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Good news! After months of dealing with seemingly unsolvable medical issues, I had surgery done and am actually feeling better and starting to slowly get back to how my life used to be before. I’m so sorry that I had to leave for so long. The whole medical stuff really threw me off track badly, but thankfully, everything should start picking up again soon. With that said, I still plan on keeping this blog and hope to make it active again.

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send ‘☘’ to meet an influential npc in my muses life.

Can be anyone ranging from a parent, best friend or teacher.

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❝ Well shit." He began, his jaw clenching just the slightest. Even though he'd only seen them for a few moments since he'd opened the door, he could already feel a concerning mixture of emotions boil within him. "Never thought I'd see your sorry ass here again. What the fuck do you want?"

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❝ No, nope. It's fine. Don't blame yourself for this. It was my fault for thinking that you'd care anyway."

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Drabble Memes

Rain — I’ll write a fluffy drabble of our characters kissing in the rain. Kill — I’ll write a angst drabble of my character violently killing yours. Love — I’ll write a drabble of my character admitting they love yours. Lust — I’ll write a drabble of our characters making love together. Date — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours out on a date.   Defend — I’ll write a drabble of my character protecting yours. Fight — I’ll write a drabble of my character fighting with/against yours. Death — I’ll write a drabble of my character with yours on their deathbed. Mourn — I’ll write a drabble of my character mourning yours. Pet — I’ll write a drabble of my character buying yours a pet. (specify what kind.) Wash — I’ll write a drabble of our characters showering/bathing together. Pool — I’ll write a drabble of our characters swimming together. Beach — I’ll write a drabble of out characters at the beach together. Sing — I’ll write a drabble of my character singing to yours. Snow — I’ll write a drabble of our characters building a snowman together. Game — I’ll write a drabble of my character playing videogames with yours. Movie — I’ll write a drabble of our characters watching a movie together. Shop — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours shopping. Cook — I’ll write a drabble of our characters cooking together. Sleep — I’ll write a drabble of my character snuggling in bed with yours.

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PREGNANCY POINT OF VIEW SENTENCE STARTERS. 

the mother’s pov : 

❝Do you want to feel the baby kick?❞  ❝I’m eating for two, so let’s go grab some grub.❞  ❝I’m… pregnant… and it’s yours.❞ ❝We need to talk, I need to tell you something..❞  ❝I’m too far along for an abortion.❞  ❝You want to give our baby up for adoption?❞  ❝I need to know… if you love me, if you love us..❞  ❝I thought you would be happy… it’s our baby.❞  ❝It’s your baby I’m carrying…❞  ❝I want to tell you that’s it’s yours but it’s not…❞  ❝I want to find out the gender with you there.❞  ❝I’m so lucky to have you by side during this pregnancy.❞  ❝I wouldn’t want anyone else by side during this pregnancy.❞  ❝Do you feel that? It’s the baby… it’s kicking.❞  ❝I’m not going to be surrounded in a place were my baby isn’t wanted.❞  ❝How could say that? This is our child to be!❞  ❝I’m pregnant, I can’t act like a child anymore.❞  ❝I’m pregnant, not incapable.❞  ❝I’m sorry you’ve had deal with my pregnancy hormones lately…❞  ❝I just wanted to wait to tell you, I wanted to know for sure I was keeping it.❞  ❝I’m not sure what to do anymore but it is your baby…❞  ❝This is just as much as your baby as it is mine.❞  ❝I’m not lying! We can do a test right now!❞  ❝Why are you blaming me? We at both at fault! It’s not the baby’s fault!❞  ❝I’m not going to be around people like you, who don’t support me.❞  ❝I am keeping this baby and I’m not discussing it anymore.❞  ❝People have told me I’m glowing lately and I know why…❞  ❝I’m ready to be mom! More than what you think!❞  ❝I will be a great mother to my child, unlike you!❞  ❝This is my decision! Not yours!❞  ❝You told me you wanted the baby and now you don’t?❞  ❝Why are suddenly against having this baby with me?❞ 

the father’s pov : 

