#zeldan7 angstober

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Hey friends, I know not a lot of people are interested in my posts and fics and stuff, but I just wanted to send out a massive apology to those who do and those who have sent in requests 💔 I'm so so sorry for my seemingly random inactivity, but tldr is life got crazy. I got a job that drained me physically, mentally, emotionally, and was awful for my mental health. I then got let go for silly reasons which made things 10x worse and I wasn't doing too good mentally. More recently I lost my nan, and life has just been a bit too much for me recently, but I'm doing better now (although still job hunting 🙃) and I'm hoping to get back to writing ASAP. I have your requests to do, as well as finally starting to get back a few ideas of my own 💜

Once again, I'm just so so sorry to my followers for disappearing, I know it's not an excuse but I just wanted to explain and let you know I'm hoping to be back fully soon 💜

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You Weren't There When I Needed You The Most - Rohan Kishibe x Reader

Angstober Day 3 - You Weren't There When I Needed You The Most

Pairing: Rohan Kishibe x Reader

Warnings: Death

Word Count: 1065

Suddenly, you had an idea. You stopped and pretended to tie up your shoe, looking around to see if anyone else had halted on the busy streets of Morioh. You were certain you saw a brief glimpse of blonde hair dart behind a wall.

You knew better than to disturb Rohan when he was working. Ever since you called him up one time – not realising he was busy – he’d stressed the importance of being left undisturbed if he was working on his manga. That’s exactly why you were so hesitant to go running to your boyfriend right now. You were sure you could feel someone watching you; it’d felt like that ever since you were at the café. You’d had this overwhelming sense of eyes boring holes into you, but when you’d looked around you couldn’t see anyone suspicious. Sure enough, that feeling was still there as you were walking home. You wanted to sprint to Rohan’s house where you’d finally feel safe, but you knew how important his art was and you didn’t want to interrupt him over potentially nothing.

Would Josuke be home? You wondered. No, he was meant to be helping Jotaro with his investigation today. The same could be said for Okuyasu and Koichi. You picked up your pace, wondering where you could go. Rohan’s house was the opposite side of town, and you really didn’t think you could make it here safely if someone really was following you. Think, Y/N, think! You spotted a payphone ahead, quickening your pace in your desperation to reach it.

Slamming your change into the slot, you dialled the number as fast as your shaking hands would allow.

“Kishibe residence. I’m afraid I’m rather busy right now.”

You sighed in relief. “Rohan, it’s me! Don’t hang up!”

He made a vague noise of surprise. “Y/N?” Quickly, his shock turned to annoyance. “Y/N, you know I’m working right now.”

“I’m so sorry, Rohan, but it’s an emergency. Someone is following me and-“

“I’m sure it’s just your imagination, dear. You’re fine, I promise you.”

During your conversation, you’d failed to notice the street thinning out until you were left alone.

“Rohan…” you started, but the manga artist cut you off.

“I’m sorry, love, but I really must get back to work. I’ll see you soon.”

Before you could respond, he was gone. Frustrated, you placed the phone back and turned around, only to bump into a stranger.

“Oh!” You cried out in surprise. “I’m so sorry, sir, please excuse me!”

The man pushed his blonde hair back with a perfectly manicured hand. “Nonsense, it’s my fault.” He smiled, holding out his hand. “I am Yoshikage Kira.”

Alarm bells started ringing in your head; could this be the killer? You tried to back away, but he grabbed your wrist, inspecting your arm as he did.

“You have beautiful hands.”

You couldn’t believe your horrendous luck as you walked side-by-side with what seemed to be the killer your friends were looking for – if his obsession with your hands was anything to go by. For the first time, you resented Rohan’s dedication to his work. You were going to die, and because of that you wouldn’t even get to say goodbye.

“Here we are,” Kira stated, opening a door. You looked around for help, but the streets were empty. Gently, he nudged you inside, and you had no choice but to comply. I love you, Rohan, you thought, silently saying your prayers. The last thing you heard was Kira saying something about a “Killer Queen” before everything went black.

When you opened your eyes, you found yourself on a quaint street. You weren’t entirely sure what had happened, but you were grateful that Kira was gone. You started to explore your surroundings when you heard a voice calling out to you.

“Excuse me! Miss!”

You turned to see a pink haired girl running towards you. When she finally caught you, she eyed you up before asking how you got there.

You thought for a moment but came up blank. “To be honest, I’m not sure. I was with a man – I think his name was Kira – and then suddenly I was here.”

