taystarr

[taystarr]

"ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴꜱᴘᴏᴋᴇɴ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ" — ᴊᴜɴɢᴡᴏɴ x !ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ You and Jungwon have been best friends since childhood. You always supported him, cheered for his dream to debut. Since ENHYPEN’s rise, communication has faded: unread texts, unanswered calls. You tell yourself you understand — he’s busy, he’s famous now — but it still hurts. ( ⟢ ) pairings. Jungwon x fem!reader ⎯⎯ Contains. Angst, Fluff, Cursing, Kissing. ✿°·.¸.·°¯°·.¸.·°¯°·.¸.-> You stare at your phone screen, tears welling in your eyes. "𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘵.. he's really doing this." You say, as you see Jungwon standing next to six other boys. Some look older than him, others look younger. They all look so happy, 𝙝𝙚 looks happy. This is probably the twentieth time you texted today. You've been texting him non-stop. Not like he's receiving them though. He blocked you 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 ago when he debuted. Or maybe he just got a new phone. Whatever it was, you two haven't had contact in forever. You throw your phone down onto your bed, huffing in response and stand. It's nice outside, maybe you could take a walk to get your head off him. ✿✿✿ The breeze is warm, the different color leaves cover the ground, and the smell of rain and fresh bread fill your nose. You step into a nearby cafe from your house, and walk straightforward to the register. "The usual?" Avery, the worker who so suddenly became your best friend just from your breakdown in the cafe bathrooms. He's sweet, perfect height, brunette, and the most cutest facial features. You'd think he was a girl based of his appearance and name. "Yeah.." You mumble, hands shoved in front pockets. "Do you think he'll ever come back? Or y'know.. text?" Avery lets out a small chuckle and a quick grin before replacing it with a serious tone (also a bit mocking). "I mean, possibly. But get real. An idol come back for some girl he knew back in 4th grade?" He says while making your drink. "Hey! We grew up together. Same school, neighborhood, even our parents were friends! He vowed to never forget me when he moved to go to the damn 'Survival Show; iland" You groan, flopping onto the counter, a random customer side-eyeing you as she places her own order. Avery just smiles and hands you your drink. "Don't sweat it, he'll be back.. Maybe." You roll your eyes playfully and move away to take a seat at the nearest table as you wait for your muffin. You pull out your phone, open TikTok and the first thing you see is Jungwon mentioning some girl on his live. The fandom is going wild, everyone fuming, happy, whatever. Your heart dropped. He moved on? Well, obviously.. After not talking to you for four years, he most likely has. But damn.. it fucking stings. "She was so sweet, we used to play in my garden outside when we were younger. Until she got stung.." You listened close, eyes widening. Wait.. was he talking about - you? You still remember the time that bee stung you, you cried so damn loud it probably echoed around the whole neighborhood. So he 𝙙𝙞𝙙 still remember you. If so, why hasn't he texted? Oh fuck him. Just as, Avery walks up with an amused smile, freshly made muffin on a plate. "On the house, once again.. You better get right and start foucsing on yourself instead of a random kpop idol. You BOTH have better things to do." Avery marks. "Please, he still knows me. Look!" You say, holding the phone up to him as they video replays. "..Oh wow, so great. Yeah, awesome y/n. He brings up a girl, a bee, and a garden, and all of a sudden all eyes are on you." You roll your eyes, snatching your phone away and setting it down. "C'mon, its the EXACT scene that happened when we were kids, I remember it like it was yesterday!" Your voice gets louder, a few eyes darting over. "Quiet down, weirdo" Avery whispers, as he takes a seat next to you. "Y'know that group, whatever their name is-" "Enhypen. It's enhypen." you correct him. "Right.. Well, their coming to the country. I could buy you tickets?" You froze, your eyes lit up then narrowed. "You'd buy me tickets?”

“No way im going to my old best friend's concert looking for him. I'd look like some crazy fan trying to sneak backstage!"

"So.. is that a no?" Avery ask. "Mhm.. you'know what. Yes."

✿✿✿

It's now time for the concert, you've been waiting for weeks. Avery brought everything, you got front row seats in the pit. You looked good, smelled good, dressed good. Oh yeah, even if Jungwon didn't notice you, another member probably would've.

You walk into the entry, you already got your ticket checked. First thing you do? Food. No matter what, you've gotta be fed for doing anything. You grab a slushie and plain hotdog which came up to $20. "Twenty dollars for this? Oh that's wild." You mumbled to yourself, as you head over to the condiment sections. Then you hear it.

Screams.

Loud, crazy ones. People are running towards the area, screaming at seven different men walking with like 15 security guards in front of them. Enhypen.

"Oh shit.. that's them right there!" You say to Avery, nervousness and excitement building. Oh yeah. That's right. Avery tagged along too, you were way to scared to go alone. Like who walks into a concert, looking for an idol who used to know them, alone? Yeah, not you.

