKE HE HOLDS ALL THE STARS IN THE NIGHT SKY AND -!!!!!

“But if it really scared you so much, I’ll wake you up next time, Maybe you can even tag along,“

which doesn’t sound like the best outcome because he still wants them to just stay inside while he goes out and gets whatever they need — create some sort of dependency plus make sure reader is kept to himself— but !! A win is a win !!

“It could be like a date”

And he doesn’t want to admit how quickly his entire resolve melts as soon as their hands touch his body and snake into his hair but he at least manages to mumble something about locks and keys before folding into the readers embrace which they (being the same one from the prompt —!) would respond by rubbing circles into his back and talking into his shoulder saying

“If that’s what you want,” with like such a nonchalant and Endeared voice as if he was asking to pick what they were eating rather than whether reader is allowed to leave the house by themselves or not,

!!!!!!!!!! I just !!! Love how you write him sosoosos much it’s soo insanely wet paper bag like that one asker said —!-!!-!-!-!

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YESSS OMG this is gonna be so fun to write omg, though you pretty much wrote all of it for me!! sorry I took a bit of a break; feeling some fandom fatigue (and I'm fixating on another fandom atm) but I'll try to get through all my requests!!

to put you in his perspective, when you leave his body goes into a full panic mode. his chest feels ice cold, like his blood has stopped circulating. he speeds through the apartment, knocking things down (strong or not, he still has a lot of power to send things to the floor, especially when he's frustrated.)

when you finally make it home, he's in hysterics. he's cried so hard he's gasping for air.

before you can ask if he's alright, he rushes toward you, grabbing your arms, keeping them forcefully at your sides, asking where you've been in such a loud panicked tone.

you are barely able to tell him you were simply on a late night grocery trip due to his frantic yelling. despite the yelling, you don't feel scared.

you're too busy comforting him to notice the locks are different. very different.

when you do, perhaps you think its a bit cute how he wants to lock you up...but he always forgets the brands you prefer. so to persuade him, you console him further. tell him you can both go next time...but he shakes his head.

despite you saying how it can be "like a date", he can't stand the thought of people looking at you. undressing you with their eyes.

gently caressing his arm, following the direction of moles as if connecting constellations, he can't help but soften up a little.

there's that other bit of johnny you love. the stammering one, the sweating one...your boyfriend.

"...w-well...um...maybe." he stammers out.

you know that answer will turn into a yes later...with a lot of work.

[agent-love-101]

I love creepy and inexperienced Johnny makes my head go brrrrrrr (your writing is so good btw)

AAAA TYYY I'M SO GLAD U LIKE MY WRITING I THRIVE ON APPROVALLLL

i find that theres a lot of people that make him out to be this super innocent guy when he is probably a little evil or eccentric

i love him as a cringefail guy but i want it in a SUPER cringe way /lh

he's a very pathetic yandere

i will be making more don't worry!!

[agent-love-101]

i love your john hcs so much... may i rq trans man (preferably binary but eh i can live with nonbinary too) yandere john hcs... stuff like getting jealous over y/n talking to cis men and having to prove hes much better than they could ever be... sorry if this is weird

Yandere!Trans!Johnathon x Reader: Jealousy

an: I don't think this is weird!! I think this can fit perfectly with my interpretation of Yan John! hopefully I do it justice and understood the ask properly!! as I'm typing this out I realized it said yandere trans man Johnathon and not trans reader!! good thing I didn't type too much out and can easily revise it <3

To sum this up before you read further; i feel like Trans!Johnathon has difficulty with finding out his ideal way to express his gender, and his identity in general.

Not even just his gender, Johnathon comes off as a guy who has trouble figuring out who he is, as i feel he has missed a lot of social opportunities throughout his entire life due to his dream of interdimensional travel.

as long as Johnathon can remember, he's never been enough for anyone. it seemed as though no matter how great he thought he was at something, or as nice as he could be...he was always and easily replaced in every scenario.

when he meets you, it doesn't go away...if anything, it gets worse.

no matter how much you validate him, there's always a thought in the back of his mind telling him that you're lying.

especially when he catches you talking to other people. specifically men. there's just something about the way they eye you, the way you laugh at any jokes and add on to their conversations willingly with a pleased gaze that makes him feel sick...and angry.

it doesn't matter if he's confided in you about his identity, he automatically draws that conclusion.

is he not enough?

He doesn’t just stalk you, he stalks the men you speak to, trying to see what traits make you smile the most, what phyiscal attributes make you stare the most.

And he’ll use these observations to change himself.

I wouldn’t be surprised if that undercut was a result of those observations as well; maybe its too feminine for you?

He definitely tries to insert himself in any conversations you have with any man that isn’t him.

And expect to see him more often, to try out any new traits or habits he’s picked up.

[agent-love-101]

hrrr I just love the idea of smothering and drowning a yan johnathon in affection and kisses he is such a pathetic meow meow

ohhh he would LOVE that..

it would never be enough though. and he will always know when you haven't been feeling good, because you're affection might diminish.

he especially loves when you're sick because you dote on him so much more💜