The girl’s face dropped. “I-“

You cut her off, brain kicking in. “I’m really sorry to be so rude, but could you please tell me where I am? I need to get to my boyfriend’s house to let him know I’m safe. I also need to let him know about Kira – I think he’s who Rohan and his friends are looking for.”

You didn’t think the girl’s expression could get much more solemn, but somehow it did. “Rohan? Rohan Kishibe?”

You chuckled. “Yes, the manga artist. He’s my boyfriend and I expect he’ll be worried, so I really need to go see him.”

“I’m afraid that mind be kinda difficult…” the girl explained, slowly. “If you woke up here… that means you’re dead.”

You’d grieved for what felt like hours when you heard footsteps approaching. Green hair came into your view, and you panicked. You weren’t ready for this.

“Reimi!” Rohan cried. “Why is Y/N here?”

“Rohan-“ Before she could answer, Rohan had summoned Heaven’s Door to desperately search your memories.

His face fell. “Y/N?”

You simply nodded, unable to meet his gaze.

“But – but how?” He stared at you in disbelief, tears brimming his eyelids.

“When I called you thinking someone was following me…” You swallowed hard. “They were. It was the killer: Yoshikage Kira.”

Rohan fumbled over words, tears spilling over. You’d never seen him cry before. You supposed it was rather fitting for now to be the first time.

“If I’d known – I could have been there, I could have stopped it – if I wasn’t so damned stubborn.”

You cut him off, feeling rather bitter. “Rohan, you weren’t there when I needed you the most.”

His eyes snapped up to meet yours, looking hopeless and broken.

“I- I’m so sorry. If I hadn’t been so absorbed in my manga, you might still be… be with me.”

You felt your cold exterior melt at his realisation as you gently took his face in your hands. “Please don’t torture yourself, Rohan. I forgive you, and I love you so much.”

Tears slipped down your face as he pulled you into his embrace.

“I love you, Y/N. I’ll find that bastard and kill him myself, I swear.”

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I Can't Do This Anymore - Link x GN! Reader

Angstober Day 1 - I Can't Do This Anymore

Pairing: Link x GN! Reader

Warnings: Injuries

Word Count: 886

From the day you’d first met Link you’d known there was something special about him. Not only had he given you more than five seconds of his attention – taking the time to actually lead you to your destination rather than just give you directions – but there was something about him that fascinated you. His sheer determination alone was enough to pique your interest. He refused to let any enemy best him in combat, which led to you having to patch him up more times than you could count. While this was undeniably something you loved about him, it was becoming increasingly frustrating. He would repeatedly throw himself into battle just to prove a point, and you found it more and more difficult to smile along with his sheepish grins when he was hurt.

Despite this, you’d still fallen head over heels for him, and you were surprised to learn he felt the same. You’d decided to spend your days accompanying him wherever his quest took him. You were each other’s sworn protectors; him keeping you safe from the creatures that plagued Hyrule, and you keeping him alive whenever his injuries proved difficult.

When his foolishness would become too much for you, you’d force yourself to reflect on some of the best times you’d had with him. As cheesy as it sounded, one you often thought back to was your first kiss. It had happened so suddenly. You’d been travelling to Tarrey Town to stock up on supplies when a bad storm hit. Seemingly sensing it moments before it begun, Link had grabbed your hand and dragged you to the nearest shelter. Link wasn’t much for affection – save a few awkward pats here and there – but something was different here. Whether he could sense your anxiety about the storm or not you weren’t sure, but he held your hand tightly even once you were both safely under cover.

Seconds after you reached the old wooden structure, rain poured from above, so hard it muffled the loud crack of thunder. You shivered a little, not being the biggest fan of thunderstorms, and Link pulled you in close, wrapping his arms around you. You couldn’t help but stare up into his sapphire eyes, utterly bewildered. He’d never so much as hugged you, let alone held you in a way as intimate as this. Sensing your gaze, he looked down at you, a sly grin plastered on his face. As you opened your mouth to ask just what in Hyrule was going on with him, he winked, stopping you in your tracks. Before you could even think, you heard a small chuckle, and then his lips were on yours.

It was a gentle kiss, filled with adoration and compassion, and you felt the corners of your mouth tug upwards in a smile. As Link began to pull away, lightning struck the ground nearby, sending you straight back into his arms. His soft laugh soothed your nerves.

“We’re safe. I promise.”

Smiling, you bring yourself back to the present, walking side-by-side with Link on your way to Kakariko Village. You’re just about to tell him about your memory when you see him eyeing up something out of your sight. The look on his face tells you all you need to know.

