#yeah now Remember:tm: - you remembered? see ya ! and dips

[a-s-h-f-l-a-m-e]

the pain is fresh as the first day

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It won’t ever stop hurting, will it?

it will always be there - A reminder

a tornado. a tidal wave.

the cold shards dig deeper.

Fear, guilt, anger all wrapped up in one

... past life memories, cheriished? yes - and now, because of ...

.

- now Tainted? also yes

does it make me feel even Worse ? due to things that happened ? 100x

I do not want to think . to feel .I feel sick. and scared . theres a reason i run away . theres a reason i avoid thinking too deeply about it . theres a reason i dont want to be alone with my own fucking thougfts

i want to claw at my skin.