#youwillalwaysbeinmyheart

[princessalcoholly]

👵🏼 記得小時候 每週六的行程就是在阿嬤家待一整天 一到阿嬤家就先跑到小房間打電動 中午吃飽後有時午睡 有時大家一起玩撲克牌、看電視 有時會去附近山上走走 一直到吃完晚餐才各自回家 大概在國中前的週六幾乎都是同樣的模式 當時寒暑假一定要跟姊姊一起住阿嬤家 阿嬤的拿手菜非常多 滷蛋豆干是標配 不管什麼時間都吃得到 早上起床都會有熱呼呼的蛋花稀飯 這些都是會一直一直想念著的「阿嬤的味道」 十幾年前阿嬤覺得差不多可以去住養老院了 她覺得有人可以照料生活不用再自己洗衣煮飯也挺好的 儘管如此 週六仍是陪伴阿公阿嬤的日子 中午大家會買東西去窩在阿嬤房間 阿嬤不喜歡自己的床被弄得亂七八糟 更不可能讓人在她床上吃東西 但只要我一進房間 阿嬤都會叫我趕快去床上坐 我就在床上吃吃喝喝 有時累了直接倒頭就睡 下午時間看看電視陪阿嬤聊聊天 待到晚餐前就準備回家 疫情開始後 養老院有時不開放探視 不見得每週六都能見上一面 即便開放探視也不能到房間裡 只能待在大廳聊天 天氣好的時候可以一起在公園曬太陽 阿嬤從一開始自己下樓到需要攙扶 再到坐在輪椅上被外勞推著下樓 記得以前打電話給阿嬤 掛電話永遠要上演一兩分鐘的十八相送 因為阿嬤永遠要我先掛電話 但我也希望阿嬤先掛電話才不會聽到我掛電話後的嘟嘟聲 每次要出國都會跟阿嬤說一聲 出國前一天肯定會接到阿嬤的電話 總要我開心出門平安回家 然後惦記著我回國的時間 等著我下飛機打電話跟她報平安 這幾年爺爺、奶奶、阿公相繼離開了 在過年過節時每每想把來不及給的愛加倍付出在阿嬤身上 當聽到阿嬤時日不多的時候 很怕自己來不及見到最後一面 或許阿嬤也一直努力的撐著 人老的速度比想像中來得快 才一個月沒見 已經不是我印象中的阿嬤了 阿嬤雖然坐著卻沒什麼力氣 眼睛張不太開 我很努力想讓她看看我 但阿嬤都沒什麼反應 就在探視完阿嬤的這天星期六上午 就在我下樓試著平復心情的時候 阿嬤走了 阿嬤 謝謝妳在我生命裡陪伴我30個年頭 謝謝妳從小到大對我的呵護疼愛 謝謝妳沒有病痛的離開 雖然到現在都覺得不太真實 但妳永遠在我心裡 我會一直很想念很想念妳 下輩子我還要當妳的孫女 #IMissYou #20221012 #19311213-20221001 #YouWillAlwaysBeInMyHeart https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckn1VivJXPRfCvn981g1c5T2RI434dhUebRAEs0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[p0uring-w0rds]

You were one of my most beautiful parts.

I will always carry with love all the teachings you brought me.

You put seeds of love and learning in my heart.

And I'm going to blossom all of this across the world, all over my road.

Hope you let my seeds bloom. And with them, you can create a beautiful flowery path in your life too.

We will always be complementary flowers, your perfume will always bring me happiness.

I hope you get well. I hope you heal from your demons.

I hope I can look your way and see amazing flowers. You deserve all the happiness.

— Elly.

05.12.2021

[mudassarjackson]

12 years ago, the Legend, The King of Pop, the greatest entertainer ever lived in music history, left the planet earth. . #kingofpop #rock #soul #moonwalker #iloveyou #michaeljackson #passedaway #anniversary #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #mudassarjackson #mudassarjacksonofficial #michaeljacksontributeartist #dancer #dancing #streetdance #singer #popmusic #rnb #hiphop #singing #livesinging #club #dubai #dubaiyouarephenomenal #phenomenaldubai #eventmanagement #agt #bgt #thevoiceuk https://www.instagram.com/p/CQk27CBJA7apFo3ioCxUi5LNLUcq_gQSnf8bK00/?utm_medium=tumblr

[manishas]

May you get the Rest and the Peace you couldnt in this world.. #brother #restinpeace #restinpeacekid #youwillbemissed #lefttoosoon #notfair #angrywithyou #angrywithgod #willmissyoualways #RIP #seeyouontheotherside #itsnevergonnabethesame #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #poetrycommunity #poetry #poetryofinstagram #poetryisnotdead #poetrysociety #poetryofig #poetrygram #poemgram #poem #sadpoetry #sadpoems #sonet #manishashrivastava #poetsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #poemsoflife (at Mumbai, Maharashtra) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDnvEzGJ0z2/?igshid=sh3vluodlfa5

[ssserendipitysue]

