#yasha’s self

[radspeon]

Made a bear sona so if you people draw me and put it in my ask box this is what you should draw(or just turn this bear into a white boy with a pig nose and a sickly pale complexion if you wanna draw a human)

[puppyyuri]

Doodles about how it’d be if I lived with arcade carpet

[iseutz]

As promised less than 12 hours ago, I slapped the Mighty Muppets on Redbubble SO. FAST. I hope whoever wants gets to grab a tshirt in time for the London Live Show. I know I will try to get me one. I really hoped I completed this earlier, but it turns out cartoonish flat designs are not as easy as they seem! Anyway, like Laura Bailey said in the delivery room: "It is done".

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[tshortik]

Back on my Dragon Age AU bullshit I am not sorry

[nellasbookplanet]

I do find it odd that I see so many negative takes about the official Yasha design. Like, fair, I would also like her to be bigger and more muscly, but all the "oh, early Yasha looked so much cooler, she looks so boring now" takes? When the disheveled look of early Yasha - the messy hair and makeup, the tattered clothes - was very much a mix of her being in mourning and in too bad a place mentally too care for herself? No one looks at late campaign Caleb and complains that he looked better when he was covered in dirt; they actually recognize that his less messy look is a sign of healing.

Though maybe I shouldn’t be surprised, seeing as there are still people out there who would’ve prefered that Fjord kept faking a texan accent over his actual voice because that was cooler.

[selfindulgentcompetition]

SEMIFINALS 1

Titans Face Off

[flashhwing]

fandoms love calling anyone who wears black goth. Batman isn’t goth. Yasha isn’t goth. Vax has a lot of goth aesthetic pieces I’ll give you that I can see why you call him goth but if given the space to argue minutiae I would argue against it.

[tiamat-zx]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Critical Role (Web Series) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Beauregard Lionett/Yasha, Yasha/Zuala (Critical Role) Characters: Yasha (Critical Role), Beauregard Lionett, The Mighty Nein, Zuala (Critical Role) Additional Tags: Febuwhump 2023, febuwhumpday15, Self-Sacrifice, POV Yasha (Critical Role), Episode: c02e093 Misery Loves Company (Critical Role), Protective Yasha (Critical Role), Canon Compliant Series: Part 15 of Febuwhump 2023 Stories Summary:

“Then I’ll go by myself and you’ll see how simple it is.” Those… were the last words that Zuala had even said to her. The last words before she met her end at the Skyspear’s hand. All because she dared to defy her matriarch. It’s true, Yasha was a coward that day. But she can’t afford to become one again. — @febuwhump 2023 Day 15: Self-Sacrifice

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Welp, when I thought of “self-sacrifice”, the moments with Isharnai came to mind.

And certainly, Yasha would be damned before she let Beau make that deal.

So this is what I imagine she’d do.

[radspeon]

hey ignore that fuckin bitch i think ur fursona is pretty neato :]

thank you! i sent them my fursona on purpose to see what theyd say, since my fursona is 99% accurate to what i look like irl. cant say im surprised that they responded like that, but ive had worse.

[puppyyuri]

drawing of me and my friend as our pfps which are these two polish valentines day stamps

he's the doggy and im the kitty despite what you might think based on my blog theme

[edelgarfield]

beauregard & essek at the end of a long day doing cobalt soul work, stuck in the middle of nowhere for the night getting piss drunk and commiserating about how much they miss their partners.

beauregard: i miss my wife... essek: i miss my husband... beauregard: .... i miss my wife MORE.

essek trying to get away for five minutes to send caleb a "good night love you" message but beau keeps knocking on the door like "tell caleb he's a nerd. ask caleb if he knows anything. tell him he better be doing his morning runs or i'll kick his ass."

beau: if you Send to Yasha and I talk into your ear will she be able to hear me? essek, putting in earplugs: no beau: ... okay but what if i yell REALLY loud.

essek: i investigated the weird magical device and i can't figure out how it works so there's no point in you— beau's +16 to arcana: cool i figured it out 10 minutes ago. essek: i am going to cast Dark Star, Target: Self and kill us both.