Avery rolls his eyes, slurping his drink and nodding, probably barely even able to hear you since the noise. But whatever you said, he probably got a gist of it.

You both make your way down the escalator, moving through the crowd. A fansign? 30 minutes before the concert? What in the hell were they thinking? Whatever.

You stepped in line, waiting your turn. You lean beside you to whisper to Avery but.. he's gone? Then you hear your name being shouted from halfway infront of the line. "Y/N!!! I'M UP HERE, SOMEONE LET ME INFRONT OF THEM!!" He shouts as you roll your eyes and chuckle. Moving past everyone. Now you were only about behind five people.

Time past, the line moves, then; it's your turn. You greet Heeseung first, smiling and interacting with him. Then you greet Jay, Jake, Sunghoon, Sunoo, Ni-ki, and guess who's last in line? Him. Jungwon.

You pause for a moment, then move slowly. Maybe he'll recognized you, maybe he won't. Your heart was pounding, you swore if anyone ruined this moment, you'd actually kill them.

✿ ✿

Your eye's connect. Quickly. Your staring at Jungwon, and he's staring at you. It may have took him about 45 seconds to realize you, but the moment "Wonnie" came out your mouth, that same nickname, same silly accent you'd used to say it in came out your mouth, it's like his whole world stopped.

"Y-y/n?.." He mumbled, emotions cruising through him. "Wait.. Why the hell- you-, who- The fuck?" Was the first actually 'sentence' that came out his mouth.

Eyes landed over, but didn't say anything. "Uhm.. well.. nice seeing you again?.." Jungwon said, and your heart dropped. "Huh?.. That's what you've got to say? No 'oh I missed you so much!' or 'my childhood bestie!'" You say, staring at him. Niki nudges him, signaling that your time for greeting is over and the line needs to continue.

"Sorry.. I- .. here." He scribbles on your hand, just like he did in middle school whenever he wanted to write something important but couldn't say it. His number.

"After the show." Was his last words before moving onto the next engene. You rolled your eyes and huffed, Avery laughed his ass off. Goodness he was annoying. You looked over and threw a punch to his arm, huffing.

"He said - He said- 'The fuck'" Avery repeats, laughing. "Oh screw you." You said, throwing out your now empty slushie cup. You looked down at your hand, and pulled out your phone typing the numbers in. Avery finally looked up, stopping in his tracks and raising an eyebrow. "Really? What if it's a scam? I mean why you he give you his number."

Your eyes landed over at Avery, your expression saying everything your mouth wanted to. Shut the fuck up. Avery’s smile drops and he huffs, crossing his arms.

✿ ✿

Time passes, everyone is either in their seats or on the pit at the front. As the concert started, everyone screams, hyped up already.

Thirty five minutes into the concert, Jungwon spots you. He waves and smiles, and what’s the first thing you do? Flip him off. He laughs, genuinely. The members notice but don’t say anything.

✿ ✿ ✿

The concert is finally over, and the first thing you do is dial the number Jungwon have you. You don’t even wait and let him settle down first. He almost instantly picks up, breathing hard, cheers in the background from the backstage mangers.

“Hello?..” silence. Then an annoyed huff “It’s m—“ he didn’t even let you finish, he immediately speaks up.”ah! Y/n. Come backstage we need to talk.” He hangs up before you can even argue back.

✿ ✿

You arrive backstage after being guided by a security guard, Avery didn’t follow; he said he’s taking his ass home.

You and Jungwon’s eyes meet, and he books it to you, pulling you in a tight hug, spinning you around. You kick your feet attempting to get down and start you fussing.

“You stopped talking to me for four fucking years and now you want to spin my ass around?!” You yell, Jungwon already sensing your attitude.

“Ok, ok. I’m sorry. When we first debuted they told us we had to get rid of friends. Even close ones.” Your eyes widened “Bullshit!” He nods in agreement, still starring at you with those eyes.

You breathe in and out, calming down. Then the first genuine thing comes out your mouth “I… I missed you..” Your voice cracks, and when you look up you already see that stupid smile and adorable dimples appearing on his face.

“Awhh, see! Behind all that sas it’s my favorite girl!” He leans down and presses a soft kiss to your forehead. “Missed you too, pretty”

Gross. You roll your eyes, groaning, going right back to the girl you were.

“I promise I’ll never leave again, not even if the dumbass company officials tell me too.” He vows.

“Yeah, you said that last time.” You exclaimed. But before he could even get anything out, you leaned up, pressing a soft kiss to his lips.

“You still owe me for laughing when I got stung.” You scolded. “ we were nine.” He whispers against your lips, both of you smiling and giggling against each others mouths.

“Fuck you..” you say.

“You love me” he whispers back.