“Link, please,” you beg. “Let’s just keep walking.”

Instead of listening to you, he holds up his hand. “Wait here, Y/N, I’ll be back.”

Before you can protest, he runs off, leaving you alone and frustrated. Maybe things will be different this time, you naively think. Maybe he’ll be cautious and safe and – A cry of pain rings out in the distance. Shit.

You run as fast as your legs will carry you, weighed down by the overwhelming feeling of helplessness. Things would never change, you realised that now. You’d either have to learn to live with it, or…

After crossing a small hill, you see your target. The patrol of Lizalfos are walking away, clearly having no qualms other than what Link started himself. The warrior lays on the floor, barely conscious and struggling to keep his head from smacking into the ground. You curse under your breath, pulling out your satchel of healing supplies.

After you’ve been working on him a while, he starts to become more comprehensive. You feel relieved, but that feeling flickers when he shoots you that damned grin.

“Guess there were more of them than I thought!” He jokes. Upon seeing your stony expression, however, his jovial demeanour becomes worried. “Y/N?”

You sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose. “I can’t do this anymore.”

He looks up at you, confused. “Do what?”

You gesture around you vaguely. “This! I can’t keep watching you run off to fight with no regard for your life! I can’t keep being the one to fix you, I just can’t do this, Link! I love you, I really do, but I just can’t anymore.”

For the first time since you’ve known him, no matter how grave his injuries have been, Link starts to cry. “So, what are you saying, Y/N?”

You avoid his gaze. “Link, I can’t…” Slumping down, you fall next to the injured warrior. You suck in a deep breath and force out the words you never wanted to have to say.

“I can’t be with you.”

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Angstober 2021

Hi everyone! I'm back with a completed list of the ships for each prompt! I look forward to writing them and I hope you all enjoy them!

I Can't Do This Anymore - Link x Reader (Zelda BoTW)

You Said You Loved Me - Belphegor x Reader (Obey Me!)

You Weren't Here When I Needed You The Most - Rohan Kishibe x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

How Are You Not Terrified? - Satan x Reader (Obey Me!)

Maybe It's Too Late - Kaidan Alenko x Reader Shep (Mass Effect)

Why Are You Leaving? - 707 x F! Reader (Mystic Messenger)

Give Me Another Chance - Mammon x Reader (Obey Me!)

I Love You - Caesar Zeppeli x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Do You Still Love Him/Her/Them? - Leviathan x Reader (Obey Me!)

Don't Leave Me - Joseph Joestar x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

This Isn't The Way I Thought It Would Be - Garrus Vakarian x Reader Shep (Mass Effect)

I Would Rather Die - Alistair x Reader Warden (Dragon Age)

Why Can't We Just Talk About It- - Caesar Zeppeli x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

One Last Time - Barbatos x Reader (Obey Me!)

I Don't Deserve This. I Don't Deserve You - Lucifer x Reader (Obey Me!)

You Can't Fix It Now - Fenris x Reader (Dragon Age)

I Wish I'd Never Met You - 707 x Reader (Mystic Messenger)

I Trusted You - Light Yagami x Reader (Death Note)

Don't Cry - Noctis Lucis Caelum x Reader (Final Fantasy XV)

I Promised I Will Always Be On Your Side - Noriaki Kakyoin x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Who Are You? - Link x Reader (Zelda BoTW)

Why Do You Care? - Beelzebub x Reader (Obey Me!)

You Haven't Changed At All - Jotaro Kujo x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Let Me Give You A Ride Home, Please? - Zen x Reader (Mystic Messenger)

Did I Ever Even Matter To You? - Solomon x Reader (Obey Me!)

I'm Sorry - Mammon x Reader (Obey Me!)

I'd Like For You To Leave Now - Asmodeus x Reader (Obey Me!)

Truth Hurts, Doesn't It? - Dio Brando x Reader (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Stop Lying To Me! - Prompto Argentum x Reader (Final Fantasy XV)

You're Worth It - Diavolo x Reader (Obey Me!)

It's Time To Say Goodbye - Luke Pearce x Reader (Tears of Themis)

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Maybe It's Too Late - Kaidan Alenko x ReaderShep

Angstober Day 5 (very late I'm so sorry) - Maybe It's Too Late (this feels ironic)

Pairing: Kaidan Alenko x Reader Shepard

Warnings: Major Character Death

Word Count: 387

Kaidan hadn’t exactly been thrilled when he had to leave you due to his injury – much less when he found out you and Anderson were the only ones who made it through. If no one else made it, then who would help Shepard? Of course, you’d survived everything the universe had thrown at you so far – more or less – but that “I love you” the two of you had shared… Kaidan couldn’t shake the feeling that it would be the last.