The last few weeks have been extremely rough on me because 4/21/14 was a life changing event for me I lost my bridge my world my best friend I found Nancy in my home after an illness a flu completely unexpected I saw her that morning and told her to go to the hospital she said no because the following day she had a doctor apt I as well was sick and had a doctor apt the I went back to bed woke up got ready for my doctors apt went down to check on her and she was gone I didn’t know what to do because I knew I couldn’t save her and that crushed me inside the pain and shock poured over me and guilt for not insisting she went to the hospital I am trying to forgive my self I know it’s not my fault but it’s so hard Nancy was there for me always she always had my back and in the end I feel I didn’t have hers I miss you so much Nancy I love you I hope you are at peace you are always in my heart ❤️#depressedlife #posititivethinking #lettinggoofthepast #lettinggotoday #neverforgetyou❤️ #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #alwaysthinkingofyou #deathishard #releasetoxicthoughts #releasetixicenergies #releasethepast #releasingthepast #embracethefuture #letoldwoundsheal #ittakestimeforthepasttoheal #letnewlovein #positivethinkingtoday https://www.instagram.com/p/BwkDat4AnEl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t8wmqexkuupd

[one-sassy-zebra-blog]

Here is the last picture of my baby MuShu and me. This was taken a day before he passed. We both had a bad pain day that day, and all he wanted to do was snuggle with me all day. It was really sweet. That boy will always have my heart. I love you my sweet little boy. #youwillneverbeforgotten❤️ #lastsnuggle #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart https://www.instagram.com/p/BsU0nGjnLUN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3osiz71jxmct

[silentlustre]

Shadow, Nov. 2001- Jan. 2017 You’ll always be my little lady.

[plknook]

หลับให้สบายนะพ่อ อยู่ข้างบนแล้วไม่ต้องเป็นห่วงคนข้างล่างนะ จะดูแลให้นะ ขอบคุณทุกอย่างที่ทำให้ลูกนะ เดี๋ยวน้องกลับไปหานะ รักพ่อนะ #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #restinpeace #youarethebestdad 💙

[anacrista]

#TeAmarePorSiempre #SiempreVivirasEnMiCorazon #IWillAlwaysLoveYou #YouWillAlwaysBeInMyHeart #TaylortheKitten #TaylorForEver #Gatita #Gata #Cat #Kitten #ILoveMyCat #ILoveMyPet #AmoAMiGata #AmoAMiMascota #I❤️🐱 #CopoDeNieve #Copito #CopoDeNieveForEver #GatitoBebe #🐱👶🏻 (at Cancún, Quintana Roo)

[kingy1993]

Yesterday is the past, today is a gift and tomorrow is a mystery #itgetsbetter #nevergiveup #alwaysstaystrong #gay #gaylove #gaylovers #quotes #quotelife #lovequotes #love #hardest #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillneverstoplovingyou #counteachdayasablessing #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #imayhavemadeamistake #whydoesithurt #maybeoneday #thisisourjourney

[olgovich-blog]

One month has gone and my heart is still hurting. After all, for about ten years ago you were my first love. Hope everything is ok with you, I will always remember us. #imanidiot #for #missingyou #itstillhurts #iwillneverforgetyou #wewerebeautiful #wishyouwerehere #hopeyourhappy #cantstopthinkingaboutyou #myfinalgoodby #mylastlove #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #idestroyeverything #ijustwantyou #nexttome

[storybetweenus]

#DidYouKnow#IMissYou#YouWillAlwaysBeInMyHeart#RestInPeace#MyLove

[ssserendipitysue]

The last few weeks have been extremely rough on me because 4/21/14 was a life changing event for me I lost my bridge my world my best friend I found Nancy in my home after an illness a flu completely unexpected I saw her that morning and told her to go to the hospital she said no because the following day she had a doctor apt I as well was sick and had a doctor apt the I went back to bed woke up got ready for my doctors apt went down to check on her and she was gone I didn’t know what to do because I knew I couldn’t save her and that crushed me inside the pain and shock poured over me and guilt for not insisting she went to the hospital I am trying to forgive my self I know it’s not my fault but it’s so hard Nancy was there for me always she always had my back and in the end I feel I didn’t have hers I miss you so much Nancy I love you I hope you are at peace you are always in my heart ❤️#depressedlife #posititivethinking #lettinggoofthepast #lettinggotoday #neverforgetyou❤️ #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #alwaysthinkingofyou #deathishard #releasetoxicthoughts #releasetixicenergies #releasethepast #releasingthepast #embracethefuture #letoldwoundsheal #ittakestimeforthepasttoheal #letnewlovein #positivethinkingtoday https://www.instagram.com/p/BwkDat4AnEl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t8wmqexkuupd

[anacrista]

#TeAmarePorSiempre #SiempreVivirasEnMiCorazon #IWillAlwaysLoveYou #YouWillAlwaysBeInMyHeart #TaylortheKitten #TaylorForEver #Gatita #Gata #Cat #Kitten #ILoveMyCat #ILoveMyPet #AmoAMiGata #AmoAMiMascota #I❤️🐱 #CopoDeNieve #Copito #CopoDeNieveForEver #GatitoBebe #🐱👶🏻 (at Cancún, Quintana Roo)