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atomicstarstruck · 1 year

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one really cool and sexy thing about me is that i base my self worth on what other people think of me and always assume myself to be inherently intolerable unless someone states otherwise. if i am not always providing then my presence takes, regardless of my intentions or efforts. if a room doesnt laugh at my joke i immediately accept that im unloveable and undesirable

#love is an exception that is always conditional #snarling #rejection sensitive dysphoria #probably #idk motherfuckers stopped diagnosing me anymore #theyre just like #yeah its prolly part of ur autism idk #said that about my ocd!!! and my derealization!!#like 'yeah no its just a part of ur asd or something im not gonna worry about a formal diagnosis'#and this is why psychologists dont take me seriously when i say i am genuinely struggling #like yeah noooo delusions and obsessions and compulsions?? nah ur just tidy bc ur autistic #cw medical #cw vent

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