Currently, he stood by the galaxy map, feeling strange to be stationed where you should be. Barking orders to the Normandy’s crew – your crew – made the Major feel incredibly out of place. When your call came through, though, he was the first to yell for Joker to patch it through. Not that Joker needed telling.

“Y/N!” Kaidan gasped.

“K-Kaidan?” Your voice wasn’t much more than a whisper.

You sounded so foreign to your lover. His fearless warrior was broken, defeated almost.

“Listen, I’m-“ you grunted in agony. “I’m not in great shape, Kaidan.”

Tears pricked at his eyes; he’d known this was coming. “Shepard, we can come get you, we can-“

You coughed. Hard. “Kaidan, I need you to tell me if it worked. I activated it…”

Kaidan looked at the chaos and destruction still raging on outside the ship. “Y/N… the Reapers are still here.”

“Dammit.” Before you could continue, another round of coughing hit you, more violent than the last. “I’ll do my best to get it working.” You finally stated. “Kaidan – I love you.”

Kaidan wanted to respond – he wanted to tell you how you were his moon, his stars. He wanted to tell you how you were the only reason he’d made it this far. He wanted to tell you that he loved you more than words could ever describe. No words passed his lips, however, because the comm line went dead.

Just as he was about to tell Joker to go back for you, the Citadel exploded into millions of tiny pieces.

“Y/N!” He screamed, before storming to the helm. “Joker, we need to go back! Y/N could still be alive, we need-“

Joker’s solemn green eyes looked up at the Major, tears forming in grief for the commander they’d all come to love. “Kaidan, I think, maybe… it’s too late.”

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Angstober 2021

I'm going to be attempting Angstober this year! @ooffies found me this prompt list and I'm gonna try my hardest to get through them all one a day! This will be a multifandom event so not just Obey Me and MysMes (heck yeah JJBA time) but I'll tag everything properly when I post them 💜💜

I know this is from 2019 (I think) but I liked the prompts more and for my first time doing something like this I wanted to go for prompts I clicked with you know?

I'll post a character/pairing list for each day soon so keep an eye out!

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How Are You Not Terrified? Satan x GN! Reader

Angstober Day 4 - How Are You Not Terrified?

Pairing: Satan x GN! Reader

Warnings: Satan gets big mad (no actual violence though)

Word Count: 430 (I'm sorry it's so shortttt it's my first time writing him)

“How are you not terrified?” Satan sobbed into your arms. If you were totally honest, you had been a little scared of his behaviour a few moments ago, but you knew it was no different to Mammon’s gambling or Beel’s incessant eating. He was the Avatar of Wrath and, just like the others, he was powerless when it came to his sin. As you sat there, stroking his hair and comforting him, you relayed the events that had occurred only an hour ago.

You were sitting in the common room with Mammon, Levi, and Beel when the sound of someone clearing their throat caught your attention. Satan stood in the doorway, his face like thunder. In his hand was a large, tattered tome adorned with gold.

“Do any of you recognise this?” His voice was cold.

“Eh?” Mammon barely raised his head from his D.D.D. “No clue.”

Satan growled, tail flicking behind him. “It’s a priceless tome, though its true value is worth far more than the lives of my brothers.” He paused, taking a step into the room. “Someone destroyed it.”

Sucking in a deep breath, you locked eyes with your lover. In his demon form there was no kindness or warmth for you, only the anger emanating from his sin. As much as you loved him, you couldn’t help feeling a little afraid.

No one was owning up to the mistake, and Satan was getting angrier by the second. In an attempt to diffuse the situation, you decided to speak up.

“Satan… it was me, I’m so sorry. If we go and find Solomon I’m sure he can help us fix it.”

In one fluid movement, Satan had you pinned against the wall by your wrists.

“Do you know what I went through to get this?”

“Satan,” you pleaded. “I really am sorry.”

He refused to let go until Mammon intervened, telling Satan to back off or else he’d get Lucifer and Diavolo involved. Reluctantly, he gave in, retreating to his room. You sat with the brothers for a while, calming your nerves before you went to see Satan – and that’s how you ended up like this.

You’d never seen Satan cry, and yet here he was, soaking your neck with his tears.