[taystarr]

★·.·´¯·.·★ 𝐻𝑒𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓊𝓃𝑔 🎀 – He's 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒.... ★·.·´¯·.·★

"That boy is 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒."

Y/n woke up to 30 missed calls from her bestie, Gigi. Clearly, something wild had gone down since 10:43 the night before.

"Damn, 30 missed calls? What did I miss this time..." Y/n groaned, tossing her covers off and grabbing her phone. Text after text lit up the screen:

"OMG, HEESEUNG’S HERE." "Oh shit... Heeseung's here... with Lara." "Babes pick up your phone!" "Y/N PLEASE." "You’re gonna regret not answering." "...whatever, good luck."

Heart thudding, Y/n called back. Gigi answered immediately.

“Well, finally. You know how many times I called?! I was THIS close to calling your mom.”

Y/n rolled her eyes.

“Okay, okay, I get it. What could possibly be so important?"

A pause.

“Heeseung and Lara. They were... definitely not just talking. Lara was all over him, a while later she dragged him upstairs."

Silence. Then a shaky voice.

“You’re lying...” Anger. Sadness. Everything hit at once. “He wouldn’t… she didn’t…”

Y/n hung up.

She called Heeseung. The line picked up.

“Hello?.. Hee? Hellooo?” Only breathing on the other end.

Then a voice. Not his.

“Oh, hi~. Hee can’t come to the phone right now... he’s a little worn out.” Laughter.

Lara.

You have got to be kidding me. “Put Heeseung on the phone. Now.” “Mmm... can’t do that.”

Y/n froze, ready to crash out. She caught a glance of herself in the mirror, then, something clicked. A slow smirk spread across her face.

“Y’know what? I’m coming over.”

She threw on sweatpants, a white top, whatever jacket she saw, claw clip, lip gloss—then bolted out the door.

At Heeseung’s apartment complex, she stomped toward the door, banging on it.

“Open up! I swear I'll jump through the fucking window!”

She looked over to her side, literally ready to climb the wall; but a plant caught her eye. She knocked over the plant, which revealed a spare key.

“Gotcha.”

She burst in, racing down the hall—and flung the bedroom door open.

There they were. Lara looked smug. Heeseung… frozen. Guilty.

“Really?! THIS is what we’re doing now? Sleeping with her?! Other bitches?! Congrats, Lara—you finally got what you always wanted.”

Lara slowly stood and stepped forward, practically radiating attitude.

“Cmon.. you can't be too mad, at him really. He didn’t seem to mind... If he really loved you, he would've said no. He 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚”

“YOU—” Y/n’s fists clenched, but Heeseung stepped in fast, gripping her waist.

“Stop. Just… please. Don’t.”

“Don’t?! Are you kidding me?! I gave you everything and you go behind my back like this?!”

“I wasn’t thinking, I was drunk, it didn’t mean anything—baby, please...”

Lara scoffed from behind.

“Ugh, Hee, you’re really gonna pick her over me?”

Heeseung whipped around, anger flaring.

“We were never a thing. Never. Me and Y/n have something real—so stop trying to ruin it.”

Lara rolled her eyes and stormed out.

“And maybe stop throwing yourself at every man you fucking see!” Y/n called after her, Lara screaming and throwing something as a reaction.

Heeseung turned back, voice quieter.

“I love you. I messed up. But please, don’t leave me.”

Y/n gave him a long stare.

“Wow. You really expect me to just fall in your arms, and you'll win over me with your charm? Get real.

Heeseung sighed nervously, rubbing his neck. "Look - I.. Y/n, let's talk about this."

"About what?!" she spit back "About how much a cheater and damn liar you are? She literally fucked my brother, you saw how upset I saw.. Just for you too repeat it?!".. Her voice cracks..

Y/n shoves him away, turning away and booking it for the door. She runs out the apartment, unlocking her car door, jumping him.

"I hate men.. I hate them, I hate them.." He whispered to herself the whole way home.

Y/n arrived home, just to find non another than Heeseung at her front door. Flowers, a coloring book (??) and food. Y/n rolls her eyes, raising an eye at the book. "A coloring book?" She ask, not even questioning how he got here so quickly. Heeseung chuckles softly, Y/n can't help but crack a small smile. "Your so annoying.." She says, walks past him, unlocking her door. Heeseung stands up, following behind as he walks in the house with her. "Just.. promise you won't run off to another girl when I fall asleep for a max of 6 hours.." Y/n says, Heeseung nodding, giving his small smile. "Okay okay, I've learned my lesson, won't do it again.. promise." "Good. Your 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒."

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I'll do another one, I'll be better than this one! Had to rewrite it a couple of times since tumblr wouldn't let me post it the first couple of times.. Sorry for any mistakes!

[taystarr]

!!THESE PHOTO'S GOT ME ON MY KNEE'S STOPPP. JAKE HAS BEEN GETTING TO ME FOR A WHILE NOW!!