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hey. hey guys you know what would be funny.

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Using you gamer roommate as a pillow

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transition could have saved her...

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‧͙⁺˚･༓☾Gamezqueer☽༓･˚⁺‧͙

Gamezqueer is a blankqueer stance with themes of games, fire, and the color red. It is; supportive of pro-ship, anti-c for harmful paras, transx/transid, transharmed, all system origins, mogai/liom/similar terms, mspec monos, reclaiming terms, recoining terms, winterqueer/winterpunk, mad pride against transharmful/transhurtful, pro/neu-c for harmfull paras, harassment, using/making fanart of ocs without permission, awooqueer/werequeer/similar stances, safequeer, harassment, harmful para consent, unwanted sexualization of real peopleand unaligned on com-ship/the separation of fiction and reality, youthlib, creative freedom

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in timeline i ended up just giving up on providers and managing my own needs for my psychosis, autism, and adhd so i think this post is very important

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...

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"you have to have trauma to be a system" you insufferable whiney bitch baby, endogenics fucking coined the word system shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel bad for the endo systems who paved the way for the modern plural community; in the very spaces they helped create, a bunch of whiny fucks keep pissing themselves about non-traumagenic, non-disordered and non-dissociative systems💀

We would be livid if that were us. Talk about ungrateful.

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Reblog to BITE prev

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thatoneguyfromtoronto -> thatonenerdfromtoronto

i changed my username/url!!!

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Just me?

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actually taking my thought out of the notes and off of our main account, couldnt exogenic include subsystems and maybe side systems that formed their outside of the main system before however they got into the same body ad the rest of the system, like if you introjected a did system they could then identify as exogenic and traumagenic because they litterally formed outside of the system

quick question : if the term endogenic exists does the term exogenic exist too? (system of mixed origins here) (it's k if ya duno)/gen pos

Exogenic to mean formed externally?

I mean, I'm not 100% sure how it'd work in terms of plurality, but it is a word in and of itself

I could see some non-traumagenic spiritual systems in a way forming like that?

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reblogging this for a couple reasons. 1) i need an official coming out post lmao hi, im scarlett! you knew me as scott, i use she/they/it pronouns and i am transfem and bisexual (probably on the bi part) 2) to alert everyone (like 5 people) about changes to my blog clearly ive rushed through and updated my tags and my pinned post and display name and bio, but im not exactly that one guy from toronto anymore, in like 24 hours or whatever im updating my @/url to thatonenerdfromtoronto (that one nerd from toronto) thank you for taking the time to listen to/read my update, and im glad you get to come on this journey with me.

i guess i should do an intro post, huh?

hi im scott scarlett pilgrim, aka thatoneguyfromtoronto (!! SOON TO BE thatonenerdfromtoronto !!) (though im actually from peterborough lol), and i use she/they/it pronouns. im a 24 year old schizophrenic who is also autistic and adhd, and i live in my delusions and psychosis quite happily, because its not harmful for me at all./g in my version of source im dating both wallace (he/him) and ramona (they/he) there is also npc wallace (he/him) who is my imaginary friend of wallace, and has been around since collage, he isnt like a tulpa or anything just an extension of my delusions and he is chill with that (he has actually decided he wants to exist in the main system sometimes and can phase between being a delusion and a headmate. you might see the occasional "npc wallace wanted me to put [this tag]" or "npc wallace wanted me to tell you he said [this]", he like getting to communicate with people who cant see or hear him. because i live in my delusions and psychosis i understand my blog will not be safe for people who are harmed by non-typical or differing perceptions of reality, but my space will always be open to those who are like me and safe around others like me (thats why you see psychosis safe and delusion safe on all my posts regardless the post type)

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- # my tags

#scarlett.text.ca (text posts and reblogs with replies outside of the tags) #scarlett.reblog.ca (reblogs, make sure to check the tags for the funnies) #scarlett.asked.ca (for when i reblog something i asked or requested, probably also be paired with scarlett.text.ca) #scarlett.askbox.ca (for answering my own askbox or askbox related posts, will also likely have scarlett.text.ca) #scarlett.image.ca (posts that have images i added, nothing here yet, will also have scarlett.text.ca if there is text, i try and add an id to my images) i will usually always have a tag or two with the post tone usually after the above tags, and as i said before i always have #psychosis safe and #delusion safe on my posts (edit 1) as some of you saw i got in some discourse, i have 0 impulse control and always want to protect my friends so it will probably happen again. if this is a part of my blog you dont want to see i heavily suggest blocking #tw: discourse, #unsafe post, and #not safe post. i will try my best to put these tags on discourse and the last two that isnt my usual goofy /lh memes and sillyness./g

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yes, yes it did egg me, it very much did!!

uhhh, so does it mean anything when your imaginary friend/brain npc of one of your partners wont stop calling you an egg?

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danmit! i got tranzed now i have to rebrand my account!!!!!!!!!!! also its scarlett for now, she/they/it. this is going to be so much effort -_-'

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also as someone who isnt harmed by their delusions and psychosis and so has a completely different perspective on this. even if someone's system did stem from delusions or psychosis. you still shouldnt reality check them. its ridiculously easy to find proper resources on why reality checking is dangerous and can cause more harm than good, and how it shouldn't be done unless you have that persons permission to do so and/or you are a psychological/psychatric professional treating a client/patient who is having delusions or experiencing psychosis that are/is harmful and distressing for them. thats literally it, thats the only times its ok to reality check people.

Okay time for an actual serious post this time FUCK this person.

Okay? This is such a shitty thing to say. We have actually experienced delusions before, it is not fucking fun, and it is in no way comparable to being endogenic. Basically saying all endos are just delusional is fucking vile.

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i got da flu and i am still DYING but if i didnt at least try to scribble them ill go thru withdrawals so here's something shitty

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been doing a lot of thinking on this unfortunatly, and its not gay if im not actually a guy.. kissing a lesbian is however very gay lol.

is it gay to be dating a cis gay man, and a agender trans masc non-binary? (dont worry they know about eachother this time)