❝How far along are you? When did you find out?❞  ❝Well, that’s great news! Isn’t it? I think so.❞  ❝Wait, are you telling me, its my baby?❞ ❝Well, how do you know its my baby?❞  ❝You’re carrying my child?! That’s great news!❞  ❝I love you and I’m ready to be a parent with you.❞  ❝I wouldn’t want a baby with anyone else other than you.❞  ❝How long have you known? Have you told anyone else yet?❞  ❝Well, I’ll get a job and help support you and our baby.❞  ❝Hey… don’t worry so much, okay? We can raise it.❞  ❝It’s going to be okay, we can do this.❞  ❝I have the perfect plan for you, me and our baby… a good plan.❞  ❝I was thinking… since you’re pregnant and all, would you marry me?❞  ❝I love you so much, that’s great news after the day I had.❞  ❝As long as we’re happy, as long as the baby is happy.❞  ❝I’m not abandoning you or my baby!❞  ❝I’m not walking out on my kid like my parents did.❞  ❝I’m going to be here for you and our baby.❞  ❝Why would you want that for our baby? You’re talking nonsense.❞  ❝I’m ready to be a father and you’ll make the best mother.❞  ❝I have never felt so lucky!❞  ❝This baby is a blessing and probably saved my life.❞  ❝Did you hear? I’m going to be a dad!❞  ❝I’m going to officially be a dad in a few months!❞  ❝I’ll be a much better dad than you ever were to me that’s for sure.❞  ❝My girlfriend is pregnant and she’s keeping it and I want her to keep it.❞  ❝Don’t tell me anything about being a dad when you never were one for me!❞  ❝Are you serious?! You’re pregnant?! That’s amazing, baby!❞  ❝Well, do you need anything? Anything at all?❞  ❝What? Something wrong with the baby?❞  ❝I just want to keep you and our babt safe and happy.❞  ❝I’m the luckiest guy in the world right now!❞ 

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life hack to roleplaying with me: if you’ve got a fucked up idea there’s a 8234768123763712% chance i’ll go for it. seriously. don’t test me.

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                     ————— EVEN  AT  THE  BEST  OF  TIMES                                         i’m       out        of         my       mind——————

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365 days of richard madden: day 360

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❤ ▬▬ emotional starters to kick you in the feelings.

“What am I to you?” “If you could be with me, would you?” “Do you still think about (___)?” ”Do you want to be something more?” “I need to tell you how I feel.” “I miss how we used to be.” “Is it okay to say that I’m jealous?” “I’m so sorry I’m jealous… It’s such an ugly feeling.” ”I can’t help the way I feel.” ”They all want you, but they don’t even know you.” ”Is it okay to want you for myself?” “You’re mine. I don’t want to share.” “I want to be the only one for you.” “It’s you. You’re it. You’re the one I want.” “If you want me, you can have me.” “You can have others, but I will be your priority.” “Let’s talk about what you want.” “Let’s talk about what I want.” “I’ll wait for you. I’ll wait until you’re ready.” “You’re my friend. You didn’t know that?” ”I don’t think I know how to love…” ”Can I trust you?” “I forgive you.” “I only play around because I don’t have you.” “Name it. I’d give it up for you.” “You play so hard to get. Will I ever catch you?” “How can I get you to like me?” “Is there some secret to winning your love?” “Are you available?” “Are you afraid of commitment?” “If I agreed to be exclusive with you, would you do the same?” “Do you feel anything?” ”Why are you pushing me away?” ”The instant you start to feel something, you turn tail and run.” ”He/she/they love you, you know…” ”Don’t. I’m not good for you. Don’t even think about falling for me.” ”I will hurt you. That’s just a fact.” “You’re so wild that I want to be the one to tame you.” ”If you love them, then I want to as well.” “Your heart is safe with me.” ”You’re the type who wants to have your cake and eat it, too.” ”You’ve got me wrapped around your finger.” ”I’ve missed you so much.” ”Your happiness comes before mine.” ”I don’t mind sharing, as long as I’m with you.” “I am so sorry for hurting you.” “Can we start over?”

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give me a “we’ve been friends for years and you’re just now telling me you have a brother/sister who is coming to stay with us so they can avoid your parents? oh great well they just showed up and i was the one who answered the door. and holy shit—you didn’t say they were hot!?” OR “i’m coming home for a while and i need to crash on your couch because i don’t want to go home to mom and dad. but holy crap you have a roommate and they are fucking gorgeous. why didn’t you ever tell me?” BONUS POINTS if this is turned into a holiday thread 

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⨳ — VIOLET EVERGARDEN;

send one for my muse’s reaction!