“How are you not terrified of me, Y/N?”

You took a deep breath and pulled his head back so your eyes could meet. “I know you’d never harm me, Satan, and I know you can’t always help the way your sin makes you act.” You pressed a gentle kiss to his lips. “I love you.”

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You Said You Loved Me - Belphegor x F! Reader

Angstober Day 2 - You Said You Loved Me

Pairing: Belphegor x F! Reader

Warnings: Chapter 16 Spoilers, Mentions of Death

Word Count: 770

Things had naturally been rather unsteady between you and Belphie ever since The Incident. He’d apologised profusely, but he knew nothing could ever make up for what he’d done. Despite this, he found himself enjoying your company and desperately wanting to get close to you. You were charming, beautiful, and you “hated” Lucifer almost as much as he did. He hadn’t really planned on confessing to you, it just sort of happened. One moment he was snoozing happily on the sofa by your side, and the next he was being woken up by you telling him you “love him, too”. Apparently, he needed to work on his sleep talking.

His brothers were the perfect picture of jealousy when you’d spend time with Belphie, and it filled him with a strange sense of pride. He loved the expressions on their faces when they found out you were going on a date with him. He’d never really considered himself possessive – well, except when it came to his favourite pillow – but he was revelling in showing you off as his in front of the brothers. Wherever the two of you went, his arm would be around your waist or shoulders. The two of you went everywhere together – or, you did for the first few months, at least.

After a while, though, Belphie noticed you were spending less time with you in favour of his brothers. He didn’t want to, but he couldn’t help feeling jealous. Times where you would normally take a nap together turned in to him resting alone while you played games with Levi or had movie marathons with everyone. Beel noticed a change in his twin, but Belphie shrugged it off as stress with exams coming up soon. Beel knew better than that, but he didn’t want to press the issue, instead opting to bring him his favourite snacks whenever he could.

It wasn’t until you started making excuses to avoid going out together that Belphie began to wonder just what was going on. Exams were a decent enough reason, if you’d been telling the truth about studying, anyway. Beel had seen you going shopping with Asmo and Mammon on several occasions when you were meant to be revising. After the fifth time, the Avatar of Sloth couldn’t take it anymore.

You’d been ignoring him – both in person, and his texts and calls – for two days. Finally, he saw you head into the music room and decided to follow you in.

“Y/N,” he said, closing the door behind him. He didn’t want his brothers bursting in on such a private conversation.

You turned around, startled. “Oh, Belphie! What are you doing here?”

He frowned; you certainly didn’t seem happy to see him. “I wanted to talk to my girlfriend: you know, the one who’s been ignoring me.”

You opened your mouth but froze, unsure of what to say. He was right, of course, you had been avoiding him.

“Well?” He pressed. “What’s going on, Y/N?”

You sighed, slowly meeting his sad gaze. “Belphie, this isn’t how I wanted to tell you…”

“Tell me what?” His expression changed, and you could no longer read it. It seemed blank, but you knew him better than to think he’d be feeling nothing right now.

“I- you’re right. I have been ignoring you.” You turned away, absentmindedly playing with the piano keys. “I just haven’t known what to say. I-I think we’ve grown apart.”

Belphie didn’t make a sound, he just stared at you wordlessly.

“Belphie, I’m sorry, I-“

He cut you off, eventually able to speak again. “You said you loved me.”

You were shocked. Out of all the things you’d expected him to say, that wasn’t one of them.

“And I did! Or, I thought I did.” You were fumbling over your sentence, worrying as to how the demon would react.

“You said you fucking loved me!” He growled, yet he didn’t seem angry and made no movement towards you.

Finally, you snapped. “I said a lot of things, Belphie! We all do! You said you wouldn’t hurt me and then proceeded to fucking kill me – how could you think I could love you after that?” You watched him break apart under your sharp words. Sadness replaced the empty emotion, and tears stung at the corner of his eyes.

“So, it was all lies then.”

Throwing your hands up, you let out an exasperated groan. “Yes, no, I don’t know, Belphie! But I do know I don’t…”

“Say it. Finish your sentence, Y/N.”

You took a deep breath before you hit him with the truth.

“I don’t feel anything for you, Belphegor.”

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I'm really sorry everyone I'm currently a bit behind with Angstober! It was my mum's birthday this week and I'm graduating from uni this weekend so it's been a busy af week but I'm hoping to get back on track with it soon! 💙

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Had a bad/stressful couple of days.. should I write some comfort Volo fluff to make me feel better? 🥺