tee-tyme

[tee-tyme]

I wanted to create this blog to talk about things people are afraid to speak aloud or afraid to think about because of unfortunate circumstances. The sole purpose of this was to speak on everything that was bothering me but after some time I can’t for the like of me think of what to say. I’m in a good space. I’m working on my business. I graduate with my bachelors in Criminology. I have the best boyfriend/best friend in the world and my family is there to support me. I’m happy and at somewhat at peace. I want everyone to find their happiness regardless if it’s quitting your job, getting a pet or discovering yourself. Just live and be happy ❤️

[tee-tyme]

Everyone is hoping I have a child but doesn’t understand that my body may or may not allow it. 1 ectopic pregnancy at 2 months (steady heartbeat m) and 1 miscarriage in the first month. Not to mention my hyperprolactinemia and this tumor on my pituitary gland throwing off my hormones. If it happens it happens. Just be patient

[tee-tyme]

My pregnancy

My baby was 8 weeks when I found out I had to have it removed on 5/23/18

I’m so heartbroken

I want my mama more than anything

And it kills me that she isn’t here

But my support team has my back

Angie, Amy, Keda. Jr and Ariel

Not to forget my love Patrick.

We can always try again but I’m scared

What if it happens again and I can’t have babies?

I don’t know what I do

My left Fallopian tube and my baby had to be removed.

I only went in for my first ultrasound and everything was going fine

We heard the heartbeat which was very strong and I wanted to cry cause shit I was gonna be someone’s mama

My dreams got crushed a few moments later

Patrick said that he would rather lose the baby and keep me safe and alive. We could always have another one just as long as I’m safe

That man stayed by side as I had a total breakdown and comforted me. All I kept asking for is my mama and he understood that but he just kept me calm and laughing once everything settled.

I love my family and friends

I love my boyfriend

[tee-tyme]

Ectopic Pregnancy

2 days before my 25th birthday, my boyfriend and I went for my first ultrasound. We heard the heartbeat and at that moment I fell I love only to hear my doc sounding skeptical. Found out that my baby was growing in my left fallopian tube and my heart just broke. Once I woke up from surgery I could only cry for my mama but it sucked that she wasn’t there due to her passing away a few years ago. The only thing that made me feel somewhat better was the love my boyfriend showed me and that one of my sisters told me that the baby is in heaven with my mama and grandma. Ever since then I’ve been wanting a little one. No matter it be a boy or a girl. I just want a healthy little baby that I know we’ll spoil rotten

[tee-tyme]

Everyday I will talk about an issue I have experienced or currently experiencing. Feel free to comment or even make a suggestion. Whatever you say to me will not be judged

[tee-tyme]

About:

I’m a 26 year old woman with many issues ranging from grief, depression, stress and health concerns. I’m a criminal just major with a love for arts and craft. It is my hope to help others develop healthy coping mechanisms to express themselves. I want to off women a safe place to address their concerns and so much more

[tee-tyme]

Purpose

My purpose behind this blog is to address issues, we as women are experiencing today. More importantly, things that are going on with our body.