“It’s become cold, hasn’t it?”  “Everything is fine, [Name]. This region has always been often hit by lightning.” “Are these important letters?”  “You surely live in a big city, right? I admire those who are able to see various shops. You go outside often, so do you like staying home better after all?”  “I do not particularly like or dislike it. If I have a goal, I go outside.”  “Yes, things that others… do naturally are very difficult for me.”  “The fact that I can’t go out even though I want to is… because…”  “I will die here! That’s what I want to do! I can’t live… in the outside world at this point! I’ll die like this… in this place… so go!”  “If you ever need help, call my name.”  “I have been waiting for you to call my name, [Name].” “Forgive me, but I will have to treat you a little roughly.”  “That was scary… that was scary…”  “You were scared? But now, you are safe.”  “I am forever indebted to you for rushing to my aid.”  “It is not as if I have forgotten my past, but I have no intention of continuing to engage in it.” “You said we’d go together, and that you’d take me there…”  “No way, no way! If you’re not taking me, I don’t want to go.”  “How cruel. You just hurt my heartbroken self even more, [Name]…”  “If only I had made you do your work even if I had to tie you down, this wouldn’t have…”  “Attending a festival alone… isn’t that like a punishment?”  “Heh, so you normally dress like this. It’s kinda like a… young mistress? Pretty cute. How nice.”  “There’s no need for weapons. What’s with you? That’s scary.”  “I would like tangible content details on exactly what sort of mission ‘having fun’ is.”  “You’re talking kinda difficult; you aren’t used to having fun, right? That’s fine, this big sis will teach it to you.”  “Hey, this is delicious. Really delicious. Okay, open your mouth.”  “This is no good. I will redo it. What did you write, [name]?”  “What~? Do you not write letters outside of work or something? Is it really that troubling?”  “I have long stopped writing personal letters. I only write at work.”  “Why did you stop writing? Should I try guessing?” “I am waiting. I have been… repeatedly told to stop doing so. However, no matter what, I… I…”  “You… have a crush on someone who isn’t here anymore.”  “What is… a ‘crush’?”  “I… cannot… fall in love.”  “You… You… What the hell are you doing?”  “Do ignore me. Please… leave me be.”  “You’re… an idiot, aren’t you?”  “Yes. I am an idiot… and a fool.”  “So love… is a… necessity?”  “Don’t touch me in such a familiar manner!”  “E-Eeh, I’ll be on my own again?”  “Is today a good or a bad day? I wonder which.” “I am not… carrying any weapons. I will not kill anyone. I was told… to not kill anymore. And I… will not do it even if ordered to.”  “You have any business with me? If it’s about resentment, I won’t listen.”  “I do not… resent you.”  “Rather than dying… it’s harder to stay alive.”  “It’s way harder to stay alive. Still, swallow all of it down and live on. It just so happens that those who can’t do this end up dying. If you won’t die by your own hands, never blame your sins on anyone, and live on.” “I don’t want… to see the one I love acting as a tool ever again.” “They may be human beings just like me, but I can’t bring myself to think of them as such.” “[Name]. You’re my number one friend. A friend like you… won’t show up before me ever again. You’re that important, even if you don’t want to be.” “You’ll probably have to negotiate, but if it’s you, you can work it out with your misleading flattery.”  “Your fighting form was… just like a fierce god…” “I also to forget about it. But, in my heart, forever and ever, even now… even though I wake up in the morning, sleep at night and I am breathing, a fury that I cannot suppress burns within my body at unexpected times.” “Just how many weapons do you have hidden within your person?”  “Although I am your enemy, I admire your thirst for victory. You know not to give up.”  “It is not… as if I wish to win. By winning this fight, there is not a single thing I would gain. To me, fighting is living. If I lose, it only means I will die.”  “Time, stand still. You are beautiful.”  “I will… explain the circumstances later. There are many things that I want to apologize to you for. But for now, forgive what I’m going to do… Don’t ever let go.”   “Please, stay by my side… I do not mind however you treat me. I simply want to be with you. That is all. Nothing else… is necessary. [Name], I… want to be together with you.”  “I’m not going anywhere… I need you. I’ll be by your side…!”  “I’m telling you not to fret, aren’t I?”  “You’re no tool. You, who I am to protect, should not fight.” “I am… not the sort of man you take me to be. Not a magnificent lord, nor an honorable individual. I’m definitely not worthy of you.”  “I understand… ‘I love you’… a little as well.”  “[Name], please. Show me your face. No matter what form you take, my feelings towards you won’t change.”  “It’s fine if it’s little by little. If you… are coming… to understand it, I will wait any amount of time. Little by little is okay. I won’t… pry for an answer immediately. Until you say ‘I understand’… I will wait however long it takes… only for you. Today, I’d wanted to tell you ‘I love you’ once again, but it’s not as if I had desired anything from you in return.”  “[Name], I love you.”

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‘ey! Guess who’s still alive! Sorta... yeah. It’s me. And yeah, I know I’ve been gone for a long time, but for good reason. So, during my time gone, I’ve been dealing with a lot of medical issues. I’ve been in numerous hospitals, have seen so many different doctors, and have had tons of blood taken and procedures done; just generally having a miserable time for months and am still currently seeking a diagnosis and treatment for whatever the hell I have. Anyway, I wanted to hop on to say that even though I’ve been sick and out of commission for so long, I still intend to keep this going - eventually - but mostly, wanted to say that I hope you all enjoyed the holidays and time off recently, as well as the new year! Until I can get to posting again, I hope you’re all doing well and still having fun here. <3

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“Maybe you’ll take me out one day -- or would I have to make an appointment for that first?”