[nellasbookplanet]

An interesting aspect of Laudna and Imogen's relationship and how it has developed is the fact that they got together early in their campaign, long before either of them had any chance to work through their respective issues. Vax confessed his feelings for Keyleth early on (relatively so; c1 had been going for a while before it started streaming), but she explicitly turned him down at the time, and they didn't actually get together until she felt she was ready, later in the campaign. Percy and Vex didn't get together until after Percy had worked through his figurative and literal inner demons. Jester and Fjord didn't get together until he had moved away from Uk'otoa and his self-worth issues, and she from her romanticized ideas of romance. Yasha and Beau didn't become a couple until both of them had moved away from their self-destructive tendencies and Yasha had let go of Zuala and Beau of Jester. Caleb and Essek didn't get together until the epilogue, when Caleb finally let go of the past and embraced the future.

When Laudna and Imogen got together, Laudna was at one of her lowest points (and has since started digging), having just invited Delilah back in, and Imogen was (is) still struggling against the temptation of Predathos. While Imogen has since gone great strides in growing, Laudna has regressed, using her feelings for Imogen as an excuse to further give in to Delilah to protect her. She's too bogged down by her own self-worth issues to uphold a healthy relationship, and keeps hurting Imogen by hurting herself, not realizing how or why this upsets Imogen.

And I can't help but wonder, would Percy and Vex's relationship have been as destructive had they gotten together before or during the Briarwoods arc? Jester and Fjord if they got together during the pirates arc? Yasha and Beau if they got together before or just after Obann, when they were both self-destructing massively? Caleb and Essek if they got together while they were still low-key manipulating and honeypotting each other for information?

But even without the romance, Laudna and Imogen likely wouldn't have escaped the situation they're now in. They started out already kind of co-dependent, and remind me of Vax & Vex and Caleb & Nott in that way. But whereas the twins and Caleb and Nott's arcs had them learn to question each other and embrace love for other people rather than isolate themselves, Imogen and Laudna has only gotten more entrenched in each other's issues, and more unwilling to push each other to grow.

[forgetriestowrite]

Allura got me thinking about M9 again

she said they have a "resilience to [the weave mind's] strengths" which is true but I haven't truly thought about HOW true it is, I was too busy screaming MIGHTY NEIN VOX MACHINA over and over in my head

but like... they really are the best people to take down a hostile hive mind

not only have they literally done that before, but Beau fought off the mind-controlling hold of a demon that had kept her wife captive for years

Then Yasha broke that hold on herself

Jester literally believed so hard in an archfae that she turned him into a deity, and she made friends with an ACTUAL HAG in order to get her friend's curse broken, and it WORKED

Fjord started the campaign in a soul-eating pact with a demigod and ended it as a champion of the Wildmother, which was jumpstarted by him doing the most insane thing he could have done to break Ukotoa's control

Caleb's whole journey was self-love and healing and learning to accept the dark parts of his past and use them for good

Veth not only helped him with that, but also spent the whole campaign working on herself so she could be the person her husband and son knew her to be

Caduceus found a way to bring Kingsley back even though it should have been impossible, because he saw how much his friends wanted it, and he knew what happened to Molly and Lucien was unfair

And to top it all off, they found out one of their own had been manipulated and abused his entire teenage and technically also his adult life, and proceeded to find the person responsible and bully him relentlessly ("I hope someone will mourn you when you are gone" is still the rawest line in cr history), then beat his ass and eventually kill him

these people have shown time and time again that they will not tolerate any kind of authoritative control, especially if it hurts one of them. They refuse to buy into it, and they will destroy anyone who even tries to manipulate someone else.

There is no one else who can go to the moon and completely dismantle their oligarchy. I don't know if there is anyone else who would be willing to do it.

[selfindulgentcompetition]

ROUND 2B: MATCH 3

Love a traumatized barbarian

[harrowianthe]

i have the beauyasha supercut in the background while i read some stuff for uni bc it feels like torture otherwise but man.............. beau in karmordah......... she just breaks me

[mybrknhrtt]

self indulgent yasha doodles