#yay for vagueness gottee

[kodachromantic]

puttin a lil vent down here and remembered the readmore function can be used for this yippee

im assaulting my journal in-depth on this but can i please just go one fucking day without hearing about drugs and/or overdoses??? please??? it never fucking ends, man. i'm already constantly thinking about it and/or trying not to, why can't the outside world give me a fucking break lmaooo

im not feeling as fucked as i was a few minutes ago but i'm still just internally laughing angrily. it terrifies me to no end how pervasive this is in our culture. not just the addiction or acts of consuming, but the natural conversation surrounding it. how normal and free it is to discuss as if it's any other thing. i used to be like that. not anymore, obviously.

wow i cannot wait to delete this later. time to go back to my mind palace and think abt lil fictional fellas doin stuff that is not THIS SHIT